it's been one year, 5 months and 2 days. our love have been strong. to be more detailed, mine is always strong to you. but each time you would break it . smashing it right hard down to the floor. i pick it up , taping each pieces carefully and perfectly. making sure that none of the pieces are missing . not long after i heal it, you came down and smash it again. this time round, i couldnt find all of it. i cant tape it back perfectly. all the pieces are too shattered. i can't fixed it. its too late for you to heal it again. everything is too late. 13 sept, 2010. 1.29am. last. take care.



hello dudes n babes. had a longggg day. anyway, had bakerzin with leticia in the afternoon and it's awesome! :D

OMG, i will have to ton night again :( arghh. PHYSICS , SOCIAL STUDIES! both sucks :) and and and, a thousand wod of chinese compo and a descriptive essay! wooah, isn't this a lot ?! and it's killing me :( all by tonight ! great man ! oh yes, and POA ! oh my god ! i forgot to bring back poa, so yup. forget about it.

please be more reasonable girl. you're already 17. you are suppose to have more experience than us and be more sensible. why are the stuffs you doing are worse than us. and please, wake up. what's with you being so contradicting and such a hyprocrite. anyway, if you are against me, so be it :) i dont give a dam about you because you re the one who's in wrong and not me. so yup, good luck anyway.

BABY BOY! if you can see, i'm trying my best to be more understanding and trying to get back the patience i used to have for you. i'm trying to start afresh with you in this relationship. i'm tired with those quarreling that is not going to bring us anywhere further. i just hope that you won't take me for granted like how you used to. that's all. i really love you like how i do in the past. just that something which i dont know hits the limits that i cant take it anymore and i blew everything up. i'm sorry :(

helo peeps. training was totally enjoyable with our seniors!(racheal, wendy and i forgot her name) . they are awesome! had a friendly match with them and yeap, most effective and fun match during the training. and ms h. sucks, i swear. hahs. anyway, tomorow another busy day.

hello peeps.
i just got back from marina sq. i'm super tired and my eyelids are half opened. okay, today work was real shit-.- early in the morning and i kenna. fuck u j ! anyway, after work went to baby house and bath then headed down to marina sq with him to meet sists and the rest. blah blah blah. strolled with baby along the river and headed home at 10.30. -.- but now then i reached home. tomorow going to yog hockey ~ haha. hope it will turn out good though. okay bye, i need to sleep=.=



i just got back from work and i just changed. currently is 11:10 now. i'm worn out and sleepy :( Two days since i last met bby;and i miss him. this few days i've been extended up to 8 or ten hours. like today, from 12 until 10.30. 10 and a half hour of work . omyg. i wonder how did i hang on it. My elbow and back still hurts after the fall ._. working is tirring and boring but , the experience that you gained, is irreplacable.

baby;
babyyy ! this few weeks or even months , we're busy with our own things. and we sledom met often like how we used to. The thing that keeps me going on was all your messages and words of concerns. baby, today when i saw all the messages that you sent me, i laughed to myself. although you didnt meet me , but i feel as if you were by my side . and i really miss you baby. after your yog, we'll have more time to meet ( i hope so) .

goodnight peeps, im going to bath and sleep-.- .

HI peepos! been really long since i last blogged. i'm lazy. went over to work at about 9 plus. i was late :) cos' i slept in the morning at 6am plus plus. couldnt rmb the exact time-.- but i know what time i had my dinner! 5.30am ! im getting fat yes. after that "dinner" i went to sleep, no, i mean i fell asleep. when i woke up its 9.30! woah. i only had half an hour to get ready and reach my workplace. obivously i cant. reach there about10.15. got started. learnt cashier and making of biscuits! :) funfun! after that went to fscc with afni to meet baby. went up to his house :) we didnt wrestle ! woah, first time. went off at 9 after finish watching this chinese drama with his family:)

why you always disappoint me. all the empty promises you gave. i really hate that feeling. how many tears i drop just because of your empty promises.. why cant you stop it.