Saturday, October 30, 2004

i envy guys with abs... haha.. probably because i can have it too but i dun train enough... *sniggers* hopefully after puasa i'll embark into a full body workout just for the abs and on alternate days i'll be running at least 8 km. yeahhh!! welcome abs!! oh, this has its consequences too. it means less meetings with sayang.. *ponders*

anyway, i just ended my saturday guard duty. hehe. wasnt so bad. i had 4 details of prowling to do. 2 in the morning and 2 at night. hahaha.. i was very very tired during my first and second detail.. hahaha.. cos i'm fasting and the weather is so hot.. and maybe due to some other reason.. *laughs at his own mysteriousness* haha.. anyway, we had laksa for break fast. verrrrrrrry verrry a lot of santan... hahaha.. felt so full after that.. *chuckles*

and sorry for not updating for quite some time.. hehe.. i cant multitask u see... so when sayang calls, i cant use the computer.. ahhh.. which means, no updates.. hehe..

previous happenings that occured was that i'm not going on the 30th! hahaha... which explains why i had guard duty last night.. yeah.. my friend hafiz willingly replaced me.. *thank you!!* sighs, i'm sorry that i didnt get to see him off last night. hope he'll have a great time there. DUN WORRY BRUDDER! I'LL BE GOING THERE NEXT YEAR!!!

and councillors were so kind and caring to organise a farewell dinner for me.. hahaha.. which instead turned out to be a lets-hit-farhan-session-cos-hes-not-going soon.. hahaha.. well, we had fun... shirlynn and casey talking about their classes where they had to strip down to just their bras and undies.. hahahaha... i want to pursue physio too.. *LAUGHS* but by the time i get into physio course, i'll have my abs.. yeah! and of cos, the whole group was making lots of noise that the other patrons were constantly looking at what's tickling the whole group of kids in the middle of the night... heh...

and if u guys expect an update on my sayang, well, i'm very very very much in love with her. *giggles* it's so hard to say goodbye... even for a year to brunei.. uhhu.. and as of now, she's still asleep... oh wait.. *hears his hp ringing* i think she just woke up! wahhaha.. see how telepathy works when i think about her... yeah... so.. hopefully she'll be online soon! see ya guys!

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Oh, oh, oh
For the longest time
Oh, oh, oh
For the longest time
If you said goodbye to me tonight
There would still be music left to write
What else could I do
I'm so inspired by you
That hasn't happened for the longest time

Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on
That's where you found me
When you put your arms around me
I haven't been there for the longest time

Oh, oh, oh
For the longest time
Oh, oh, oh
For the longest
I'm that voice you're hearing in the hall
And the greatest miracle of all
Is how I need you
And how you needed me too
That hasn't happened for the longest time

Maybe this won't last very long
But you feel so right
And I could be wrong
Maybe I've been hoping too hard
But I've gone this far
And it's more than I hoped for

Who knows how much further we'll go on
Maybe I'll be sorry when you're gone
I'll take my chances
I forgot how nice romance is
I haven't been there for the longest time

I had second thoughts at the start
I said to myself
Hold on to your heart
Now I know the woman that you are
You're wonderful so far
And it's more than I hoped for

I don't care what consequence it brings
I have been a fool for lesser things
I want you so bad
I think you ought to know that
I intend to hold you for the longest time

Saturday, October 16, 2004

15 Things You Probably Never Knew or Thought About

1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know. 15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

A Minute
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.
Send this phrase to the people you'll never forget and remember to send it also to the person that sent it to you. It's a short message to let them know that you'll never forget them. If you don't send it to anyone, it means you're in a hurry and that you've forgot your friends,
Take the time... to live and love.

sheesh..... kak zarinah is zubaidah's sister.. zubaidah is the girl who sat on his right in secondary school.. and she's his best friend then.. haha.. nonsense people.. :P not that i'm not.. hahahaha
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okie.. announcement... my sec school friend's sister... who is zubby's sister.. named.. ZARINAH, is fiza's COUSIN's GF... sheesh.. can things get any weirder....? hahahaha

oh well...

