Thursday, December 27, 2007

little black shoes

little black shoes

i've always had a thing for black shiny pointy heels with ribbon but i never seemed to have any luck findin the right pair.. i've had this one for a month or so & i'm lovin it.. well, they may not look brand new [i walk around a lot.. it's my job..] but they are the pair that i've been searchin for..!

The side..

The top..

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

straight is..

straight is..


Wednesday, December 05, 2007

..& it rained

..& it rained

i'm on half day leave today.. have one of the assignments to finish & lectures to catch up on..

it rained heavily today just before lunch.. unfortunate events happened to me & it began with the bag..

Part I: i picked up some stuffs from 6 Batt Rd to bring over to Pru & as i was walkin back along the stretch of Raffles Place [outside Chevron House to be precise..] with YvoNNe Lu [she was goin for lunch, you see] the bag that i was carryin gave way & all the cans of Coke & Carrot Juice came tumblin down & rolled all over the place..! imagine the embarrassment that i was in..! thank goodness YvoNNe was with me or i could have sworn i'd cry.. 2 gentlemen came up & helped us pick up the drinks.. i stuffed them in the plastic bag that i had with me, hung the umbrella that YvoNNe gave me on my hand & walked quickly back to Pru..

[i'm not done yet..]

Part II: i left Prudential Tower only to find that it was still rainin heavily.. as usual, i don't have an umbrella with me [i don't like to carry one around] so i took the underpass to 55 Market Street & texted aZMaN at the same time, hopin that he'll get the message & rescue me from the rain.. it was busy at Geek i presume because he didn't reply so i stood at the traffic light junction at Republic Plaza II & prayed as hard as i could that the rain will subside.. well, it didn't so i stood there, resigned to my fate that i'll be stuck at the junction till eternity..![ok, so i exaggerated] & then..! an angel, a French angel to be exact, came to my rescue..! [*flutters eyelids & clasps hands*] he asked if i wanted to cross over to 55 Market Street & of course i said yes so he offered to share his umbrella with me.. aww.. sweet right..? his was a 1-man umbrella [you know, the small foldable one that you can tuck in your bag..] yet he offered to share.. such a nice guy.. *smiles*

& so the story ends with me partially wet with soggy stockings & squishy shoes..

**the end..

Thursday, November 29, 2007

i'm not still a girl..

i'm not still a girl..

i'm goin to have my hair washed & blown for the X'mas party.. don't laugh..! at the end of the day, i'm still a girl afterall..

apparently me & Valerie [the new PA in Pru] are goin to be wearin the same top later.. what the..? well it's ok.. as i told her this mornin, we could go as twins or somethin.. haha.. corny eh..? so i decided not to wear the outfit that my sister's friend loan to me.. it's just too big.. i'm practically sweepin the floor as i walk & the top's hooks can be undone without me havin to do it myself.. it's that bad..

this month i'm very contented with my earnings.. yes, i jolly well earned it.. thanks to my colleagues for helpin me & aZMaN for his understandin.. *smiles*

right.. i'll be back with pictures.. till later..

Thursday, November 22, 2007

to be or not to be..

to be or not to be..

this is it..

the countdown has started.. a year from now things are goin to take a turn.. plannin has started & i don't know how to describe the feelin.. anxiety? excitement? frustration? probably a mix of everythin..

it's a whole different take now.. i came back from holiday feelin refreshed but gradually it worn off & now it's back to square one.. feelin the tension of work again..

next week thursday's our X'mas Party & did i mention to you that the theme's "Bollywood"? thanks to my sister & her reliable contacts & resources, she managed to get a loan for me for the costume.. one of her colleagues has a suit that she's worn once & it comes with accessories as well so good for me.. haha.. i'll try to keep in mind to put up pictures of the party..

**good luck

Monday, November 12, 2007

refresh-ed!

refresh-ed!

so i'm back.. & i've become much more relaxed than usual.. so relaxed that i'm freakin myself out actually..

one trip i definitely won't forget.. the weather was good & it only rained in the evenin, after we've reached the hotel.. we didn't have enough time to fully explore & shop around anyway.. ironic enough, we didn't even go to the beach but our time was well-spent at the Khai Islands.. well, one thing for sure was that the beach was a little far from the hotel than i expected so it was worth it..

i will be back, that's for sure & the next time i decide to go back, i'm goin to make sure it'll be longer than just 3 days..

