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Veronica Valentina
18 years old
Gone

April 17, 2009 - 12:37 AM
At the crossroads
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I won't be blogging all over my blog anymore. Feelings faded. Interest lost. Maybe as and when I like. Maybe tomorrow, maybe the week after. Hosting my personal website soon. Till then! Bye peeps! Love y'all!


"In our life many roads would come our way as we journey through life. Roads that lead to a life of single blessedness, marriage, fame and fortune on one hand, or isolation and poverty on the other. And not to forget roads to happiness, sadness, roads towards victory and jubilation, and roads leading to defeat and disappointment."

Just like any road, there are corners, detours, and crossroads in life. Haha. Perhaps the most perplexing road that you would encounter is a crossroad. Yes, a crossroad.

I'm not sure I can explain this properly or even put my finger on it. I will try.

Almost a year ago, I'm a happy girl. I 'thought' I found my balance. Family, friends, money and jobs. It look all vague in my vision now.

I think I began to miss it on last few months. Some days I found myself feeling as if I was detached from my body. Detached from my family, friends and my life. D-e-t-a-c-h-e-d. It was as if I was in waiting for an event. What event? I had no knowledge of any nor any expectancy for any such happening. I felt sad and angry. Frustrated. Then, disappointment. It was like a cycle. A process I've been through that turned yellow in my book of life.

I need to run. I need to conceal myself. Before everything falls into pieces. I thought to myself, 'What is wrong with me?'. It then took me weeks to figure it out all by myself. It isn't depression. It's just the shadow visiting. I know the difference between them.

I have pacified these by telling myself I am at a crossroads.

Nothing terrible has happened. Really.

Is just changes in me that even me, myself can't comprehend.


For today I've made the decision. I don't know how will it turn out, but definitely something positive(:


xoxo, sis. Thanks for all the late night cheering and words and tears. You're the second most important person in my life. I love you.

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April 15, 2009 - 7:19 PM
I want NOBODY NOBODY but YOU!
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Holy crow! Who would have knew this could made my day! That's awfully brilliant. I doubt very much that I'll be able to do stuff like that. Trust you!

Trust you for mocking at this fellow behind the screen.




Can't wait for her whole MV to be release! 'I think I did it for love' is my current dance song. Errr... except for the dance choreography. HAHA! :D

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