My baby is back!!
Yippee!!
Haha.
Rcved her call from the airport this morning.
Around 7 plus.
My wish came true.
All the hoping didn't go to waste.
Wow..
What a surprise.
Didn't expect her to return home so early.
I love her so much.
Hmm..
But my darling needs her rest.
She's sleeping now.
12 hrs flight is no joke.
Sleep well my darling.
Can't wait to see you.
Let the journey begin!!

Ohh..
And today's our first month!!
Her coming home early is the best first month present I'll ever rcv.
Yay!!
*hugs darling tight.
I've waited long for this day.
I was on the verge of dying.
Darling, Iloveyou*.

Yay.
Netball bbq and chalet at Sentosa was great.
Haha.
I wanna thank the sec3 juniors for planning everything for us.
They even cooked for us.
Soo nice..
Hehe.
Arrived sentosa in the morning.
Swam and played in the sea.
Climbed rocks.
Hahah.
Washed up at around 3 plus.
Super tired.
My head was throbbing.
Went to the chalet.
The room was fucking small.
Hahaha.
I think my room was bigger then the place.
But nvm lah.
Nice and cosy.
Haha.
The weather was fucking crappy.
Because it rained...then stopped....then rained...then stopped.
And most of our plans were spoiled cause it rained.
Damn.
The sec3 didn't stay.
Only the sec4s.
Haha.
Talked and laughed till 4-5 in the morning.
Many stuff happened.
Haha.
I'm lazy to say.
The room was quite cold.
Most of the time, I had to curl myself into a ball.
Haha.
Woke up around 10 in the morning.
Checked out.
Had breakfast.
Walked around in Harbourfront.
Played arcade.
Hahaha.
Yes..
Played arcade.
Yep.
Went home after that.
Meeting up with the netballers again on monday.
Yay!
Hahaha..

Tmr's our first month.
8 more days till she returns.
Hopefully her mum doesn't wanna extend.
So it's still 8 days.
Darling, I love you.
I'm still waiting for your return.
*muacks.

I think I'm gonna be sick.
Woke up this morning with a sore throat.
What the hell...
Aargh.
I hate falling sick.
Plus the netball chalet's coming up..
I DO NOT wanna fall sick.
Haha.
It's the tenth day that my dear darling has gone to Switz.
Let's see...
Another ten to go??
Haha.
*sigh sigh..
Waiting for her to come back....
Saying I love you everyday....
Praying that she's alright over there..
Hoping to see her soon...
That's what I've been doing for the past few days.
I think I'm gonna end my blogging days after she comes back from Switz.
I don't see a need to describe every thing I do with my darling.
I'm not gonna share it with the world.
Hahaha.
Ehh..okay..maybe not end it.
But I won't be blogging often.
Haha.

Wo Hui Fa Zhe Dai
Ran Hou Wei Wei Xiao
Jie Zhe Jin Jin Bi Shang Yan
You Xiang Le Yi Bian
Ni Wen Rou De Lian

That's what I do every now and then.
Haha.

-gone-

I'm bloggin today..
Cause eileen ah soh told me to.
Haha.
I'm kidding..don't scold me.
Well...
Don't feel like talking about my day.
I don't know why.
It's not that I didn't enjoy it.
I did...
But..
It's just not the same without my darling.
*sigh..
I miss her.
Every minute.
Thinking of her everyday.
Anyway..
Took LOTS of neos today.
With...manda and gang..
Val and eileen..
Mich and Beatrice..
Last but not least..
Alex.
*sigh..
Sorry folks.
Just ain't got the mood.
Hah.

Sam..
I miss you.
I really do.
Can you feel it??
*sigh..

-goodnight world-
-goodnight darling-

*hugs darling.

Missing someone can be quite depressing.
Not in the mood to update le.
My sunshine's away on her holiday.
Without you, my days are as cold as the winter nights.
Without you, life is colourless.
I'm missing you so much.
Your birthday was yesterday.
And all I could do was wish you were here.
All I could do was close my eyes and imagine you were here.
Now I can understand why you said that it can be quite depressing while I was away.
16 more days??
*sigh
It's passing real slowly.
*sigh
Come back soon.
Your dear is missing you terribly.
*hugs&kisses.

I'm back from Korea!!
Haha.
Missed her a hell lot.
But luckily they had computers in the hotel rooms in Korea.
So I emailed my darling quite often.
But still..I missed holding her.
*sigh.
Called her the moment I reached the airport.
Missed her voice.
Ahh..
Being able to hear her again..my heart began to melt.
Met her the next day.
It's her turn to fly off to somewhere.
To switzerland.
For many many many days.
And I mean MANY.
Haha.
Darling, you're the sweetest.
She bought me the Jay Zhou CD.
Met her at TM.
I can memorise the names of the stations now.
Haha.
When I saw her..
My eyes widened and my heart began to pound.
I felt like I was falling in love all over again.
When I saw her, it was totally over-whelming.
I love her.
Had lunch in the foodcourt.
Went upstairs to take neoprints.
Decided to take a neocard instead.
Turned out pretty nice.
Haha.
Sweet sweet couple.
Haha.
Then we went to the arcade.
Darling won me in 'Marvel vs. Capcom'.
With her combo of Ryu and Spiderman.
Haha.
Yep.
Sent her off after that.
Hugged her tight.
Can't bear to let go.
*Sigh.
But I was glad I could see her before she left.

