how can i resist her charm....? hahaha.. eh..? what's that on the right of the photo.....? *peers*
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Monday, August 30, 2004
sent her home today.. haha.. cutted my hair! yupz... the moon was beautiful.. it still is.. full moon tonight you see...
she's having ringing in her ears.. doctor said some infection too place... felt helpless that i cant do anything about it.. all i can do was just make her smile.. as always.. hehe.. i'm hopeless...
i should learn to be patient.. and keep the surprises where they belong.. hahaha.. man.. i sometimes can't resist telling her these surprises... like what i'm doing now la... hahahahahahaha!
like the song from wheatus.. "i'm so in love with you.. i'll be forever blue... " hehehe.. blue's probably toooo happy huh? wahahha!
me and her started up OUR own blog.. where both of us can post in the entry... and as such, it's still under renovation.. uhhu.. i'm thinking of coming up with some template for the site.. make it looks more personalized... so when it's done, i'll probably put it here.. unless we have posts there that we dun want people to see.. *laughs*
downloaded some songs for her.. since 2 days ago.. finally found the un-spoilt one.. hehe.. so i sent it over.. and she started to get irritating.. haha.. like.. super irritating.. and i clicked on cancel when it's almost 100kb left... out of 4.6mb.... she.. seemed pissed.. and.. i.. blanked out.. uhhu... i clicked cos i knew it was going to resume again.. but then.. it didnt.. and.. i felt bad.. really.. bad...
but hey, we sorted it out a few moments later... aiyo....
*sayang* sorry k....? was just playing around.. uhhu.. like u said, it's already sent now.. so.. dun worry.. i'll make up for it.. hahaha! good nite sayang.. miss you.. like crazy.. *blushes*
she's having ringing in her ears.. doctor said some infection too place... felt helpless that i cant do anything about it.. all i can do was just make her smile.. as always.. hehe.. i'm hopeless...
i should learn to be patient.. and keep the surprises where they belong.. hahaha.. man.. i sometimes can't resist telling her these surprises... like what i'm doing now la... hahahahahahaha!
like the song from wheatus.. "i'm so in love with you.. i'll be forever blue... " hehehe.. blue's probably toooo happy huh? wahahha!
me and her started up OUR own blog.. where both of us can post in the entry... and as such, it's still under renovation.. uhhu.. i'm thinking of coming up with some template for the site.. make it looks more personalized... so when it's done, i'll probably put it here.. unless we have posts there that we dun want people to see.. *laughs*
downloaded some songs for her.. since 2 days ago.. finally found the un-spoilt one.. hehe.. so i sent it over.. and she started to get irritating.. haha.. like.. super irritating.. and i clicked on cancel when it's almost 100kb left... out of 4.6mb.... she.. seemed pissed.. and.. i.. blanked out.. uhhu... i clicked cos i knew it was going to resume again.. but then.. it didnt.. and.. i felt bad.. really.. bad...
but hey, we sorted it out a few moments later... aiyo....
*sayang* sorry k....? was just playing around.. uhhu.. like u said, it's already sent now.. so.. dun worry.. i'll make up for it.. hahaha! good nite sayang.. miss you.. like crazy.. *blushes*
Saturday, August 28, 2004
*stretches himself* i feel sooooooooo tired.. haha.. in a good way that is.. yeah! and i dun mind feeling tired for that somebody... hahahaha... practically, today i met her at SIM... then.. we went to.. *drumrolls* CONSTANT CRAVINGS!!! hahaha.. yeah.. had erm.. chicken.. both of us.. *nods head* and i had coke! wahhahahahah!! *inside joke* den we walked around... and around.. for shtuffs.. *err* stuffs... yeah..
she called her mum for directions to the comex exibition at suntec city.. man! it was SOO BLOODY PACKED!!! sheesh! and i was spoilt for choice.. i literally went crazy.. i collected as many leaflets and brochures that i can get my hands on.. and i had a stack of them.. wahhahaha.. i went crazy over the xbox displays there too.. it's like... 30 over games on display.. and u can play them if u like! WAH LAU!!!!!!! shud have gotten xbox for some reason.. urgh... but then, purchasing the games will need a little more help ah.. cos i cant get the pirated ones... unless i modify the system.. *smiles*
sooo.. yeah.. had a long bus ride home.. probably that's when i started to feel tired... cos we stand for half an hour throughout the journey... hahahahahaha.. so full... and now i'm hungry.. hahaha *looks for things to eat* *dances around* she made my day again!!!
~sayang~
i love you... really really really do! and i cant believe that you're Noorhana from my school.. wahahha!!!! *whispers* and we thought about it at the same day.. *shakes head* hahaha.. i love love love you!!! what else can i say? cos i do!!!!
she called her mum for directions to the comex exibition at suntec city.. man! it was SOO BLOODY PACKED!!! sheesh! and i was spoilt for choice.. i literally went crazy.. i collected as many leaflets and brochures that i can get my hands on.. and i had a stack of them.. wahhahaha.. i went crazy over the xbox displays there too.. it's like... 30 over games on display.. and u can play them if u like! WAH LAU!!!!!!! shud have gotten xbox for some reason.. urgh... but then, purchasing the games will need a little more help ah.. cos i cant get the pirated ones... unless i modify the system.. *smiles*
sooo.. yeah.. had a long bus ride home.. probably that's when i started to feel tired... cos we stand for half an hour throughout the journey... hahahahahaha.. so full... and now i'm hungry.. hahaha *looks for things to eat* *dances around* she made my day again!!!
