Sunday, April 05, 2009

will not blog here that often anymore...have decided to shift to another blog. =)

love everyone who has been following up this blog for the past 5 years okay?

jocelyn | 12:29:00 PM

Friday, April 03, 2009

and so, i was on my way home from bukit timah after accompanying a friend at the park. the bus was packed and i was cursed with a single decked bus. snorts. there's this stupid aunty, who boarded the bus one stop after me, kept squeezing soOooo close to me like as if she wants to kiss my ass. or not really....but! whatever it is, i cant stand it!!

she was squeezing so close to me that i have no where to stand and nearly fell down in the bus. in an attempt to save myself, i had to randomly grab someone's bag. -________________-" yes. and that person starred at me like as if i was a robber, trying to snatch his bag or what-so-ever.

suay to the max.

the journey continues...and i finally got a seat! end to my nightmare? not really.

i was sitting beside this guy, whom obviously has sinus or flu. he kept sleeping in all sorts of awkward position that i feel like slapping him. nevermind about him.

then..there was this lady, who couldnt stop yakking away with her friend while standing beside me. as she yak, she was holding onto the bar which was right behind me...and she kept pulling my hair!!! like..grab pole....grab hair along with it and pull. -pouts-

not once, but twice in a row. i had to like lean forward and pull my hair out of her grasp...and she gave this very faint and weak, 'im sorry' which was hardly audible. after that, she kinda got separated from her friend as more people were boarding the bus. she just couldnt stop yakking...so she tried to tap her friend's shoulder to ask her to shift back with her (so she can yak some more). while trying to move forward a little to tap her friend, she lost her balance. in a frenzy, i dont know what the hell is she doing, she pulled my sleeves before grabbing the pole.

okay. nevermind.

so she tried to tap her friend ANOTHER TIME. this time, she lost her fucking balance again and she %#$&!@ grabbed my sleeves again can!!!

wa lau...this is seriously one of the worse trip i've took on the bus man.

so i glanced back to stare at her...and her boyfriend who was right next to her told her loud and clear, 'i think she's going to kill you. stand properly.'

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......

.........

he thinks im deaf. but oh well, he made a point. i did feel like killing her though. hahaha...

jocelyn | 11:45:00 AM

Sunday, March 22, 2009

一开始我只相信　伟大的是感情
最后我无力的看清　强悍的是命运

你还是选择回去
他刺痛你的心　但你不肯觉醒
你说爱本就是梦境
跟你借的幸福　我只能还你

想留不能留　才最寂寞
没说完温柔　只剩离歌
心碎前一秒　用力的相拥著沈默
用心跳送你　辛酸离歌

原来爱是种任性　不该太多考虑
爱没有聪不聪明　只有愿不愿意

看不见永久　听见离歌

jocelyn | 11:06:00 PM

Friday, March 20, 2009

i think i just felt my heart twisted or sorts.

it really hurts.

jocelyn | 10:58:00 PM

Monday, March 16, 2009

HAPPY 5th BIRTHDAY TO MY BLOG!!!

hahaha....five years of crapping and still counting. =)

jocelyn | 11:51:00 AM

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

went for the red jumpsuit apparatus concert last night.

but, im super duper uber lazy to blog about it now. will update more when i feel less lazy. photos up on facebook by the way. =)

hahaha!

im a lazy ass.

jocelyn | 2:56:00 PM

Sunday, March 01, 2009

had a wonderful week. =)

i guess good things do come after a shitty week?

list of good things.

1) catching up with a LOoOOOOOng time no see friend over facebook first.
2) heh. cannot say out number 2, but i was happy despite the mad rush and taking cab.
3) i had the best day with my grandma. =) chats, shop 'n save and yong tau foo.
4) met up with the long time no see friend. when i say long time no see, i really meant it. 4 years. tsk tsk...4 years can do so much difference to a person! lol.
5) had an early birthday celebration for my mum at indochine (clarke quay). nice food, nice ambience, free cake and have eye candy to see somemore!! worth it! haha...
6) cousin's wedding at crowne plaza hotel. relatives meeting up again!

that's a very brief summary. haha...im plain lazy to type.

now for the bad thing.

1) exam is on thursday.
2) not yet start studying.
3) my hair looks like shit. im having bad hair day, everyday!!! -sounds familiar doesnt it?-

i think im done with my post. got to start studying a little.

jocelyn | 11:58:00 PM

Sunday, February 22, 2009

live for the moment...

when the moment is ending soon.

jocelyn | 11:26:00 PM

Thursday, February 19, 2009

傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

jocelyn | 1:04:00 AM

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

just wished that people will know im not exactly angry...it's really more of sadness.

i didnt mean to ignored everyone yesterday, that wasnt the best thing to do in this world but i think i just need to keep quiet and keep my emotions to myself. self defence you may call it, but i know if i open my mouth, nothing nice will come out of it too...better be quiet than hurting someone.

i know people care for me. it really took me some time to decide on ignoring everyone okay. pffft.

i have things that i cant say out here and it's really complicated. im not being complacement here...neither am i being an insensitive bitch.

i really didnt mean to hurt anyone's feeling. i really didnt mean to. =(

i know im a daddy's girl.

and i know i shouldnt have snapped at mum over the phone.

im sorry. im really sorry.