birthday party turned disaster...

a happy 22nd birthday 2 me.. hehe~ [thick-skinned!] for the first tym, my FaiZaL celebratin my birthday with the family... hilarious but disasterous at the same tym..! got on the wrong note sumwhere.. dat's between MuM & FaiZaL baby.. long story cut short, MuM started the conversation with him by askin when he intends to propose to me! RIDICULOUS!!! surprisingly, BaBa & FaiZaL got along really well [must be the Cancerian-bond or sumthin...]

was so glad it wuz over after dinner.. felt dat MuM gave him a bad impression but had a talk wit my parents juz now & it seems lyk they are oOK abt us.. thank God..

aniwae, they got me dis Guy Laroche wallet & keypouch set & a VERY CUDDLY Winnie the Pooh bear..! thanx guys.. Luv u all..

angel baby

9 weeks, 3 days,
the only time you lived Baby...
i hate to let you go
but it's not time for you yet...
as sad as i am, i LOVE you lots
& so does Papa...
forgive me for not welcoming you dear
forgive Papa too for his negligance...
the whole time i had you, you've been good, Baby...
no fuss, no ailment, no trouble...
a God-sent that we can't have
it's a shame...
we love you, Baby...
[dedicated to 'an angel' unseen.. God bless it's soul in Heaven]

change of plans...


didn't go to KL.. the guys couldn't agree on certain things like where to go, when to leave for S'pore etc..etc.. i juz went wit the flow so wen FaiZal called the whole thing off, i juz had to agree.. instead, FaiZal, me, SaLikiN & his gerl, iKa went to SenTosa (again..) for an overnyt trip.. sunburn on my shoulders & my nose.. damm..

i myt be quittin my job @ O'Briens.. i'm beginnin to hate it there.. hate the crowds, hate the customers (not all though..), hate the management... i hate feelin tired everyday after werk.. got a recommendation fr iDaDi @ her werkplc.. hope i can juz leave soon.. *SiGh*

a life in form
as small as can be
tossin & turnin
uncomfortable it seems..

i'll write in soon... once i have the free tym.. btw, i'm goin for a small operation tmr (19th april 2005)... pray for me frens..