~sayang~
i love you... really really really do! and i cant believe that you're Noorhana from my school.. wahahha!!!! *whispers* and we thought about it at the same day.. *shakes head* hahaha.. i love love love you!!! what else can i say? cos i do!!!!
Friday, August 27, 2004
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
How do I get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
You're my world, my heart, my soul
If you ever leave
Baby, you would take away everything good in my life
(Chorus)
And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive,
How do I
How do I
Oh how do I live
Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There would be no world left for me
And I ,
Baby I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you'd take away everything real in my life
(Chorus)
Please tell me baby
How would I go on
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby, don't you know that your everything good in my life
And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever, survive
How do I
How do I
Oh how do I live
How do I live
Without you baby
yeah am back! err.. from work.. yah.. *laughs at own joke*
*controls himself* okie okie.. today we practically bleed the brake system. (bleeding in automotive terms means removing air from the hydraulic system) uhhu... and i realised that i was the one who pointed the nipple, i mean, the valve that releases the air and oil from the system.. *grinning* and it had to be done from under the vehicle, so we used the floorboard to slide under.. hahaha! fun!
after bleeding, we did... erm.. steering wheel components. yeah.. more on the power assisted driving system. *nods head* if u dun understand...well.. too bad.. hahaha.. it's like, the system that allows u to use minimal force to turn the wheels... and we removed the drop-arm that controls the steering motion of the steering wheel.. hehe.. *i feel so knowledgable in this topic* wahahha! maybe cos there's a motivation somewhere...? by someone maybe....? *wiggles eyebrows* *laughs*
at the end of the day, i did road marshalling for those running around camp. given a red flag and yellow CWO vest and had to stand at the middle of the intersection of the road. was with khairul anwar.. talked about.. erm.. girlfriends.. wahhaha.. and other stuffs like "why are they not running yet?" and "master *ehem ehem* acts as if he can run faster than another instructor and he *coach* the other guy to endure everytime he reaches us" wahhahahah!! probably he really can run la.. and.. not doing the persuading to act.. hahahaha nvm..
so yeah! my life with princess noorhana has been more than just wonderful... and i feel like i'm floating on air! seriously! *blushes* and i love her much much much more than when we first started out... and like she said, "Everyone says you fall in love once, but that's not true!! Everytime I hear your voice I fall in love all over again..."
and i think the text starts to change it's font and size... hehehe..
i longed for her voice everyday... uhhu.. even a message at different intervals of the day can make me smile like crazy.. maybe that's cos i'm crazy.. hahaha! but really! i have no words to describe her... and i want her ALL TO MYSELF! hahahaha... allright.. maybe i'll not steal her away from her mum .. hiakz!
sayang: sigh, i know that u cant be online at night as often as u used to be. but, in a few minutes, i'll call your house! wahhahaha!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!
everyone else: woi! dun complain so much la! everyone has their own shit to settle... soooo all i can do is listen and try my best to help! the rest, is up to you~ hehehe.. soo if u wanna feel beautiful... FIND THE ONE! hahaha!
*controls himself* okie okie.. today we practically bleed the brake system. (bleeding in automotive terms means removing air from the hydraulic system) uhhu... and i realised that i was the one who pointed the nipple, i mean, the valve that releases the air and oil from the system.. *grinning* and it had to be done from under the vehicle, so we used the floorboard to slide under.. hahaha! fun!
after bleeding, we did... erm.. steering wheel components. yeah.. more on the power assisted driving system. *nods head* if u dun understand...well.. too bad.. hahaha.. it's like, the system that allows u to use minimal force to turn the wheels... and we removed the drop-arm that controls the steering motion of the steering wheel.. hehe.. *i feel so knowledgable in this topic* wahahha! maybe cos there's a motivation somewhere...? by someone maybe....? *wiggles eyebrows* *laughs*
at the end of the day, i did road marshalling for those running around camp. given a red flag and yellow CWO vest and had to stand at the middle of the intersection of the road. was with khairul anwar.. talked about.. erm.. girlfriends.. wahhaha.. and other stuffs like "why are they not running yet?" and "master *ehem ehem* acts as if he can run faster than another instructor and he *coach* the other guy to endure everytime he reaches us" wahhahahah!! probably he really can run la.. and.. not doing the persuading to act.. hahahaha nvm..
so yeah! my life with princess noorhana has been more than just wonderful... and i feel like i'm floating on air! seriously! *blushes* and i love her much much much more than when we first started out... and like she said, "Everyone says you fall in love once, but that's not true!! Everytime I hear your voice I fall in love all over again..."
and i think the text starts to change it's font and size... hehehe..
i longed for her voice everyday... uhhu.. even a message at different intervals of the day can make me smile like crazy.. maybe that's cos i'm crazy.. hahaha! but really! i have no words to describe her... and i want her ALL TO MYSELF! hahahaha... allright.. maybe i'll not steal her away from her mum .. hiakz!
sayang: sigh, i know that u cant be online at night as often as u used to be. but, in a few minutes, i'll call your house! wahhahaha!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!
everyone else: woi! dun complain so much la! everyone has their own shit to settle... soooo all i can do is listen and try my best to help! the rest, is up to you~ hehehe.. soo if u wanna feel beautiful... FIND THE ONE! hahaha!
