Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Whatever it is, theres still me ok? =)

You can definitely count on me for a listening ear.
So dont feel stress ya.

I'm always open for anyone if they need someone. =)

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TOday~~~nothing much ah.

then after school tought maybe go and watch the east view idol, turns out, i had duty. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Then later become emcee, what the heck la. aiya nvm, practice for now, so speech day, atleast got a bit of experience. =)

Thats all. take care all

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Monday, February 27, 2006

The sky is still a whole mystery to me.

The sky never fails to capture my imagination. When i stare deeply at the sky, i seem to drift away in my thoughts. As i watch the clouds drift away, gently and freely, it makes me so envious. It takes all my sorrows and thought all away, drifting with the clouds.

When i'm angry, when i'm sad, or when i'm just plainly bored. I never fail to stare in awe, the sky still captivates me. How i wish i could take someone with me, just to see the clouds with me?

Hmmm~

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Sunday, February 26, 2006

Alright, from my previous post, you'd probably understand that i had canoeing yesterday, so this morning when i woke up, my back was sore. =(

But thats ok. I'm strong! =x Okok, went for sunday class, mass then went to meet xy to buy boxers for peter boy boy. =)

Then went to chan house watch anime lor. Now back home. the end. =)

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Saturday, February 25, 2006

Today, woke up real early. about the same time as going to school.

So i made my way to Pasir ris mrt, bla bla bla.

After that we went canoeing, from 830 we set off, first stop was Conny Island, next was Puggol Jetty. Went to and fro. Reach back to shore about 4, targeted time was 430, so we were 30 mins ahead of schedule. Cool rite.

Then i got tanned, now kinda dark, the tone difference between my ankle and above is very drastic. lol. White and dark brown.

Anyway, it was a real fun expedition, no doubt tiring, but i really enjoyed every bit of it.

After that i forsaked my friends to go and meet xy for supposedly dinner, but obviously it didnt work out, so i had a bar of white and 2 slices of whoelmeal bread for dinner. =)

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Thursday, February 23, 2006

Part 1

I wake up in the wee hours, when the sun hasn't started to flaut its raidient rays over the vast ocean, shimmering the clam ocean waves. Casting its brilliance all over the earth as some of us fumble to get out of bed. I wake up to see the same setting just as any other day.

I try my best to fight the cobwebs that still bind me to my bed. I go to bathe, and perform the same routine every morning. While i patiently wait for the bus, i look at the variety of people around me. So many different characters. It makes me ponder what the future holds for each individual. As the bus drags itself towards my direction, i notice some more characters in the bus.

I take the first step up, immediatly i see many faces staring in my direction. Typical human instinct, inquisitive mind. I start to think about myself, how poorly i have performed, how much good have i done and contributed to this society of lies and decite.

I indulge in my own thinking, and i ask, what is life really all about? People say life is about pain, suffering. But however, i beg to differ. What happens to you is what you have done to yourself. People believe in fate, destiny. I say scrap it, why throw your life into something you know deep inside that doesnt exist?

What your future holds, is what you do now. Every minor detail, every deed you've done, it will reflect on you in the future. People who leave their pitiful lives in the cold steel hands of fate or destiny, tend to be low-downs in the future. Why? simply because you chose not to do anything, and to let nature take its course.

Letting nature take its course is another phrase i find utterly stupid, if you dont do anything, how would you know the outcome? If everyones decides to let nature take its course, everyone in the world now would be living in poverty. Suffering the inevitable pain of humanity.

So to those who read my entry, i really do hope you come to your senses and do something about your life. Don't let it go to waste, do something good for society.

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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Just cause you're a CLT doesn't mean that you can insult my rank. Dont forget you were just posted here. We could easily get you kicked.

You tell my cadet off, shouting in his face that he's giving attitude to you. CLT~~~ Wake the fuck up la, look at yourself first please. Its because of your demnding and abusive attitude is why we ALL show you attitude. Use your fucking head and think can or not? Don't tell me you can't even tell from the looks on my cadets face, non of them want you to be there everytime we have training ok.
You talk behind my back. I let my cadets go drink water, you scold them, ask them to come back, shout at them. When you ask them who gave them permission? They say : " Enick say can sir" and you tell them what? :"enick,encik only what." So what you trying to say. Enick not considered rank? you fucking stupid or something?

