Illusions

4:45 AM, Thursday, August 31, 2006

i just finished playing AOE...
ARGH. ITS BECOMING AN ADDICTION. LOL.

today, or rather yesterday, no school. slept till 1+, went to parkway to eat.
jacks place. i was very sure i told them medium. but the steak looked rare.
anyway, after that went to S&K to buy some stuff. got sale la. $15 for jeans.
then went to billabong to buy the super cool bag. lol.
sigh.
went home, went online to discuss about the movie.
AXEL TAN TAKES VERY LONG TO BATHE.
ok nvm. then took mrt to bedok to meet joy, alethea and axel to watch movie. GHOST GAME. hehe. not scary at all la.
poor alethea cannot go in. lol. so poor thing la. she went home so sad la.
anyway i bought monster house from a pirated stall at bedok. :)
GHOST GAME IS SO STUPID LA. NOT SCARY. ONLY GORY.
I WAS LAUGHING MY HEAD OFF LA. HEHE.
then got a few even more crazy ones behind.
after the movie was dinner. :)
axel bought curry. the curry is nice lor. i will buy that next time.
got this crazy man keep staring at us coz he wanted the table. wierd la. got so many tables around.
then coz auntie joy laugh so spastically got another crazy woman came and scold her la. crazy as in really mad one la. i wanted to whack her. lol.
took bus home after dinner. started playing AOE at 1. wahlao. waste my time. lol.
there's actually much more. i'm just tired.
I DUN FEEL LIKE GOING TMR. LOL.

just remember that i'll always be there for you, no matter what happens. its a promise.

6:25 PM, Tuesday, August 29, 2006

BOO. TMR NO SCHOOL. HEHE. :)

10:48 PM, Monday, August 28, 2006

RE IS OVER :)

3:40 AM,

UGHHH.
I'M AWAKE AT 4 AM TO DO RE
SIAN....
I'm scared la... wahlao...
haish... at least after tmr its all over :)
pass can liao...
DUN HAVE STAGE FRIGHT CAN LIAO

today was tiring la...
the ice cream buffet was the best part. hehe.
volunteered to be usher for the ice cream buffet. SO HELPFUL RIGHT. lol.
wah geners are SO ROWDY. poor alethea had to scream. hehe.
the entire queue took like 30 mins to clear la. the scoopers scoop so slow... wahlao...
after all of them had their icecream is our turn liao :)
RACHEL YANG IS EXTREMELY VIOLENT

I ATE 10 SCOOPS OF DURIAN ICE CREAM. pig la pig la. happy alethea? :)
and then played table soccer. i'm pro k? so bhb rite.. lol
then walked to parkway mos burger.
AXEL JOINED US. LOL.
alethea and rachel were complaining like pigs. hehe.
then after that wei sheng and rachel pangseh us.
took 197 to bedok interchange princess to watch movie.
ACTUALLY WANT TO WATCH GHOST GAME ONE LA. BUT IN THE END NEVER. COZ OF THE KID. HEHE.
so we watched click lor.
boring storyline la. lol. then at the end alethea and joy were sniffing. haha. alethea the most la. lol.
aiya. then after that we went to hawker center eat. i ate my herbal chicken. NOT NICE. OVERCOOK LIAO.
and my sugar cane. bleh.
after that i super nice pei alethea go home la. coz later she scared again. lol.
took 32 lor. reached home around 10:40 like that...
and then waste time. waste until 12+... sleep abit...
then wake up TO DO THE BLOODY RE SCRIPT. sian...

12:53 AM, Sunday, August 27, 2006

So sweet la... I wish I had the chance to do these :(

LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES.
KISS HER IN FRONT OF YOUR FRIENDS.
TRUST HER OVER EVERYONE ELSE.
TELL HER SHE LOOKS BEAUTIFUL.
LOOK HER IN THE EYE WHEN YOU TALK TO HER.
TELL HER STUPID JOKES TO MAKE HER LAUGH.
LET HER MESS WITH YOUR HAIR.
MESS WITH HER HAIR.
JUST WALK AROUND WITH HER.
INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS YOU DO.
WHEN SHE CRYS DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TOMAKE HER SMILE.
FORGIVE HER FOR HER MISTAKES.
LOOK AT HER LIKES SHE'S THE ONLY GIRL YOUSEE.
TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS STOP.
HOLD HER HAND EVEN WHEN YOU ARE AROUND YOUR FRIENDS.
WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT YOU TELL HER YOU LOVE HER.
LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN YOUR ARMS.
GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER.
TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE YOU BACK.
STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK.
WATCH HER FAVORITE MOVIE.
KISS HER FOREHEAD.
GIVE HER THE WORLD.
WRITE HER LETTERS.
LET HER WEAR YOUR CLOTHES.
WHEN SHES SAD, HANG OUT WITHHER.
LET HER KNOW SHE'S IMPORTANT.
LET HER TAKE ALL THE PHOTOS OFYOU SHE WANTS.
KISS HER IN THE RAIN.
CALL HER EVERY NIGHT.
AND WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE WITHHER, TELL HER.LOVE HER LIKE YOU NEVER LOVED BEFORE.

