ahhh hate it hate it.... templates... blogs... oh.. and i tot blogs are supposed to be convenient....

Hold me close and hold me fast
The magic spell you cast
This is la vie en rose

When you kiss me heaven sighs
And though I close my eyes
I see la vie en rose

When you press me to your heart
I’m in a world apart
A world where roses bloom

And when you speak...angels sing from above
Everyday words seem...to turn into love songs

Give your heart and soul to me
And life will always be
La vie en rose


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Des yeux qui font baisser les miens
un rire qui se perd sur sa bouche
voil… le portrait sans retouche
de l'homme auquel j'appartiens

quand il me prend dans ses bras
il me parle tout bas
je vois la vie en rose
il me dit des mots d'amour
des mots de tous les jours
et ca m'fait quelque chose

il est rentr‚ dans mon coeur
une part de bonheur
dont je connais la cause
c'est lui pour moi
moi pour lui dans la vie
il me l'a dit l'a jur‚ pour la vie

et dÅ s que je l'apercois
alors je sens en moi
mon coeur qui bat

des nuits d'amour … en mourir
un grand bonheur qui prend sa place
les ennuis les chagrins s'effacent
heureux heureux pour mon plaisir

quand il me prend dans ses bras
il me parle tout bas
je vois la vie en rose
il me dit des mots d'amour
des mots de tous les jours
et ca m'fait quelque chose

il est rentr‚ dans mon coeur
une part de bonheur
dont je connais la cause

c'est lui pour moi
moi pour lui dans la vie
il me l'a dit l'a jur‚ pour la vie

et dÅ s que je l'apercois
alors je sens en moi
mon coeur qui bat

dÅ s que je l'apercois
alors je sens en moi
mon coeur qui bat

ok! some of the Prom Night 2003 are up. click here to look at them. i'll keep everyone updated when more photos are added. if u have any to contribute, drop me a message at the tagboard or send to my email directly. hehe. enjoy!

i dunno why, but i can't view my webpage from this computer. i hope it loads for you guys. cos i cant even see what i published, well, maybe only in blogger menu.

anyway, i'm addicted to kylie minogue's SLOW. ahhahaha. listen to it.. no.. go and watch the video!

i got this great part time job that everyone can do. i mean, it's nothing tough. easy work. you get free food and you get paid for eating... ahhaha how cool is that? guessed the "part-time work"?
ans: going to friend's house during hari raya!

ahhahhaa. k lame but hey... dun u think this kind of work is great? ahhaha free food..... get money..... ahhahhaha

anyway, i just came back from one of those "visits" and pretty tired out. tried to access blogger last nite but it just don't let me in. ahhaha. yeah. had fun ah, as usual. actually went out with my JC friends. more of like a class thing. sadly, had to leave early to go for council bbq at meh meh's place. nice food. hehe.. though i was already full from the part-time work.. ahhahaha

yepz, there's OGL camp tmrw... AGAIN... i missed it today cos apparently, there was some miscommunication somewhere. no offense taken though. still got my chance to go tmrw. and i just found out that i'm already an ogl. it's fixed. guess experience do play a part in these kind of things. ahha... so i should be sleeping now if i dun wanna be late tmrw...

yeah.. and everyone's like enlisting soon... like in.. 3 days or so! mine will come.. yeah.. soooooon... but i still get to enjoy the orientation for next year's batch.. ahhaha. kindda looking forward to it too... and NS too.. hhehe

Here is Your Profile...


You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you feel irresistable is straight-forward, just tell you he/she loves you.

The impression you would like to give to your lover is stylish.

What you hate most in your partner is that the person is ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.

The kind of relationship you would like to build with your partner is one that you care not only about the present but also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship that you can grow with.

You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything wrong after marriage.

You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married, you'll treasure it and your partner very much.

At this moment, you don't have the thirst for love, you can't do anything for it, you won't fall for it easily.

ahhh finally... a new template for the site. *winkz*

prom nite was great. took lots of photos with friends. ahhaha. the food was not that bad either, except that I have this phobia when eating fish.... bleargh.
will try to develop the photos tmrw. yeah, MUST!

maybe i should have just went to some salon to do my hair... ahhaha... sucky hair... but still.. it's my hair. hehe and i'm happy with it. i think.

once again, sorry for not blogging for a looooong looooong time. almost a month. ahhaha. now the As are over and NS is coming sooooooon.. real soon...

i'm thinking what to do to this thing. it's starting to look bland. sigh.

came back from langkawi 2 days ago. ahhaha. and tomorrow's prom.. no.. later...

all the commitments .. and i get D ....

yay! felt better... ahhhh yes can go to school! coool!

wat's up for today? there's physics lecture... followed by PPP (Pass Physics Programme) and chemistry... most probably end at 4:30.... wahhahhahaha wooootz!!

i need to get to school......

friendster really brings back old memories... the good, the bad, the funny... somehow, i'm getting re-connected to my secondary school friends... one after another... as i link myself to someone, another appears... and then another... and another.... cool...

~baby you're my sugar rush, i got weak and talk too much, you're the sweetest thing i've ever tasted~

today was PJC's Open House and i was there to witness it... again.. ahhahaha. met the 3rd student council before 10, and everyone was like... excited.. haha.. councillors...then i came to realise that they had 3 mountain bikes for lucky draw!!!! and those are over $200 !! wootz!

went to look at all the CCA booths. the councourse... the canteen... the hall... met Mr Zhang in the hall, manning the track and field booth with 2 other J1s... den he was like... heyyy wad are you doing here.. hahaha typical. he said he liked my class... cos we're like... rojak... with all kinds of ppl... wonder if he said that to all his classes.. haha.. =P (no offense) and he said he's gonna miss us.. ;)

and the dance booth had this DDR thing... playstation... ahha and yeah... i decided to give it a try.. with shiyang. embarrrraasssiiinnngggg!! but i enjoyed it ah.. yeah.. act pro.. wahhahaha. there's also a haunted house set up by the arts society... ahhaha.. the queue was too long that we just walked away... ahhaha

as usual... open house has the customary MASS DANCE!!! did 4 mass dance in total.. with 3 different girls... =P not that i want to keep changing my dance partners ah... but it's like... they were either tired, or they went home... or they were dancing with another girl.. ahhaha... yeah... had fun there... (as usual) lots and lots and lots of visitors....
den a girl wanted to take my pic for her fren.. *shrugs* i was shocked ah... den dunno wad to do... den act cool ah.. ahahha... no no.. cool as in.. didnt show that i was nervous ... hahha yeah.. and the fren could be a guy... wahhahahahhahahahha... scary...

aaaaaaaaaaanddd the last winner for the mountain bikes was a crescent girl.. and the bike is more than half her height.. ehhehhe... took a pic with her ... and philip.. well, not our camera... but theirs.. oh.. and i think visual culture got took that pic.. ahhaha.. we'll see... she was jumping with joy when she won... wahhaha.. screamed with her frens.. crescentians.. hahaha...

and so.. that was all that happened (i think) during open house.... and i might be back next year for the open house... wootz!!

mingrui introduced me to a game called GUNBOUND and now i'm addicted to it... wahhahahhaha..
it's something like WORMS except that this time, it's a guy/girl (yeah, you can differentiate a guy from a girl) on vehicles called mobiles. Each mobiles have their own special attack and strengths... yeah.. oh... and it's online and you can play with 7 other people elsewhere... ahhahaha... really cool.. should try it...
however, the file size is huge... approximately 100megabytes. but it's worth it!!!!

hahha... today had chemistry practical GCE 'A' levels... tot it was going to be more difficult than prelims... but it turn out otherwise... managed to do everything... except the last question... grrrr.... and that was like the easiest question... bleargh! if only more time was given... just 5 minutes... i'll be happy....

hahaha....

theme song for The League of Extraordinary Losers - Get me away from here i'm dying - by Belle and Sebastian has been agreed upon by Ronny and Me. ahhaha.. gonna spread it to all the other members soon. yepz... it's a meaningful song ah.. and u can't get the band in singapore.. hahaha...

anyway, i saw this singapore triathlon advertisement on tv today. so i went to check it out at this site http://www.singaporetriathlon.com... and it costs $98 for one team... and $40 for a mini triathlon... bleargh...
and to make it worse, it's only a DAY BEFORE THE FIRST PAPER! how cool is that...? hahaha.. maybe i drowned of got hit by a car during the course would be nice... at least.. i didnt commit suicide right..? ehehe... swimming, cycling.. and running... it's a cool sport... hahahhaha

oh... A levels starting soon.. and the first paper is chemistry practical paper 4. kindda prepared for it. but still need to go through some of the things that mdm goh went through today... yeah... dun wanna flunk the A levels...