Took a train to meet Ade and Alex for dinner.
I was late.
Hehe.
Sorry Ade.
Walked to Far East.
Ate and then to Heeren to take neos.
Saw bahlerie and gb gang.
Haha.
Took neos.
Nice nice.
Walked to paragon to sit and talk.
It's been so long since we crapped and laughed so much.
I love you guys.
After tt bonding session, I went home myself.
Looking out of the bus window, I began to stone.
Thinking of her and looking at our card.
I realised how precious you are to me.
How important you are to me.
You're so lovely.
My darling, my love, my angel.
Reached home and took a quick bath.
Was expecting a call from my darling.
She's calling from the airport.
At around..11+
My hp rang.
Gawd..I missed her.
How to live a day without her?
I don't know.
Haha.
Talked abit.
Said our "I miss yous".
She had to go.
But later, she called again.
Really leaving le.
Haix..
Was beginning to miss her as soon as she put down the phone.
Before I went to sleep, I looked at our card again.
Held it tight in my palm.
And slowly, began to sleep away.
I've got a date with my darling in my dreams......
Goodnight world.
Goodnight darling.
I love you.

-gone-

Ahhhh..
Just spent a wonderful day with my darling.
It's like I've known her for months.
*smiles at darling.

Woke up quite early today.
Headed to Tampines Mall.
Meeting my darling there at 2, but I arrived at 12+.
Haha.
Kiasu freak.
Anyway, walked around.
Was deciding what to get for my darling.
Suddenly spotted something.
My darling's favourite!!
Haigen Daz Strawberry ice cream!!
Yep..got that for her.
Looked quite swah koo holding the melting ice cream walking from centruy square to tm.
Asked darling to hurry.
By the time she arrived, ice cream was half melted.
Haha.
Sorry darling..you had to drink it up instead.
Hehe..
After tt, took a train down to Ps.
Caught Duplex.
It's super funny I tell you.
Darling and me were laughin our heads off.
Love it when she leans on my shoulder.
Ahhh..
Sorry, I haven felt this way for very very long.
Haha.
I feel so loved by my darling.
I love it.
Down to Heeren for neos.
We ended up taking twice.
Nice nice poses!
I like!!
Hahaha.
Darling's good at designing.
*winks.
Shall scan them when I'm back from Korea.
Soo..please be patient my dear friends.
Haha.
Sent her home in a cab.
She slept for most of the journey.
Ni kao zai wo de jian bang
Ni zai wo xiong kou shui jiao
Hehehe..
Holding you in my arms.
I feel all warm inside.
Knowing that you're beside me..I wanna protect you and keep you warm.
Darling, you are all I ever need.

After that, took a train home.
Gotta save money.
Hahah.
Reached home around 11.
Darling msged me the sweetest msg ever.
Oh..and happy one week to us!!
*looks at darling and gives darling a peck on the cheek.
I'm so going to miss you.
Argh.
Don't worry, it'll be over soon.
I'll be waiting for you when you come back.
You'll always be in my heart.
You'll always be on my mind.
I LOVE YOU.

A poem for the one I love.
The one in my heart.
The one whom I call darling.

Always in my heart you make me feel more loved than I've ever felt and happier than I've ever dreamed.
The love and understanding you have is something I have searched for my entire life.
Always in my happiest and saddest moments, you are my best friend and confidante.
I come to you for everything, and you listen to me without judgment.

Always, deep within my soul, I know we have a love like no other.
What we share is something others only hope for and dream of, but few ever experience.
Our love is magical beyond belief.
Always, without hesitation, you give of yourself completely.
You have reached the very depths of my soul, bringing out emotions I never knew I had and unveiling an ability to love I never thought possible.

Always and forever you will be my dream come true, the one I have waited for all these while.
From now until the end of time, I will love only you.
We will be together always.

Let me say something first.

I MISS MY DARLING BABY GIRL!!

Okay.
Hmmm..
Cleaned my room today.
Gawd..
It was damn dusty.
I'm proud of myself though.
Haha.
It's all clean and neat.
Hehe.
Slept in the afternoon.
After that, went to fetch mum from work.
Headed to town.
Bought digi-cam.
Yay!
Can take pics le.
Haha.
Saw a few ppl.
Yep..
Damn..I'm missing her so much!
She's out for dinner now.
Don't worry..you can see her tmr.
Hehe.
That's all for today.
Alittle tired.
Mum wants me to learn how ta use the cam before I go out tmr.
Wth.
Haha..
I'm so smart..sure can de.
*bhb

-better go before my darling say me-
*hugs darling.

Hmm..
Had to pack clothes for Korea trip.
Shirt..Jeans..Jacket...Sweater.
Haha.
Yep..
Went over ta Mich's hse for mahjong session.
Met Ah Moon and Ah Huay.
Haha.
Reached Mich's hse around 1+
Played mahjong.
Haha.
Me and Mich laughed like fuck man.
Kept making jokes and making fun of ppl.
Hahah.
And guess who won in the end??
ME!!!
Haha.
Yeah..
Hard to believe hor.
I got the most chips.
Ha.
Enjoyed my day there.
Missed my dear though.
Hai..
So much so much.
But gonna go out with her on Thursday!
Haha.
Yippee!!
That's all for today.
Staying home tmr.
Still got lots to pack.
Yeah.

Listening to Jay Zhou's new song.
Gui Ji.
Super ultra nice.
Ahhh..falling in love with it.
I bet my darling must be thinking I'm a freakkk!
Right??? *winks
Well..this song reminds me of the movie.
Which reminds me of OUR first movie.
Yeapp..
Haha.

-ciao-

Had to go to school today to collect leaving cert.
Total waste of time.
Principal was so long-winded.
Aargh.
After that, went out with Pris, Suen and Dear.
Took train to town.
Walked around with Dear while Pris and Suen went to eat.
3 quarts of the shops were closed.
Haha.
Soo..went back to join Pris and Suen.
Seok and Joleen met us after that.
Went to bowl.
Yes yes..again.
Ohh..
Yesterday went to my club with Alex and Ade.
We swam...bowled..gym-ed..and played pool.
Work-out day for us.
Arms and legs are aching now.
Hahaha.