Sunday, August 22, 2004
Saturday, August 21, 2004
hey hey~! i'm left with 3 more weeks to my next posting out of OETI. and there'll be 4 tests before passing out. 1 theory test and 3 practical tests... yupz. and after the dreaded test, we'll be officially be trained technicians. heh.
aardwolf's back online. and we're getting double experience to make up for the lost of levels we didnt manage to achieve during the power failure over there. it's due to the tornado apparently and their power source got cut off. hahahaha. what a life!
the whole of this week's been great! guess i do more stuffs after work almost every day.. hahaha.. let's see.. erm.. 5 out of 7 days?! heh! go figure!
happy 3rd anniversary to you sayang! it seems like time flew us by since i got to know u deeper. i thank you for giving me your love. life has been wonderful since and you have made me realise how meaningless life would be without you. *whispers* i love you sweet princess....
a special message via hp....
waiting patiently as the clock strikes midnight, his eyes got blinded by the hp light... in this heart longs for his princess, the one that's his one and only wishes...to her ears he moved closer, to tell her that he's the luckiest lover.. so as the clock hand moves to 1, i wanna wish you happy 3rd anniversary my lovely one...
aardwolf's back online. and we're getting double experience to make up for the lost of levels we didnt manage to achieve during the power failure over there. it's due to the tornado apparently and their power source got cut off. hahahaha. what a life!
the whole of this week's been great! guess i do more stuffs after work almost every day.. hahaha.. let's see.. erm.. 5 out of 7 days?! heh! go figure!
happy 3rd anniversary to you sayang! it seems like time flew us by since i got to know u deeper. i thank you for giving me your love. life has been wonderful since and you have made me realise how meaningless life would be without you. *whispers* i love you sweet princess....
a special message via hp....
waiting patiently as the clock strikes midnight, his eyes got blinded by the hp light... in this heart longs for his princess, the one that's his one and only wishes...to her ears he moved closer, to tell her that he's the luckiest lover.. so as the clock hand moves to 1, i wanna wish you happy 3rd anniversary my lovely one...
Thursday, August 19, 2004
wah.. tired... had ippt trial test today. *shagged* erm.. yeah.. think i made an achievement of doing 11 pullups.. wahhahaha.. one more to 12.. and that's 5 points for pull ups station... hehe.. *whistles innocently* heh.. yeah.. and the only dreaded station is of course.. the 2.4km run... *shakes head* even sayang runs faster than me.. hahahahahahahaha!!!! *looks around for signs of Her* *smirks*
yeah.. so.. *sheesh* i dunno what to write.. but i want to write... *blabber blabber blabber*
oh.. singapore idol is starting to be irritating.... so what if they can sing...? do they really work really hard to meet the judges expectations..? guess not.. well maybe not yet.... *i'm being optimistic here* uhhu.. probably when they start the live telecast... it'll be the best of the best... *thinks* why in the world does singapore wants this competition anyway? firstly, singaporeans have the tendency to produce people who can sing.. but dun wanna apply for it.. and then, those who applied... cant really sing.. but wants to be famous and known by others...
what's the point of making a joke of yourself? for example.. the bananaman... that's pure stupidity... u've waited for several hours just to do that stupid act for one time....? *shakes head* whateva la singapore....
erm.. she's not home.. i think.. haha..
yeah.. so.. *sheesh* i dunno what to write.. but i want to write... *blabber blabber blabber*
oh.. singapore idol is starting to be irritating.... so what if they can sing...? do they really work really hard to meet the judges expectations..? guess not.. well maybe not yet.... *i'm being optimistic here* uhhu.. probably when they start the live telecast... it'll be the best of the best... *thinks* why in the world does singapore wants this competition anyway? firstly, singaporeans have the tendency to produce people who can sing.. but dun wanna apply for it.. and then, those who applied... cant really sing.. but wants to be famous and known by others...
what's the point of making a joke of yourself? for example.. the bananaman... that's pure stupidity... u've waited for several hours just to do that stupid act for one time....? *shakes head* whateva la singapore....
erm.. she's not home.. i think.. haha..