~egoistic, shallow, money-makes-me-happy.... and i tot u were talking about a guy...~

FACTS:

More and more young women are cheating on their husbands. (Study of extra-marital affairs by Care Corner Singapore)

The number of Singaporean men who marry foreign wives increased by more than 10 percent from 1997 to 1998. (Ministry of Community Development)

Eight out of 10 working men would prefer their wives to work instead of staying at home. (1997 survey of working adults by Social Development Unit)

"When a sensitive guy tries to win a woman over, she calls him a wimp. But when he turns macho, she calls him a pig. Either way, we lose!" said one husband.

words that pierced harder than a thousand daggers...
lousy love-makers, mummy's boy, professionally stagnant, immature, overly sensitive and male chauvanist pig.

Ronny's Laws
Ronny Zeroth Law states that Women = Evil
Ronny First Law states that the looks of a man is inversely proportional to the woman's Look
Ronny Second Law states that Fame + Wealth = Handsome
Ronny Third Law states that P(a guy winning an arguement with a woman) = 0 , where P denotes Probability....

Understand women? Don't even try

The harsh reality is this: Most men simply don't know what women want. And really, who can blame us? Unlike men, whose desires can be categorised into beer, women and football, the female sex is one of incredible complexity. When i say complexity, I'm trying to be nice here. I actually mean to say contradiction, but i really don't want my wife to lock me out of the bedroom tonight.

Seriously, though, just think about it.
They want equality, yet they still want doors opened and chairs pulled for them. They demand that we do housewoork, since they also have careers these days, but when we clean, they tell us not to touch thiings around the house because we mess them up. The get insanely jealous if other girls look at their partners, yet they themselves crave attention from other men. They call us sexist when we admire a woman's well proportioned chest, but it's okay if a bunch of girlfriends get together to check out a cute guy's butt. They can't believe that we can spend 2 hours to play computer games, yet see nothing wrong in spending 4 hours to choose a pair of shoes.

You know, sometimes, I wonder if God created women just to have fun with us. I mean, how is it possible that a being created out of our rib is so completely confusing to us? This entire article might sound strange, especially coming from a married man. But you see, I can say all these things with authority because of my lack of understanding of femaledom didnt hamper the development of my relationship with my wife.

When it comes to understanding women, there are really 2 things you can do, but alcoholism is generally frowned upon by society, not to mention that the hangover's a pain. So really, there is only option 2. Which is, don't even try. Just chalk women down as one of those great mysteries in life, like why no women care that Keanu Reeves is a bad actor.

You see, I think we're just not meant to understand what's going on inside their heads, simply because it then makes the journey of discovery all that more engaging. I've known my wife for some 16 years now, and I'm still peeling the layers off her every day to understand her better. And not just her. Some of my best female friends, I'm also relishing knowing more about them as the years go by.

The journey's hit some rocky bumps, for sure, but you can never say that it's been uninteresting. If you're Christian, then you'll know that women are a gift to men, although He might have been sniggering as He pulled out our rib. I think that they are, indeed, for the world would be terrible without them. But to paraphrase a line from the movie Spiderman( who also can't understand women, by the way) they are our gift, they are our curse.

written by edwin yeo

-adapted from The Newpaper On Sunday October 5th 2003

Should women let the men dominate?

GIRLS. What is it you all want? No, really. Then tell the guys. Tell the men what you women really want. Because they don't know. Truly, they haven't the foggiest idea.

No, no, don't give them a clue. Clues are for games. Marriage, relationships, it's a partnership, not a game. This is the 21st century, so quit being a geisha about it. Even if the subject is as old as that first couple. She had nothing to wear, he couldn't decide what to eat, Adam & Eve, those two. (You know, of course, that if they had been chinese, they'd eaten the snake.)

Last week, Singapore wives accused their hubbies of being wimps (if i tell you "wimp" is "women intimidate men, periodically, I hope you'll laugh.) This week - it's ladies first, no matter what has changed - their husbands have their say, and Singapore men are saying the missus is a witch (to rhyme with bitch, natch). It's like a tennis match in some form,a fair bit of backhanding, but still love-all. But here's the curious thing. In all the exchanges of name-calling, the most important word, love, has not cropped up much. Practicalities. The Singaporean is famed for being pragmatic. Be realistic, love, schmove, have you thought where we're going to live and how we're going to eat?

An Ah Lian once told me that for her Beng and her, "Whne he asks me, 'Are you cold?' and 'Are you hungry?', that is his way of telling me he loves me."

Care and respect. You won't go far wrong to value the two alongside love. Now, I am going to open my mouth and change feet (which are not shod in geisha slippers). I believe most women either want to be dominated, or have to be dominated. But are unlikely to admit to it. As if having come thus far, letting the man lead would be to proclaim women are, indead, the weaker sex. And when he doesn't lead, he's a wimp. It's not related. Sometimes, it's good to have a man to cling to - especially when you're on an incline in four-inch heels. When i suggested this to a pool of female collegues, there was the expected uproar.

No Way!
In the next minute, one by one: Well, yes, maybe, perhaps he should dominate, but only in certain matters. Several of The Newpaper's New Faces said the same: NO!

All right, yes, the man should dominate, but only on important decisions, (umm, finance and home, kid's education) He can be boss, but only in certain quarters. In other words, when you say so. Hello, make up your grudging mind. Only one person can wear the trousers in the house. Err, if you'll let him, that is (because he looks silly in your dress)

One 20something actually confessed to wanting a bit of the cavemen type. She is a completely feminine girl, skirts and all, although that's not the indication. Many of my younger friends point to education. Then they should have no difficulty understanding that "dominate" is not "hit me on the head with your big stick". It's to let the one who shaves every morning be the man of the house. Okay, dominate is the wrong choice of word. If i said give him face, acceptable? You might even learn to love it. Eventually.

the article above is written by sylvia toh paik choo... a lady herself...

-adapted from The Newpaper On Sunday October 5th 2003

didnt sleep last night. doing chemistry. now my head is aching badly. should be sleeping soon. going to meet ronny tomorrow at 8 to collect the tutorials that i supposedly lost. geez... that's just too early.. i might be tutoring tomorrow afternoon. i dunno. feels like stopping tutoring till the As are over. but then, O levels would have started and my "student" will have not enough time to prepare. my mum told me to tell her if i can't tutor her friend anymore. i too have exams k. and it's not like my results are satisfactory either. getting all O level passes is simply... urgh.. changing study strategy again...

i like to hear mr dennis yeo's talk. or just his crap. he can motivate and make people laugh. well, he made me laugh at least... ahhaha..

