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Thursday, February 27, 2014 @ 8:12 AM
Long time no blog.
its been awhile and i'm back to complain again.
so i turned 21. nothing feels different, only that people are using it against me so much.
"21 already still late ar?" "21 one already still dunno how to wash the dishes""21 already still dunno how to keep your room clean""21 already still so不懂事"
WHAT. AM I SUPPOSE TO TURN INTO A SAINT CAUSE I'M 21? I'M SORRY I DINT GET THAT NOTE.
and its not like i dont ok. its just that in your eyes, as long as my room is not a blank canvas it's not clean. bloody hell.
i come home the lastest from work, i leave home the first for work. i deal with shit at work. and i gotta come home and face this shit. cant i come home and just relax? so what if i dont wash the dishes before 10? will that be a crime? its not like i'm not gonna do it. i can fucking wash the dishes any fucking time i want right, whats the big deal getting angry with me over something like that. just because i dont do it at a timing you like?! you're the one at home the whole day watching your bloody korean shows, not the one having to act fake at work. i know you're thinking, "last time when i was working i gotta do this apart from bringing work home to do and everything else as well" yes i understand, but last time i was only in primary school and subsequently, we got a maid, who slept in my room and used and stole my stuff. and after that, did i not help you out as well? does it mean that you've done it in the past you must punish me like this as well, thinking i deserve it cause YOU'VE done it? isn't that thinking kinda childish.
cant everybody be happy? rather than showing black faces over small nothings?
and also, why is everybody forcing me to do the things that they want me to do?! i do what i want ok. bestie wants me to work for mediacorp thinking is it good exposure for me. yes i understand your good intensions,but who is it exactly that's in the media industry now? who do you think would know better, and you still quote "trust me"?! on what grounds do you have man. do you not know how bad it is to work for mediacorp? friends and reviews say that its a terrible place to work at. just because they are the biggest media company in singapore doesnt mean that they are a very good company. and i dont wanna work for a place i have no interest in anyway. and did i not mention that i wont be able to attend uni if i work for mediacorp cause of the their contract bond? i'm sorry i dont have a high paid job like you. i'm sorry i'm not all glamorous like you. i'm sorry i'm not as pretty as you. i'm sorry i'm not as smart as you. i'm sorry i'm so inferior.
why am i getting scolded for my job?! you reckon i can find a job that pays much more at the generation like this. you think i can immediately find a job that pays 5k a month ar?! i'm sorry i'm not you. i'm sorry i'm not like my bestie who is pretty and can get the best kind of job a singaporean lady can get. and so what, you scold me then what you want me to do quit?! then when i quit and dont have a job, i get scolded also.
i wanna just fucking bang a wall and die right now.
everything is pissing my off these few days, it could be that i'm on my period but seriously EVERY SINGLE FUCKING THING AND PERSON IS OUT TO PISS ME OFF. I'M ABOUT TO HAVING FUCKING ANGER MANAGEMENT ISSUES.
oh and being sick is just the cherry on top of it all. and of course nobody cares at all.
I AM STILL ME. I JUST TURNED A YEAR OLDER THATS ALL. DONT GIVE ME ALL THIS BULLSHIT.
Long time no blog.
its been awhile and i'm back to complain again.
so i turned 21. nothing feels different, only that people are using it against me so much.
"21 already still late ar?" "21 one already still dunno how to wash the dishes""21 already still dunno how to keep your room clean""21 already still so不懂事"
WHAT. AM I SUPPOSE TO TURN INTO A SAINT CAUSE I'M 21? I'M SORRY I DINT GET THAT NOTE.
and its not like i dont ok. its just that in your eyes, as long as my room is not a blank canvas it's not clean. bloody hell.
i come home the lastest from work, i leave home the first for work. i deal with shit at work. and i gotta come home and face this shit. cant i come home and just relax? so what if i dont wash the dishes before 10? will that be a crime? its not like i'm not gonna do it. i can fucking wash the dishes any fucking time i want right, whats the big deal getting angry with me over something like that. just because i dont do it at a timing you like?! you're the one at home the whole day watching your bloody korean shows, not the one having to act fake at work. i know you're thinking, "last time when i was working i gotta do this apart from bringing work home to do and everything else as well" yes i understand, but last time i was only in primary school and subsequently, we got a maid, who slept in my room and used and stole my stuff. and after that, did i not help you out as well? does it mean that you've done it in the past you must punish me like this as well, thinking i deserve it cause YOU'VE done it? isn't that thinking kinda childish.
cant everybody be happy? rather than showing black faces over small nothings?
and also, why is everybody forcing me to do the things that they want me to do?! i do what i want ok. bestie wants me to work for mediacorp thinking is it good exposure for me. yes i understand your good intensions,but who is it exactly that's in the media industry now? who do you think would know better, and you still quote "trust me"?! on what grounds do you have man. do you not know how bad it is to work for mediacorp? friends and reviews say that its a terrible place to work at. just because they are the biggest media company in singapore doesnt mean that they are a very good company. and i dont wanna work for a place i have no interest in anyway. and did i not mention that i wont be able to attend uni if i work for mediacorp cause of the their contract bond? i'm sorry i dont have a high paid job like you. i'm sorry i'm not all glamorous like you. i'm sorry i'm not as pretty as you. i'm sorry i'm not as smart as you. i'm sorry i'm so inferior.
why am i getting scolded for my job?! you reckon i can find a job that pays much more at the generation like this. you think i can immediately find a job that pays 5k a month ar?! i'm sorry i'm not you. i'm sorry i'm not like my bestie who is pretty and can get the best kind of job a singaporean lady can get. and so what, you scold me then what you want me to do quit?! then when i quit and dont have a job, i get scolded also.
i wanna just fucking bang a wall and die right now.
everything is pissing my off these few days, it could be that i'm on my period but seriously EVERY SINGLE FUCKING THING AND PERSON IS OUT TO PISS ME OFF. I'M ABOUT TO HAVING FUCKING ANGER MANAGEMENT ISSUES.
oh and being sick is just the cherry on top of it all. and of course nobody cares at all.
I AM STILL ME. I JUST TURNED A YEAR OLDER THATS ALL. DONT GIVE ME ALL THIS BULLSHIT.
