going back to camp tmrw.. hahaha.. what a life.. 5 days.. so fast.. 6 days in camp.. so long...
i know i know.. i love NS.. but.. hahaha.. no buts...

haha.. 19 years old.. jeez... cant believe it.. so fast.... ahhhh...

So you're scared to show your feelings
Baby I do understand
Well I don't make a promise I can't keep
And I vow to be a real good friend

In those big green eyes I see a glow of love
I just hope I'm the one you're dreaming of

Let me be the one to love you
Let me be the one to care
Let me be the one to light your flame
Oh baby Oh baby
Let me be the one

We spend all our time together
We can't stand to sleep alone
When you say you have to leave for now
I miss you before you're gone

All along we thought this was absurd (absurd)
Every moment we spend goes by too fast
Darling Darling take this chance with me
Cause I have eyes only for you
Oh baby

Let me be the one to love you
Let me be the one to care
Let me be the one to light your flame
Oh baby Oh baby
Let me be the one
Let me be the one to love you
Let me be the one to care
Let me be the one to light your flame
Oh baby Oh baby
Let me be the one
For you

Don't be scared to show your feelings
Cause baby I do understand
And I don't make promises that I can't keep
And I vow to be a real good man

Tiada ku sangka
Bola-bola api
Yang sedulunya kecil
Telah menjadi besar
Begitulah jua
Harapan padamu
Yang sedulunya kecil
Telah menjadi besar

Biar saja
Aku jadi
Penggantinya
Di sisimu
Kau yang cantik
Sopan santunmu
Paling comel
Di hatiku

Ku tahu kau diluka oleh teman lama

Oh pertama kali
Aku mengenalmu
Kau selalu tersenyum
Tersenyum padaku
Dan seperti jua
Bola-bola api
Makin semarak cinta
Cintaku padamu

Boleh saja
Kau jadilah
Penggantinya
Di sisiku
Kau yang baik
Sopan santunmu
Paling comel di hatiku

;) ;) ;) ;) ;)

nice song~ not meant for anyone though... hmm...

wuoah~! i'm back after 6 days in camp. ah.. sorry, i can't tell much of the details cos then, i'll be breaking my oath. anyway, it's great ah. expected kind of environment. hahaha. but for some, they just hate the rules and control over them. but cool, they found a way to pay back to the superiors... thru their songs while marching. ahhaha. that's the best part! hehe...

yah.. so.. met my frens in camp too.. ppl like khairul, haqeem, yazid, tashalan, wee beng, eng soon, sheik, uzair, firdaus, and lots more... hahhaha.. didnt get to see akbar though.. and yanjie too..

gotta book in on sunday evening... so i have lots of time to rest.. hehe.. and i really need the rest...my arm muscles are strained... and i cant stretch them... everytime i do so, it'll hurt like mad... went to the medic and got muscle relaxer and painkiller... not bad ah...

den before book out today, we had 2 injections simultaneously.. the left and right hand.. den we drink this polio liquid.. dun even noe what those are for... ah.. heck ah... they need us to defend the country anyway...

getting mentally prepared for the weeks to come... 3 weeks in camp... ahh.. wont get to see my family... my friends... my OG friends.. hehe... oh well.... ahh.. it's late already... i'll get f*cked up if i'm still awake at this time while in camp.. hahahha...

NS isnt that bad... ;)

one more day to NS. rather getting mixed feelings ah. haha. scared, anxious, excited, tired, worried.. ahhaha... anyway, i'll be going in tomorrow with philip, and khairul told us that we might be in VIPER company, which is juz next to his company. wahhahaha.

kk... gotta get enough sleep. still tired over yesterday's orientation group outing to sentosa. haha. had fun~ too bad for those who cant join us. wahhahahhaha!

ahhh.. body aching.. ahhh...

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