Artist: Plus One
Album: Obvious
Title: Forever


I lost you in the darkness
When I fell from the light
I held on to the world too tight
I thought I'd never find you
Thought I'd be alone
But you took my hand and
led me home

[Channel:]
Now I know
I know that
You'll always be
Where I go

[Chorus:]
Forever is a long time
To be without you in my life
I wanna keep you by my side
'Cuz forever is a long time

You have faith when I'm faithless
Strength when I don't
You believe in me even when I won't
You are patient, you are true
Your love is what gets me through

[Repeat Channel and Chorus]


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~cos you my friend... are completely... pussy-whipped..~

get me away from here i'm dying



ooh! get me away from here i'm dying
play me a song to set me free
nobody writes them like they used to
so it may as well be me
here on my own now after hours
here on my own now on a bus
think of it this way
you could either be successful or be us
with our winning smiles, and us
with our catchy tunes, and us
now we're photogenic
you know, we don't stand a chance

oh, i'll settle down with some old story
about a boy who's just like me
thought there was love in everything and everyone
you're so naive!
they always feature sorry endings
they always get it in the end
still it was worth it as i turned the pages solemnly, and then
with a winning smile, the boy
with naivety succeeds
at the final moment, i cried
i always cry at endings

oh, that wasn't what i meant to say at all
from where i'm sitting, rain
falling against the lonely tenement
has set my mind to wander
into the windows of my lovers
they never know unless i write
"this is no declaration, i just thought i'd let you know goodbye"
said the hero in the story
"it is mightier than swords
i could kill you sure
but i could only make you cry with these words"





x

Band belle & sebastian
Album if you're feeling sinister
Year 1996

got the letter for enlistment yesterday. realized i had to report to tekong in January... and guess wad? my parents are invited to watch the ceremony.. ahhahaha... army life's gonna start sooooooon...

Artist: 3 Doors Down
Album: Away From The Sun
Title: Here Without You


A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl it’s only you and me


i wun cry... no i wun cry... she's not worth my tears...

ahhaha ok so finally prelims are over... well not officially but.. yah.. they're over. come to think of it, should be able to do better than mid-years ah. haiz... dunno ah.. life just not fair...

anyway.. i got invited to join this get-connected thingie... come to think of it.. it's kindda cool!

here's the link. well that's MY invitation to link me to your group of friends... who knows... i might haf some relation to one of your friends?? ahhahaha
try it.. :)

blogthis! function doesnt work that well... hmmm

ok... and so i'm kindda bored waiting for my quest time to end. its 3:05am... man.. i'm sick. should have been asleep by now. should stop going online till late at night. however, there's something fishy going on. cos my sis apparently goes online from like.. 2am till 4am... den pretend to be asleep... and wakes up at 630am before preparing to go to school. it's not like we don't give her time to use the computer, we did. somehow... she appears to use the comp for like less than 2 hours in the day, sleeps early, sets her alarm to wake up at 2am and "chat" .... come on... get real... NO ONE (except me) goes online till late like this to chat... oh.. and i seldom chat around this time too... i'll be like in my "fantasy world" of Aardwolf. anyway, it's just not right for a girl to be online at this time. (includes other ppl too... you know hu u are...)
i'm gonna settle this with that guy she's with... just wait and see...
anyway, went to woodlands library in the afternoon. did physics and organic chem. oh .. this longman book for A levels chemistry by cambridge themself is good! it's like... they really tell you wad kind of questions will come out.. and how they set the questions and stuffs.. and why they set those type of questions... its cool! starting to get the hang of "basic" organic chem... as usual, no empty seats... so i dump myself at the extreme corner of the reference section... close to the chemistry, physics and maths reference books...
and wad do you know... had time to "look at the people" around... ahhaha.. but someone caught my attention.. this girl in yellow top, jeans and blue slippers with silver stars on it...
i was super bored and tired there... that i was almost lying on the floor... ahhaha ... luckily my bag was on my side.. or else, i might haf been flat on the ground...
so back to the girl.. since i was lazing around for a while.. she happen to walk straight down the path there ah... dunno why but i was subconciously looking at her... didnt realize i was doing it until she got closer... hahaha... she must be thinking "y is this guy staring at me? want to have a piece of my slippers issit?"
anyway... she was looking for some chemistry solution... and .. yes.. she SAT in front of me... while looking at the contents of the books... and i'm like... "ok.. relax.. cool it... she dun even care abt u"
she left 6 minutes later... ahhaa with several books...
den around 6 plus, she came back... with her friend... i didnt realise it until they were sitting in front of me... gosh! SITTING there... hahhaha
still discussing abt the chemistry question.. something abt the mole concept i think.. i wanted to ask.. "erm .. can i help u?" ahaha but then... even my chem sux... i know.. that's basic chem.. but hey.. i dont really sit down and study k...
and so.. they sat there and talked kindda loudly.. although the jjc guy next to me was MUMBLING LOUDLY to himself... "alcohols react with some shit... give bla bla and bla.." i mean.. come on.. its the reference section.. "HELLO?" people go there to sit down and do QUIET studying... not OWN MUMBLINGS!
they spent like... 10-15 mins sitting in front of me there....... like.. the space of a bag in front of u.. ahhaha... den in the end.. they left... and guess how many marks for the question..? just 2... 2 pathetic marks... haiz... kids these days....
i left a few minutes later... :P

that was the afternoon part...

den at night... ahhaha.. man.. night... icq is great... i mean, you have this free for chat function and anyone around the world who's using icq can simply drop you a message. its cool! totally rawks...
and so.. got this malaysian girl from university saying hi.. ahha.. she might be reading this.. but.. i dunno.. :P
(i might tell u guys personally.. hehe)

so that was like... hours ago.. now... i'm super tired ...
had flu and some stupid throat infection... the more i shud be asleep rite? geez... ok then.. good nite~

people look at things.. and comment.. sometimes.. their comments are positive... whilst others... totally kill the person's self-esteem.. THINK before you say... cos words cut deeper than knife... and it stays there... forever....

Love does not need a reason...

Lady: Why do you like me..? Why do you love me?

Man: I can't tell the reason.. but I really like you..

Lady: You can't even tell me the reason... how can you say you like me? How
can you say you love me?

Man: I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.

Lady: Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend
can tell her why he loves her but not you!

Man: Ok..ok!!! Erm... because you are beautiful, because your voice is
sweet,because you are caring, because you are loving, because you are
thoughtful, because of your smile, because of your every movements..

Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and became a
vegetable. The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the
content:

Dearest,

Because of your sweet voice that I love you...Now can you talk? No!
Therefore I cannot love you. Because of your care and concern that I like
you.. Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you. Because of
your smile, because of your every movements that I love you..
Now can you smile? Now can you move? No, therefore I cannot love you... If
love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you
anymore. Do love need a reason? No! Therefore, I still love you... And love
doesn't need a reason

QUOTE OF THE WEEK
" The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, not
touched..but are felt in the heart .........."

the part on afraid to confess is so true.. haha

1.To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE

Love is like a butterfly . The more you chase it , the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time Always Be Your Friend... and choose the best.

2.To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person." It's about finding someone ! Once In A Blue Moon...who helps you become the best person you can be.

3.To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE

Never say "I love you" Your Love Is Etched In My Heart...if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart Didn't Mean To.... Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...

4.To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED

Let's Do A Re-Run !
Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry.Let's Patch Up...." Not "where are you", but "I'm right here." Not "how could you", but "I understand." Not "I wish you were", but "! I'm thankful you are."

5.To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED
A Toast For The Good Times ! The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.

6.To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them Tricks Of The Trade !

7.To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE

How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.

8.To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE

It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

9.To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS

Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

10.To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....

11.TO ALL MY FRIENDS.......

My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature, never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.

ANYWAY I WISH U ALL GOODLUCK!

BYE MY FRIENDS.

There's a moral to this story... READ IT!

A woman was out golfing one day when she hit her ball into the woods. She went into the woods to look for it and found a frog in a trap. The frog said to her, "If you release me from this trap, I will grant you 3 wishes."
The woman freed the frog and the frog said, "Thank you, but I failed to mention that there was a condition to your wishes - that whatever you wish for, your husband will get 10 times more or better!"
The woman said, "That would be okay," and for her first wish, she wanted to be the most beautiful woman in the world. The frog warned her,"You do realize that this wish will also make your husband the most handsome man in the world, an Adonis, that women will flock to." The woman replied, "That will be okay because I will be the most beautiful woman and he will only have eyes for me."

