4:55 PM, Tuesday, March 27, 2007
who will be there for me when i'm down and out? no one.
i'm sick of school. seriously. so what if you're in the best jc in singapore? it sucks. seriously. i felt super broken during PW. i was close to tears. i thought it through. i realised how small my social circle was. i had no true friends. no one that would stick by me through my times of need. no one i could cry to and confide in. no one i could pour out my sorrows and not worry he would betray me. i emoed the whole of recess. walked around school searching for those true friends. friends that would be there to say its alright when it isn't. guess what? there were only 2. only shan hui noticed something was wrong. only shan hui saw through that mask of joy and knew something was wrong. only sam told me to sit with him. only sam talked to me. the emoness sorta disappeared later in the day. i told myself i had to stop. i started to question my existance in school. and i realised what motivated me. what helped me pull through - to be able to see you in school everyday. i don't know what will happen if this last pillar of support collapses.
i'm sick of school. seriously. so what if you're in the best jc in singapore? it sucks. seriously. i felt super broken during PW. i was close to tears. i thought it through. i realised how small my social circle was. i had no true friends. no one that would stick by me through my times of need. no one i could cry to and confide in. no one i could pour out my sorrows and not worry he would betray me. i emoed the whole of recess. walked around school searching for those true friends. friends that would be there to say its alright when it isn't. guess what? there were only 2. only shan hui noticed something was wrong. only shan hui saw through that mask of joy and knew something was wrong. only sam told me to sit with him. only sam talked to me. the emoness sorta disappeared later in the day. i told myself i had to stop. i started to question my existance in school. and i realised what motivated me. what helped me pull through - to be able to see you in school everyday. i don't know what will happen if this last pillar of support collapses.
10:14 PM, Thursday, March 22, 2007
i'm damn sad lah. my poor toe is swollen. *sobs* pain pain pain!
my heart weeps
i can't sleep
your words, words of hurt
they pierce right through my heart
i long to walk away
and leave this day
but i keep turning back
i can't seem to pack
can't seem to harden my heart
turn my back to part
sorrow fills me
i wipe these tears
choose to see the good in you
the good that no one else sees
and i love you
during civics i almost cried. i was under spiritual attack. something happened and i felt like asking for permission to go toilet and cry. in my heart i cried out "Lord! my heart weeps. comfort me." i had finally broken down.
you must be really tired, 'cause you've been running through my mind all day.
my heart weeps
i can't sleep
your words, words of hurt
they pierce right through my heart
i long to walk away
and leave this day
but i keep turning back
i can't seem to pack
can't seem to harden my heart
turn my back to part
sorrow fills me
i wipe these tears
choose to see the good in you
the good that no one else sees
and i love you
during civics i almost cried. i was under spiritual attack. something happened and i felt like asking for permission to go toilet and cry. in my heart i cried out "Lord! my heart weeps. comfort me." i had finally broken down.
you must be really tired, 'cause you've been running through my mind all day.
9:51 PM, Wednesday, March 21, 2007
i'm head over heels over you
you totally defeated me
you totally defeated me
10:26 PM, Monday, March 19, 2007
some people just don't know their limits.
just because i keep quiet doesn't mean you just push your limit.
not as if i don't have enough things to worry about.
grow up. know where to draw the line.
i do get irritated, i certainly do.
i just try my best to love you.
its tough, but its worth.
don't worry. i'll still pray for you.
i'd rather lose my pride than a friendship.
Lord, i'll feed Your sheep.
John 21:15-18
15When they had finished eating, Jesus said to Simon Peter, "Simon son of John, do you truly love me more than these?"
"Yes, Lord," he said, "you know that I love you."
Jesus said, "Feed my lambs."
16Again Jesus said, "Simon son of John, do you truly love me?"
He answered, "Yes, Lord, you know that I love you."
Jesus said, "Take care of my sheep."
17The third time he said to him, "Simon son of John, do you love me?"
Peter was hurt because Jesus asked him the third time, "Do you love me?" He said, "Lord, you know all things; you know that I love you."
18Jesus said, "Feed my sheep. I tell you the truth, when you were younger you dressed yourself and went where you wanted; but when you are old you will stretch out your hands, and someone else will dress you and lead you where you do not want to go."
just because i keep quiet doesn't mean you just push your limit.
not as if i don't have enough things to worry about.
grow up. know where to draw the line.
i do get irritated, i certainly do.
i just try my best to love you.
its tough, but its worth.
don't worry. i'll still pray for you.
i'd rather lose my pride than a friendship.
Lord, i'll feed Your sheep.
John 21:15-18
15When they had finished eating, Jesus said to Simon Peter, "Simon son of John, do you truly love me more than these?"
"Yes, Lord," he said, "you know that I love you."
Jesus said, "Feed my lambs."
16Again Jesus said, "Simon son of John, do you truly love me?"
He answered, "Yes, Lord, you know that I love you."
Jesus said, "Take care of my sheep."
17The third time he said to him, "Simon son of John, do you love me?"
Peter was hurt because Jesus asked him the third time, "Do you love me?" He said, "Lord, you know all things; you know that I love you."
18Jesus said, "Feed my sheep. I tell you the truth, when you were younger you dressed yourself and went where you wanted; but when you are old you will stretch out your hands, and someone else will dress you and lead you where you do not want to go."
10:11 PM, Sunday, March 18, 2007
heh. i'm looking forward to tomorrow even though i still have tons of hol hw :)
theres CHEM, PE AND TRAINING :) <3
TOMORROW COME QUICK!!
OH MY OH MY! MY BELOVED UNCLE YONG :)
i think i'm out of my mind :\
theres CHEM, PE AND TRAINING :) <3
TOMORROW COME QUICK!!