**enough said..

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

countin down the hours till..

countin down the hours till..

..i take my leave!

phuket here i come..! a vacation finally.. after 2 years of postponin my holidays, it's finally comin through..

**24 hours left..

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

along the lines of grace..

along the lines of grace..

wednesday...

started the day off with what was left of the torrent..

thank you.. very much indeed..

**desolate me..

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

contemplation

contemplation

it sucks..

BiG time..

it feels like they want to chase me out of this place..

*SiGh*

no worries.. maybe it means that i have to buck up.. or maybe i have to look for a greener pasture..?

**help me..

Beraya Bersama SinGLes_OuT '07

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Salam Lebaran

Salam Lebaran

what a way to celebrate my Hari Raya this year..! "Great minds think alike.." that's what he said.. Guess who my Hari Raya date this year is..?



TA DA..!

yeap.. my one & only aBaNG.. *sigh* it was so funny because just as he reached MaMa's door & i turned around to greet him & MaK NoR, our jaws dropped & we pointed our fingers to each other & went like "Hey..!!" it was so hilarious..

this year's Hari Raya is pretty special.. sunday i actually went visitin with my brothers & also not forgettin my married sister.. *sigh* how i missed those childhood times.. it's been a couple of years since we last had a group outin.. normally we'd go visitin as individual families (which really sucks)..

yesterday i met aZMaN & i super-love his new haircut..! makes him look more serious than before, i have to say, but he's still the crazy MONG-ster that i know..

we had a sucky monday evenin, unfortunately, but there was a lesson that one of us has learnt from this "trick He played on us"..

**love you sayang..

Thursday, October 11, 2007

appease

appease

overly excited.. that was how i felt yesterday, knowin that i'll be meetin the S_O ladies for iftar.. it's one of those gatherings that you look forward to each year where you'll get together for dinner or over coffee & fill one another in about what's happenin in our lives..

it's a meaningful one for me this year.. it's probably the 1st meet-up that we actually sat down after dinner & had serious conversations.. may it be a learnin process for us, now that we've learnt the meanin of true friends..

ladies, thank you for not being judgemental.. thank you for the understandin that you've showed.. 5 more months to our 5th aNNiVeRSaRy..

**today i woke up with a heavy heart.. last night i couldn't get to sleep.. i'm bearin the feelin of guilt & i don't know what to do..

i don't know if it's a good idea to call you..
i don't know if it's best to leave you alone..
all i know is that i'm very sorry & i'm hurtin inside because i really don't know what to do..

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Getaway..!

Getaway..!



check out the pics from the links.. courtesy of iDaDi [most of it..]

i had the BESTEST weekend ever..! i had my 2 BESTEST buddies & my sister with me, chillin out at the porch, watchin the torch from the garden die one by one, doin silly things & laughin ourselves crazy.. what more can i ask for..?

my parents & my brother left for JB on friday.. iDa, my sis & myself left on saturday afternoon & we reached at about 6.30pm.. it was a long ride to the house.. slow movin traffic delayed the normally-2 hours-max journey but it was worth it.. we got donuts, ayam madu& soft drinks.. MuM cooked fishball soup & rendang daging & she also bought some other snacks.. gosh.. i can't continue..

after breakin fast, we sat around the living room & watch tv.. i was waitin in anticipation for aZMaN to arrive.. i thought he'd probably reach latest by 9.30pm but he was stuck at the JB immigration.. i shan't elaborate here though..

i think i'll stop here.. let the pictures do the talkin..

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

my wonderful weekend

my wonderful weekend

he cooked dinner last saturday.. i came over & had dinner with the family..

PhEw..!

i survived.. they are really nice folks.. am so lookin forward to meetin them again.. well, that would make it this thursday then.. hehe..

we went crazy at Plaza Singapura on sunday.. we bought baskets for my room, flowers for my mum & phone for the house.. not forgettin shoes, pants & shirts for him.. [somebody's got to look smart for work now so he has to dress accordingly..] we did all this for a full 6 hours..! as i've told you before dear, i never knew shoppin can be so fun..