So, KAZAM - she's the most beautiful woman in the world! For her second wish, she wanted to be the richest woman in the world. The frog said, "That will make your husband the richest man in the world and he will be ten times richer than you." The woman said, "That will be okay because what is mine is his and what is his is mine."

So, KAZAM she's the richest woman in the world! The frog then inquired about her third wish, and she answered, "I'd like a mild heart attack."
Moral of the story: Women are evil creatures!

How to know if someone loves you?

Guys:

1. She makes eye contact and smiles at you.
2. She calls you for homework..... a lot!!
3. She flips her hair when she's talking to you.
4. She touches your arm when she talks to you.
5. She says "No, I'm not telling you who I like!!" with a big smile on her face.
6. She asks you who you like or who you would go out with seeming interested.
7. When you go to the movies with a bunch of your friends, she's almost always next to you.
8. She criticizes (put downs) the girl you like.
9. She knows your WHOLE family's names including your dog).
10. She knows stuff about you like your birthday, eye color, favorite color, screen name, favorite food, favorite band, what music you like and favorite sport.
11. Her friends outside of school know about you and say she talks of you a lot.
12. She knows your phone number and address.
13. She will try and talk and spend time with you as much as possible.


Girls:

1. His snow ball hits you (but not in the face).
2. He threw away his laser pointer after youtold him you think they promote random acts of violence.
3. After asking you to sign his yearbook he wrote "How come we never hung out?".
4. He yelled Hi!!" to your mom that day she picked you up from school.
5. He blew off his buds to go see "Run Away Bride" with you cause you couldn't get another girl pal to go and you didn't want to go alone.
6. Forget your jacket? You can wear his.
7. His voice get softer ("Hey you") whenever you two talk.
8. You hung up on him and he called you back.
9. You were invited by him to a group outing.
10. He called you to talk to you about nothing at all.
11. He imitates your laugh- okay, you do snort sometimes, which makes you laugh even more!!
12. He remembers little things you mention in casual conversation.
13. He sometimes stares straight into your eyes.

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


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You are a witty Vampire with a certain style that
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Tis story is amazing... guess it left a question untold at the end... figure out urslf..
Enjoy reading!

If u need more love from someone...
do love that someone more first...


Tree
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The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees. Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolors painting. I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U. There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her. She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, doesn't have outstanding charm. She is just a very ordinary gal. I like her. I really like her. Like her innocent, like her frankness. Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a good match for me. I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish. I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her. I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years. She watch me chase after gals, and I have make her heart cry for 3 years. She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director. When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes was swollen like a walnut. I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the whole day. When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom. She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something. I watch her cry for an hour or so. My 4th girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes was filled shocked. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she still laugh & joke with me like nothing has ever happened. I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ache is as bad as hers. When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out. After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her. She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too. I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together. I know whose the guy. He has been going after her for quite a while. A very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting. His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school. I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate her. When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand it. It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest. I couldn't breath. Wanted to shout but can't. Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry. How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence too. During graduation, I read a sms in my hp. It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry. I haven't read it since then. It says "Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"

Leaf
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During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves. Why? Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long it takes a lot of courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not BGR kind but as buddy kind. But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. The sourness in the heart can't be describe by using a lemon. It's like 100 rotten sour lemon. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 mths. When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness. But after a mth, he got together with another gal. I like him & I know he like me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he love me why he doesn't want to make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. Time after time, my heart was hurt. I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love. If he don't like he, why does he treat me so well. It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. Liking a person is very heart wrenching. I can know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a gal to ask him right? Despite that, I still want to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, love him. Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me. It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms. I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me. Because of this, I waited for him. The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up. Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting. The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompany me for 3 years. Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me. Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly. From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart. He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away & better land. Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay

Wind
====

Because I like a gal called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 mth after I transfer to the new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends looking at him. When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like she likes to look at him. One day, she didn't appear. I felt something amissed. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note &gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accept the note. The next day, she appeared & pass me a note and left. Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree. I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 mths, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide Iwant her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to me my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked "what are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell. During the moment when she opens the door. I hugged her tightly. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay.

Now she's down on her knees to pray
Baby please make it good, make it good somehow
She will do what it takes to change
So please make it good, make it good somehow
Someone please

shud haf fought on .... and stayed online last night....
*cries*

And I'm in
So totally wrapped up
Emotionally attracted
So physically acting
So recklessly I need you
So desperately sure as the sky is blue
Yeah

And I'm in
So electrically charged up
Kinetically acting
Erractically need you
Fanatically you get to me
Magically sure as the sky is blue
Baby I love you
Baby I love you
Do you love me too
Baby I love you

Oh, I just want to hold you.
I just want to hold you.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight.

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so tell that someone that you love
just what you're thinking of
if tomorrow never comes

************************

we'd go to a party
and everyone turns to see
this beautiful lady is walking around with me
and then she asked me do you feel alright
and i said yes
i feel wonderful tonight

************************

i guess you'd say
what can make me feel this way
my girl ( my girl, my girl)
talkin' bout my girl (my girl)

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I hate losing my wallet.
One day, you just realize it's gone. You try to look for it everywhere, even going back to the places where you could have lost it.
You think, and you think hard, only to come upon a grim realization: it's really gone.
Of course, you can hold on to some hope. After all, there have been some very, very lucky (blessed?) people who get it back.
Perhaps you could become one of those people. You sit home and you hope that someone would call, and that you would get it back. But then, some time passes, and you realize that it's still gone, and you realize that it's time to let go.
The first few days, you turn to your friends for support. Some tell you you'll be ok, some tell you that it was your fault and that you should have been more careful, and some tell you about their own experiences.
They give you all sorts of advice, none you haven't heard before.
You then go out to find a new wallet, only to realize that you don't really want a new one. You want the old one that you lost.
No, you don't want all these better-looking wallets, you want yours, because of how comfortable it is, because of all the cards and pictures and other stuff in it.
You go out and carry on without a wallet, keeping your money in your pocket instead. You throw away stuff that you would have held on to if you had your old wallet. And then, finally, you find a new wallet you like and settle in.
You then start filling your new wallet, little by little. It still doesn't feel as comfortable as the old one, but it's getting there.
Then you start putting in cards and pictures and other important stuff in the wallet. Soon enough, there's as much stuff in your new wallet as the old one. And then, after some time, you feel as comfortable with your new wallet.
And then you realize that you've almost forgotten you ever had your old wallet. Sure, you still remember most of the stuff you lost on that wallet. But then again, you don't remember the feeling of hurt that you felt when you lost it.
That's because that wallet you lost is no longer your wallet. You're no longer holding on. This new wallet you're holding, it has all the important cards and pictures and stuff that you need. This is your wallet.
And this time, you tell yourself, you're never losing this one.

Rules From Men
--------------

We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules
from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all
numbered "1" ON PURPOSE!

1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it
down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining
about you leaving it down.

1. Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the
tides. Let it be.

1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it
that way.

1. Crying is blackmail.

1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one:
Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do
not work! Just say it!

1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every
question.

1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's
what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.

1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor.

1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In
fact, all comments become null and void after 7 days.

1. If you won't dress like the Victoria's Secret girls, don't expect us
to act like soap opera guys.

1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us.

1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways, and one of the
ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one.

1. You can either ask us to do something or tell us how you want it
done. Not both. If you already know best how to do it, just do it
yourself.

1. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during
commercials.

1. Christopher Columbus did not need directions and neither do we.

1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach,
for example, is a fruit, not a color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have
no idea what mauve is.

1. If it itches, it will be scratched. We do that.

1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," we will act like
nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the
hassle.

1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer
you don't want to hear.

1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is
fine... Really.

1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to
discuss such topics as baseball, the shotgun formation, or monster
trucks.

1. You have enough clothes.

1. You have too many shoes.

1. I am in shape. Round is a shape.

1. Thank you for reading this; Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the
couch tonight, but did you know men really don't mind that, it's like
camping.

Pass this to as many men as you can - to give them a laugh.

Pass this to as many women as you can - to give them a bigger laugh!!