Anyway..
Had to wait for our lanes cause TKGS were having training.
Wish our bloody school had bowling as a cca.
Finally got our lanes.
Dear and Me the score around the same.
Hehe.
Seok and Jo left after the games.
Jo came to meet us.
Or rather..Suen.
Haha.
Walked to Heeren.
In the end, only Dear and me take neos.
Haha.
I pei Dear take.
Saw quite alot of ppl.
Hah.
Yahh..
Jo and Suen left after that.
Soo left Dear, Pris and me.
Walked to Shaw.
Catched the 'Xun Zhao Zhou Jie Lun'.
Hmm..
So-so only.
The song was so nice.
Hahah.
Dear laughed so hard at one scene that her nachos spilled on the floor!
Half was on the floor can!
Haha.
Shan't make fun of her le.
Love my Dear so much.
Hehe.
She makes me smile everytime I look at her.

I'm so happy everytime I go out with her.
Haha.
-hops away-

Today's entry is gonna be damn fucking long.
Haha.
Last paper today.
Happiness! Joy! Freedom!
Hahaha.
Went to catch The Matrix Revolutions after our paper.
It's much nicer then the second prequel.
More action.Less talk.
I like.
Haha.
Had lunch in Marche.
Felt a little tired.
Hmm..wanted to go home sleep.
Cause meeting alex and ade they all.
Had something planned too.
*wink wink
Hahaha.
I wanna say something first.
I spent 50 over bucks on cab today.
How cool is that?
Hahah
Addicted to taking cab le.
Bahaha.

Anyway, took a cab home.
Parents just came home too.
Packed my stuff for stayover at Alex's.
Bathed.
Dad drove me to Alex's hse.
Had some help with the styling of my hair from Alex the stylist.
Hahaha.
Nice.
Pris called to say their movie ended and she was choosing the rings.
She can't make up her mind.
So I had to rush all the way down to Wisma.
Cab again.
Haha.
Ehh...
They kept walking around and I finally asked them to stay put.
Gosh, I was searching high and low for them.
Haha.
Met Sam, Pris, Rebecca and Ashley.
Ehh..
After that, they pang-seh sam.
Soo left her with me.
Haha.
*Thanks arh!
Darling went to pierce her ear.
The upper lobe.
Funneh sia.
After that, went to Ps.
Darling and me walked the entire mall.
Starting from the top..
Made our way down.
Haha.
Love to spend time with my darling.
=)
Went to meet Ade and Ju and Alex and CL.
Do you see the couple couple pattern??
Hahaha
Made our way to suntec fountain.
Made my move.












She and I were sharing a bench.
I clutched the bear in my hand.
Stood up..and knelt down infront of her.
Asked her to be my gf.
She said okay.
I couldn't believe it.
My dream came true.
After all the waiting and the hard work...
It finally paid off.
Asked her several times whether she was sure.
She said yes.
My heart raced faster then a speeding bullet.
Read her the poem.
Heh.
And that was...The Proposal.

Now she's mine.
And I'm gonna love her even more.
No more limitations.
No more boundaries.

Held her hand in mine.
Felt like I was floating in the air or something.
After that, the 3 couples went for dinner.
Haha.
Walked around.
Felt so happy with her by my side.
Ahhh...
She means everything to me.

After that, sent her home in a cab.
Felt quite loved by my darling.
Talking and crapping in the cab.
Just love it.
Still can't believe she accepted me.
If you ever change your mind, darling..
Tell me.
Although I would be heart-broken, I would understand.
I would be glad that we were once together.
Yeap.
*Hugs darling.

Made my way down to Monks after seeing her off.
Ade and Ju were about to leave.
Sat with Alex and CL.
For awhile.
Saw quite alot of familiar faces.
Soo..we decided to go play pool at Heeren.
Went to Lips to grab a bite.
Layhan called Alex.
And 'demanded' that I get my ass back down to Monks.
Haha.
What the hell...
Soo..No pool.
Hahaha.
Took a cab to Monks.
AGAIN.
Haha.
Saw Layhan and Rach and Ollie.
Saw my pb jaciel too.
Saw germaine.
Yeah..
Talked to Layhan.
Drank alitte.
Suddenly it rained can?
WTH.
Haha.
Anyway, we left when it stopped.
Yeah.
Took a cab to Alex's hse.
Reached around 1 plus.
Freshened up.
Got ready to meet my darling online.
=)
And now, I'm talking to her.
Haha..Yeap.
Soo..that's all for today.

-ciao-
*Happy as a lark.

Slept from 8+ to 3+
Couldn't sleep.
Darling had to pei me.
Haha.
She used her comp to msg me.
So smart hor.
*winks.
Erhh..
Felt really comfortable when she msged me.
Like she was here with me.
Watching over me.
Waiting for me to fall asleep.
Yeah..that's what I felt.
Thanks girl.
Thanks for being there.
=)

Went to cut my hair.
Erhh..
Like no difference.
Haha.
Oh well...
Had a hard time finding the damn place.
Walked for like an hour?
Hah.

Hmmm...
I've been planning something these few days.
I'm really afraid that the plan will fail.
But..
Shan't think abt that.
Darling, I have some surprises up my sleeves.
Soo...
Stay tune!!
*hugs you tight.

Shall take a rest now.
And to those people who left a comment, especially my darling..
Thanks alot! Love you guys! (sorry..darling got more share.)
Haha.

Vomited after lunch today.
Shan't go into details of course.
Hope I didn't spoil anyone's appetite after I said tt.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
Hmm..
No fever.
I'm fine.