Friday, September 28, 2007

conspiracy

conspiracy

had a fun "MonteSSori" last wednesday.. headed down to East Coast for dinner which was, to me, a little unconventional.. he made dinner so it didn't really matter to me what i was actually stuffin down my guts..

the moon was full, the wind was just nice & the weather was perfect..



i really enjoy havin conversations with him.. i love his company.. i appreciate his thoughts.. i like the attention.. hehe..~

just as you thought everythin was perfect, the ex-es had to ruin everythin..! conspiracy..?

one was tryin to rub salt into the wound while the other one was tryin hard to find fault.. tough luck suckers.. you guys have got to try much, much harder than that, right love..? it got us thinkin, why must the both of them "appear" at the same time..?

the ex-es from hell..

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

happy 21st to my One & Only SISTeR..!!

happy 21st to my One & Only SISTeR..!!

finally she's 21 but still not grown up yet.. you know what i mean.. haha.. even my mum said so..

aZMaN & me got her a Nike watch, not exactly the white one that she wanted but a smaller version which came in baby blue & purple.. i know she doesn't like it as much as the white one but what say does she have, right..? hehehe.. aDiK got her "Restaurant Empire".. cool game, haven't tried but will soon.. BaBa & MuM got her 2 pairs of jeans & unfortunately i can't fit into them.. darn it.. can't share.. we had a small celebration, pizza for dinner & a chocolate truffle cake..

anyway, here's VaNeSSa buried in namecards last Friday.. enjoy..!


Monday, September 24, 2007

you made my day..

you made my day..

as you've mentioned in your msg to me this morning, we did spent the weekend together.. i wouldn't have realised it if you hadn't told me..

anyway, thank you for droppin by yesterday with the wonderful tikka/butter chicken i'm so glad you could make it to break fast with my family.. when's my turn..? hehehehe...

*5 more weeks to our lil' getaway...

**i love you, dear...

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

my significant half..

my significant half..

i was not angry when i wrote yesterday's entry... i guess some of you thought that i was.. hehe.. as i mentioned, i was just tryin to get my msg across to that SIGNIFICANT someone.. you know who you are..



last saturday, we went to the National Museum to catch a Japanese movie.. i don't know exactly what the genre of the movie was but i did find it quite hilarious [& ended just in time for us to break fast..] & as how aZMaN put it as "witty for an old movie"..

lookin forward to more visits & outings with you..! don't forget our date to the Arts Museum this friday dear.. after which we shall have delicious naan [i'll have the garlic ones], tandoori chicken & ice kacang for dessert.. we can then go to Dome & make fun of the baristas there.. do make me a latte this time dear..? i don't want another flat white..

**i love you, sayang..

Monday, September 17, 2007

stupid assumptions...

stupid assumptions...

everyday i keep tellin you the same thing.. over & over again till your ears can't take it, your brain just want to scream "I GET THE MSG!" but i can't help it.. it's just like 50 First Dates, i wake up fallin in love with you all over again.. i can't get enough of you & it doesn't help that time's not always on our side...

over time, i've learnt the meanin of patience & resistance but to put it into practice with you, it's pretty hard.. your irresistible & i have limited patience.. 6 years (3 years, minus the disappearances, engagements etc..) of waitin & hopin is more than enough to drive 1 crazy..

if fate was unfair, we won't keep meetin each other at the oddest situations.. think about it.. what's the odds of us bumpin into each other, when either of us was engaged & havin issues with each other's partners, TWICE? i'm her nemesis & he's threatened by your presence, how perfect was that?

enough said..

Friday, September 14, 2007

2nd day

2nd day

*yawns*

it's 3:48pm & here i am sittin in AiDa's seat feelin sleepy & helpless.. TGIF..!

i can't help it & it's only the 2nd day of Ramadan..! i don't like the new lady here.. she's just so annoying..

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

i'm sorry

i'm sorry

sometimes things don't look as easy as they may seem. you may think that the person you've been with or have known for the longest time may know you inside out & vice versa but that's not the case for many..

you might know what her favourite colour is or how he takes his coffee but there might be small details that could have been left out.. funny as it may seem but even a couple who's been married for 20 or even 30 years have their own fair share of differences and squabbles..

all i'm tryin to put across is that you should never assume that you know everythin & what everyone thinks & feels.. i did & i learnt my lesson..

i'm sorry my dear..

Friday, September 07, 2007

left & right

left & right

waited for more than a year for my 23rd birthday wish to come true...






the ESSENTIAL 2 that i can't live without..