Monday, August 16, 2004
yeah.. i know i know.. i haven't been updating for a while... hahaha.. not that i have nothing to update about, but i .. erm.. i wasnt motivated to do so.. haha! so yeah.. a lot of things had happened in the last week... =P
okie.. let's start with work. we've began to do repairs on landrover 110 series. uhhu.. learnt how to do valve clearance and engine timing... and until today, we've been working on taking the engine out of the vehicle.. hahaha.. lots of things had to be removed.. like the alternator, coolant, cowling fan, electrical connections, fuel lines and all those stuffs la... haha.. and it took us around.. 4 hours to finish dismantling i guess.. hehehehe.. and that's HARD WORK! so today we practically sat around cos there's only one floor crane and engine stand. hence, we have to remove the engine tomorrow...
now on to my online life...
been trying to log on to aardwolf since... since a few days ago.. and i didnt manage to. feels so pissed cos i need 2 more levels to reach level 100.. haha.. den i can buy ANOTHER AARDWEAPON! not that i cant get one now lah.. it's just that when u want to resell the equipments, people will buy them only if they are at levels 80,100,120,140,160,180,200 .. yeah... so.. i have to meet that requirement. byt he time i reach level 100, i can purchase 2 weapons.. hahaa.. oh btw, aardweapons are special items that can only be bought using quest points.. and u can do quests every 30 minutes from the last quest.. and each quests will give an average of 12to16 quest points... so.. everyday, i can collect around.. *thinks* 200 if i play for 8 hours straight.. and do quests every 30 mins.. that doesnt include the time taken to complete the quests.. hahahaha.. go figure!
and now.. to my princess...
hahaha.. been spending quite some time with her last week... wednesday la.. saturday la.. haha.. anyway, went to meet her after work on saturday.. she ends at 12.. and i end at 12, but i managed to get the bus at 1235... so... finally met her at 1pm la... she was wearing black tudung and pants.. and checkered blue/red shirt.. hahaha. and she wore specs!! yeah~ that's cos her eyes were swollen the night before due to contacts... and she jolly well didnt bring the container and her specs... sheesh.. *i'll get back to that later* yeah.. so.. we had lunch at bukit gombak's alif restaurant.. uhhu.. she had chicken rice and i had.. err rice with chicken... *sniggers* wahhahahaha!!! yeah.. oh.. and an old guy tried to flirt with the makcik who was mending the stall.. wahahha! that's pathetic la... cos i recall her saying that "i'll treat you to eat mcdonalds or kfc.. but i dun think you'll eat" and he said something like "oh.. but i can eat mcdonalds if u do treat me" err.. nvm.. doesnt make sense.. hahaha.. so yeah lah.. but it's like the makcik doesnt want to entertain him.. and she gave her very sarcastic remarks and short answers... heh..
soooooooooooooooooooo after lunch.. we walked from bukit gombak to ar-raudah for prayers... yeah... passed little guilin ... hehehe... after prayers.. erm.. I DECIDED TO HAVE A WALK UP THE QUARRY.. but she decided to just stay at the bottom.. and sit down and chat.. hehe.. AND SHE DIDNT TELL ME THAT HER FEET WAS SWOLLEN AND RED... sheesh...
so there we sat.. looking at vandalised terrapines and her turbine and submarine... and my entrance to atlantis.. *shakes head* *laughs at our jokes* hiakz.. sent her home after a few hours sitting and talking... hahaha....
took the bus home .. and it took me 2 hours.. *points fist at tibs service*
hehe.. and that same night.. we.. talked on the phone from 1030pm to.. err... 4am.. *smirks* that shows how much i miss her la ah~ wahahhahaha!! *whispers* and i know u miss me too..
and on friday night, she was at her aunt's house.. and she got to use the comp.. hahaha from maghrib to 10pm... yeah.. and SHE DIDNT BRING HER CONTACTS CONTAINER!!! sheesh... it was fun i guess.. cos she invited her sister and 2 cousins to one msn chatbox.. and i invited my brother in.. wahahhaha.. and that's like.. 6 ppl talking simultaneously in one small freaking box.. hahaha.. and my brother and her cousin was like... typing song lyrics there laa.. hahahahaha
aper2 la.. =P
*stops for a moment* *scrolls up* that's a long entry..... hehe.. guess i'll stop for now... *phew* so.. yeah.. updates for 6 days of absence.. hahahahaaha!
for sayang...
i keep a part of you with me...
and every where i am there you'll be...
okie.. let's start with work. we've began to do repairs on landrover 110 series. uhhu.. learnt how to do valve clearance and engine timing... and until today, we've been working on taking the engine out of the vehicle.. hahaha.. lots of things had to be removed.. like the alternator, coolant, cowling fan, electrical connections, fuel lines and all those stuffs la... haha.. and it took us around.. 4 hours to finish dismantling i guess.. hehehehe.. and that's HARD WORK! so today we practically sat around cos there's only one floor crane and engine stand. hence, we have to remove the engine tomorrow...
now on to my online life...
been trying to log on to aardwolf since... since a few days ago.. and i didnt manage to. feels so pissed cos i need 2 more levels to reach level 100.. haha.. den i can buy ANOTHER AARDWEAPON! not that i cant get one now lah.. it's just that when u want to resell the equipments, people will buy them only if they are at levels 80,100,120,140,160,180,200 .. yeah... so.. i have to meet that requirement. byt he time i reach level 100, i can purchase 2 weapons.. hahaa.. oh btw, aardweapons are special items that can only be bought using quest points.. and u can do quests every 30 minutes from the last quest.. and each quests will give an average of 12to16 quest points... so.. everyday, i can collect around.. *thinks* 200 if i play for 8 hours straight.. and do quests every 30 mins.. that doesnt include the time taken to complete the quests.. hahahaha.. go figure!
and now.. to my princess...
