I had been having interesting dreams for the past few nights..I believe those are the things that I really want happen in my real life..but i know full well that it will not happen..
I am watching the f1 grand prix right now..but i don't really understand a lot of things about it..so i am getting a bit bored from watching..
I had been not knowing what to do for the past 2 days..feeling as if there's nothing worth doing..feeling as if there's no purpose to my life..so i really have no idea what I should do..
I am actually quite excited to get the new phone..the most expensive phone i have ever gotten..but at the same time i am thinking whether i should spend so much money to get that phone..
i should go and prepare for my group meeting soon..
good night
dreaming at: 9:02 PM
I never really understood why some people hope to be a celebrity so so much..to the extent of being cheated or willing to do anything for it..Well..i might start to understand..
I like to sing and I like to act though i rarely do either..
lately i have been listening to a lot a lot of songs..and sometimes i am really very amazed how creative the song writers can be..that they can come up with so so so many songs..nice songs..and lately i have been listening to a lot of songs by twins..now i am a bit inclined to think that hk songs are much nicer..well..i don't know..
lately i had been thinking..how come some people can already be famous by the time they are 20..and i..by the time i am 20 i am still nameless and studying..seems like people by 20 have already led a very fun and memorable life..and normal people like me and everyone else.........
listening to twins' songs make me think about school..sometimes i really miss needing to go to school 6am in the morning..those scheduled regular days that i don't have anymore..people say we should enjoy as much as we can while we are still in school..or else we will sure regret it in the future because we will not have the chance to go through that all over again..well..that is really very true..i still think the most memorable and precious years are my jc period..though a lot of people think it's the uni years..
i had been wondering..how many people actually have a first love that last from the time they got together till they day they part this world?
i still like cantonese more than any other languages..
dreaming at: 4:28 AM
Lately I always have an idea in my head..I am getting quite old already..though i am still school and not yet stepping into the working world..somehow i feel that i am rather old..to think about it..if i can live until 60..i have already lived 1/3 of my life..that's quite a long time isn't it?
At the same time of realizing that i am old..i come to realization that people around me are getting older with me..my youngest sister is not a small kid anymore..though i would always love to think of her as a small kid..like when she was a kindergarten kid..my mother is old already..i never really thought about how old she is..today i mad a calculation..she is now 44 years old..she always complain that she is old and is now developing symptoms such as degrading eyesight..but i never took it to heart..guess she really is getting old..that means my father is also getting old..he is already 55..oh well..
Time passes too fast..
I stumbled upon a website that has a death clock..the death clock says that I should be dying on Sunday, July 1, 2046..well..that means i should still have only 38 years left..what should i make of the remaining 38 years??
dreaming at: 12:36 AM
I had been 4 months since I last blogged..So many things happened over the last 4 months.. and it just seemed impossible to blog everything..
I was watching Absolute Boyfriend on crunchyroll..a new drama based on a comic series..initially I thought the drama is not very nice because it deferred almost entirely from the comic which I though had a better setting..I thought the actors and actress did not rightly protray the real characteristic of the comic characters..Well..I still think so but I think I can see the merit in the show now..somehow it got me touched midway through the show..
Some people seem to need to try harder than anyone else to get the result desired..and I wonder why..
I was talking to a friend..and I learned that different people indeed have very different aspirations and even though they may be studying the same course..their future..at least the future that they dream about are entirely different..
Lstening to different people having different dreams about their lives really made me feel small..I thought I had always known what I wanna do but I am not so sure anymore..
I am still trying my best to score A+ at a module that I think I will undertake for the rest of my life..though I should be improving after years of practice..I feel that I am still failing..Especially in times like this..I see myself still staying at F..
"Why didn't I notice his fatigue?"
Well..that should be it for now..good night..
dreaming at: 1:15 AM