Monday, September 03, 2007

crazy monster..!

crazy monster..!

i had an incredible weekend..! managed to take my mind off a couple of stuffs including the pain on Friday... had a magnificent Saturday morning, fantastic afternoon & a lovely evening... so many things to do yet so little time but at least the time didn't pass by as fast as my lunch time...

i finally got to go to Sentosa after so long... have to go before the fasting month starts... i've never had the chance to go due to circumstances & somebody's personal preferences but now i can finally enjoy the things that i've always loved doing..

fill in later..

speechless..

Friday, August 24, 2007

tired-ness

tired-ness


Bowling Day..

exhaustion:

- mentally
- physically
- emotionally

that's it.. lookin forward to the short break on the 7th of september.. hopefully it'll help clear the grey clouds in my head..

heard my aBaNG has a show there, happened that there's tickets available & my parents told me to accompany them so why not.. jeez.. now i feel like a lamp post.. thanks to my parents..

i feel like givin up.. on what..? EVERYTHIN! complications has been aroused.. misunderstandings has been created.. that's why i'm tired..! overrated but who cares..

is it so hard to put things back how there were before..? is it so hard to grasp the concept of communicatin & understandin each other..? is it so difficult for you to actually STOP THINKIN ABOUT YOURSELF & BE CONSIDERATE TO THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU..? i don't want to talk about this anymore.. i've tolerated long enough.. i swallowed my pride, thinkin that i was makin the right move by being with you but you have disappointed me.. how do we work this out..?

i don't know

& i don't want to know...

Monday, July 23, 2007

monday morning...

monday morning...

what a way to start the week.. woke up to a cold weather, no mood whatsoever to work.. *sigh* AiDa's on leave today because her daughter's down with chicken pox, that poor girl...

"share"'s went up today but as usual, it came with a price.. Derwent started with us today & the guys who were supposed to fix the wall ports & set up the switch ports delayed their arrival.. it was set tentatively in the morning but was delayed until the end of the day.. was playin hide & seek with the guy in charge.. he called whenever i was away from the desk & i kept emailin him & insisted that he replied to them but as stubborn as i was, he never did..! jeez!

staggered lunch became a "grab-&-go" with Van buyin lunch for AuDReY who never left her seat, mannin to the board.. we took turns coverin the board.. there was always somethin to do..

stupid internet connection...
stupid HK server...
stupid laptops...
stupid cables...

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

another month..

another month..

firstly, i would like to CONGRATULATE my dearest Dancin' Queen on her engagement on the July 7, 2007.. (i know.. i know.. i'm 10 days late..)

i have been overwhelmed at work & i'm beginnin to feel as if life has ran out of fun.. that is where the long vacation comes in.. *ehem..* i'm wonderin if i could even find a suitable time to take a long leave.. *sigh..*

i don't know if i should continue on like this.. maybe i don't manage my time well or maybe there's just too much work.. i don't know.. i miss shifts.. i miss flats.. i miss jeans & t-shirts.. there are opportunities here but i feel like i'm being hindered.. i can't find the courage to stand up for myself.. this is probably not my forte.. i get mad when it happens but i just don't know how to retaliate..

jeez.. it's 2 weeks to my 1st year anniversary workin here but feels like just yesterday that i stepped into these heels & threw on a powersuit to work..

it's just not me..

there was somethin that i needed to pour out but it slipped my mind.. next time..

**i'm resigned to the fact that i will take forever to put up pictures here.. procrastinate..

***i love my HuBBy..

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

I made the mistake...

I made the mistake...

i want to PUBLICLY APOLOGIZE to my other half for recklessly hurtin his feelin...

i was such a BITCH & i admit it...

i shouldn't have kept in contact with ANYONE in the 1st place... knowin he's the very jealous type, what was i thinkin..??

i'm positive that nothin can make up for the mistake that i did & i can understand if he doesn't want to forgive me... given the situation, i would have gotten pissed too... i don't want to point out mistakes here but when things happen, they happen for a reason.. don't you think so..?

whatever your perception is about me now, i don't really care because i know what i did & i don't want to look at the past & brood over it...

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

relive the moment..

relive the moment..

went shoppin with aYuL last saturday & she bought 2 tops, 2 dresses & a pants.. all these for the same price of a G2000 suit..! can you imagine..?

anyway, things are gettin a little mundane & i don't know how long it's goin to last.. plannin to go for a short getaway in July with my bestie but nothin is confirmed for now..

i've got pictures up in Shutterfly but i've to sort them out & re-arrange them before i can officially put the album up.. 400+ pictures..! jeez..!

