.Tuesday, November 24, 2009 Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
Did i do the right thing by finding a way back into love?Not that i dont love you or something but it hurts SO much.Never have i fallen so hard for someone =/I never told you how i really felt becuz i'm afraid things might fall apart.I always say 'lets just drop it, i have no say in this so i should keep my mouth shut' Honestly, i want to talk abt it, but i cant bring myself to do it.I'm afraid tt i would sound bratty and unreasonable =SBut this feeling of jealousy or watever feeling i'm feeling right now,is growing stronger each day, each time pple come telling me things i wished u would have told me :/ call me childish, watever but yea...Ahhhhhhh i'm going crazy!!! I'm supposed to be doing my 1000 word essay right nowbut no mood.... ZzzzMy guts are telling me tt u're keeping stuff from me, this i'm sure.Haiz how to tell you?? ): I dunwan to be selfish but... sighzI have no idea how to put it either =/I mean i respect the fact tt i stole her away from you but... this is way too much!Smsing so much? Still being so close? Who in the right mind would do tt when u're attached?...I know i dont do tt... Ok maybe sometimes but tt's cuz i was getting back at you.But guess wat! You didnt get the hints =/ARGH!!! Guys! i really dun understand them!!!Hey classmates! sry abt this post. Not a very nice way to restart my blog but yea.
More will come, just so you know... It's mainly gonna be my feelings. Hope u guys dun mind (:
♥.
Give me some love Tuesday, November 24, 2009