Slept at around 4+
Was online till 3+ with darling and layhan daddy.
Haha.
Yep.
Darling's still asleep.

I have faith in her.
Love her so much.
Can't leave without her.
Guess she understands how I feel.
Cause...

It's the love that I found ever since you've been around
Your love puts me at the top of the world.

Haha.
*Lame
But..was singing this song in the shower.
Hahaha.
Yups.
Cutting hair tmr.
Can't stand it.
2 more papers to go.
YESS..

-ciao-

Will you listen to me as the rain beats down?
Will you smile at me as the the sun hits the ground?
Will you laugh at my jokes whatever they may be?
Will you remember my love for eternity?

Will you build me up as my world falls apart?
Will you understand these words came from the bottom of my heart?
Will you kiss me tenderly each and every day?
Will you tell me you love me, never with dismay?
Will you save me from evil, protect me from pain?
Will you show me happiness, and ill do the same?
Will you promise me that you will never let me go?
Will you show me a place we can always call home?

Will you stand by my grave when I am gone?
Will you lay down red roses, with a sweat peaceful song?
Will you have me in your heart and keep my love true and...
Will you please remember that I will always love you?

*sigh
I miss you...
So much so that it's starting to hurt.
But do you know it?
I don't think so...
Last night..
I woke up at 3+.
Hoping to see a sign of you.
Slowly, I turned to look at my phone.
Nothing.
*sigh
Walked to my comp.
Clicked on my messenger.
Hoping to see your nick there.
Nothing.
Went back to bed.
Tossed and turned.
Wondering whether you're thinking of me too.
*sigh.

This morning..
I received a msg from you.
My heart felt like it was being lifted up from quicksand.
Suddenly had the energy to do 10 amaths papers.

When you came to school..
I couldn't stop smiling to myself.
I felt like holding you right there and then.
But I couldn't.
I felt like hugging you..
But I couldn't.

When our papers ended...
I couldn't wait to see you.
I saw you.
But you rushed off to somewhere.
My heart sank.
I wanted you to give me a hug.
But I guess you were too busy.
I didn't have the chance.

As you crossed the road..
A wet drop trickled down my cheek.
What was wrong with me?
Stop this foolishness!!
That's how much it's affecting me..
But don't worry.
I'll take this as another test.
There's a bigger one to come.
*sigh

Bet you'll say I'm acting silly.
Guess you'll say there's no need for this.
Hope you'll understand me.
Even though, I don't have such an effect on you.
*sigh

Sam, I love you.
I miss you so much.
Do you miss me too??
Guess I'll have to have some faith in you.
But...
I can't tell the difference between FAITH and being BHB.
Yes..I believe that you miss me.
I believe that you love me.
Faith? Or being bhb??
I don't know..please tell me.

*sigh
I'm feeling alittle down.
I'm missing my darling like fuck.
*sigh
But I can no longer msg her.
Cause her phone got confiscated.
Bill too high.
My mind is filled with thoughts of her.
I glance at my phone, praying for her msg.
*sigh
I miss her so.
Wish I could do something about it.
*hugs my darling tight.
IloveYOU.

Darling..I'm your shadow.
I'll always be beside you.
No matter what happens.
You can never get rid of me.
Cause..I'm your shadow.

Haha.
Geog paper tmr.
*sigh
Jia you Jia you.
After this...you can party all week.

Hmmm..
I've decided that I should hang on.
Like what Alex said..
Never do something that I will regret later.
Yeahh..
And I know I'll regret if I let her go.
My darling loves me so.
Hahaha..
*sheesh.
So bhb.
Better not say so much le...

-toodles-

Just came back from chinatown.
All because of the damned tour thingie.
Hah.
*sigh

There's a feeling inside that's so hard to describe.
If I say, would you understand?
If I say, would you change your mind?
Maybe I'm getting impatient.
Maybe so.
I don't know how to feel sometimes.
I love you.
Oh well, I just gotta accept the fact that I can't always get it back in return.
I wish I knew how I feel.
I wish I knew how you feel at times.
But..
We aren't together yet.
There are certain limitations to the things I can do, the way I feel.
I don't know.
I know how you feel at times.
But..
Am I always right?
I don't like to assume stuff.
I need you to tell me.
Keep telling me.
*sigh
Never mind...
Maybe I should take things slow.

-walks away-

*sighhh...
I'm just so captivated by my darling sam.
Her eyes, her smile, the way she walk and the way she talks.
I just love every bit of her.
Unfortunately, my darling is in bed now.
At such an early hour..because she's not feeling well.
Poor girl.
*sayangs darling.

Today's just been great.
Just looking at the pictures bring a smile to my face.
Haha.
I love her more and more each day.
Fallin deeper and deeper in love with her.
Just being with her is so wonderful.
The feeling is just incredible and indescribable.
I just want more of her..you know?
Haha..

-dreams abt her-

I'm so fucking happy today!!
Cause I went to meet my darling after school.
Hahaha.
Went to Alex's hse first.
Pass her some vcds.
Headed to school.
Saw Ju..
Hahaha..
Waiting for Ade of course.
Saw Suen's other half too.
My darling was so slowwww...
But..nvm.
I wait.
Had a hard time deciding where to go.
Finally went to Bugis.
Walked abit.
Had a hard time deciding where to eat too...
Finally went to Delifrance.
Didn't eat much..cause I'm not a delifrance person.
Haha.
Talk talk.Slack slack.
Went our separate ways after that.
Darling and me went to take NEOS!
Haha.
Waited quite long.
After that, walked around the whole shopping centre.
While I was telling her my stories.
I tell you.......
I talk to her until my saliva wanna dry up can!
First time I talk so much leh!
What to do..Don't want my darling to feel bored.
Soo..just crap like hell.
Hahaha.
Hope she didn't think I was crazy.
Haha.
Love my darling to bits.
*grins.
Then took a cab to Tampines Mall.
We were saying what if we saw her mum in TM.
Cause darling said she frequents the place.
GUESS WHAT?!
Her mum WAS in pizza hut!!!
Luckily didn't see us.
Or else...
I'll be dead.
Hahaha.
Took a cab home.
Hah.
Rcved two weird calls.
I suspect is my darling.
First call, *private number. Background quite noisy.
Second call, *private number. Darling said, 'sotong'...then got cut off.
Soo..I don't what the hell happened.