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

TAURUS WOMAN

TAURUS WOMAN

A slim and moderately tall woman. Taurus woman is funny and jolly. Square facial bone structure, high cheek bone. Her round big eyes sparkle with wit and curiosity. You will not see many round faces Taurus women, and mainly she will have a strong jaw line.

She is a constantly changing person. If she's upset, she will not show it and will keep it to herself for a long time, and will remember them so well. If she gets really mad at you, you will suddenly become a totally and completely stranger to her.

She is a patient person, but always need new excitement. She hates long talk meeting, long and endless conversation. She can be in love with you today, and one day she could act as if she has never loved you before. She has patience with what she wants to do and will never give up until she gets there. She will be very persistent in what she is doing till she has reasons for stopping her project, then she will quit.

Money for Taurus woman is not the most important factor in life. She thinks of money as an instrument for assuring of a good living. She has more satisfaction in achieving her goals more than satisfaction in fine cloths and luxuries. If you like a woman who always thinks of love and romance, then you are dating the wrong girl. You cannot tell her to stay at home, she likes to work and prefers not to work at home.

She loves animals and likes to be surround by animals. Love is in her head, but Freedom is in her soul. She has her own idea about love and afraid to show her true feeling for fear of rejection. She is not the type to talk about love, but she sure has a strange way to show it. She is not good in showing when she is in love, but if she loves you she will be honest to you than any other women.

She will be honest to her loved one, but at the same time seems distant. You will have a good relationship with her, if you allow her freedom. Do not force her to be with you in a poker game which she hates, but let she goes out swinging with her friends if she wants to. She will be different than other girls, and she thinks different is one of her unique quality. She is a public figure but belongs to no one. She will not stay with you, if she thinks you are not sincere. She likes you to have personality, but better not to compete with her. Love her, but not too much for she afraid it will be limiting her freedom.

She always stands out of the crowd for something she dares to do. You could see her dress like a poor farmer dinning in the fancy restaurant, or dress like a nun in an a cocktail dress party. If you are a politician who is looking for a wife, she will make a good one because she is cleverly smart and she can get along socially with any type of crowds.

She is not a jealous type because she has to know you thoroughly before accepting you in her life. She has more curiosity in life than wondering if right now you are flirting with someone else. If you keep a distant from her, or go away for a few days, she will miss you more. Even when she is dating you, she is also able to be fond of someone else, if you do not have something she is looking for. She will never disappoint you or hide behind your back to make you lose face, but she is the type who just going to tell you to your face that "We're better off breaking up".
She always remembers her first love. Taurus woman holds the best record for divorce for she does not care about how people think of her, but everything should be done for "Happiness".

She has lots of friends and sure of herself, so you will hardly see she delays any of her thoughts before her action. If she thinks of something, she will go ahead and do it. She has many men wanting her for her constant changes is the challenge. She can be cute and funny, but suddenly cool and tough. She has her own style of dressing up, so you could see her dress like an old maid today, and tomorrow she may dress like she comes from Mars. She will have that interesting hair, dress and a look unique from anyone else.

She likes to learn about your dreams and your thoughts. She has fun teasing you and making jokes. If she did something wrong, she won't hide it from you, but do not ask when she is not in the mood to talk about it. She hates to owe people money and takes promise seriously. If you promise to pay her back, you'd better pay up.

If you want to make it with Taurus woman, then do not be jealous or possessive, do not be narrow-minded, do not criticize about nonsense or small and insignificant matters. Try to like her friends and let she has her privacy, then she can be very sweet to you.

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

questions procrastinated

questions procrastinated

i've always looked up to you as someone who i call my brother but at some moment in time, as we grew up i saw another part of you that i still can't put a finger to. i knew it wasn't just a "cousin thing" but i put it off time & time again.

up to this point of time, before i commit myself to somethin that i know can't change once i've agreed on, i just want you to know that you mean the world to me & you're more than just a big brother. i don't wish to make a huge mistake so all i want to do now is to tell you the whole truth & i want to know what's your take on this.

it's been 4 years, Abang, & i'm not goin to waste anymore time because i think i've put it off for too long.

i saw the look on your face last night & it gave me the thinkin that you're unhappy & resigned. you can lie to your friends, Abang, but i don't think you can lie to me.

