11:59 PM, Sunday, September 30, 2007
[ joshua ] says:
being a guy sucks
[ joshua ] says:
i'd rather have periods
no, i'm serious
being a guy sucks
[ joshua ] says:
i'd rather have periods
no, i'm serious
10:21 PM, Thursday, September 27, 2007
A-Men: the last stand
12:39 AM,
i should freak out. i havent finished half of the H2 math syllabus for the year and the only practice i have now is just for inequalities, AP, GP, summation and MI. not alot. definitely. havent even started on diff and int and their apps which i know will take up at least 70% of the paper. P & C is still fresh in my mind. so is chapt 1 and half of 2. oh well. i guess i'm dead. i have to sleep. and tmr i will wake up early to crash. see how much will go in...
God, i can't do it on my own. You help me. i'm nothing. You're everything. Please.
God, i can't do it on my own. You help me. i'm nothing. You're everything. Please.
8:20 PM, Sunday, September 23, 2007
Lord Your name
Is higher than the heavens
Lord Your name
Is higher than all created things
Higher than hope
Higher than dreams
The name of the Lord
"Lord, break me"
never pray this unless you're really ready. He'll shatter your world.
Is higher than the heavens
Lord Your name
Is higher than all created things
Higher than hope
Higher than dreams
The name of the Lord
"Lord, break me"
never pray this unless you're really ready. He'll shatter your world.
9:52 PM, Saturday, September 22, 2007
Matthew 8:5-13
5 Now when Jesus had entered Capernaum, a centurion came to Him, pleading with Him, 6 saying, “Lord, my servant is lying at home paralyzed, dreadfully tormented.”
7 And Jesus said to him, “I will come and heal him.”
8 The centurion answered and said, “Lord, I am not worthy that You should come under my roof. But only speak a word, and my servant will be healed. 9 For I also am a man under authority, having soldiers under me. And I say to this one, ‘Go,’ and he goes; and to another, ‘Come,’ and he comes; and to my servant, ‘Do this,’ and he does it.”
10 When Jesus heard it, He marveled, and said to those who followed, “Assuredly, I say to you, I have not found such great faith, not even in Israel! 11 And I say to you that many will come from east and west, and sit down with Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob in the kingdom of heaven. 12 But the sons of the kingdom will be cast out into outer darkness. There will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.” 13 Then Jesus said to the centurion, “Go your way; and as you have believed, so let it be done for you.” And his servant was healed that same hour.
This guy is my role model :)
Jesus spoke today, through two people:
"I just felt God trying to tell you that He's always been there. He sees everything you've been through, and He wants to tell you that He understands the times when you had to pretend to be strong, though you felt weak and helpless. And He wishes to say that He still loves you."
"Like a child who has gone out and got himself dirty and covered with mud, when he gets home his father will wash him and give him a new set of clothes. Just like the father, your heavenly Father wants to tell you to come to Him and be cleansed and be given new clothes."
i tell you i broke down. my God is so personal, so specific, so real.
love unfailing, overtaking my heart
5 Now when Jesus had entered Capernaum, a centurion came to Him, pleading with Him, 6 saying, “Lord, my servant is lying at home paralyzed, dreadfully tormented.”
7 And Jesus said to him, “I will come and heal him.”
8 The centurion answered and said, “Lord, I am not worthy that You should come under my roof. But only speak a word, and my servant will be healed. 9 For I also am a man under authority, having soldiers under me. And I say to this one, ‘Go,’ and he goes; and to another, ‘Come,’ and he comes; and to my servant, ‘Do this,’ and he does it.”
10 When Jesus heard it, He marveled, and said to those who followed, “Assuredly, I say to you, I have not found such great faith, not even in Israel! 11 And I say to you that many will come from east and west, and sit down with Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob in the kingdom of heaven. 12 But the sons of the kingdom will be cast out into outer darkness. There will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.” 13 Then Jesus said to the centurion, “Go your way; and as you have believed, so let it be done for you.” And his servant was healed that same hour.
This guy is my role model :)
Jesus spoke today, through two people:
"I just felt God trying to tell you that He's always been there. He sees everything you've been through, and He wants to tell you that He understands the times when you had to pretend to be strong, though you felt weak and helpless. And He wishes to say that He still loves you."