above is the pic kak zarinah took.. hahaha.. which of cos bedah has.. erm.. aka zubby.. haha
yes yes! had a great day yesterday!

first off, the day started with a trip down to PJC for... OPEN HOUSE!!!!!
wuuhoO!!!!! yeah.. i went to meet sayang and her brothers, 3 of them, at choa chu kang mrt station... hahaha. and of cos they had to mistook someone who was wearing a PJC uniform, who has a goatie, and who's taller than me, for me.... sheesh! why would i be wearing a PJC uniform in the first place seh~ she brought along her 5 and 8 year old brothers.. hahaha... and i recall one of the girls in school was flirting with the 8 year old... WAHHAHAHA!!! she was wearing a camouflaged pants. so if you're the one and you're reading this, well.. hahaha..

the goodie bag was interesting. they had sponsors from MCDONALDS, SKATELINE, M1 !! there's a journal in it, frisbee, NEWater, sweets, *cant recall anymore* hahahaha... first off that i noticed when we arrived was that, the 5th student council was wearing a YELLOW JERSEY! *faints* cant they get another colour...? why must it be similar to the 3rd student council's colour......?? ah..

oh, then in the concourse, there's the mcdonald's booth, bubble tea booth, skateline booth and the DJ booth. sheesh! most of the stuffs there went for only 1 dollar per item. like lemon tea, 2 cups for 1 dollar! and any mix of flavours for the bubble tea costs only 1 dollar!!!! and the skates provided by skateline is FREE!!! sheeeeeeeeesssssshhhhh!!! and i met the councillors at the concourse.. hahaha.. and all the enthu people, OGLs of my time, also.. hahaha.. coolnesss~ feels like school all over again...

den at the canteen, there were lots of items on sale. game booths were set up by the different CCA committee... and of cos, there were lots of booths selling drinks... ahhhhhh.. there were performances too, by mats band, art soc doing bhangra dance to hindi music, and wannabe PJC idols ... hahaha...

den we went up to the hall to look at the booths there and a councillor tot that i'm still a secondary 4 student who's taking my O levels this year.. wahhaha.. and of cos, i had to disturb that poor councillor by asking what special sports PJC has.. hahaha.. and, she cant tell me.. heh.. instead, she asked what kind of sports i'm looking for.. hahahahaha!! farhan farhan.. .disturb ppl only....

den we go towards the classrooms and the maths soc, "haunted house", and IT club set up their boooths.. hahaha. hana's brothers, hakim and harith, decided to go thru the haunted house.. hahaha.. oh, it's 1 dollar per ticket.. and cos many people were queueing up, we detour to the IT club booth after purchasing the tickets. den, of cos i had to disturb them again.. hahaha.. a guy approached me asking if i wanna play games and beat the highest score.. wahahha *dun they know that's my forte* and i went, "is this what you guys always do in IT club?" while pointing at the screen with this cool game.. hahaha... and he said they play games only when the teacher in charge's not around.. haha.. and i said "cool~! maybe i should consider IT club as my cca" *giggles giggles* oh, and at this point of time, sayang was giving me an unbelieving smirk.. =P she's probably wondering why i'm disturbing all these kids here.. haha..

den we proceeded to the basketball courts... they hockey set up a floorball booth... yaayneesss! and it's the same people that me,khairul, mat, and 3 other guys trashed during arts day earlier this year.. hahahahahahahaha! and they're the SCHOOL TEAM! the hockey girl has been persuading us to play the game since we got into PJC.. aha.. so since we're already at their booth, the 2 kids decided to play the game.. *laughs* the stick was taller than them.. AHhaHAhaH! at least hana's taller than the stick! khekhekhe.. *tongue out* out of 5 hits for the penalty shootout, both kids got 1 goal each.. coolneesss..