PS: SU SU was so irritating!! She kept taking off my cap!! Darling tried to help but to no avail.
Yay..I'm happy I got to see her today.
*Darling..I love you.
Hope you enjoyed your day today!!
Bahahaha.

Darling, this song is for you.
What I wanna say to you..is in this song.

I Cross My Heart - All-4-One
Holding you here in my arms
Your heart is beating fast
And you want me to tell you
Just how long my love will last
Look in my eyes, hear what I say
I'll be the one who won't walk away

I cross my heart
Pledge to you, all my love
To have and to hold
From this moment on
Just as long as the stars shine above
I will be true, I promise you
I cross my heart

If I had just one wish
I'd make your dreams come true
'Cause I have everything I need
When I'm loving you

Put your hand in my hand
I want you to know
I'll stand by your side and never let go

I cross my heart
Pledge to you, all my love
To have and to hold
From this moment on
Just as long as the stars shine above
I will be true, I promise you
I cross my heart

I cross my heart
Pledge to you, all my love
To have and to hold
From this moment on
Just as long as the stars shine through
I will be true, I promise you
I cross my heart
I will be true, I promise you
I cross my heart

Love my darling to bits!
Haha.
Hmm..guess what time she slept?
6+ !!
That girl arh..something wrong with her sleeping time de.
Haha.
Oh well..
I woke up at 5 to msg her.
Bill is gonna soar soar soar!
Haha.
Who cares...
Oh..My next handphone's gonna be Nokia 6600.
Was deciding between the Samsung rotating camera phone.
Have one Samsung enough le. *winks
BAHAHA!
I love my darling and I know she loves me too.
=)
Hmm..tuition tmr.
4 more papers to go.
Jia you tric.

You've got me thinking about you day and night.
And I've just got to know if it's the same for you.
Do you wanna spend forever by my side?
I think you're the one for me.
And you'll always be the one that I love.
I love you darling.
You'll always be the only girl in my life
And there is only one place that I'd rather be
And that's forever and ever by your side.

I wanna be your man
Who cares for you
Who loves you.

Amaths paper 1.
Done.
My darling didn't even go for her paper can.
Wo Pei Fu Ta.
Haha.

*Darling, I love every minute that I spend with you.You make me believe that I got nothing to lose.The words you say to me make me smile. =) And I'll never forget the part where you said that you can never be angry with me cause I make you smile. Darling, I love you. And I wanna spend my life with you. You are the one I've been looking for. You are the one I've been waiting for. You are the one that I've waited the longest, fought the hardest and been the sweetest to. Haha. I Love You Sam. Alot.

Felt like exams were over after yesterday's paper.
Haha.
Came home and logged on.
Saw seok online.
Super funny I tell you.
We talked to each other on msn using the microphone.
Haha..
Hearing each other's voices.
Freako seok kept making 'wind' noises??
Machiam sound like she blowing nose.
Haha..
It was raining you see.
She wanted to create the storm effect.
Haha...
Anyway..
We were so addicted to msn's solitare game!
Hahaha..
Kept playing and playing.
Yeahh..

Hmmm..
The day before bought my darling a strawberry strudel.
Came back to school to give it to her.
Hope she's touched.
Hmmm...
Can't wait for exams to be over.
*sigh
Guess I shall not think so much now.
Wait till exams over then see how..
Yeap.
Darling Ilove*you...
Always have.Always will.

Haix.
Sometimes I wish you were mine.
Right now.
But..
I cannot speed things up.
Cause it would be unfair to you.
I'll wait.
Exams are gonna end soon.
And I'm not sure if things will speed up or not.
I have this feeling it won't.
I don't know.
It's not that I don't wanna try or that I'm gonna give up.
But..I just feel that I'm forcing you or pushing you.
I'm doing all I can to make you love me...fall for me.
Will I regret doing all these for you?
I don't think I will.
*sigh
If only you knew how much you mean to me..
Never in my whole life have I fought so hard for someone.
It's not easy.
But I'm not gonna give up.
Ilove*you.

O's is tomorrow.
*eeks.
Wish me luck peeps.
To everyone taking O's....
ALL THE BEST!!!
JIA YOU!!!
Hahaha..

We did it again.
Hmm..
Talked things out with my darling.
Everything okay le.
I got demoted though.
She'll know what I'm talking about.
*winks
Shall work hard for a promotion.
Gonna be a good boy from now on.
Yes..I can.I will.I must.
Hehe.
Went to Chinatown yesterday.
Hahaha..
There was one really funny incident between me and my dad.
Oh my..Just thinking about it makes me laugh.
You heard about that murder case along People's Park?
This malaysian guy got into a fight or something..
He died later in hospital.
Me: Ehh..isn't this the place where the guy got stabbed?
Dad: Yeah loh..we're turning in right at the spot.
Dad&Me: AhHhhhH! EeeEEee! AiYOhhH!
Mum: Aiyoh, you two..siao arh.
My dad actually screamed along with me can??!!
Super funny loh...
Hahaha..
Couldn't stop laughing at my dad.
Hahahahahahaha...
Laugh until got tears.
Hah.

