Illusions

7:54 PM, Tuesday, July 31, 2007

life sucks. jc sucks. with every thing i look forward to theres always two things i have to dread. i look forward to thursdays league at hougang. but then again before that i would have to go through chem skill A. looking forward to CAC but this means oteam interview and probably P&W. this sucks. it really does. why can't we live on one side of life.

12:24 PM, Monday, July 30, 2007

God I've found in You
Everything I was searching for
And You've given me
What I needed and so much more

So I'm giving every part of me to You
Won't You take my life I'm living it for you

Jesus I'll live for You
In everything I Do
And when You call my name
I just can't help but sing Your praises

I'll give You all my praise
I'll serve You all my days
Gonna let the whole world know
Jesus I am so in love with You

Every day it's You I live for
Gonna serve You all my days
Every step I take You're with me
Jesus You're the only way

10:09 PM, Friday, July 27, 2007

You are God
You're the God of miracles
You're the God that makes me whole
I will worship
I will worship You

This is damn cool. Have you ever had a phone run on an empty battery bar for 5 hrs and not die? Ok mine died after 2hrs. So i left it alone. (Oh it turned off by itself) So yea. I randomly just felt like checking it and amazingly it was on again with 1/3 battery life :\ how cool is that?

8:20 PM, Wednesday, July 25, 2007

damn cool. i met samson again. at victors. victors really sucks can? the lanes are so bloody oily that even the fury won't hook... blah lah. i'm sick of sch. should i pon sch tmr? no i can't :(

7:22 PM, Monday, July 23, 2007

ARGH I GOT A SPLITTING HEADACHE!! BUT I GOT SO MUCH SHIT TO DO!! GIVE ME A BREAK PLEASE!!

10:47 PM, Sunday, July 22, 2007

this is so cool. i didn't do econs tutorial for two straight tutorials. by right i would have been fined $5 but vadi just skipped checking me. it was like he just walked past me and checked the guy beside me. its damn cool can. cause i was praying silently that he wouldn't notice me. and he really didn't. its amazing. vadi doesn't usually skip people. so i told God i would give this $5 to him. but i didn't have $5 in my wallet so i gave $6 during zone service. then on sun i had $2 left and i gave it to Him too. just when i was wondering how was i going to eat later, i found this $10 note folded and hiding in my wallet! cool right. i didn't even remember how it got there. God is amazing :)

10:41 PM, Saturday, July 21, 2007

Matthew 17:20 (New King James Version)

20 So Jesus said to them, “Because of your unbelief; for assuredly, I say to you, if you have faith as a mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move; and nothing will be impossible for you.

restore my faith oh Lord

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

11:43 PM, Thursday, July 19, 2007

i'm totally worn out.. and damn sad.. i bowled an avg of 120 today... :\ on the other hand, i fixed my pin navi grip AND i made some cool friends from RP! they're damn nice can? but i didn't get their msns :( ahh but hey i forced a handicap of 25! so when i bowl 200+ the next time.. :)

回忆的声音
播在夜里
像是一首旋律
多么美丽
那时我很肯定
你是我唯一
眨个眼我们就各分东西

再说我爱你
泪把心占据
却有些甜蜜
让伤心被允许
说过的话语
做过的事情
像歌曲陪我每个冬季
纪念着我和你相爱这主题

时间早已忘记
分手时候的无情
你给的美好回忆
让我有怀念的勇气

12:17 AM,

i realised if i want to really take all 4 H3s, i have to really manage my time well. not an impossible task. start planning my remaining 60+ days before promos properly and no more stoning and wasting time. at the same time, i have to start reading up my GP info packs before i fail my GP! someone please go with me for GP tuition? i'm the only noob who got an E for the GP CT!! lucky not counted! :(

i'll die trying

9:19 PM, Tuesday, July 17, 2007

take 4 H3s and kill yourself (:

wonder how long i can hold on

11:27 PM, Monday, July 16, 2007

ARGH. THE INSOMNIA'S BACK. HELP HELP HELP :(

10:00 PM,

life sucks and you know it

8:01 PM, Sunday, July 15, 2007

you and I are made to worship
you and I are called to love
you and I are forgiven and free
when you and I embrace surrender
when you and I choose to believe
then you and I will see
who we were meant to be

11:30 PM, Friday, July 13, 2007

you know i'm so sick of life

8:39 PM, Tuesday, July 10, 2007

life in JC sucks. i would have blogged another post rambling about the same noob who mugged the entire stack of notes. guess what? another A. can't blame them.. intellectually challenged need to resort to such underhand methods. i could carry on. but i won't waste my precious time on such stuff. i believe most people get my point. still have skill A. don't feel like doing.

its probably time i let go

8:50 PM, Monday, July 09, 2007

i'm totally shagged can? i'm going to collapse soon...

9:20 PM, Thursday, July 05, 2007

i'm still quite pissed with the stupid education system can? its quite obvious that some people score by mugging. i refuse to compromise to such dumb methods of assessments. maybe if the A levels were used for a job at a photocopying company or a job at a memory intensive company. but then the again the photocopying machine and the computer were not invented to rot were they?

H3 chem or econs?

12:04 AM,

why does everyone think an A for chem is hard. argh. i'm damn sad can? D for chem? wtf man. i need to go mug terms liao lah. kns. the education system is screwed. why keywords? why standard definitions? its quite screwed can? people like *name not revealed* just memorized the entire stack of notes to get A. but i doubt he understands a single bit of it lah. this paper was a full marks paper. wonder why he didn't get full marks. maybe cause some questions required inferring? meanwhile people who actually understood the topics get penalized for not using their "perfectly correct" terms to explain. i'm not saying i'm the only intelligent one. i admit there are much smarter people who understand faster than me. but it seems like these people can never beat the copying machines. a flawed system? oh yes. definitely.

10:49 PM, Tuesday, July 03, 2007

rahhh

ok... i'm quite scared. getting back chem and gp tmr. hope i pass gp and get at least a B for chem. i'm really scared of my ct results. dunno what i'll get. i hope i get at least 2 Bs and 1 C. gp must pass also lah! rahhh..

天空下起雨了
他撑的伞
在你的身边陪着

可是我不快乐
因为看见他脸上的笑
是很勉强的

我很想爱他
但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧
免得感情变的复杂

我很想爱他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗
谁能给我一个好的回答

爱情是模糊的
可怜的是没有勇气选择
如果再舍不得
这样下去我们每个人都是受害者
当爱情陷在危险边缘
是否都会伤痕累累
是否都会苦不堪言