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Phantom of The Opera

Phantom of The Opera

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SYNOPSIS

Broadway's longest-running and most popular musical, THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA, returns to Singapore for a strictly limited season in March 2007.

Andrew Lloyd-Webber's phenomenal hit first burst onto the London stage 20 years ago, and continues to play to full houses nightly in London, New York and around the world. THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA has been seen by over 80 million people worldwide, has been performed in more than 20 countries, has won over 50 major theatre awards, and has grossed more than S$5 billion.

With 130 cast, crew and orchestra members, spectacular sets and more than 230 costumes, THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA contains some of Andrew Lloyd Webber's most famous and stirring music, including "The Phantom of the Opera" and "Music of the Night".


simply superb.. was worth watchin.. if i had the means, i'd bring the whole cast home with me & i can watch it every single day..!

Sunday, April 08, 2007

oh it's nothin.. just a mental breakdown..

oh it's nothin.. just a mental breakdown..

i got hurt recently.. & i still feel hurt.. it's probably just my ego.. maybe it got scratched.. or maybe i'm just over sensitive.. you know how women are these days right..?

he said i praise my very good friends so high up that i'm beginin to sound like i worship them..! how interesting.. probably i did but i guess i'm insecured.. haha.. hmm.. let me see.. just to refresh my memories, these are the "WHOLE LOTSA FRIENDS" that i have who i'm OH-SO-ALWAYS constantly in touch with:

- iDaDi
- SinGLeS_OuT
- Servcorp Pru Team

that's a lot isn't it..? WOW! that's a lot of very good friends i have..! i'm so freakin occupied with them & they are 24/7 in my mind that he must have felt neglected.. poor baby.. i'm sorry.. i promise i won't talk about them anymore, ok? sorry dear..!

Monday, April 02, 2007

..how about an extended memory?

..how about an extended memory?

yeap.. that's probably what i want for my birthday this year.. an extended memory size for my BRAIN that is..! another case of information overload.. *SiGh*

been so occupied at work lately [like what's new, right..?] with what, i'm clueless myself.. all i can remember is that i'm readin through materials & doin a little hands-on on secretarial stuffs such as welcome packs, different types of virtual packages & things like that.. doesn't sound heavy but add this to my normal daily routine & what you get is pain in the brain.. it's awful i tell you..

been learnin how to do some of the other closings for invoicin & such too.. i'm tryin to remind myself to remind my brain to take a break but apparently i keep forgettin to do so.. i probably should get more sticky notes or somethin..

anyway, aYuL managed to recover the pictures from S_O's 4th Anniversary.. i'll put them up as soon as i can..

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

back to school

back to school

i'm starting my classes [again] in April.. if everythin is confirmed, my 1st class will be starin on the 24th of April & the 2nd class would be on the 27th.. i can't wait to go back to school..!

has been hectic at work recently.. it's probably just me, i guess.. to the extent that i dream of work & people at work, i think that's a little too much.. by the way, the painkillers (for my feet) from Raffles Medical works very well.. i think i'll get more from my doctor..

on a personal side, i don't know if what i'm doin is right.. i'm just followin my instincts & my heart..

last week my mind was constantly thinkin of somebody.. it was very bad & it wasn't like as if i wanted to think of that person.. it just happens.. well, no more occurrence so i'm almost certain it was just a phase..

**i love you..!

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

365 days ago..

365 days ago..

i survived..! i managed to keep myself safe today.. no falls, no broken back, no fractured feet.. hehehehe..~

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

..& it happened again

..& it happened again

yet another fun & fruitful evening with the s|nGLeS_OuT ladies.. well, as usual meetin up has never been "normal".. the ladies should know what i mean.. hehehe~

on our 2nd anniversary, i can still remember how my sandals came apart just as aYu "fetched" me from work.. i had no choice but to hobble back to O'briens & grab another pair of available shoes.. guess what happened on this year's anniversary.. that's right..! my sandals came apart AGAIN..! i called aYu to rescue me from embarrassment & together we went scourin for somethin for my feet.. notice that it only happens when i meet aYu..? i should probably NOT meet her first the next time..

went down to M.A.C to meet up with s|zzY & told e-BoO that we'll see her there.. while waitin for her, we were makin jokes about how she would turn up at McDonald's instead of M.A.C & obviously we were right..! she called aYu & asked where we were & told us that she was already at McD's.. hehehehe~ that's just so her..

had dinner at Sakura, Far East.. almost walloped the waiter for gettin our orders wrong.. thank goodness the ladies were around or i might have just stormed out from there.. geez.. strolled down to Party World beside Crown Prince Hotel & spent a solid 4 hours singin our lungs out..! at the end of it all, our anniversary was a blast..

love you girls..