HimuraKenshin
Edgar Allan Poe

hmm.. something's wrong with blogger... hmm...


yeah i know. that's the lamest thing i've ever heard. highway crossing frog.*shrugs*

Quizzical

I don't even comb my hair
When I wake up in the morning
I've always been like that
My clothes are on the floor
And I just don't have the time to put them back
Ladida da da
Ladida da da

Is this what you truly want for a girlfriend?
Or am I just someone you find pretty cute for a good time?
Don't go breaking my heart
I think very deeply and I hold very dearly from the start
So why do you still love me

I'm so useless in the kitchen
And my cuisine is lousy
It makes you want to curl
My toes are awfully huge
And I am not just the stuff that makes a girl
Ladida da da
Ladida da da

Is this what you truly want for a girlfriend?
Or am I just someone you find pretty cute for a good time?
Don't go breaking my heart
I think very deeply and I hold very dearly from the start
So why do you still love me?

Pardon me ... I'm quizzical
Pardon me but I'm quizzical
Pardon me ... I'm quizzical

I don't even call you baby
'Cause that's what I call my dog
It would have sounded funny and so strange
Don't expect me to be crawling over you
For maybe I am just a poor unromantic
Why do you still love me?
So why do you still love me?


*************************************

hehehe.. the evilness sets in...

you can take... my breath away....

mmmbop~

i've been wearing diapers, since i don't know when
then one day mommy you said, it must come to an end
look at me now, gotta use the potty
i dunno how!
give me the benefit of the doubt
sometimes i just gotta let it out

get that urge, and i forget everything
feel the surge, and then i wet everything


whoa whoa
mamma mia, here i go again
my my, i cannot resist it.
mamma mia, on the floor again
my my, i cannot desist it.

next time i get the urges
i'll tell u before it surges..
why why, did i haf to let it flow?
mamma mia now i really know
my my i should not have let it go.

ok the link is here...
http://smilepop.com/index.cfm?action=viewcard&type=1&content_id=23444&page_id=23444

Quizzical

I don't even comb my hair
When I wake up in the morning
I've always been like that
My clothes are on the floor
And I just don't have the time to put them back
Ladida da da
Ladida da da

Is this what you truly want for a girlfriend?
Or am I just someone you find pretty cute for a good time?
Don't go breaking my heart
I think very deeply and I hold very dearly from the start
So why do you still love me

I'm so useless in the kitchen
And my cuisine is lousy
It makes you want to curl
My toes are awfully huge
And I am not just the stuff that makes a girl
Ladida da da
Ladida da da

Is this what you truly want for a girlfriend?
Or am I just someone you find pretty cute for a good time?
Don't go breaking my heart
I think very deeply and I hold very dearly from the start
So why do you still love me?

Pardon me ... I'm quizzical
Pardon me but I'm quizzical
Pardon me ... I'm quizzical

I don't even call you baby
'Cause that's what I call my dog
It would have sounded funny and so strange
Don't expect me to be crawling over you
For maybe I am just a poor unromantic
Why do you still love me?
So why do you still love me?


*************************************

hehehe.. the evilness sets in...

ahhahahha it happens again~
well ... i've expected it anyway... :)

Your aura shines Yellow!


What Color Is Your Aura?
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oh oh.. i got this off the NEWPAPER tuesday 9th september...
you got to know to song to understand why. =P

10 idiotic songs on the radio

1: Addicted - Simple Plan
i heard you're doing okay
but i want you to know
i'm a di*k, i'm addicted to you...

2: Chihuahua - DJ BOBO
What can make you move?
Chihuaha
Can you feel the groove?
Chihuahua
What can make you dance?
Oooh, Chihuahua

3: The Cheeky Song - Cheeky Girls (doreen's fav song. ahhaha)
We are the cheeky girls,
We are the cheeky girls,
You are the cheeky boys
You are the cheeky boys,
Come and smile, don't be shy
touch my bum, this is life!

4: Magic Stick - Lil' Kim/50 cent
I got the magic stick
I know if I can hit once
I can hit twice
I hit the baddest chicks
shorty don't believe me
then come with me tonight
and i'll show you magic -
WHAT! WHAT!

5: Satisfaction - Benny Benassi
Push me
And then just touch me
Till i can get my satisfaction

6: Ka-Ching - Shania Twain
Can you hear it ring?
It makes you wanna sing
You'll live like a king
With lots of money and things
Ka-Ching!

7: Crazy in Love - Beyonce
You ready?
uh oh, uh oh, uh oh no no
uh oh, uh oh, uh oh no no
uh oh, uh oh, uh oh no no
uh oh, uh oh, uh oh no no

8: Alcoholic - Starsailor
Don't you know you've got your Daddy's eyes?
Daddy was alcoholic

9: Senorita - Justin Timberlake
Guys sing:
It feels like something's heating up,
can i leave with you?
Ladies :
I don't know what I'm thinking about,
really leaving with you...

10: The Fast Food Song - Fast Food Rockers
A Pizza Hut, A Pizza Hut
Kentucky Fried Chicken and a Pizza Hut
A Pizza Hut, A Pizza Hut
Kentucky Fried Chicken and a Pizza Hut
McDonald's McDonald's ....

Your date describes you!
Dear friends. Below, is an Italian horoscope and you can find a lot about youself just by searching your own identity in the Italian way.

What you have to do is to find your group with the help of your date of birth.

Group B2
Your dreams and ambitions are much important for you and you can do everything to fulfill your dreams. Love is much valuable in your life but you always search for someone perfect. You hardly trust someone. Your friends are really important for you but normally you hide a lot from them. You are a deep thinker you always study the negative view as well as positive.
You can lead a happy life with a person for whom you care a lot these days.


A giRl and a gUy caN bE just freNz, but @ one poiNt oR oTher, dEy will fAll fOr eAch otHer, MaYbe temPorarliy, mayBe @ tHe wrong Time, mAybe t0o laTe...

'Cause I'm hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't wanna speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more
Than to sit outside your door
And listen to you breathing
It's where I wanna be, yeah-ah...


lifehouse

everybody should be happy.. shalala...
well.. i am...
are you...?

Artist: N Sync
Album: N Sync
Title: I Drive Myself Crazy


Lying in your arms
So close together
Didn't know just what I had
Now I toss and turn
'Cause I'm without you
Now I'm missing you so bad
Where was my head?
Where was my heart?
Now I cry alone in the dark

I lie awake, I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of you
Made a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy wanting you
The way that I do...

I was such a fool
I couldn't see it
Just how good you were to me
You confessed your love, undying devotion
I confessed my need to be free
And now I'm left with all this pain
I've only got myself to blame

I lie awake, I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of you
Made a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy wanting you
The way that I do...

Why didn't I know it?
(How much I love you baby)
Why couldn't I show it?
(If I had only known)
When I had the chance
Oh, I had the chance

I lie awake, I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy thinking of you
Made a mistake when I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy wanting you
The way that I do...

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dedicated to the one... out there...
hope you'll noe who u are... :)

i'm doing lesson number 1, i didnt tell her that i like her. well, not yet actually. but it is tough when there are competitions around, and exams are around the corner. i dunno if she knows how i feel... but things are obvious between us (at least i think so). dun think people noticed it anyway, which is good. but still, somehow, people will know. the point is... i've dropped hints to her... i've no trust in myself. low self confidence? maybe. but i've learnt to deal with that.
being in a relationship is more than just... being together. it requires commitment, selfless "sacrifices", unconditional love and good communication between each other. it's about sharing and being there for one another, forever. when i think of all these things... the relationship will eventually end up in marriage. if not, y would u want to be in a relationship? but again... the relationship has to start somehow, and see how it works out. when it is really worth it, then marriage will become an issue.
so... should i tell her? should i? should i? i do not want to lose a friendship that is sweeter than sugar. she definitely doesnt want to. well dats wad she said anyway. if that's one of her hints too.. i dunno. but i definitely had lesson number 3 in life with her... we somehow... got lost in our own world...