"Like a child who has gone out and got himself dirty and covered with mud, when he gets home his father will wash him and give him a new set of clothes. Just like the father, your heavenly Father wants to tell you to come to Him and be cleansed and be given new clothes."
i tell you i broke down. my God is so personal, so specific, so real.
love unfailing, overtaking my heart
12:29 AM, Friday, September 21, 2007
i just realised i havent logged in to friendster for about a month. LIFE SUCKS. i mean it. i'm so sick of facades and stuff. why can't people just be their true selves(or selfs)? i'm sick of being stuck at this same place, while others just outshine me. i know i'm better, i've always been. but why am i always not noticed? why? ignored and cast away, never more to show my face. why? i'm so sick of favoritism, you know you don't have to pretend to like me. just tell me in the face, i can take it. better to know one more enemy than have one extra "friend" who might back stab you anytime. it just sucks. and i don't think it'll get any better. i'm sick of rambling on and on, besides i have 3 fresh mosquito bites. i should just get dengue and die. beats being stuck in this world.
its not the time to flame me. i'm not exactly in the mood.
only then we'll close the curtain, on our stained glass masquerade
its not the time to flame me. i'm not exactly in the mood.
only then we'll close the curtain, on our stained glass masquerade
12:18 AM,
{NAME PROTECTED} says:
oi fk me and {NAME PROTECTED}
[ joshua ] says:
no thanks
{NAME PROTECTED} says:
............
oi fk me and {NAME PROTECTED}
[ joshua ] says:
no thanks
{NAME PROTECTED} says:
............
6:13 PM, Monday, September 17, 2007
One Thing - Hillsong
One thing I desire
One thing I seek
To gaze upon Your beauty
Your Majesty
God of my salvation
Lifter of my head
Teach me how to live O Lord
Your righteousness
So I pray to You
So I pray to You
Lord Your name
Is higher than the heavens
Lord Your name
Is higher than all created things
Higher than hope
Higher than dreams
The name of the Lord
In the days of trouble
You cover me
In the secret place of refuge
Lord I will sing
I will seek Your face
Call upon Your Name Jesus
All I want is You Jesus
One thing I desire
One thing I seek
To gaze upon Your beauty
Your Majesty
God of my salvation
Lifter of my head
Teach me how to live O Lord
Your righteousness
So I pray to You
So I pray to You
Lord Your name
Is higher than the heavens
Lord Your name
Is higher than all created things
Higher than hope
Higher than dreams
The name of the Lord
In the days of trouble
You cover me
In the secret place of refuge
Lord I will sing
I will seek Your face
Call upon Your Name Jesus
All I want is You Jesus
6:04 PM,
someone tell me peacock blue doesnt go well with brown.
i bought new electric strings but apparantly i forgot that my guitar was reddish brown. so yea. it looks kinda.... weird?
i bought new electric strings but apparantly i forgot that my guitar was reddish brown. so yea. it looks kinda.... weird?
4:01 PM,
when was the last time God touched you
11:13 PM, Sunday, September 16, 2007
Yes I should be doing PW but I just needed to post this song's lyrics. Beautiful song!
You Saw Me - Hillsong
Your glory fills the heavens
Your glory fills the earth
still You chose surrender
You gave Yourself for me
God of my salvation
hope and righteousness
You paid the price of freedom
You took a lonely cross
bless the Lord always
bless Your holy name
bless the Lord always
bless Your holy name
and You saw me
when You took a crown of thorns
Your blood washed over me
and You love me
through the nails that You bore
and Your blood washes over me
amazing like no other
grace without end
as Your word has promised
You died and rose again
You Saw Me - Hillsong
Your glory fills the heavens
Your glory fills the earth
still You chose surrender
You gave Yourself for me
God of my salvation
hope and righteousness
You paid the price of freedom
You took a lonely cross
bless the Lord always
bless Your holy name
bless the Lord always
bless Your holy name
and You saw me
when You took a crown of thorns
Your blood washed over me
and You love me
through the nails that You bore
and Your blood washes over me
amazing like no other
grace without end
as Your word has promised
You died and rose again
12:13 AM,
DCSY: he a bit young right
ME: no, young wrong
ME: no, young wrong
9:26 PM, Thursday, September 13, 2007
Junda: Whats up man?
Me: Nothing's up. Everything's down :|
Me: Nothing's up. Everything's down :|
5:26 AM, Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Show me Your face - Andrew Yeo
i don't want to worship from afar.
drawing closer to You is my only desire.
You're the one that i've been longing for.
let me dwell in Your presence to worship at Your throne.
i fall on my knees.
Lord i'm yearning for You alone.
deep calls to deep.
Lord i know there must be more
show me Your face oh Lord
make my heart pure as gold.
standing in awe of You,
Your love it surrounds me forever
show me Your face oh Lord
i want to know You more.
i want to stay right here with You
all of my days.
oh Lord, this is my cry. hear me God, show me Your face.
i don't want to worship from afar.
drawing closer to You is my only desire.
You're the one that i've been longing for.
let me dwell in Your presence to worship at Your throne.
i fall on my knees.
Lord i'm yearning for You alone.
deep calls to deep.
Lord i know there must be more
show me Your face oh Lord
make my heart pure as gold.
standing in awe of You,
Your love it surrounds me forever
show me Your face oh Lord
i want to know You more.
i want to stay right here with You
all of my days.
oh Lord, this is my cry. hear me God, show me Your face.