hahaha.. been spending quite some time with her last week... wednesday la.. saturday la.. haha.. anyway, went to meet her after work on saturday.. she ends at 12.. and i end at 12, but i managed to get the bus at 1235... so... finally met her at 1pm la... she was wearing black tudung and pants.. and checkered blue/red shirt.. hahaha. and she wore specs!! yeah~ that's cos her eyes were swollen the night before due to contacts... and she jolly well didnt bring the container and her specs... sheesh.. *i'll get back to that later* yeah.. so.. we had lunch at bukit gombak's alif restaurant.. uhhu.. she had chicken rice and i had.. err rice with chicken... *sniggers* wahhahahaha!!! yeah.. oh.. and an old guy tried to flirt with the makcik who was mending the stall.. wahahha! that's pathetic la... cos i recall her saying that "i'll treat you to eat mcdonalds or kfc.. but i dun think you'll eat" and he said something like "oh.. but i can eat mcdonalds if u do treat me" err.. nvm.. doesnt make sense.. hahaha.. so yeah lah.. but it's like the makcik doesnt want to entertain him.. and she gave her very sarcastic remarks and short answers... heh..
soooooooooooooooooooo after lunch.. we walked from bukit gombak to ar-raudah for prayers... yeah... passed little guilin ... hehehe... after prayers.. erm.. I DECIDED TO HAVE A WALK UP THE QUARRY.. but she decided to just stay at the bottom.. and sit down and chat.. hehe.. AND SHE DIDNT TELL ME THAT HER FEET WAS SWOLLEN AND RED... sheesh...
so there we sat.. looking at vandalised terrapines and her turbine and submarine... and my entrance to atlantis.. *shakes head* *laughs at our jokes* hiakz.. sent her home after a few hours sitting and talking... hahaha....
took the bus home .. and it took me 2 hours.. *points fist at tibs service*
hehe.. and that same night.. we.. talked on the phone from 1030pm to.. err... 4am.. *smirks* that shows how much i miss her la ah~ wahahhahaha!! *whispers* and i know u miss me too..
and on friday night, she was at her aunt's house.. and she got to use the comp.. hahaha from maghrib to 10pm... yeah.. and SHE DIDNT BRING HER CONTACTS CONTAINER!!! sheesh... it was fun i guess.. cos she invited her sister and 2 cousins to one msn chatbox.. and i invited my brother in.. wahahhaha.. and that's like.. 6 ppl talking simultaneously in one small freaking box.. hahaha.. and my brother and her cousin was like... typing song lyrics there laa.. hahahahaha
aper2 la.. =P
*stops for a moment* *scrolls up* that's a long entry..... hehe.. guess i'll stop for now... *phew* so.. yeah.. updates for 6 days of absence.. hahahahaaha!
for sayang...
i keep a part of you with me...
and every where i am there you'll be...
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
went to meet my princess after work today. hehe. was fun... she.. was.. a ... little... loose up there.. hahahaha! but it doesnt matter.. cos i love her anyway.. wahhaha! and.. yeah.. it must be that "NERD" sweets... u know.. the one by willy wonka... yeah.. hahaha!! we had dinner at raihan's cafe in jurong east.. uhhu.. first time there.. *sniggers* my lady's just wonderful.. hahaha...
and yes.. i dun feel like blogging... cos .. she's not online... *shrugs* and i tot she said she updated her blog.. hah! didnt see any updates at all.... and being online seems... pointless.. i feel BORED nowadays being online when she's not here.. hahahaha... except the times when i play aardwolf la.. sigh.. hahaha.. shows how dependent i am on her now.. hahahaha! what what?! hahaha!!
so.. yeah.. gotta go to sleep.. AND YOU SHOULD TOO sayang.!! u got lessons tmrw in the morning.... and by the time u read this it'll be like afternoon.. or even at night.. hahahaha... and i know u might sleep a little late.. hiakz... take care ait...? love you~
I can be your hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away....
Oh, I just want to hold you.
I just want to hold you.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight....
and yes.. i dun feel like blogging... cos .. she's not online... *shrugs* and i tot she said she updated her blog.. hah! didnt see any updates at all.... and being online seems... pointless.. i feel BORED nowadays being online when she's not here.. hahahaha... except the times when i play aardwolf la.. sigh.. hahaha.. shows how dependent i am on her now.. hahahaha! what what?! hahaha!!
so.. yeah.. gotta go to sleep.. AND YOU SHOULD TOO sayang.!! u got lessons tmrw in the morning.... and by the time u read this it'll be like afternoon.. or even at night.. hahahaha... and i know u might sleep a little late.. hiakz... take care ait...? love you~
I can be your hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away....
Oh, I just want to hold you.
I just want to hold you.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight....
