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i dont know what i'm feeling right now. :/ this is like the first time i'm using that smiley. oh wells. anyway, if you are out to hurt people, then you should just stop. if you are here to make me feel bad, then sorry, this aint working. i'm feeling awesomely fine and doing well about that.
but sigh. if only you figured what i'm thinking. you'll probably understand.
you, on the other hand, will be back next week. i cant wait for you to be back and life to be back on track with all the disturbs i actually get. hahaha. havent gotten my miss you poem #2 yet though. but i'm excited about my gifts. heh.
what i'm going through is not even said anywhere. so please stop assuming things.
friends are not meant to be like that. if this is what it is, then you are just gonna be considered an acquaintance.
you should just go and join the police force as an undercover. seriously. what the heck man.
you are ridiculous. seriously, dont tell people that i even know you. gosh. that is so... disgusting.
we'll wait and see.
meanwhile, i'm like 2months before going away. depression is really sinking in.
thankful for a brother like you that has been there for me, even when you dont even know the full story, since i havent had the time to sit down and talk to you properly. but yay to ice cream treat and new ir filter to play with. (:
your smile never fails to brighten up my day. no matter how crappy i feel, just your smile makes me feel better, just probably how you can just take away my troubles with that smile. dont worry, we'll have a picture again before i leave.
i really hate all these shit. seriously. oh wells.
when are we meeting again? i know it's been a long time. oh wells.
i thought i would have gotten over you guys. but apparently not. i still miss you once in a while.
THIS IS CALLING FOR A MEET UP.
i actually really did think about inviting you, but it'll be weird. just plain weird. ): sian.
baby, i'm sorry you're going through this. i rather be in love with the memory of what we had than imagine what it could have been. i just wanna make sure you're okay.