**pictures please.. my camera ate the pictures up.. *sigh*

Saturday, March 03, 2007

Happy 4th Anniversary To My Special Ladies..!

Happy 4th Anniversary To My Special Ladies..!

WE'RE 4 YEARS YOUNG..! CONGRATULATIONS TO s|nGLeS_OuT..!

waitin with much anxiety to see you ladies later.. it's another one of those rare opportunities that we meet up, hang out & have fun.. don't forget your camera[s] ladies..!

anyway, here's a big welcome to our NEW Servcorp blog.. take a sneak peek into the typical "a day in the life of.." in Servcorp, specially brought to you by us.. hehehehe..

i'm keepin it as simple as possible so that the ladies can blog in their entries easily.. such a coincidence that Servcorp decided to change the colour theme to the same blogskin colour that i chose [blue & orange].. synergy..? hmmm..

Thursday, February 22, 2007

breather

breather



jambu-jambu naik lori,
matair pulak dengan matrep.
boring-boring gigit jari,
kalau tak gigit, makan grape!


*thanks sis for the 1st two-liners.. this is the end product when 2 sisters get bored from a dreaded long cab ride..

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

bimbotic-ness

bimbotic-ness

you know, i just don't literally get it sometimes.. maybe this is what they call life; full of ups & downs, clear skies & obstacles, expect the unexpected etc.. personally, when times are cool, they are really cool but when things heat up, they just tend to blown out of proportion which leaves a big, gooey, ugly mess in my already-muddled-&-very-messed-up head..

you guys out there.. YES YOU! what i don't get is, why are you guys so freakin fickle?? you say we girls can't make up our minds but HEY listen up, i've got my fair share of knowledge from being around you creatures too long & i jolly well dare to say that you guys are no better than us.. in fact a bunch of you clowns are much, much more pro at this fickle game.. & some of you.. why can't you just let go of the past?? what happened before is now called HISTORY..! don't be such idiots, alright? get over it, MOVE ON.. geez..

sorry for blastin.. just needed to clear my mind..

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

"it's funny only when it happens to someone else.."

"it's funny only when it happens to someone else.."

the familiar phrase.. the trademark that never failed to irritate me but at the same time makes me smile..

he resurfaced.. he BLOODY well resurfaced after all these months.. but all's good between us now.. i think.. i hope.. i've learnt to let go & tried to pick myself up when he disappeared [again].. the only place i could seek solace & words of advice was from HaiZiR.. thanks bro, for the sound advice.. appreciate that..

anyway, a year ago, on this very day, i remembered how my day was spent.. although it wasn't a day for celebration for us, i enjoyed myself very much & i'm sure he did too.. i recalled how it was such a coincidence that our off day happened to be on the 14th & that we had wanted to go do somethin "artsy" by ourselves.. in the end, we went to the Singapore Philatelic Museum & The Substation to watch short films together..

whatever..

Monday, February 12, 2007

justification..?

justification..?

sometimes it's hard to please everyone especially when EVERYONE is under pressure & they expect SOMETHIN from you all at the same time..

as much as i don't want to appear ungrateful, i might already have.. not that i want to but as i have mentioned above, it's so hard to please everyone.. i don't even know if i have made the right decisions so far.. knowin myself, i'm bound to regret a lot of things..

i don't know how to apologise to a very good friend who, i know, i've hurt so much..
i don't know if i've met the right person or the path that i choose is the one that i REALLY want to follow..
i don't know what's goin on actually..

1st issue - maybe i just didn't like the fact that everybody was assumin that we are a couple but that was like ages ago.. maybe i'm just haunted by it.. up till now, i can't stand it when anyone makes a joke out of this matter.. it just makes me so mad..! somehow, i'm so scarred by it but i don't understand why.. he's helped me so much, he was always there during the FALL period & he hasn't done anythin wrong but i JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I CAN'T LET THINGS BE AS THEY WERE..?