OH MY OH MY! MY BELOVED UNCLE YONG :)
i think i'm out of my mind :\
12:45 PM,
OMG MY HOLIDAYS
bye holidays! :(
i haven't touched a single bit of holiday hw :)
might crash all of them tonight :)
Goals for NAPFA 2007 :)
60 situps (A)
30 pullups (A)
250cm SBJ (A)
<10s>
~11:00 2.4 (A/B)
sit and reach C i happy liao :)
Matthew 22:2-14
2 “The kingdom of heaven is like a certain king who arranged a marriage for his son, 3 and sent out his servants to call those who were invited to the wedding; and they were not willing to come. 4 Again, he sent out other servants, saying, ‘Tell those who are invited, “See, I have prepared my dinner; my oxen and fatted cattle are killed, and all things are ready. Come to the wedding.”’ 5 But they made light of it and went their ways, one to his own farm, another to his business. 6 And the rest seized his servants, treated them spitefully, and killed them. 7 But when the king heard about it, he was furious. And he sent out his armies, destroyed those murderers, and burned up their city. 8 Then he said to his servants, ‘The wedding is ready, but those who were invited were not worthy. 9 Therefore go into the highways, and as many as you find, invite to the wedding.’ 10 So those servants went out into the highways and gathered together all whom they found, both bad and good. And the wedding hall was filled with guests.11 “But when the king came in to see the guests, he saw a man there who did not have on a wedding garment. 12 So he said to him, ‘Friend, how did you come in here without a wedding garment?’ And he was speechless. 13 Then the king said to the servants, ‘Bind him hand and foot, take him away, and cast him into outer darkness; there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.’ 14 “For many are called, but few are chosen.”
i haven't touched a single bit of holiday hw :)
might crash all of them tonight :)
Goals for NAPFA 2007 :)
60 situps (A)
30 pullups (A)
250cm SBJ (A)
<10s>
~11:00 2.4 (A/B)
sit and reach C i happy liao :)
Matthew 22:2-14
2 “The kingdom of heaven is like a certain king who arranged a marriage for his son, 3 and sent out his servants to call those who were invited to the wedding; and they were not willing to come. 4 Again, he sent out other servants, saying, ‘Tell those who are invited, “See, I have prepared my dinner; my oxen and fatted cattle are killed, and all things are ready. Come to the wedding.”’ 5 But they made light of it and went their ways, one to his own farm, another to his business. 6 And the rest seized his servants, treated them spitefully, and killed them. 7 But when the king heard about it, he was furious. And he sent out his armies, destroyed those murderers, and burned up their city. 8 Then he said to his servants, ‘The wedding is ready, but those who were invited were not worthy. 9 Therefore go into the highways, and as many as you find, invite to the wedding.’ 10 So those servants went out into the highways and gathered together all whom they found, both bad and good. And the wedding hall was filled with guests.11 “But when the king came in to see the guests, he saw a man there who did not have on a wedding garment. 12 So he said to him, ‘Friend, how did you come in here without a wedding garment?’ And he was speechless. 13 Then the king said to the servants, ‘Bind him hand and foot, take him away, and cast him into outer darkness; there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.’ 14 “For many are called, but few are chosen.”
2:38 AM, Thursday, March 15, 2007
"to the world you may be one person
but to one person you may be the world"
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a friend's love says:
"if you need anything,
i'll be there for you"
true love says:
"you won't need anything,
i'll be there for you"
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SOOOOOOOOO SWEEEEEEEEEEEETTTT :)
but to one person you may be the world"
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a friend's love says:
"if you need anything,
i'll be there for you"
true love says:
"you won't need anything,
i'll be there for you"
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SOOOOOOOOO SWEEEEEEEEEEEETTTT :)
11:59 PM, Monday, March 05, 2007
If a girl cries in front of you, it means that she couldn't take it anymore.
If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest ofyour life;
If you let her go, she couldn't go back to being herself.
A girl wont cry easily, except in front of the person who she loves the most,she becomes weak.
A girl wont cry easily, only when she loves you the most, she puts down her ego.
Guys, if a girl cries bcos of you, please hold her hands firmly,she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcos of you, please dont give her up, maybe bcos of your decision, you ruin her life.
When she cry right in front of you, when she cry bcos of you, look into her eyes, can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?
yes i know its full of grammer errors. not my fault. sick of editing it :\ you get the point :\
If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest ofyour life;
If you let her go, she couldn't go back to being herself.
A girl wont cry easily, except in front of the person who she loves the most,she becomes weak.
A girl wont cry easily, only when she loves you the most, she puts down her ego.
Guys, if a girl cries bcos of you, please hold her hands firmly,she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcos of you, please dont give her up, maybe bcos of your decision, you ruin her life.
When she cry right in front of you, when she cry bcos of you, look into her eyes, can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?
yes i know its full of grammer errors. not my fault. sick of editing it :\ you get the point :\
8:48 PM,
wheee i love econs. :)
11:42 PM, Thursday, March 01, 2007
emo romeo
this morning it rained! i was damn tired yesterday so i prayed "God i need rest. please make it rain so i can sleep longer." and it worked! its not the first time this has happened. a few days ago, i was almost late so i prayed "God, please help me. nothing is impossible for You." and sure enough, raindrops started falling from the sky upon entering PIE. God rocks :D
p&w's on me again this sat :(
i hate people who tag without a name
icrushyou :(
this morning it rained! i was damn tired yesterday so i prayed "God i need rest. please make it rain so i can sleep longer." and it worked! its not the first time this has happened. a few days ago, i was almost late so i prayed "God, please help me. nothing is impossible for You." and sure enough, raindrops started falling from the sky upon entering PIE. God rocks :D
p&w's on me again this sat :(
i hate people who tag without a name
icrushyou :(