Son of a fucking bitch.

Don't push it.

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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Ok, today, had my maths DT.

I think i did so bad, i should have started practising a long time ago.

Nevermind, i'll score for my next one.

After that, went to one of my classmates wake, pity her, really feel for her. But its ok, i'll pray for her and her dad.

And then after that, we took taxi back, then on the way back, saw some HAISIANS settling a problem with another school "pai kia"

The haisians were absolutly stupid, i really got nothing to say, they all wear their uniform as though its their gangster clothes, pretty dumb, but well~ posers are posers~

Then some matts came along, i told my buddy that they will surely get themselves involved, and i was right. LOL. As soon as the "BOSS" of the gang saw the matt, he started combing his hair with his hands, a sign of fear.

So dumb, whats worst was, com'on, they we settling the problem along the road, like, use your brain a little, go to a void deck or something, not by the roadside, gimme a break.

Pathetic.

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Monday, February 20, 2006

I know i can get atleast an A1 for my combined science. A1 for both Phy and Chem.

I did out in effort to study, and thats is why i'm so confident. =)

So much for friendship, one bloody calculator, can't you just lend it to me. Even if it was a joke. it was carried too far ok. but heck.

Thank goodness i have other friends i CAN actually rely on.

Anyway, I will study hard, score well for my Os and prelims ya?
Yep, then can go to MJC with her. I hope so.

Take care all.

And xy, doesnt mean u fell and hurt yourself, i'll give way to you in school. XD

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Friday, February 17, 2006

Today had Cross Country.
Was originally supposed to meet mabel. But dont really know what happen, so in the end, i went with chan instead.

Supposed to report for duty at 1330, i came at 1430. Pro not? =x
I knew the day wouldn't go the way i expected, but that doesn't matter, being close to her already makes my day.

But i question myself every now and then, What do i really want? Do i really just want to be her close friend? or something deeper?

Till now, i still have not come up with an answer.

The question you all ask me, Why didn't i tell her how i really felt. My answer to you is, i'm afraid, i don't want things between us to be akward, i wan everyday to be like how it is now, being close to her, even though my heart desires more, i try my best to surpress it.

Nevermind, for now, i just wan to be close to her.

And sorry for the PMS attitude, i really dont know why i felt that way few days ago. I am ok now. i guess~~
and, sad to say, you have to get used to my craping once again. =)

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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Hmm~~ Guess i'm really dumb to have fallen for you, tried to even win you over.

Guess thats just stupid? Wasting time that could be spent on more productive work?
I don't know.

But, i don't care anymore.

I'll study instead. Thinking of you just makes me much more confused.

Go away.

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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Alright.

Today's Valentines Day, did really go as planned. Shitty feeling.
But thats alright. Gave the cookies to mabel, hope she like them. =D

Gave some to gloria as well. She said they were nice. haha.

Ah, bla. Forget it.

Whats done is done.

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Monday, February 13, 2006

Oh~~~ Tomorrow is Valentines Day.
Yipee~~
I'll pluck up my courage to tell you. =)

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Friday, February 10, 2006

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

ok. =)

Can't really juggle my CCA and Acadamic studies well now.
It sucks. I really want to perform my best at Both CCA and my Acadamic studies, but everything seems to be a real rush this year. Time has really been flying by, its already 10 of febuary, which leaves me 4 more months till i have to hand in my O'level art final paper.

I really have to sit and think through on how to spend my time, if not, i frankly think i'm going to waste every other day like i was in sec1.

Guess i really gotta buck up huh. But thats alright, i know i can do it. I'm aiming for 14points for my O'levels.

Alright. Enough about my whimping, lets get down to what happened today. =)

Errrr, normal curriculum wouldn't really be nice to talk about. So~~ Let me skip to after school. After school i lazed around for sometime, till xy wanted to go home, so i accompanied her home. Then came back to school, still raining then. I told her that the tournament would be cancelled.

