i love this song!!!! zee avi best!

sun rays come down
as when it hit the ground
children spinning around
till they fall down down down

ive wait for you
its been two hours now
you're still somewhere in town
your dinners getting cold

i rest my case
you are always this late
and you know how much i hate
waiting around 'round 'round

bitter heart, bitter heart
is trying to keep it all inside
bitter heart bitter heart
shadows will try help you to hide
bitter heart my bitter heart
is getting just a little fragile
bitter heart, bitter heart of mine~

and then you come
and tell me the same reason
as you did yesterday
so tell me whats her name

im quite hyper as i finally got my large, no cream Ultimate-extreme. best!!! da la i had chicken cordon bleu just now kat secret recipe kat Jaya One!! best!! i love coffee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love Coffee Beans & Tea Leaf!!! CB rocks!

go away

this feeling that i have, please go away. i dont want it anymore. i dont want it anymore. i dont want it anymore. let me be empty. let me be. and i hate you for making me feel this way again about you. urgh!!!!!!! this is just so confusing. and there's the rebound. haih.... and then, back to you again. please la! this is so not me. kot. or it is me.

loyal sangat lah ek? go away. this feelings, go away. tanak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! serabut la. and why must it be you out of all people?! i mean not in the bad way ke ape la kan. but this spoiled brat, feelingless, no emotions, n tall person ni jugak......... *sigh*

take out a cellotape, tampal kat dinding. nthen can you expect that a sheet of paper boleh melekat kat dinding if side sebelah die tu bukan mcm double sided tape, ada boleh lekat dua2 side pn.?

EJU-done and over with

alhamdulillah.

everything smooth je sepanjang EJU (entrance for japanese universities) exam just now. the whole day~.. we all reached KDU-kolej damansara utama- about 8 am. then the 1st paper, japanese language started at 9.00.

then, at 12.30, it was science paper-physics and chemistry-. it was damn hard! now im doubting that the past years papers that we did as tests were really the past years papers. seriously. chemistry- the subject that you could actually get high marks, susah nak mati. same goes for physics. rasa nak nangis jawab soalan... gile r..


then, the last paper... math. began at 2.30... sama je... the first page, sume leh jawab la, alhamdullilah. the second page... omg... i kept on re-doing that question. kira balik byk kali still cudnt get the answer. same goes for some of the questions at the back... adoi...

so this is the real EJU... damn hard. oh well, ive tried my best, berusaha dah sume, tawakal saje kat Allah. insyaallah lulus sume orang, my batch sume org leh fly ke jepun~ amiin!

and the rain shows my emotions while i couldnt

yeah, tears is the best medicine for grief, sadness, or even when you're lonely. but when the tears couldnt even come out, the feeling will be worse.

i like the rain but... i dont like it sometimes. today. gloomy rainy day. as if it tried to help me to show my emotions that is being held up inside.

when i looked up in the grey sky, i feel like it is talking to me. as if it says "yeah, i know how you feel. i feel the same way too".

and how i wish my phone would ring now and someone says "dont worry, everything will be alright"