10:41 PM, Friday, September 07, 2007
Jesus is worthy
Worthy of all our praise
He is worthy
Worthy of all our praise
Worthy of all our praise
Worthy of all our praise
He is worthy
Worthy of all our praise
Worthy of all our praise
11:57 PM, Wednesday, September 05, 2007
The Potential Break Up Song - Aly & AJ
It took too long
it took too long
It took too long for you to call back
and normally I would just forget that
except for the fact that it was my birthday
my stupid birthday
I played along
I played along
I played along, rolled right off my back
But obviously my armor was cracked
what kind of a boyfriend would forget that?
who would forget that?
The type of guy who doesn't see
what he has until she leaves
Don't let me go
Cause without me you know your lost
Wise up now or pay the cost
soon you will know
You're not livin' til you're livin'
Livin' with me
You're not winnin' till you're winnin'
Winnin' me
You're not gettin' til you're gettin'
Gettin' me
You're not livin' til you're livin'
Livin' for me
This is the potential breakup song
our album needs just one
Oh baby please please tell me
We got along
we got along
We got along until you did that
now all I want is just my stuff back
do you get that?
let me repeat that
I want my stuff back
You can send it in a box
I don't care just drop it off
I won't be home
Cuz without me you know you're lost
minus you, i'm better off
Soon you will know
You're not livin' till you're livin'
Livin' with me
You're not winnin' till you're winnin'
Winnin' me me
you're not gettin' til you're gettin'
Gettin' me
You're not livin' til you're livin'
Livin' for me
You can try you can try
You know i know it'll be a lie
Without me you're gonna die
So you better think clearly, clearly
Before you nearly, nearly
Bust up the situation that you gonna miss dearly, dearly
C'mon
You're not livin' til your livin'
Livin' with me
You're not winnin' til you're winnin'
Winnin' me me
You're not gettin til you;re gettin'
Gettin' me
you're not livin til you're livin'
llivin' for me
This is the potential breakup song
our album needs just one
oh baby please please tell me
This is the potential makeup song
please just admit you're wrong
which will it be?
which will it be?
It took too long
it took too long
It took too long for you to call back
and normally I would just forget that
except for the fact that it was my birthday
my stupid birthday
I played along
I played along
I played along, rolled right off my back
But obviously my armor was cracked
what kind of a boyfriend would forget that?
who would forget that?
The type of guy who doesn't see
what he has until she leaves
Don't let me go
Cause without me you know your lost
Wise up now or pay the cost
soon you will know
You're not livin' til you're livin'
Livin' with me
You're not winnin' till you're winnin'
Winnin' me
You're not gettin' til you're gettin'
Gettin' me
You're not livin' til you're livin'
Livin' for me
This is the potential breakup song
our album needs just one
Oh baby please please tell me
We got along
we got along
We got along until you did that
now all I want is just my stuff back
do you get that?
let me repeat that
I want my stuff back
You can send it in a box
I don't care just drop it off
I won't be home
Cuz without me you know you're lost
minus you, i'm better off
Soon you will know
You're not livin' till you're livin'
Livin' with me
You're not winnin' till you're winnin'
Winnin' me me
you're not gettin' til you're gettin'
Gettin' me
You're not livin' til you're livin'
Livin' for me
You can try you can try
You know i know it'll be a lie
Without me you're gonna die
So you better think clearly, clearly
Before you nearly, nearly
Bust up the situation that you gonna miss dearly, dearly
C'mon
You're not livin' til your livin'
Livin' with me
You're not winnin' til you're winnin'
Winnin' me me
You're not gettin til you;re gettin'
Gettin' me
you're not livin til you're livin'
llivin' for me
This is the potential breakup song
our album needs just one
oh baby please please tell me
This is the potential makeup song
please just admit you're wrong
which will it be?
which will it be?
1:02 AM, Tuesday, September 04, 2007
EMO TO THE MAX!!
Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
12:54 AM,
i wouldn't have blogged. but just as i was about to go sleep, some genius asked me a genius question :)
a people undeserving / 6, 7, 8 (NESS IS A MESS) says:
eh can wear
a people undeserving / 6, 7, 8 (NESS IS A MESS) says:
uniform not ah
a people undeserving / 6, 7, 8 (NESS IS A MESS) says:
play pool
[ joshua ] says:
hahaha
[ joshua ] says:
statement of the day
a people undeserving / 6, 7, 8 (NESS IS A MESS) says:
I DUNNO WHAAAAT.
NICE TRY SIYI
a people undeserving / 6, 7, 8 (NESS IS A MESS) says:
eh can wear
a people undeserving / 6, 7, 8 (NESS IS A MESS) says:
uniform not ah
a people undeserving / 6, 7, 8 (NESS IS A MESS) says:
play pool
[ joshua ] says:
hahaha
[ joshua ] says:
statement of the day
a people undeserving / 6, 7, 8 (NESS IS A MESS) says:
I DUNNO WHAAAAT.
NICE TRY SIYI