Had a 3 hour tuition session today.
Crash course.
Haha.
Darling also got tuition today.
She woke up just when I finished my tuition.
Can you believe it...
Hahaha.
Xiao zhu..I love you*

-off to slack for awhile-

I did it again.
I'm so fucking paranoid.
What's the use of saying but not doing?
Why can't I just trust her?
*sigh.
Maybe it's because she lied to me once.
Maybe I'm afraid that she's gonna hurt me like the others.
Maybe it's just me.
*sigh
Don't worry folks, did some studying today.
*sigh
I really hope she can understand me.
It's been so long since I've loved someone this much.
Given my heart, my soul and my everything.
Is it wrong for me to be afraid of losing it all?

-gone-

I NEED TO STUDY!!
SELF-DISCIPLINE! SELF-CONTROL!
BOOKS BOOKS BOOKS!!
*Morphs into shu chong.
Haha...
Personal joke.
Can't wait to see my darling sam..
But at the same time..
It would also mean that the darn exams are here.
Really..really..really...Need to study.
What's the point of saying but not doing?
*sigh
Shit shit..
Better stop lazing and sleeping around.
*chants..Exams first.Sam later.Exams first.Sam later.
Haha.
Get it over and done with and SPEND THE NEXT SIX MONTHS WITH SAM!
Or...
SPEND TIME WITH HER NOW and regret over the next six months.
Hmmmm..
I shall take the first.
Fellow friends..
I need your help.
If you see me online in the afternoon or before 11pm,
SCOLD ME.
SCREAM AT ME.
SHOUT AT ME.
ASK ME GO STUDY.
Haha..
Thank you.

Hmmmmm...
Just realised that I'm really lucky to have her.
And I love her very much.
Hmmm..
Darling, even if you don't always say that you love me..
I know you do.
Hehe.
Must have more faith in you.
Yeps.
Study hard.
*Love you

I have ta start concentrating on my studies.
Have to stop thinking about her.
*sigh
Just can't concentrate with 3/4 of my mind thinking about her.
Have to stop fearing that I'm gonna lose her too.
Well...
If she really lets go now..
After all we had...
Just because I have to study now...
Then...
I don't think she's worth my love.
Don't wish to blog le.
*sigh

-walks away-

Hmmm..
Darling woke up late as usual.
Haha..
What's new?
Missed her as usual too.
Tuition got cancelled today.
Not I cancel de..
Hahaha.

Sometimes..
I feel so blessed.
Sometimes..
I don't know what to feel.
Sometimes..
I can't believe that I'm in your heart.
Sometimes..
I don't care whether I'm in your heart or not.
Sometimes..
I just want to love you.
Sometimes..
It's not easy.
BUT...

You would always say something to make me believe again.
And I would find myself loving you more and more.
You may never know how much your words mean to me..
But they do.
I mean every word I say.
I hope you mean yours too..

*I love you.
And I mean it.

Dearest Sotong Loves Darling Sam.

To show how much I miss you.

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Feng Diao.

Woke up and found myself thinking about her.
*sigh
Miss her so much..
Bet she doesn't know how much.
Haha.
Hmm..Is she missing me?
Wo Bu Zhi Dao.
Hahaha.
One whole day...
Doing some routine stuff.
Study.
Eat.
Watch Tv.
Miss her.
Think of her.
Msg her. (3 times only)
Online.
Yeah...
That's pretty much what I'm going to do.
I miss alot of people.
My friends...
Classmates...
*sigh.

-gone-

Hmm..
Was feeling alittle lost last night.
I was afraid that I was going to lose her.
Can't go online very often le.
Means lesser late night talks with her.
*sigh..
Soo..
Felt that her feelings would fade.
Very very afriad.
But..if one day...you were to let go..
I can't really do anything..can I?
Yeah..
But darling assured me.
So I'm feeling much better le.
With her watching over me..
Knowing that I'm in her heart..
I can study better le.
*smiles
She's just so special.
Soo..wonderful.
Like an angel.
My angel.

*hugs her tight.
Darling, I love you.

Went out today.
Compass point.
Hmm..
Going off to Korea during december holidays..
My mom being a korean freak..
Haha.
Darling also going to Switzerland.
For a month...
*sigh
Gonna miss her so much man.
I'm gonna work on that banner to welcome you back..
Right?!
*winks.
Hahaha..

Off to do stuff.
-ciao-

I MISS MY DARLING SAM!!!

Hmmm..
Can't really msg her alot.
Cause gotta help her cut her amount of msgs.
Haha.
If not..cannot even msg her arh!
BUT...
She got broadband le.
Haha..
Means I can see her online more often.
*smiles.

Today..
Nothing much.
Missing her alot.
Hope she misses me too.
*winks.
O's coming SOON.
And I feel so slacky..
Cannot.
Parents nagging like crows above my head.
*shoots'em down.
Oh..sorry.

*I love my darling so much.

Went out for dinner today.
Mum wanted to give me a treat...cause it was my birthday.
Haha..Like when did I ever pay for my meals.
Headed to suntec.
Shop shop walk walk.
Actually wanted to go Marche`.
But..got queue.
Soo..
Went to Sunar..Or whatever it's called.
Had to wait....*damn*
Soooo...
Pasta Fresca.
Food was so-so.
Was eating half-way when the pain in my stomach became worse.
Struggling with my meal.
Gastric pains.
*aargh.
Hate it.
Mum suggested buying coke to burp it out.
Went to courts to walk walk.
Wasn't allowed inside so I waited outside.
Alone.
Pain was excrutiating.
But thanks to my darling sam..
My angel...
She saved me from the pain.
She was there for me when I needed her.
Was quite touched by what she said to me.
*hugs you tight*
Felt much better after that.
Got mood for shopping le.
Hehe.
After that, went home le.