2nd issue - i'm gettin the cold feet suddenly.. i have no doubts about him because i know what he is really into & it's definitely not GIRLS.. just that sometimes i feel pressurized with the current situation to the extent that i can't even think.. i just wish that he can really, really understand..

gimme a break..

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

breakin my back..

breakin my back..

i don't wish to whine but it's the truth.. my back hurts..! all the shiftin, pushin & pullin of furnitures yesterday has made me broken..

HaNN got into an accident this mornin.. don't know what to do.. cross my fingers & pray hard that YvoNNe approves of my half-day leave today..

Monday, January 29, 2007

½ of ½ is..?

½ of ½ is..?

i finally threw away the Fossil watch yesterday.. i had kept it thinkin that i would change the strap or somethin but yesterday i took a long look at the watch & decided "heck.. i'll get myself another Fossil.."

yesterday i went to AiN's weddin @ her place in serangoon.. was surprised to see her in the outfit.. she was smaller then i expected..! the decoration was simple but nice.. the colour combination was not really my taste but all in all, it was ok.. had wanted to take pictures with her but there were too many guests so RaJa, HaNN & myself decided to take our leave..

i had initially wanted to go to my relative's weddin @ pasir ris but when i thought of how HaNN would get bored at home by himself, i decided not to & spend the rest of the afternoon with him shoppin.. well, HE was shoppin, not me.. managed to get for himself a pair of jeans & a shirt.. we are, afterall, simple shoppers.. *WiNkZ*

found a pretty black lace top @ bugis.. going to grab that once i get my pay.. speakin of bugis, we went to collect the ring yesterday.. just last friday we went to the jewellers to make the payments & at the same time do a fitting.. i didn't know i had such a small ring-finger.. hehehe˜ so confidently, i asked for a size 10 which, obviously, was too loose so the lady looked at my finger & suggested that i go for a size 8.. unwillingly, i agreed but hey, it fit! i gave the thumbs up & we got the ring..

preparations' still underway.. i've not done any calculations whatsoever but in time to come.. so many things to take note of.. lucky i have iDaDi to help me..

today AuDReY is actin rather STRANGE... must be somethin in the food that she ate this mornin.. SIGH.. [if you see any typo-errors in this entry, must have been AuDReY's fault..]

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

tense.. & patience

tense.. & patience

i didn't know marriage can be such a pain.. so so many things to do & prepare! GOSH! havin never been there before, it does sound interestin but how does one actually find the space to breathe?

first things first, how do you know that you are ready for it? & when you are, how do you go about doing all the preps & stuffs? some people take a few years to do all these but some get married within a year or 2.. & there's also the objections from some members of the family & hurdles & barriers to go through.. even as i'm readin what i just typed makes me tired..!

but on the other hand, i have to say marriage is a beautiful thing.. no matter how grand or simple the whole affair is, i believe that at the end of the day the happiness of the couple is what's most important..

why am i talkin about this? i don't know.. just felt like it i guess.. tell me, if you were a parent & you have a daughter how much would you ask for a dowry..?

Friday, January 05, 2007

My Hopeful 2007

My Hopeful 2007

HELLO 2007! Happy New Year to everyone..

it has been a very challengin 2006 for me.. from the trails of entries, i'm pretty much sure you know what i'm talkin about.. 365 days ago, i was typin in my entry elsewhere & was in the midst of my exams.. what a way to start 2006.. & then there was the job hunt & the matchmakin plot which didn't work out..

from the reunion of best friends to the reunion of 2 hearts [that never made the headlines..] THE FATAL FALL..! the neverendin quest to get the cast removed.. geez.. the far away friend who filled my nights.. OH! World Cup! let's not forget that..

well, so many things had happened & i don't think i can recall each & every detail.. whatever it is, they have passed & it's time to look forward to a brand new year.. new job, new friends, new colleagues, new sayang..so many new things..!

anyway, i had to bring forward last year's resolutions due to unforseen circumstances [if you know what i mean..]

1 - get myself a job
2 - pay off my bills [not all's paid up though..]
3 - get my driving license [erm.. this year probably..? hehe..]
4 - complete my Diploma course [by this year.. i promise!]
5 - FINALLY find a real guy to settle down with [FOUND!]

on a final note, here's wishin everyone a joyful 2007.. stay away from wet staircases, do not cross the road while SMS-ing & PLEASE avoid breakin any bones.. take it from me, it's no fun at all..