den we went back to the haunted house and 2 SEC sch boys were scared out of their wits after the whole visit.. hahaaha.. what only.. and hana's brother went out of the room.. feeling stuffy rather than scared.. hahahahaha... and the girl who led them inside got scared instead.. haaha THEY MADE THE THING!! how can they be scared...? *shakes head*

the rest of the time was spent watching pioneerama and sitting down at the canteen benches while talking and singing and laughing and enjoying the whole time there...... *sayang can elaborate on this point in her blog* *laughs*

yeah.. den i sent hana and her 2 younger brothers home. the older one went for tuition and had to leave early.. yeah.. den i went to solat at her place, and played x box with the brothers!!! wahahha!!! damn... harith is good at it.. but i'm better! wahahha.. though he trashed us earlier in the game.. hahaha... but i trashed them back~ so it's fair.. hahaha...

so yeah.. that was the whole day before buka... i had fun.. enjoyed myself.. and i love noorhana.. *chuckles* *smiles* *winks*
*dances around happily*

Friday, October 15, 2004

hey people.. i'm kindda doing a research .. erm so called research la. haha. i want you guys/girls to give your views on this matter...

Difference between guys and girls.

1a > attached girls still talk about OTHER guys other than their bf. they say things like, "oh that guy is cute" .. is that the way girls are? if so, do MUMS talk about other GUYS other than their husbands to each other? or does it mean only unmarried girls do it cos it's a sense of security when the relationship fails...? or is there any other reason to why girls should be making comments like that?

1b > attached guys ALWAYS talk about their gf everytime they see another pretty chick. they say things like, "she's pretty, but my gf prettier". (although we all know that's not true) if you do see a guy who doesnt say this, i can assure you that he's not really interested in his current relationship. so, is he doing it to make himself feel better? or because he doesnt care about other girls anymore cos he just want her?

2a > what do girls talk about when they are together? (add more to the list)
+ guys, guys guys
+ shopping

2b > what do guys talk about when they are together? (add more to the list)
+ soccer
+ computer
+ what is sex
+ work
+ relationships
+ music
+ instruments
+ places of interest
+ definitely more to the list

3a > girls didnt realise that they're trying to be someone they're not so as not to hurt the guy's feelings. do they change for the better? or do they change by hiding that side of her?

3b > should guys be insensitive to what the gf says? does this mean that he should feel comfortable and not react when the gf says that the guy who just passed them is cute?

4 > any other comments...?

you can answer both parts of the question but it's preferable if girls do part A and guys do part B. you can add any other comments to it. send your feedback to moonwalker1485@yahoo.co.uk. your help is much appreciated~

We drive tonight
and you are by my side
we're talking about our lives
like we've known each other forever

the time flies by
with the sound of your voice
its close to paradise
with the end surely near

and if I could only stop the car and hold onto you
and never let go I'll never let go
as we round the corner to your house you turned to me and said
"I'll be going through withdrawal of you for this one night we have spent"

and I want to speak these words but I guess
I'll just bite my tongue
and except someday, somehow as the words that we'll hang from

And I, I don't want to speak these words
cause I, I don't want to make things any worse
And I, I don't want to speak these words
cause I, I don't want to make things any worse

Why does tonight have to end
Why don't we hit restart
and pause it at our favorite parts
we'll skip the goodbyes

If I had it my way
I'l turn the car around
and run away just you and I

************************************
everytime i listen to this song, it makes me cry...
and i'll miss her badly...
*weak smile*

Thursday, October 14, 2004

all the overseas thing is making me easily irritable. i dunno. i just hope i dun hurt anyone's feelings during this period of time. maybe i'm just trying too hard to spend more time with her. but i cant... like today.. and this coming saturday.. i'm just too emotionally dependant now to leave singapore to a place that i really wanted to visit since school times...

argh! i want to go.. i dun want to go... *dunno what to type anymore*

to the person on sms now: sorry....