*Darling, I feel as if an angel has been sent to me. You are that angel. Wo Ai Ni. Zhen De. Xiang Xing Wo. I felt so loved when you were there for me. Am I thinking too much? Too deep? Hmm..But I'm really happy that you were there for me. You have become a part of me and without you, I'm nothing. I love you. *hugs&kisses*

Haix..
I miss her so much
*cries.
Talked to her last night online.
Prepared myself for a late night.
Hehe..
She slept first leh.
Yeahh..

*Darling, I pray and hope that your feelings will not fade. But if they do..please tell me. So that I can bring them back. I really cannot lose you. You are certainly the one I'm looking for. The one I want. The one I need. I want to be by your side. Would you be my girlfriend? I'd treat you good. Give you all the love in the world. But first..you have to be my girl. ;)

Hehe..
Last day of school.
Sneaked out after lit lesson.
Alex..Ade..Val..Suen..CJ...Amanda..MinZhi..Eunice.
What a big grp.
Hahah.
Surprisingly, others also ponned.
For example...my dear darling sam.
Hahaha.
I gave her the bottle today.
*weeee..
Haha.

Anyway, the whole big grp of us went to macs for breakfast.
Talked.
Suen never learn not to play with food.
Tsktsk..
Haha.
After that Suen, Val, Ade, Alex and me went to giodano to see clothes.
Tried on this cargo pants.
Nice.
Bought it.
Ade bought jeans too.
Suen bought spag.
Haha.

After that, all went home le.
Slept and slept.

Hmmm..
Missed her leh.
*haix...

-walks away

This song is for my darling sam.
* I love her so much.

Cradle - Atomic Kittens
I will rock you like a baby, I will,
Cradled in my arms,
I will keep you safe from danger,
Shelter you from harm...

There will never be another lover,
Who treats you like I do,
We can drift into forever,
On a love thats made for two

Dont you ever say this loves not special,
Dont you ever think its not essential...
Baby...

I was only thinkin of you,
Hopin you were thinkin of me,
Two hearts beating just like one,
Against the world...
Baby...

I am always dreamin of you,
Hopin you are dreamin of me,
I could never live,
One day without your love...

I will kiss you like an angel, baby,
Cradled in my wings,
I will take you up to heaven,
Show you precious things...

If you promise that you love me,
If you promise that you care,
I will be here for you always,
And forever this I swear...

Dont you ever say this loves not special,
Dont you ever think its not essential...
Baby...

I was only thinkin of you,
Hopin you were thinkin of me,
Two hearts beating just like one,
Against the world...
Baby...

I am always dreamin of you,
Hopin you are dreamin of me,
I could never live one day,
Without your love...

Though you say you want a love,
But you dont think you believe it,
Just open up your heart,
And you know you will recieve it...
Oh baby...

Baby...
Dont you ever say this loves not special, oh
Dont you ever think its not essential...
Baby...

I was only thinkin of you,
Hopin you were thinkin of me,
Two hearts beating just like one,
Against the world...
Baby...

I was only dreamin of you,
Hopin you were dreamin of me,
I could never live one day,
Without your love...

I was only, I was only, I was only thinkin of you...
I was only, I was only, I was only thinkin of you...
I was only, I was only, I was only thinkin of you...
i was only, i was only, i was only thinkin... oh baby

* Love you more and more each day.

My darling came home so late!!
Haha..
Tsktsk.
I guess she's sleeping le.
Drunk and tired girl.
;)

Just wanna say I missed you.
Hehe.
From the bottom of my heart I do.

Darling, when I hugged you for the first time.
It felt so warm and natural.
Didn't want to let go.
But you would think I was crazy..
Haha.
You are truly someone special to me.
I love you.
I wanna hug you more can??
*winks.

Haha.
Had a wonderful day today.
Where should I start??
Met up with Alex, Ade and Minzhi for breakfast.
Alex and Ade were late.
Haha.
Breakfast was on me.
Hahaha..
So full.
Reached school around 8.
Boring geog lesson.
Received my first birthday present from cheryl lee and gang.
Haha.
Flesh Imp tee and a milk cup..
Hahaha.
I like.
Joked with mich again.
Laughed so much as usual.
Haha.
Received my second birthday present from valerie.
Haha.
Thanks girl! So 'sweets' of you!
Had maths lesson after that.
Received my third bdae present from suen and gang.
Bought me a visor.
Hehe.
Last but not least..
Received the mostttt valueable and precious present from my darling sam.
A birthday hug and a slacker shirt.
Or should I say 2 birthday hugs?
Hahaha..
*HAPPY LIKE FUCK NOW*

Had a talk with form teacher.
Wasting time de.
Haha.
Called my darling sam after school.
Talked to her for quite long.
First time SIA!
Haha.
Went down to see Alex and Ade waiting for me at the busstop.
Took a cab down to Heeren.
Shop shop.
But never buy anything.
After that went to take NEOCARD!!
Hahaha.
SIX IN FACT!!
First time take so many can.
And all of them turned out super nice man!!!
Can't stop looking at it.
All of us got different ones.
Each one take 2.
Haha.
I love Alex and Ade to bits!!!
Hahaha..
Had a wonderful day.
Alex suggested going to paragon.
Had my Yakitori lunch box.
Ade SINNED.
Hahaha.
Went up to the rooftop.
Alex said she going to buy water..so me and Ade go up first.
Suspected something fishy when Alex didn't show up for quite some time.
Hahah.
True enough..
She appeared with my birthday cake!!
*HUGS the two of you!!
Candles and all..wishes..eating of cake.
Hahah.
Next..
Played with sparkles on the roof.
Alex brought them.
Super fun!!
Alex chased me with her sparkles...
Haha.
After playing..
Alex got to go for tuition le.
Went to Ade's home.
Haha..
We can't stop looking at the cards we took!!
Hahaha.
Went home after that.
Darling sam woke up from her nap.
Am msging her now.

