29

While am officially, nearly hitting other age box, somehow I don't feel old.
Maybe because there are so much more that I want in my life, before I die.
But if this is the end of the road, I'm gladly say that I am happy and fulfill.
Sometime you don't need the world, you just need someone that love unconditionally.

The Cheating Curve

"I'm not afraid if you cheated on me physically. But what scares me the most was, if you cheated emotionally," James whispered, almost silently to his beloved partner.

30

While this year is not officially over yet, I can't help but to start planning on next year.

I will give myself a year to buy what I really, really want for ages, which is a food truck.

Talked to my significant other, and my babe's on board, supporting my plan.

I might fail miserably, just like my attempt to wrote a fiction novel, I will try and work my ass off for my dream.

Amin.

Kids

Some people prefer kids.
We love animals more.
Nothing wrong with kids.
It's just that we prefer animals.

Kids

Used to LOVE travel. In fact when my ex dumped me for someone prettier (lol) I took a writing job to review some of the best local food around Malaysia just to get away and be busy. It was fun and I gained more fat than ever haha.

But now when I had to travel once again, I hate it. Maybe because am older, and maybe simply because I'm married with kids.

Miss them so much, and miss the person who always wore pink for work.

Question

All you had to do was stay
Had me in the palm of your hand
Then, why'd you had to go and lock me out when I let you in?

R

I know I don't say it much, but with all my heart and within suicidal thoughts, I love you and thanks for being the only person that matter to me. 

Future

After busting my ass for almost a decade working for others, I think it's time to return to my old dream, which is actually to own a working food truck business.

Still on some planning, but it looks like toward it, mostly.

Be my own boss would be fabulous ~

ARMH

I know I don't say it much,
but I want you to know,
that I love you ~

Penang

Setelah hampir 10 tahun menetap di Kuala Lumpur,
akhirnya saya berpindah ke Penang.
Ikut orang rumah yang kena berpindah ke sana.
Nasib baiklah kerja saya jenis mobile.
Asal ada internet laju, saya boleh menetap kat mana-mana je.

Walaupun agak gementar tinggal di kawasan baru,
tapi sekurang-kurang rumah baru berdekatan dengan stesen KTM dan bas.
Mudah untuk saya ulang-alik ke KL dan senang untuk balik ke Kelantan.
Tambahan, rumah saya dekat dengan bandar.

Anak-anak masih cuba untuk menyesuaikan diri.
Harap-harap diorang selesa di tempat baru.
dan semuanya berjalan dengan lancar.
Amin ~

Two Heart, One Leave To Be Lonely

Doesn't know how it would take to forgive
and truly forget what you did.

Or when am able to trust you again.

Maybe letting you go is the best thing to do.

The Most Annoying, Perfectionist, Pet Loving, Cutest Person Ever Part 2

I need you to tell me,
That we're more than just uncertain future,
That we're more than bunch of lies,
That we're worth to be fought,
That we're not dreaming of fantasies ,
That we're not wasting time,
on each others.

Because I need to believe again,
Need not throwing my youth,
On empty, useless spoken love words,
So that your warms don't turn ice cold.

I want to go back to the beginning,
When all matters are some cute texts,
Where you words mean something,
and your smile belong only to me,
When you're not so angry,
When it was just you and me.

L'amour est ma guerre

Love is like an art of war,
Need to be gentle,
Need to be savage,
Need to feel like a winner,
At cost of losing a heartbreak battle.

Desperately clinging to the past,
While fooling the present,
and finally maybe letting go...
...for the unknown future?

The Most Annoying, Perfectionist, Pet Loving, Cutest Person Ever

Here is the title of my new fiction.

P/S : I Love You.