But she rebuked me and said that it was like that the first match they had to. So being a goodboy, i shut up. =D
Later we went back to school, then we wasted sometime again, xy all had to leave first, so i and my group of friends went up to the hall to see the collection of O'level results. Left about 15minutes later.

Reached Dunman, we went and saw them training, dumbfounded. They were practising. Like hello~~~ it was about 1510 already. Then the guys took out some paper, layed them on the poles and we sat down. Not long Ivan took out some plastic bags, then chan, me and syc put them on. lol. Dumb. yayaya.

After that it was indeed postponed to tomorrow. So then we headed back to school, where i collected my NCC T-Shirt. lol. then went home. Thats was it.

=)

Tc.

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Sunday, February 05, 2006

Ok. Lets talk bout what happened on Sat. lol.

Hmm~~ We went visiting on sat. Went to about lets see 4x5=20, ok. We went to 5 houses, cuz i only collected 5 ang paos with $4 in them. =(

Never mind~~ better then nth, bla bla bla, visit house boring la. nothing to say. Skiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiippppp all the way to Pei2 House.

Forgot what time we reached Pei2 house ah. Then i sat in front of the TV with xy and chan. Syc and the other guys went to set up the steamboat and Bbq thingy. Wasted God knows how long before we started to eat. XD
Eat eat eat~~ cooked for my dear ex. and some other people. lol. Dear ex also cook for me. *touched* =.=

Ok~~ then after eating and sutff some went to Pei2 room to play Majong, some Blackjack outside, so me not being a gambler decided to park myself infront of the TV once again. XD
There was " not stupid" on at that time. Then watched blabla, then romantic scene. =x

Then later my mum rished me home, so i left at 1240? Xy sent me off. then reached home. Sms xy see she reached back yet not, then never reply, thought she got kidnapped by some banglas and got *you know* XD

So i Sms chan ask whether she was back yet. And she was. =.=

okokokokok. Nothing else.

Tc

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Thursday, February 02, 2006

Damn tired la today~~ First 4 periods fell asleep, on off ah. sian sia. Really wanted to pay attention, but just couldn't stay awake. ZZzz Its like 10slp for 3 days la. =.=

ok, never mind. After recess and all that, i felt more awake. Then had assembly today, we made use of the relationship talk to have fun, chit chatting at the back and stuff.

Then after that,we went to eat with asnim,chan and xy. Fun la, we play play, lame here and there, play with food. blablabla. fun la. Should do that more often i guess. Small group, but yet fun. XD

Then later we went to buy present for xy. So shy leh. go insde sheer romance, look left, look right, all bikini. like wtf la. lol. But xy present so must "tahan". =) in the end she chose one flower one ah. Paid for it, then the lady ask xy one question funny sia!!!! lol.. ahahahahaa. =x

k la. haha

On the contray, are some people blind to not notice the difference between close friends and being together? Or are they just inmature still thinking that as long as a girl and guy are close together means they like each other?

Come'on, where the heck to you live? Kampong Glam? get a life. Wake up~~ hello.

Alright. Thats all. Looking forward to Valentine's Day. XD

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Ok, tue~~ was a really fun day, no doubt some were bored to came to my room and lamed.

Overall fun la. haha. My mum's cooking is the best! =D

Then at night they celebrated my advanced birthday and xy belated birthday. so celebrated together. =)
then then then~~ nth, they gamble again, then xy, jas, shenn & me played Monopoly.

The end. lol

Wed~~

Today had a really tiring day, so packed! After sch had Extra classes, then followed by CCA then dinner, hardly had anytime to spare. =(

But it was fun! then happen to meet chan at Bugis, chan happened to meet his cousin at Bugis too. lol. Such a coincidence huh.

Later we went back together.

Then in front of com play Dota, died 6 times, i suck, yayayay. lol. need more practice la ok~~

ok. I gtg. Nitz

Love you guy loads!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
XD

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