Today's entry is super long.
Bare with me.
Haha.
Missed her today too..
Cause she went home straight after school.
Notti girl ponned amaths.
TSKTSK.
Haha.
* I love you!!

-gone-

I AM SIXTEEN!
Haha..
And I'm so super happy!!

Many friends wished me at 12.
Hp flooded can.
Haha
I love them!!

But there was one really special...really sweet msg.
And it really made me very very happy!
The msg..came frm my darling sam!!!
Hahaha..
My heart melted can!!
And she changed her msn nick..
'hApPy bIrThDaY sOtOnG!!!'
Haha.
So sweet right!!

I love you to bits darling!!
Thanks for making this a memorable one.
*hugs and kisses my sam darling.

*cheerio!!

I cry for the times you were almost mine, I cry
for the memories you've left behind,I cry for the
times I thought I had you.

Never take for granted the person who truly cares about you.
Remember, feelings just like people grow tired too,
when it's neither appreciated nor returned
no matter how great you thought the love is.

I love you but I can't express it because I know
deep in my heart that you could never be mine.

When I love someone, I'll do anything for that
love to last forever, when I love someone, I
sacrifice, I give everything she wishes for, even if
she wishes for freedom, it hurts so much but
that's love.

Don't be surprised if one day I'll avoid you and
be gone, it's not because you've done something
wrong and I hate you but because I'm afraid to
love and be hurt again by somebody who can't love
me back.

When we fall in love, we never hoped to cry, we
never wanted to get hurt,we give more than what
we need,we somehow get equal benefit but more of
us end up in tears.

Took a 2 hour nap.
Haha.
Missing her like crazy.
Haven heard from her since this morning.
WHERE COULD SHE BE??!!
Haha..
Hmm..
Heard that everyone pon or left early.
What the..
Haha..

*Darling sam, I miss you. Repeated these 3 words like a million times today. But still it won't be enough cause I miss you more than that. NO words could ever decribe the feelings I have for you. These feelings I have for you are indescribable. I truly love you. With all my heart and soul I cherish you. Just wish you could feel the same........*sigh.

*I would love to say I love you
But would you do the same
I would love to hear you say that too
But do you feel the same
Hah.

I love this song.

My love for you will never end
You'll always be a part of me
As long as time keeps on passing by
You'll always be my baby

I Love Sam.

I didn't go school today.
Haha.
It's so freaking boring.
Especially with todays lessons.
Geog and Lit.
Ultimate boredom.
*eek.
Hah.

My darling's having her bio prac now.
Hope she does well.
She studied like until 2+ wor.
But she haven finish studying.
Haha.
Hope plants don't come out hor?!
*winks.
She msged me this morning just before she left for school.
*smiles.
Hmm..I miss her.
Haha.
Oh, heard that only 10+ of my classmates turned up for school.
Some best....
Go in the morning..sneak out after 1st recess.
*clap-clap*
But..
The monitress herself also PON!!
Haha..
*oops.
BUT...
The monitress is studying at home.
Yeah..
Which is good.
Haha..

I REALLY REALLY MISS HER!!!!!!

*birthday is tmr.
Maybe having a bigger celebration after exams.
My birthday wish...
*Just to be with sam.
Hope it comes true.
Hmmm..

Oh well..shall update later.
Toodles!!

* I MISS HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really really really want it to be something more.
*sigh
Just hope that my heart can take it.
Just hope that my heart can wait tt long.
*sigh

There's a feeling inside.
I cannot describe.
*sigh
I'll wait.
But I feel like I'm holding on to a string.
*sigh

-walks away..sadly.

It was so freaking empty in the hall today.
Yikes.
Lessons were ULTRA EXTRA BORING.
Maybe thinking of ponning on thursday.
See how.

Missed her a whole lot today.
And guess what time she woke up?
15 mins before I ended school!
Haha..
BEST.
Called her after school.
And she was eating lunch.
Hmm..
I skipped lunch.
Not hungry.
Wanted to go out after school.
But seems like no one wants to go out.
Soo...
Dragged myself home.
Tuition later.
*haiyoh.
Sick and tired of it.

Last night msged her until ...1+
Haha..
Dozed off.
Woke up at 3+ and msged her.
And she was still awake!
She was also surprised that I woke up..
But she going to sleep le.
Soo..
We said our goodnights.
*smiles.

Last night was so different from the previous 2 nights.
Hmm..cried myself to sleep.
Felt terrible for 2 whole nights.
But now..
I smile myself to sleep.
(Is there such a thing??)
Hahaha.
SICKO!!

She has bio prac tmr.
I wanna wish her all the best!
*gives a good luck hug!
*gives a good luck kiss!
That should do it.
Haha..

-skips away-
*what the...??!

School tmr.
Aargh.
Sianeration man.
I heard that bio students don't have ta go to school tmr.
Lucky them.
Haha.
Means...
I CAN'T SEE HER!!
Haha.
*sigh
Feel so lazy over the weekends.
Wth.

I love my blog.
Haha
All thanks to Loolin of course.
Hahaha..

*ciao*

I wanna thank Loolin for helping me with this blog.
It's just perfect.
Thanks.
Hehe.
Comes with a song too.
=)
Yay.
Exams coming real soon.
Am gonna concentrate on exams first.

I still love her.
I hope we can put the past behind us.

* I miss you.