erm... is anybody still reading my blog? maybe i will come back to bloggin if there are still readers..........

hey hey~
i know it have been eons since i last updated..
lazy. oops.
HAHA.

so yea,
happy new year!
and erm, super belated merry christmas!

okay,
recaps. rewind rewind rewind.
lotsa things happened, when lotsa places..
i cant really remember la..
but ok,
let me think..

in november,
baby breanne's first birhday!

december,
BKK trip!

i really dun remember la.
go to my facebook page, its all there.
laziness is a hard habit to kick. =p

alright, new year new resolutions!
1. start exercising!
stopped running for a while now, its time to shape up!
dun wanna be the last runner in the addidas marathon. ha!

2. stop bubble tea-ing everyday!
FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT.

3. study harder!
yea, din really do well last sem.. time to buck up!

4. convince myself that i LOVE teachin chinese

5. love fabian more!
not as in i dun love him enough, maybe i should change it to " start asking fabian to love me more!" haha. sounds great.

6. maintain friendships!
oh, i met up with wong 2 weeks ago.. had a great time catching up.. i love this feeling when u meet someone that uve lost contact with, and realise that she has been there all along, and still we're able to open up the same.. =)) and of cos rou! we're always meeting up last minute.. but im glad, we're both super steady! one sms, and there we are, chatting like always.. =)) never changed. and of cos, my NIE darlings, why are u all always waiting for me to plan huh? AH TAN!
and also, new friends made! well not exactly new friends la.. old friends, new friendship..uncle XM! =))


7. earn moolahs, save moolahs!
hmm, this resolution is half fullfilled. small business set up alr! moolahs here i come!!! =p

8. blog more!
i will TRY to stop being lazy. haha!

well, thats all for now.. i guess this 7 resolutions are more than enough..
=))

to pok : small n n , i'll see u in sch on monday.. in the meantime, remember eggs are high in cholestrol! =p and good luck to the both of us for our 10 weeks of hell!

to fang : jiayou! its not gonna be easy, but i know u can do it! i still owe u ur birthday present.. oops. im gonna meet u one day.. *promise. =))

to fabian : hello dear. another year already. phew. HAHA.

to xm : hotcakes! haha.. i'll claim my gift from u soon.. see ya in sch! breen misses u! =)))

i know im gonna lose my readers one day if i continue to just blog once in a month or maybe once in two weeks with all my emo and pointless entries..

but then again, who am i to blame when there's nothin interesting to blog about? okay, maybe there indeed are things to blog about, just that sometimes im just too tired, or i simply cant be bothered..

have u ever felt that uve lost passion towards somethin or someone? thats how i feel about blogging now. okay, maybe i feel that there's a need to keep things to myself, thus the lack of blogging..

im just rambling stupid things here la.
cant sleep. so i just thought that i can blog with my phone for awhile.

ok. had a conversation with the hubby just now.. all i can say is, the truth hurts. thats why we'd rather hear lies. fcuk.

sometimes i really hate myself for being so dumb. although knowing that i will hear things that i dun want to, i will still lead him to saying all that. okay. nvm. i only have myself to blame. ive always knew that i will never be irreplaceble in anyones life. thats it.

and no, we did not quarrel.

ive just wasted 5 mins of ur time by reading this post.

ok. its time to sleep.
goodbye.

if i could, i would grab u by ur ears and scream "fuck u" till u wake up and realise what u've been missing out in me.

asshole.

i'm feeling lousy.
i know i shouldn't be thinkinh about it..but i just cant help it... fcuk.
cant stop the tears.

im running out of time and energy..
ive never felt this lousy before..
=(
i need a break.

was reading around, and i found this,
to mr fabian sit: READ.

-Women associate affection with security, comfort, protection and approval. When a man shows his wife affection, he's sending subliminal messages to her that he'll take care of her, stand by her and protect her.
-When women have intimate conversations with their spouse, it reassures them and makes them feel loved and supported. Couples should build upon such interaction even after marriage to avoid misunderstanding and miscommunication, and to avoid drifting apart. When couples don't communicate, either or both parties may start looking to a third party to fulfill that need.
-A woman needs to be able to trust her husband completely. She gets a sense of security from knowing her spouse's thoughts, habits, feelings, likes, dislikes, personal history, daily activities and future plans. When a man doesn't maintain an honest, open communication with his wife, he undermines her trust.

ive always been a fan of sophie kinsella..
especially her shopaholic series!
i used to borrow her books from the library, but its always hard to find them cos they are always off the shelves fast!

and so,
while shopping with fang at kino that day,
i bought one of her latest book "Remember me"..
halfway thru the book now,
and i never regret buying it!

went to popular last tuesday,
and i saw that sophie's books are on promotion now,
buy 1 get 1 free!
and so, i bought 1 and got another free!
i got so excited and phoned the hubby,
guess wat he said...
"buy for wat.. u will read not......"
hais,
but i dun care!
im gonna own all her shopaholic series (im waiting for my paycheck!! or maybe u guys can get them for my birthday! )
and ya,
after that the hubby said "ok la, at least its buying books. reading is good for u, better than clothes...."
-_-



just came back from the meetup with my sup..
and i had hotcakes for breakfast!
nothing BIG la actually.
but then again,
i love hotcakes.


im sick of telling u "i've already told u"

might be hopping over to wordpress.
considering to lock some posts........