Monday, August 09, 2004
wahhaha!! i forgot to mention something.. this happened last night la! there was this cat. a black, with some white spots on it, cat. hahahaha... yeah.. it's like this.. i was standing at the door and it came to me... hahaha.. it looked at me in the eyes.. i.. rubbed the back of her neck and she looks as if she's high or something.. wahhahaha!! cos her eyes closes a little like she's enjoying it.. sheesh! *sick* yeah.. den.. she went to my legs and started to rub it's back on them.. hahaha.. i recalled reading somewhere that it's a way the cats tell other cats that i belong to them.. uhhu... after that, she lied on the floor... and looked at me.. and rolled around playfully.. wahhahah!!!!!!
wah lau eh... hahaha.. and i just had to call her.. and she comes... cool!!! hahaha! i tried it la.. cos we were supposed to have staff parade.. and she ran up to me.. wahhaha! nice~
now i feel like getting myself a pet like that.. hahahaha.. but no.. my mum will kill me.. yupz...
wah lau eh... hahaha.. and i just had to call her.. and she comes... cool!!! hahaha! i tried it la.. cos we were supposed to have staff parade.. and she ran up to me.. wahhaha! nice~
now i feel like getting myself a pet like that.. hahahaha.. but no.. my mum will kill me.. yupz...
oh.. heya people! had guard duty last night.. uhhu.. well more of like the whole of yesterday and this morning.. yeah.. from 730am to 8am today.. cool rite?! ahhahaha! yesterday's Duty Officer was great. he's a warrant officer and he too had to come back on the eve of public holiday to guard a place that isnt worth guarding. he's funny too. that explains his rank.. haha.. cos officers are not friendly, most of them cos they're supposed "educated" with DEGREE and morals... rite..
cos i heard a story that this officer he got posted overseas. more of like thailand. and he got this thailand girl attached to him as a personal assistant la. as the days went by, the girl followed him everywhere he went.. until one day, the girl looked for him, crying. by then, he had returned home and left the girl there... pregnant...
so how do u expect us, WOSE ranks to really respect the commissioned officers.. when they themselves do things that doesnt deserve any respect...?
yeah.. back to guard duty.. so the warrant officer said "you cooperate with me, i make sure i won't give you problems" ahhahah! and problems refer to turn-outs and stand-to drills.. and that sucks yeah.. *those in army will know* especially when they are not satisfied with the drill. uhhu... so... the day and night went SLOWLY... as in.. real slow... but there was television.. yeah.. and i slept as much as i can get... too tired la... sleep a while, wake up.. sleep again.. wake up... *like sayang waking up to message her loved one* hahahaha..
then at night, there's this illegal bike racing outside camp.. hahaha.. the whole stretch of road... noisy sia... wished could take photos of it.. hahaha. but no cameras allowed in camp.. so.. no photos.. hahaha......
and i came back today... and slept till 1.. wahhaha...
den on saturday, i crashed Noorhana's lecture class... it was cool i tell you! ahahha.. the school and all. but then, i wasnt supposed to be there.. and i was afraid of getting caught.. hiakz! everything was fine la... flirt with ehem.. until the teacher, mrs meeeeeeennnnaaaaaa, decided to walk around the lecture room to inspect on the students' workings.. wahahahah!! i was so scared that she asked me to refer to my lecture notes.. and i had to show her the bankin notes.. wahahhahaha.. luckily that didnt happen.. and at that precise moment.. suddenly like i forgot how to do factorisation... wah lau!!!! she walked up to me.. looked from behind while i tried covering it.. and she said.. "try again yah" sheesh....... so malu!!! wahhaha.. and Hana's there smiling smiling at me... hahahaha.. aper sajer.. yeah la.. 7 months and i forgot.. liao.... and what more can get worse...? during break.. i dropped a whole cup of tea... *censored* urgh....... hahaha.. felt the day was getting bad or something.. cos i was supposed to go to pasir ris for some islamic gathering.. yeah.. hahaha...
so after contemplating with myself... i decided to not go for pasir ris.. and just spend the rest of the day with her instead. which was a good choice i would say.. hahaha.. at least i wont miss her that much on sunday ... hehehe.. we went to watch THE VILLAGE! wahahha... loved it.. and she keeps talking abt shyamalan... oh.. his birthday was yesterday... wahahhahah!! and he's 34... yeah lah.... wanna know more about the village? erm.. i suggest u go and watch it! wahahahaha.. let shyamalan makes more money!!! cos he's a genius! *quotes from sayang* hahaha so yeah lah....
den on the way back.. up the escalator... she said, " i think... nvm la" and i continued "we go to jurong east instead..?" wahahhaha *only she'll understand.. cos this is for HER!* yupz..... hahahaha... i enjoyed the whole of saturday.... yeah! was REALLY GLAD that i didnt go to pasir ris.....
my friend told me yesterday that the whole event started at 4 instead... and bbq didnt even start even at 9... whahahahahahha!!! *thank YOU SAYANG!! I LOVE YOU!!!!*
see.... spending time with loved ones is better than friends... if u know what i mean la.. hahahaha!!! love love love love loved it!!!! wah lau.. am soooo high ... sooo high on her love~ uhu....
sayang: indeed, we just got together... but you displayed your all, both your good and your bad... and i dun love you any less... is this what they really call love...? being there for the person they are... and not selective hearing.. or selectively accepting for only their good points...? i want to be there.. to always make u smile... and cry with u when ur sad.. hahaha! cos i cant guarantee i can make u smile.. =P hey.. at least i try whatttt!!! hehehehe! miss you....