1:39 AM, Friday, August 25, 2006

kiat wee hasn't blogged for a very very very long time... BOO...

school hasn't been very fun... all the projects and shit...
i got 26/50 for chinese test... very good liao lor... i never study... and 17 marks was studiable... lol.. pro rite... :)
and then there was the stupid chem shit... did it in 3 hrs... still have physics and RE...
screw RE la... fried is an idiot.
hopefully i pass dmp... should have dropped bloody lit last term la. f. now i'm gonna die...

I WANT TO TAKE H3 ECONS IN JC :)

anyway, kiat wee is very full. ate pizza hut. drank a glass of ice lemon tea without sugar. yucks. gorged myself with pizzas and glugged loads of root beer. lol.

guess what Eddie said to me:
Eddie: "You are?" *waves his finger trying to recall*
Kiat Wee: "Kiat Wee"
Eddie: "Do I know you?"
Kiat Wee: *Shakes head*
Eddie: "I've not seen you around."
Kiat Wee: *Smiles innocently*
Eddie: "Nvm, I'll talk to you later."
Kait Wee: *Whoops*
LOL. THE RESULT OF PONNING PARADE. PWNED. LOL

they ask me to go back. but they don't understand. they don't understand what its like.
IF YOUR TEACHER ACCUSES YOU OF STEALING WITHOUT ANY PROOF, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL.
TANG KEEN YEEN, YOU WATCH OUT. YOU BITCH.

11:16 PM, Wednesday, August 16, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIAT WEE

so little remembered la... i'm so sad :(

12:13 AM, Tuesday, August 15, 2006

am i dying?
i feel like i am lol...
i haven't slept for almost 48hrs already...
i guess i should.
but yet i can't.
just doesn't seem right.
what should i do?
someone help me :(

10:56 PM, Saturday, August 12, 2006

is this really what i want?

good question, definitely not.

but what can i do? you say its all about me. you sure about that? probably. but let me tell you something. i've lost all interest. why you ask? who knows. ask them. you always compare me with them. you always tell me i'm lazy. but you never know. you never know what i am going through. you always think i'm rebellious. you always think i'm rude. but you never know. you never know, how many times i've cried. you never know how many times i've felt like ending it all. you never know, coz you never tried to...

10:22 PM, Friday, August 11, 2006

MY WHOLE WEEKEND GONE LIAO LA. TMD. HMPH.

i got no presents :( i'm so sad la..
the self-pity kicking in liao... i can just go hide in some hole :(

1:51 PM, Thursday, August 10, 2006

is it worth the wait
is it worth the pain
is it really worth it?

is it worth the trouble
is it worth the hassle
is it really worth it?

maybe its time i woke up?

1:41 PM,

once again i look upon the time we were friends
once again i'm filled with hope on inside
then again u break my heart
then again u dash my hopes
once again i'm empty inside

1:26 PM,

NOBODY GIVES A DAMN - by KKW

i'm just so empty
just so lonely
understandably left out

i'm just so hopeless
just so useless
expectedly rejected

i'm just so tired
just so sick
wonderfully worn out

nobody gives a damn
nobody gives a damn
how long more can i last

1:59 AM, Monday, August 07, 2006

ugh. my toe's injured. hopefully it doesn't drop out :)

i miss you. u haven't been online for one day.

12:00 AM, Sunday, August 06, 2006

10 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY!! :)

REMEMBER HOR... 16TH AUGUST :)
I'LL BE WAITING FOR MY PRESENTS...
I'LL BE DAMN SAD IF I RECEIVE NONE :(

THANKS ALETHEA FOR THE PRESENT. hopefully not the only one :(

11:54 PM, Saturday, August 05, 2006

SEE-SAW ROCKS :)

fine i'm childish. hmph.

9:28 PM, Wednesday, August 02, 2006

i realise i need to start studying.
i'm gonna get full marks for everything from now :)
EXCEPT LIT, ENG, CHINESE

muahhhahaha

AND CROSS COUNTRY IS A WASTE OF TIME

12:05 AM,

I GREW 5 CM IN 3 MONTHS AGAIN :)

i'm the top PSLE scorer among the "underperformers" :)
i don't know why but i seem to have lost the will to study :(
ughhh.

LORD, I GIVE YOU MY LIFE
TAKE IT, USE IT
FOR YOUR PLAN