~the heart determines hu will stay~

11 LESSONS IN LIFE

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in
return, but what is more painful is to love someone
and never find the courage to let that person know how
you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that
it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on
a porch, swing with, never say a word, and then walk
away feeling like it was the best conversation you've
ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until
we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what
we've been missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone -
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for
wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes
you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark
day seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to
go; be what you want to be, because you have only one
life and one chance to do all the things you want to
do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you
feel that it hurts you,it probably hurts the person
too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife; a cruel word may
wreck a life; a timely word may level stress; a loving
word may heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the
best of everything; they just make the most of
everything that comes along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends
with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and
everyone around you was smiling.Live your life so that
when you die, you're the one smiling and everyone
around you is crying.

Rainbow Connection
Kermit De Frog

Why are there so many songs about rainbows
What's on the other side?
Rainbows are visions, but only illusions
And rainbows have nothing to hide

So we've been told and some choose to believe it
I know they're wrong, wait and see
Someday we'll find it, the Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers, and me

Who said that every wish would be heard and answered
When wished on the morning star?
Somebody thought of that and someone believed it
Look what it's done so far

What's so amazing that keeps us star gazing
What do we think we might see?
Someday we'll find it, the Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers, and me

All of us under its spell
We know that it's probably magic

Have you been half-asleep and have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name
Is this the sweet sound that calls the young sailors?
The voice may be one and the same

I've heard it too many times to ignore it
It's something that I'm supposed to be
Someday we'll find it, the Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers, and me

La la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la
Yeah

Artis: Siti Nordiana & Spin
Tajuk: Resipi Berkasih

( Spin: )
Bawa bahagia
Ceriakan hidup insan
Benarkah katamu
Redupkan derita
Jika tiada rasa sayang
Tiada kekasih

( Siti Nordiana: )
Ahhh...
Cinta yang sejati
Membawa cahaya
Menyinari hidup kita
Tunjukkan setia
Karamkan di jiwa
Tanda bahagia

( Spin: )
Dah lama ditanam kasih
Mengapa orang tak setia

( Siti Nordiana: )
Sabarlah sabarlah sayang
Pasti kan bersemi jua

( Spin: )
Dugaan pastikan mendatang

( Siti Nordiana: )
Walaupun bukan diundang

( Spin: )
Hilang lah nikmatnya bercinta

( Siti Nordiana: )
Itu mainan bercinta

( korus )
( Spin: )
Rayu merayu pujuk memujuk
Aku tak tahu aku jemu
Bukan ku mahu gagal bercinta
Tidak ku mahu hidup melara

( Siti Nordiana: )
Saling percaya
Saling mengerti
Hindarilah cemburu buta
Usah pra-sangka
Hilangkan rajuk
Moga tercapai saat bahagia

( Spin & Siti Nordiana: )
Akan ku cuba hidup bahagia
Akan kutempuh lumrahnya bercinta
( 2X )

was listening to "summer loving" by Grease... reminds me of the times i had in secondary school. ahhaha. we did a special performance for our principal, Mr Loo, as he was stepping down at the end of that year. it was a dance. 60's. its cool~.. if only i can have the video that captures that moment... anyway, the point is... the song is nice.. ahhaha... when i was singing some of Grease's songs, The Ron went... "that's what too much Grease do to you" ... ahhaha.. guess it's true... somehow...

promised aida that i bring "her" picture... ahhaha... it can be anyone. =P *hint: top paragraph*

its surprising that some people knows their strengths in life, but they cannot do anything about it because they need to follow the mainstream. i mean, the mainstream gives a sense of security for the future. but not everyone likes what they are doing now. some teachers even regret being a teacher. white-collar workers hate their routine... but they cannot do anything abt it because they are afraid of following their heart, doing what they like. sometimes, i wonder what education really means...

can ... you... help.. me... find.. a ... way... to carry on again

day was draggy... and HOT. made it through the day. yeah. den later in the evening, went to help Mr Tan with some exam stuffs. the usual people were there. den we had pizza... hehe.. Mr Tan ordered it for us... nice.. had 3 BIG SLICES. *slurps*
out of nowhere, topic of girls came up... haiz.. hate it when it happens... found out that she's angry with me.. for some pictures ...
sorry
didnt mean to offend you...

move on... move on from what? i've not done anything... how do i move on?

is there a chance in hell or heaven
that there's still something here to build on
or do you just pick up the pieces after they fall

guess what? its not like i'm in PRIMARY SCHOOL! THIS IS IN JUNIOR COLLEGE! PRE-UNIVERSITY! AND THEY ARE TREATING YOU LIKE... DIRT? THEY DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR REASONS, YOUR LIFE, WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH. ALL THEY WANT IS TO SCREW YOU UPSIDE DOWN.

because of some bloody PE TEACHERS in school, minor stuffs like PE SHORTS CAN ALSO CAUSE A MAJOR ARGUMENT WIHT MY PARENTS. WHY?!?! BECAUSE IF I DO NOT BRING MY PE SHORTS, I"LL GET SCREWED BY THEM! YEAH THAT'S WHY! THEY WILL NOT BE UNDERSTANDING TO YOU. THEY'LL ENSURE THAT THEY PUNISH YOU LIKE SHIT... I REPEAT ... LIKE SHIT.. AND THEN, THEY WILL RUB SALT INTO YOUR WOUND.. MAKING SARCASTIC REMARKS AND ASS-HOLIC COMMENTS.

SINCE I CAN'T FIND MY PE SHORTS, WHATEVER REASON I GIVE WILL ENSURE THAT I GET CWO OR MAYBE WORSE THAN THAT. AND NOW... I DONT CARE IF THE TEACHERS OR EVEN MR KWEK SEES THIS. BECAUSE THIS IS THE TRUTH AND I WONT DENY IT! CALL ME UP OR WHATEVER. SACK ME FROM SCHOOL, FOR SOME STUPID REASON OF NOT BRINGING MY PE SHORTS AND COMMENTING ON IT HERE. I'LL MAKE SURE THAT THE WHOLE WORLD KNOWS HOW SUCKY THE SYSTEM IS IN SINGAPORE.

I HATE THE SYSTEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO *BUZZ* OFF "PE TEACHERS". AND SHUT THE HELL UP.

i'm ... i lose every senses that i have everytime i think of her.
its like... she's near... but not mine..
i can't bear this feeling...
dun want her to noe...
but want her to noe...
i dunno...

Artist: Blessid Union Of Souls
Album: Blessid Union Of Souls
Title: Light In Your Eyes


I can't remember the last time that we kissed goodbye
All our "I love you's" were just not enough to survive
Something your eyes never told me
But it's only now too plain to see
Brilliant disguise when you hold me
And I'm free

I've been thinking and here's what I've come to conclude
Sometimes the distance is more than two people can use
But how could I have known girl
It was time and not space you would need
Darling tonight I could hold you and you would know
But would you believe

There's a light in your eyes that I used to see
There's a place in your heart where I used to be
Was I wrong to assume that you were waiting for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me

Cards and phone calls and photograph pictures of you
Constant reminder of all the things you get used to
Is there a chance in hell or heaven
That there's still something here to build on
Or do you just pick up the pieces after they fall
But after all

There's a light in your eyes that I used to see
And a song in the words that you spoke to me
Was I wrong to believe in your melody
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me
Should I keep on waiting or does love keep on fading away
Fading away

It's been a while since I've seen you so how have you been
Did you get my letter I wrote you, but I did not send
I tried to call your old number
But the voice that I heard on the phone
I recognized but she told me the number was wrong

There's a light in my eyes but it's too bright to see
And a pain in my heart where you used to be
Guess I was wrong to assume that you were waiting here for me
There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me

for me... the best way to express how i feel is through music and song lyrics...
*looks down on the ground*

(When I first saw you, I saw love. And the
first time you touched me, I felt love. And
after all this time, you're still the one I love.)

Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life

You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'

i've realised that the best way to get random people to reach any website is by having lyrics in it...
ahhaha. looking at the tracker, people find my blog due to that... haiz... then they just leave... oh well...

time for school soon... haiz...

Artist: U2
Album: Best Of U2-1980-90
Title: Sweetest Thing


My love she throws me like a rubber ball
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
She won't catch me or break my fall
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Baby's got blue skies up ahead
But in this i'm a rain cloud
You know she likes a dry kind of love
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing


I'm losing you
Hey hey hey, i'm losing you yeah
Ain't love the sweetest thing


I wanted to run but she made me crawl
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Eternal fire, she turned me to straw
Oh oh, the sweetest thing
You know i got black eyes
But they burn so brightly for her
Mine is a blind kind of love
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing


I'm losing you
Oh oh oh, i'm losing you yeah
Ain't love the sweetest thing
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Oh oh, yeah


Blue-eyed boy meets a brown-eyed girl
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
You can sew it up but you still see the tear
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Baby's got blue skies up ahead
And in this i'm a rain cloud
You know we got a stormy kind of love
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Oh oh, the sweetest thing
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing


those are what i'm feeling now... *tears*
anyway, the music video is SO SWEET! i can't believe that the girl actually ... did not feel anything... sigh..

meaningful ....


Sorry i never told you
All i wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'cause you've flown away
So far away

Never had i imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive


And i know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And i know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Eventually we'll sing in heaven


Darling i never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
And i took your presence for granted
But i always cared
And i miss the love we shared

oh .. this is the address for the release of the results..

http://www1.moe.edu.sg/ccab/music2003/announcement%20dance%20in%20pri%20results.xls

enjoy....

got the results for SYF central judging (international dance) today. MAAANN... we got SILVER.. i expected a gold at least...
ahhaha.. yeah.. at least.. :P
and guess what? MERIDIAN JC got GOLD !!!! i mean.. wth?! maybe i should watch their dance when i get my copy of the VCD of the SYF.... sigh.. SILVER... who would be contented with that?! sigh...

just came home from a group study with muhammad and ronny. yeah.. met at 10:30 supposedly... but brought forward to 10... and i am "late"... hah... was doing my stuffs... anyway, we argued on some stuffs and yah... got things going. Oh, and there was this HUGE BUTTERFLY that looked like a sparrow. well the size at least... IT WAS HUGE I TELL U... den ronny was referring it to a bird... no idea where that came from. but yeah... it was big.. like.. overgrown.. mutated kind of insect... jeez...

i'm sad. speechless.
emotions running through my head.
should i talk to her? tell her?
share her pain?

but what if she cries?
will she feel better?
or will i make the situation worse?
furthermore, she's troubled.

will she know that i care?
and so do the others.
fren's have never been so important before.
till i met.... i joined..... i stayed.....

once a councillor, always a councillor....

impressive....



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i want to get into commando!!!!

and so... dance is over.. yay!..
other jcs were good... but we did equally good too... different variation of dances and tecniques... and songs... fun...

SUPER HAPPY MOOD

oh yah... i was singing "swing swing" during assembly in the morning today... ahahha.. and i think it was kindda loud.. :P
anyway, i think that this is the only way to know if your singing is good... hehehe ... those ppl from A01 were turning their heads to find the source of that stinking voice.. :P i think i did good with "swing swing" cos there's not much variation in tone... so ... yah... ahhahha!! weeehoo~~

and so... its the SYF dance central judging tomorrow after 10am. need to report to school by 7:30 for make-up and warm up... ahhaha this is going to be fun... i'm planning to get the gold award for the school.. ahhahaha... *hopes*
still sick... flu.... now there's cough... in school, my temperature went to 37.5 degrees.. and i told my civics tutor. however, he told me to go back to my seat instead of "isolating" me from the class.. ahha.. oh well... taken my medicine... going to sleep soon... in an hour's time maybe.. ahhahhaha

so.. all the best to us !!!

~my heart is crushed by a former love~

~My heart is crushed by a former love ~
~I'm dreaming of her ~
~She's seeing other guys ~
~I'll find someone new ~

Artist: All American Rejects
Album: All American Rejects
Title: Swing Swing


Days swiftly come and go.
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone.
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall.

Did you think that I would cry,
on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,
being alone?
I'll find someone new

Swing, Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again.

Wish cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old,
They bend, they fold
and so do I to a new love.

Bury me
(you thought your problems were gone)
Carry me
(away. away, away...)

flu flu flu!! hate flu... makes u blue...
feels sooooo sick... *sniff sniff*

had dance ... AGAIN.. ahha .. kindda tired now.. yah..
preparing hard for SYF... its this saturday... after 10am at ACS barker..
i WANT the GOLD!! ahhahaha

had PE today... floorball to be exact. now my back is hurting... *ouch*
floorball is one of the best sports that i've played in my 18 years. its adrenaline-packed, challenging, tiring and it makes you sweat like a pig. almost vomitted during the game today. felt kind of dizzy and my throat starts to give that uneasy feeling. yok khee got me a drink from the canteen .. and i didnt even ask for it.. haiz.. that's what frens are for rite? ehhe.. maybe i should pay her back the money she spent on it.. :P *thanks yok khee*

on my way home... met MR A... and he was like... "walk faster farhan. i'm older than you and i can walk even faster than that"
and "zoom" he floated to the bus-stop... unfortunately, his bus didnt come yet and i had to endure his... words... and... stuffs... anyway, my bus came and "phew", what a relief...
fancy telling me to shave like Khairul.. ahhaha... maybe not yet... this is like.. my 6th year with hair.. ahhhahaha.. and i prefer to keep it this way..

guys... try this site.. ahahha .. nice clip~

http://www.gordo.it/gordo/the_tribe.htm

yes there were times
i think u knew
when i was bored
nothing to do
i pulled it out
*dunno wad's in this area*
and i played games
and yes i won
i do it all
with one download
i did it on Miworld.....

ahhahahhaha.... craaazeee meee...~~

i seriously feel that "Nexus" should haf put more pictures of me...
i mean, I was emcee for COLLEGE DAY and my pic is not even in....
summore, my class won... i repeat... WON FIRST PRIZE... for the GP Seminar on "Private enterprise, Public Service".. and our pic is not even inside... and the report TALKED MORE on the THIRD PRIZE WINNER....
wad biasness is this... and all they say for our WINNING project was "they presented their own invention called the Humiditor Temperature Regulator, or Humtaro for short, where consumers using this product could reduce.... "blablabla" ... and nothing about HOW WE MOVED THE CROWD! tmd....


~fair? life is unfair~

plan A : do well for A levels and go university

plan B : screw A levels, go NS, and go polytechnic

plan C : screw A levels, go NS, and sign on

plan D : don't take A levels, apply for United World College Scholarship, and hope that I get selected...

plan E : be a singer, join star search and those kindda stuffs

plan F : STOP PLANNING!!!!!!!

Guan Huai Fang Shi

Ji Mo Kai Zai Xin Shi Pang
Sui Shou Zhong Yi Xie Shang Gan
Bu Rang Xing Xing Lai Kui Tan
Zhao Ge Chen Mo De Ye Wan

Zhao Ge Chen Mo De Ye Wan
Bu Rang Xing Xing Lai Kui Tan
Sui Shou Zhong Yi Xie Shang Gan
Ji Mo Kai Zai Xin Shi Pang

Wo De Guan Huai Fang Shi
Shi Ni Wu Fa Cha Jue De Bei Liang
Zhi Neng Zai Ni Bu Jing Yi Shi
Cai Suo Shang Wo Xin Fang
Ni Wang Chang De Qin Qie You Shan
Shi Wo Jin Sheng De Yi Han
Shou Shang Hou Wu Hui Di Mai Zai
Bu Liu Lu De Lian Shang

blogger screwed up my blog!!!!!!!!!

so ppl are complaining that i didnt update my blog .. ahhahaha ...

anyway .. i like this new song...