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WO AI NI!!!!!!!!!
cos i heard a story that this officer he got posted overseas. more of like thailand. and he got this thailand girl attached to him as a personal assistant la. as the days went by, the girl followed him everywhere he went.. until one day, the girl looked for him, crying. by then, he had returned home and left the girl there... pregnant...
so how do u expect us, WOSE ranks to really respect the commissioned officers.. when they themselves do things that doesnt deserve any respect...?
yeah.. back to guard duty.. so the warrant officer said "you cooperate with me, i make sure i won't give you problems" ahhahah! and problems refer to turn-outs and stand-to drills.. and that sucks yeah.. *those in army will know* especially when they are not satisfied with the drill. uhhu... so... the day and night went SLOWLY... as in.. real slow... but there was television.. yeah.. and i slept as much as i can get... too tired la... sleep a while, wake up.. sleep again.. wake up... *like sayang waking up to message her loved one* hahahaha..
then at night, there's this illegal bike racing outside camp.. hahaha.. the whole stretch of road... noisy sia... wished could take photos of it.. hahaha. but no cameras allowed in camp.. so.. no photos.. hahaha......
and i came back today... and slept till 1.. wahhaha...
den on saturday, i crashed Noorhana's lecture class... it was cool i tell you! ahahha.. the school and all. but then, i wasnt supposed to be there.. and i was afraid of getting caught.. hiakz! everything was fine la... flirt with ehem.. until the teacher, mrs meeeeeeennnnaaaaaa, decided to walk around the lecture room to inspect on the students' workings.. wahahahah!! i was so scared that she asked me to refer to my lecture notes.. and i had to show her the bankin notes.. wahahhahaha.. luckily that didnt happen.. and at that precise moment.. suddenly like i forgot how to do factorisation... wah lau!!!! she walked up to me.. looked from behind while i tried covering it.. and she said.. "try again yah" sheesh....... so malu!!! wahhaha.. and Hana's there smiling smiling at me... hahahaha.. aper sajer.. yeah la.. 7 months and i forgot.. liao.... and what more can get worse...? during break.. i dropped a whole cup of tea... *censored* urgh....... hahaha.. felt the day was getting bad or something.. cos i was supposed to go to pasir ris for some islamic gathering.. yeah.. hahaha...
so after contemplating with myself... i decided to not go for pasir ris.. and just spend the rest of the day with her instead. which was a good choice i would say.. hahaha.. at least i wont miss her that much on sunday ... hehehe.. we went to watch THE VILLAGE! wahahha... loved it.. and she keeps talking abt shyamalan... oh.. his birthday was yesterday... wahahhahah!! and he's 34... yeah lah.... wanna know more about the village? erm.. i suggest u go and watch it! wahahahaha.. let shyamalan makes more money!!! cos he's a genius! *quotes from sayang* hahaha so yeah lah....
den on the way back.. up the escalator... she said, " i think... nvm la" and i continued "we go to jurong east instead..?" wahahhaha *only she'll understand.. cos this is for HER!* yupz..... hahahaha... i enjoyed the whole of saturday.... yeah! was REALLY GLAD that i didnt go to pasir ris.....
my friend told me yesterday that the whole event started at 4 instead... and bbq didnt even start even at 9... whahahahahahha!!! *thank YOU SAYANG!! I LOVE YOU!!!!*
see.... spending time with loved ones is better than friends... if u know what i mean la.. hahahaha!!! love love love love loved it!!!! wah lau.. am soooo high ... sooo high on her love~ uhu....
sayang: indeed, we just got together... but you displayed your all, both your good and your bad... and i dun love you any less... is this what they really call love...? being there for the person they are... and not selective hearing.. or selectively accepting for only their good points...? i want to be there.. to always make u smile... and cry with u when ur sad.. hahaha! cos i cant guarantee i can make u smile.. =P hey.. at least i try whatttt!!! hehehehe! miss you....
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WO AI NI!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
~good morning everyone~
ehhehehehehe... we met yesterday. uhhu. at McDonald's near her house. yeah, and she wanted to study there. so, since i was.. erm.. "free", i went down to accompany her. hehehhe.. aiyo dunno what to write.. i'm soooooooo groggy with mucus trying to escape from my nosehole... *shrugs*
*echo* baik jamal~ wahhaahhahha.. that was what the guys in camp have been saying. must be the anugerah thing that was on repeat telecast last sunday. uhhu. *rubs blocked nose* anyway, the song below is an old old song. but they changed the female singer from OGY to SITI SARAH. oh oh.. and SARAH's voice is nice.. wahhaha.. but my girlfriend's voice nicer.. so.. period. *giggles giggles* *gf feels scandalised* and...we tried singing that song *points below* in camp.. hahaha cool~
oh one more thing... i miss my gf... hiakz~ now i dun feel like using the comp at night anymore.. hhahaha.... dun ask.. heh..