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

the dreaded news is here..

i'm leaving for brunei... on the 30th OCTOBER.. yes.. 2 more weeks. and it's freaking irritating la.. i mean, i wanted to celebrate hari raya with my family and the friends before i go.. but of cos the army has to send me off 2 weeks before raya... how sucky is that....? very!

i really dunno what to feel. should i feel happy? sad? frustrated? afraid?

i really hope there's internet access in brunei. some said it's in the middle of the jungle.. some said it's bunks are airconditioned and there's internet access.... well to me, even if there's no night life.. as long as there's the INTERNET, i'm satisfied.. at least, i can keep in touch with all my friends.. especially my lovely princess, ms noorhana atiqah. and of cos my family too....

hence, the benefits of the internet. if there's no internet....... man...... a year of imprisonment..

tonight... was a little better... in fact, i loved you more.. much much more..
so much that i dun feel like going overseas...
i feel like i'm losing much more than the money that i'm getting...
i lose my friends.. cos they'll be in reservice without me...
i lose 1 year of my relationship with sayang.. well.. as in .. cant get to see you la..
and i cant celebrate hari raya this year.. and the next.. with my family... WHERE'S MY DUIT RAYA?!?!?! *thinks.. i'm making more than the duit raya that i get* *laughs to hide his sadness*

now you see... money doesnt bring you happiness... without money, you'll still be happy..
i'm happy with my friends...
i'm EXALTED with noorhana....
i'm not as excited when i heard my posting order today....

some things money just cant buy... for everything else, there's always mastercard...

i'm getting a debit mastercard soon.. and a new handphone line.. in other words, new hp number... then i'm getting a new hp as well.. and i'll probably be getting a laptop for myself.. wanna bring it to camp... and get some games as well... at least, that'll be sufficient for 1 year.. if i can bring sayang along, i would.. hahahahaha.. and i really mean it.. she can postpone her SIM studies.. hehe.. *i'm going crazy*

oh well... i love noorhana.. good night...

Friday, October 08, 2004

i really dun feel like blogging.. haha...

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

hey! guess what people...? *waits for a moment* i can't wait for hari raya! wahhaha!! the wait is unbearable.. and ramadhan's not here yet! well... in a few more weeks... it will be here! yeah! hahaha..... *yaay yaay RAYA !! wuoooOO!!* *prances around* my mum, well actually the girls in the house, decided to go for PINK this year... sheeeeessshhh! pink...? again...? well we had pink 6 years back! wahha maybe longer than that.. i cant recall.. *thinking pose* but anyway, i'm still getting WHITE.. yes WHITE.. hahaha.. and i have just thought of the kind of baju kurung that i'm gettin! hahaha.. it'll have golden designs down the centre and the top of the pockets. wahhaha.. and I'm getting a new sampin too to go along with the white baju kurung! hahaha! songkok.. hmm think i have it... probably be dusty by now... *sheepish smile* hahaha.. and.... i have NO idea what FOOTWEAR to get.. haha.. should i just use black leather shoes...? or chapal...? or my brown, skinned shoe...? or... what? hahahaha!

anyway, sayang will help me with this! yes!! she's going with me! hahahaha *wuuhoo!* *dances around* *burst out singing* all i want is you~~ hahaha okie okie.. hmmm anyway, we'll decide on the colour and design when we're buying it.. haha. yeah..

and today, my friend's driving me to work.. haha.. meeting at 0655 at bukit batok interchange.. better be early.. yepz! and sayang's still asleep.. khekhekhe.. will sms her again.. buubye!

Sunday, October 03, 2004

it kills him everytime she cries.

he just wants her to smile.... everytime...

that's all he need to keep this romance going..

good nite darling..
he's never felt so restless over someone before. just the sight of her made his knees goes weak, his breath quicken it's pace, and his mouth stutters every word he says. never in his lifetime has he experience such embarrasing moment. ever. all because of one girl he just knew.

he really wanted to know the girl more but he doesnt know how. he wanted to be her friend, but he's shy. he wanted to tell her how much he likes her, but he's afraid to know the outcome. is this love at first sight, he thought.

*okie.. i wanted to continue this story.. but someone keeps pestering me what i'm doing.. so i post this for now... hahaha*
lost. confused.

all around him was pure darkness. cold sweat trickles down his cheek. there seem to be no exit anywhere nearby. struggles through the darkness like a man who lost his eyesight. he needed guidance, support from someone who's willing to.

lost. in the dark. alone.

after what seem like eternity (it's dark remember?) he saw a speck of light far in the distance. without thinking, he rushed towards his only hope of security. of love. of comfort. getting closer, the face of the most beautiful girl stood smiling at him. stood in the middle of the light. all he could think of was, who is this lovely lady? and what is she doing here, in the darkness that he sought to flee from?