WeEeeeeeWWowuwuwWpooaooOoO

watched 10 things i hate about you last night. its good... (IT'S GOOD!) ...
will continue tonight... byez~

argh !!! damn it !!!
i can't believe i won !!

look at this...
http://www.starwaves.tv/explorer/game_winners.jsp

and the worst thing is... I DIDNT COLLECT IT !!!!!!!!!!!

RINDU PADANYA - Camelia


Sejak terpandang wajahmu
Hatiku bertanya selalu
Siapa dia mengikat pandanganku


Seringkali dia berlalu
Di hadapan dan menyapaku
Sehingga hatiku seringkali merindu
Tak dapat ku melupakan dirinya
Terbayang wajahmu di mataku


Ingin ku tanya namanya
Tapi hatiku rasa malu
Tak terucapkan walau sepatah kata
Mungkinkah diriku telah dilamun cinta
Oh... hatiku resah selalu


Haruskah aku menyatakan
Perasaanku kepadanya
Mungkinkah dia kini telah berpunya
Getar hati makin terasa
Bila terdengar suara dan bertentang mata
Ku bagaikan bebunga kehujanan
Berkembang mekar
Di setiap ketika


Tidur malamku tak lena
Asyik teringat padanya
Bilakah mentari memancarkan cahaya
Hanyalah dirinya bermain diingatan
Oh...tuhan ku rindu padanya



hehehe....

impressive... 20 unique visitors in 2 days... ahhaha
even those that i do not know... don't you think it will be better to leave me a message? :P
oh well...

something that came up at school channel...

Qoo^_^ : i am here to fish some gals from ur sch ...
Qoo^_^ : hahahha
[x]FaCt0R: and ur not MR...
Mathiaus : so what... you're a butch?
Qoo^_^ : y ? cannot mah ?
Mathiaus : pj has enough butches thank you very much
[x]FaCt0R: yeah..
[x]FaCt0R: sorry ah.. u cant get the girls..
[x]FaCt0R: like matt says... enough butches..
Qoo^_^ : o great
Mathiaus : don't be sad
Mathiaus : you could be part of us
Qoo^_^ : than u all poor things
Mathiaus : some time in your road of life
Qoo^_^ : no gal to go after
Mathiaus : and suffer under the regime of kwek

sick ppl... ahhaha..

Tonight your mine, completely...
You give your love, so sweetly...
Tonight, the light, of love is in your eyes...
But will you love me, tomorrow...

Is this a lasting, treasure...
Or just a moment's... pleasure...
Can I believe the magic of your sigh,
Will you still love me, tomorrow...

Tonight with words, unspoken...
You said that I'm the only one...
But will my heart be broken...
When the night, meets the morning sun....

I like to know, that your love...
Is love I can, be sure of...
So tell me now, and I won't ask again...
Will you still love me... tomorrow...
Will you still love me........
tomorrow......

song source click here

sux....

Artist: Michael Learns To Rock
Album: Paint My Love
Title: Breaking My Heart


(jascha richter)

I'm on the floor
Counting one minute more
Noone to break the silence

Staring into the night
All alone but that's alright
It's the feeling deep inside i don't like

Chorus:
There is no excuse my friend
For breaking my heart
Breaking my heart again
This is where our journey ends
Your breaking my heart again

Here in my bed
Counting the words you've said
They linger in the shadows

Coming home late at night
Drunk again but that's alright
It's the look in your eyes i don't like

Chorus:
There is no excuse my friend
For breaking my heart
Breaking my heart again...

just got back the whole chemistry paper and general paper today. got F for chemistry, and D7 for GP.
could have done better for general paper, no point regretting now. supposedly, there's physics extra lesson today but slacker tan "had something on". ahhh... it is his habit to slack... hopefully tomorrow we can get back our physics paper 1 and 2.

and guess what? the five periods of chemistry practical tomorrow will be used for TUTORIAL!! i hate it when that happens... its gonna be damn boring...

had assembly .... topic on SEX .. sounds fun.. well it is.. ahhaha!!
i've watched the video before.. they played it on CHANNEL i lastyear...

k... i guess i'm done with modifying this webby...
ahhaha
feel free to comment.. :P

k this is cool...

uuuuhhhhh this is soooo coooolllL~~

dun be shocked when you hear sounds from my blog... :)

yeah... i'm learning a new chinese song ... an old song though... by 5566

i'm trying to do a major change to this blog... hopefully it works.. ahahha !!
added new links to this site...
changed some colours...
and best of all.... A TAG-BOARD!!!

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Homework?
What's that? Studying? Not in your vocabulary.
You hardly study and almost never do your work
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still surviving. And you come to school so un-
often, your teachers have pratically forgotten
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ooooo i'm lana ~~~~

Artist: Darius
Album: Dive In
Title: Colourblind


Feelin' blue, while I'm trying to forget the feeling that I miss you
Feelin' green, when the jealousy swells and it won't go away in dreams

Feelin' yellow, I'm confused inside
A little hazy but mellow when I feel your eyes on me

Feelin' fine! Sublime!
When that smile of yours creeps into my mind

Oh oh

Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind

You make me colour blind

Feelin' red, when you spend all your time with your friends and not me instead
Feelin' black, when I think about all the things that I feel I lack

Feelin' jaded, when it's not gone right
All the colours have faded, then I feel your eyes on me

Feelin' fine! Sublime!
When that smile of yours creeps into my mind

Mm mm

Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind

You make me colour blind

Blinded by the light you shine, the colours fade completely
Blinded by you every time, I feel your smile defeat me

I'm colour blind
I just can't deny this feeling

Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind

Nobody told me you'd feel so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile
You're the light, you're the light
When I close my eyes
I'm colour blind

You make me colour blind

I'm colour blind

yesterday was a historic day in Singapore's history. The government announced the closure of all educational institutions from pre-school to junior college level! yay!
but somehow, they did not close the universities and other tertiary institutions though. that's just not fair! i mean, the government publicly announced that students from tertiary levels know how to take care of themselves. but have the government forgot that junior college's students are also of the same age as the polytechnic and Institute of Technical Education students?
i personally think that the government is showing its biasness openly. polytechnic and ITE students are not happy with the decision. well, obviously the students will be happy. ahhaha. but even if the government close these tertiary institutions, will they stay at home? i dont think so. anyway, the education system is such a way that students in junior colleges are trained to be leaders of the country. maybe that's why the government did not allow us to go to school so as not to contract the virus.

Oh... n i got this weird, hair-raising dream. i've experienced this kind of dream before but ... anyway here goes...
the dream is like ... i was in some kind of challenge to get free food. its like... fear factor! yes dats it .. fear factor. but the feeling is sooo real ...
i was on top of this cliff. about 100 metres away is a huge statue. the challenge was like 'flying fox', where u glide down the rope to the ground... this one has no harness, only a rope tied around the waist. n i haf to hold a belt instead ... its like ... oh my god! a belt?! i'm not afraid of flying fox or anything but i didnt noe why. as i hold on tight to te belt n fly towards the statue, i completely went through it! like the statue was just a hologram!! i was ... shocked... as i was moving at full velocity towards the end of the entire flying fox thingie... den it jerked as i hit the end !! i was screaming and holding the belt as tightly as ever. my body was already numbed .. n i wondered wad would happened if i let go ... i was moving in a circular motion about the end.... den it spiral to the ground ... as if .. the rope changed direction .. at a very high speed, i hit the water and i kept rolling ... so dat was it .. ahhaha .. man .. the feeling is cool !!!
although it was a dream, but its like ... u are there when it happens... with my heart beating tremendously... scared feeling n stuffs ..
i've been thinking for sometime now... its like, the brain controls your every senses n reactions n its like... with just stimulating the brain and numbing the body, you can get the same feeling as if u are experiencing it yourself ... without the danger of killing ur other body parts if u fail ...
but its like... if ur brain died in that 'virtual world' ... then u are dead in reality... come to think of it... it is like the concept that "MATRIX" is trying to make... damn ...