i'm online alone tonight.. like, there's really no one online.. not even my brothers, my sec sch friends, my SC mates and even my darling.. no, dun get me wrong here.. i told her to get extra sleep tonight, that's all.. and i just hope that she really can get her sleep.. now, i dunno if i should sms her or just keep quiet.. thing is, i dun wanna wake her up in case she DID managed to get sleep..

normally, when i'm on guard duty (like i am now), we'll always be online the entire night cos that's when i usually get to use the computer uninterrupted... sort of like, erm, revenge for not getting to go online everyday.. *small laugh* sighs.. oh well...

i'm feeling very sick today.. it probably got worse as the day passed... i remembered waking up feeling all cold and shivering.. den i did my prayers.. and i dun feel like sleeping.. haha.. so i went for a morning jog/run for a while before i go shower and have breakfast... (wahahah.. yeah) i guess my workload for the past few days has been negligible.. and sometimes, it gets a little too boring.. hey what do you expect from here seh.. everyday see the same thing.. haha.. i mean, even if we DO have our OWN collection of dvds, it'll probably last for a few days like these... hahaha..

so, my body started to feel feverish till guard duty.. and now, my nose's stuck and runny at the same time, you know the kind where it's blocked since you cant pull it in and then it starts dripping out of your nose uncontrollably.. eww... lucky i brought along a piece of cloth.. haha.. to blow my nose off...*blows nose at this instance* *looks at hp* sighs...

oh well, i guess i'll just let her sleep... and not sms.. yeah..

*unsent sms*
*sits gently beside her bed, watching her sleeping peacefully* *slowly pulls her blanket over her, brushing her hair gently away from her face and kisses her forehead* *whispers in her ears* sweet dreams sayang.. may it last.. oh, tell THEM to find me so that you can sleep.. *smiles* i love you.. nite...

good night everyone...
good night my love...

*faints*
guard duty here is.. *shrugs* wonderful?
hahaha..

to those of you who hate guard duty in singapore, dun bother coming here.. haha..

firstly, there's like5 guard duty per month.. minimum..
then sentry's 3 hours.. hahaha... and u get visits from bugs like grasshoppers, stink bugs, scorpion looking cockroach, mosquitoes and those related by blood or species.. and mind you, they dun come in small numbers... they come in hordes.. meaning the whole place is swarmed by these bugs.. hahaha..

so i was just out of the warzone.. and now talking to sayang.. who's having toothache.. haha..

april's coming!!! wahhahaha...

For the girl I've loved for a long long time...
Just want to wish you..

Happy 10th Month Anniversary~!!



10 months..
wow..
life will never be the same without you..
without your love...
without knowing that there's someone out there who really loves you for who you are...
your wonderful side that only she knows...
your nonsense side that makes her sad..
yet she's still there to let you know that she still loves you...

where else can i find someone so wonderful as Noorhana Atiqah?
loving, trusting, caring, understanding, and expensive sometimes.. *laughs*
in a sense that i spend a lot on sms and calls cos of her.. haha.. *winks*

and since it'll be 10 months in a few hours time, i hope you'll see this when u get home from school...
i miss you...
see you later sayang!

Forever & always...
Farhan...

i was a fireman today.. hahaha

long story.. cut it short, i'm one of the guard personnel today and so i have to fight fire.. hahaha.. i just had maggi in the morning when the alarm sounded.. heh.. and i ran, with my stomach full to report for duty.. hahaha.. it was great.. haha.. i'll update later i hope..