"i'll be here for you. i'll guide you through this darkness, to freedom, to a brighter future," says the angel.

Friday, October 01, 2004

pjc open house '04 is coming.. and yes people.. it's on the 16th i think.. wahhahahaha! i'm still confirming it with matthew for further details.. yepz.. hopefully someone can be there too for the mass dance... if not, i wont dance at all... *sorry fellow councillors.. hahaha! maybe i'll dance with the guys... =P* so yeah.. if u want further details on the open house... i think u can check up the school's website... or contact matthew for more information.

hahaha.. yeah.. today i read a book on ecommerce and how to gain the niche... it's just vague explanation of this and that.. which of cos by common sense and logic, is how the business works... probably to me it's common sense .. but to the author it's not.. haha.. yeah.. probably i can get book suppliers and sell these online.... with prompt delivery to the doorstep... *goes into another thoughtful idea* well, i recall a part in the book which says "... revenue from 1 million to 100 billion... depending on how you manage your market.." and i'm like.. wow.. amazing.. i'll consider it.. hahahhaha.. again.. haha

and i went out with sayang after work today.. yeah.. we fall out early.. around 5.. and i showered and everything.. by 520 i was downstairs waiting for the shuttle bus to tampines... the bus came.. but it didnt move away... i asked the uncle if the bus goes to tampines.. he said yes.. and he said it'll leave at 545... i'm like huh?!? hahahaha
then of cos i went out of camp to try to catch the public bus... hahaha.. and surprise surprise... the recruits from 3SIR are having their long weekend... so the bus stop is full of smelly, botak soldiers in green and FULL back packs... hahahahah... i waited for the bus.. till 540! 20 mins wait... sheesh.. and hafiz called to say that the shuttle bus is leaving... wah lau ehhhh.....
anyway, i got into the bus la.. and i changed halfway cos it detours somewhere else... hahahaha.. and i made it to interchange at 558.. khekhkekhe...
we went to the library.. so that she could study for her coming test.. hahaha.. yes.. she came to tampines to meet me... very sweet rite? hehehe.. sanggup sehhh.. *giggles* den sat there for a while... before going for prayers... we ate at kampong chai chee restaurant.. it's at telepark.. uhhu.. and many people were there for dinner... i had claypot chicken rice.. and she had beehoon seafood.. is that what it is darling...? hahaha
took the bus home afterwards... didnt get to sit together.. haha.. and we slept form tampines to yishun.. woke up to see her smiling in her sleep!!! khekhekhe.... *wonders what she's dreaming* ah..at yishun, where people alighted, as in.. almost half of them alighted, we got the double seats.. hahaha... and den .. i didnt feel sleepy anymore.. khkehekhe.. told her that i only fall asleep beside other people... cos they bore me.. *laughs*
then went to admiralty's mcdonalds to buy ice cream!!! wuuhoo! had coke float.. khekhe.. and she had sundae.. choc sundae... walked her to her auntie's house... and navigate my way back to mrt station.. hahaha.. took 912 instead of 913.. and ended up travelling longer than needed to reach woodlands interchange.. hahaha.... well.. i'm home now.. so.. yeah...

and i feel like i'm telling every little things in my life to everyone online.. sheesh.. probably i shud stop.. haha.. no privacy sehh... and i sense that darling might not update her blog cos i already did for her here.. hahahaha.. rite rite? =P
so to everyone.. i think this will be the last entry where i describe what i do for the day.. hahaha... feels so.. erm.. exposed.. khekhe..
but come to think of it, people SELDOM come here anyway.. hahaha.. cos i update once a week or so.. hahahahaha...

to the sayang who's busy at mak long's house...
i love you.. a lot a lot a lot.. yeah.. many many loves from me to you.... *muacks*
good luck for your test on friday... *smiles*