*~*YOU*~*
"All that I am, all that I see, all that I dream and do are brighter, more beautiful and meaningful, because of my feelings for you."
ehhehehehehe... we met yesterday. uhhu. at McDonald's near her house. yeah, and she wanted to study there. so, since i was.. erm.. "free", i went down to accompany her. hehehhe.. aiyo dunno what to write.. i'm soooooooo groggy with mucus trying to escape from my nosehole... *shrugs*
*echo* baik jamal~ wahhaahhahha.. that was what the guys in camp have been saying. must be the anugerah thing that was on repeat telecast last sunday. uhhu. *rubs blocked nose* anyway, the song below is an old old song. but they changed the female singer from OGY to SITI SARAH. oh oh.. and SARAH's voice is nice.. wahhaha.. but my girlfriend's voice nicer.. so.. period. *giggles giggles* *gf feels scandalised* and...we tried singing that song *points below* in camp.. hahaha cool~
oh one more thing... i miss my gf... hiakz~ now i dun feel like using the comp at night anymore.. hhahaha.... dun ask.. heh..
*~*YOU*~*
"All that I am, all that I see, all that I dream and do are brighter, more beautiful and meaningful, because of my feelings for you."
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
Jamal Abdillah & Siti Sarah (M Nasir)
Sandarkan Pada Kenangan
Kenangan manis kau dan aku
Takkan terhapus
Duri ranjau dalam bercinta
Lumrah dunia
Sayang menyayang
Cinta dikenang
Perasaan menjadi rindu
Ohhhh...
Lihatlah diriku yang kehilangan
Tanpa kasihmu sayang
Siapalah aku
Sayang menyayang
Saling percaya
Punca kasih berpanjangan
Ohhh.... oh...
Mengapa kita harus bersengketa
Kerana fitnah dan salah sangka
Apa yang telah terjadi pada kenangan
Sememangnya aku tak pernah melupakan
Mengapa masih ada perasaan benci
Kerana cinta dan percaya luput dalam perasaan
Marilah kasih
Kita saling sayang menyayang
Kalaulah ada benci
Kita sandarkan pada kenangan
Apa yang harus kita lakukan
Kita sandarkan pada kenangan
Mengapa masih ada perasaan benci
Kerana cinta dan percaya luput dalam perasaan
Sandarkan Pada Kenangan
Kenangan manis kau dan aku
Takkan terhapus
Duri ranjau dalam bercinta
Lumrah dunia
Sayang menyayang
Cinta dikenang
Perasaan menjadi rindu
Ohhhh...
Lihatlah diriku yang kehilangan
Tanpa kasihmu sayang
Siapalah aku
Sayang menyayang
Saling percaya
Punca kasih berpanjangan
Ohhh.... oh...
Mengapa kita harus bersengketa
Kerana fitnah dan salah sangka
Apa yang telah terjadi pada kenangan
Sememangnya aku tak pernah melupakan
Mengapa masih ada perasaan benci
Kerana cinta dan percaya luput dalam perasaan
Marilah kasih
Kita saling sayang menyayang
Kalaulah ada benci
Kita sandarkan pada kenangan
Apa yang harus kita lakukan
Kita sandarkan pada kenangan
Mengapa masih ada perasaan benci
Kerana cinta dan percaya luput dalam perasaan
Monday, August 02, 2004
it's amazing how parents can make or break their kids. i dun blame them entirely either if their kids dun succeed in the education mainstream cos sometimes, it's just not the way the kids learn. uhhu. some kids are better in academics but needs more time to do the practicals aka hands-on. some kids learn by doing it, in which they can memorize in graphics rather than texts. uhhu.
on that, it comes to freedom. everyone was a teenager once and understands the need for freedom. but when these teenagers grew up to become parents, they seem to forget how they so badly wants freedom. freedom in a form of staying out with friends, chill by the beach, hang at friends houses, and learn the life outside the confines of the house. there's also freedom in personality, freedom in speech, freedom in thinking and freedom in democracy. since parents know that they have this authority to CONTROL their children's freedom, they tend to impose it on their kids with an iron hand. *shakes head*
but who am i to say what a parent should or should not do? i won't know until i'm one myself. and when that day comes, i hope i'm not like some parents who restrict their children in some areas of freedom. *nods head* for example, my parents gives me freedom to use the computer whereas some parents don't.
*talked for 2 hours*
okie back... hmm.. yeah.. hmm... now i dunno what to say..
dun worry so much k....? everything's gonna be allright. you know i know we know..... just let me do the talking.. hahahahahaha!! and YES!!! stop waving to the other block.. -_-'
"In life you meet thousands of people, but only a few can touch your heart, like you have touched mine."
on that, it comes to freedom. everyone was a teenager once and understands the need for freedom. but when these teenagers grew up to become parents, they seem to forget how they so badly wants freedom. freedom in a form of staying out with friends, chill by the beach, hang at friends houses, and learn the life outside the confines of the house. there's also freedom in personality, freedom in speech, freedom in thinking and freedom in democracy. since parents know that they have this authority to CONTROL their children's freedom, they tend to impose it on their kids with an iron hand. *shakes head*
but who am i to say what a parent should or should not do? i won't know until i'm one myself. and when that day comes, i hope i'm not like some parents who restrict their children in some areas of freedom. *nods head* for example, my parents gives me freedom to use the computer whereas some parents don't.
*talked for 2 hours*
okie back... hmm.. yeah.. hmm... now i dunno what to say..
dun worry so much k....? everything's gonna be allright. you know i know we know..... just let me do the talking.. hahahahahaha!! and YES!!! stop waving to the other block.. -_-'
"In life you meet thousands of people, but only a few can touch your heart, like you have touched mine."
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