haikz... juz saw my results... all Bs n Cs... sianz... was expecting an A for my accounting... *arghz* =..| why i din get A... so disappointing... *no mood liao...

*stamp * stamp * stamp* lolx... today helped michelle to reorganise the documents in the cabinet... relabelling n stuff like tat... =)

today stomach a bit pain pain... haikz... wei she me zuo nu ren zhe me ma fan... -_-"

yesterday (monday i mean) power failure again... was checking my mails then it went off... *argh!!

YEAH!!! i passed!! =) so happy~! today i finally did something different for my work... do some retriving of documents of closed accounts and stamping~ @ least time fly past faster~

today really slack @ work sia... ma jiam like picnic instead of working... =p ... yi xia zi eat tasty sticks... then potato chips, marshmallows... hahaha~ but still got work lah... @ slower pace only... =p then eat lunch wif jing pei~ kekeke`

had a tiring day... dunno y so tired also... came home then went to sleep... =p

my american idol!!! clay aiken!!! luv him! luv the host also~!! hahaha~!! ryan!!!

lolx... this morning was almost late for work... woke up late... cos yesterday tat power failure hai wo couldnt set my hi-fi alarm... hmph!!

lolx... juz added in this... saw mr kok while i was on my way towards mrt station after work... heez... then stopped n had a small chat... =) ... he's still the same... but i think a lot more white hair... lolx... now teaching in tampines sec sch (think so... dun rem e exact =p) teaching computer stuffs as usual~ =) he still remembers me~ =D

ahahaha~! yesterday din come online... guess wat happened...? u would neva get it rite... half of my block got power shut off!!! half the blk!! juz nice i'm in tat half!! *argh* imagine... no lights, no tv, no computer, no FANS, no AIRCON!!! gosh... especially in this type of humid n hot weather... damn it man~ n the power was on off on n off... couldnt do anything n haf to wait till my hair gets dry... haikz... finish reading man yue mei mei 2 wif~ a torchlight! =p n NO FAN!! "-_-" wat can be worse..

very sian... doing the same old thing everyday... how i wish i dun haf itp..` but i wan the money... hahaha~ =p tat's wat i'm working for anyway... starting to plan wat to do wif the money... heez... but kinda not enough to buy all the things i want... in addition to the mattress kim recommended~ still considering though... dunno my mum believe in it a not... hmmz...

hey kim~ when u free?? we go change spectacles... lolx... where got promo?? jurong point there got a not???

ah~~ shoulders red red... pain pain... *itchy also... tired tired... yesterday got to sleep @ 3am... stupid... dunno who is the person... san gen ban ye so free... nth to do... call my hse phone... hai wo cannot sleep... dun wanna get up in the morning... force myself to get up... get up liao super tired... monday bluez...

but @ least today during work not tat boring... cos we talked n worked while listening to the radio @ the same time... the 4 NP gals not here today, they went to report to Plaza by the Park... so the filing room only 3 ppl inside... but tml they will be back + 2 more ppl... will be damn crowded... =p today lunch had instant bowl noodles... bought from the 7 eleven... then michelle brought ge ye fan from her hse... n we ate in the pantry... =) n chated~ michelle is a huge k-pop fan man... she's quite easy going too~ =)

on my way home got a scare man... wah lao... the bus 78 really cannot make it man... when wanna get off e bus, walking down the steps @ the exit door, 1 of my leg is stepping on the bus then the other abt to step on the floor of the bus stop, the bus started to move off!!!! kaoz... i almost fell sia!!! kns... i cursed n sweared @ the bus driver man... lucky i wasnt off balance... if not now i bai ka (choy!!) liao... ~!@#$%^&*()

Happy Birthday Yan Yan!!! ni you lao le!!! hahaha~ gen Sin Nee yi yang lo~ =X

woohoo~! today went to West Coast Park to celebrate... kite flying + picnic... but be4 tat went to Ginza Plaze n do some shopping of ingredients... actually meeting 1230... in the end all late... hahaha` bez... then sin nee's mum drive us to the park... then we scout for a suitable place to luo di sheng gen... then we waited for others to come n start our picnic~ =) meanwhile got a $3 kite from the shop there... heez... Xiao Ding Dang one wor`... so cute!! ok... then started makan... kim's black pepper crab meat is DeliCiouS!!! Oiishi desune!!! *muacks* jingpei's egg sandwiches too~ *slurp* chean chia's potato salad also~! hao hao chi wor!! then started playint win, lose or draw... hohoho... so much fun! =D then started kite flying... lolx... tat was a disaster man... the kite doesnt go up!! *duhz* die die also dun go up... then it always dive down one... violent... then in the end here spoil there holes... sin nee bought another kite... $5... lagi worse... a while later totally spoil... not durable one... sadz... kinda disappointed... cos in the end kite never flew up... haikz... oh... then suprisingly... saw jeremy chia cycling in the park... =)

then had another round of sandwiches for dinner... and chips too of course... went on to play "freesbie"?? lolx... dunno how to spell... =p ... for a while cos the sky darkens... then it's sparkles time!! hahaha!!did the photos taken turn out nice?? i din see~ heez... =p

wow~ had a tiring day man... guess i need more sleep... i almost missed my bus stop when i took 143 home from jurong east... i juz closed my eyes n rest... hahaha~ when i open my eyes... look outside... "eh? how come so familiar ah? ah!!" then rushed for the exit door... lolx...

*work... still the same old filing...*

today had lunch with kim n chong @ bugis... well... kinda long time never see him liao... hmm... nearly a year?? keke... saw neng li before i meet them... heez... but din manage to haf a chat cos she n i were on the phone @ the same time... lolx... ate the "shui jiao bo cai mian"(those green noodles)... cost $4.50... heez... not bad~ then walked ard bugis... kim bought a card holder @ MUJI... then went Queenstown to play pooL... actually be4 tat a bit tired liao... but since very long never play so... *eviL LaugHs* ... chong still claims tat he's a novice... bluff one... it's nice to see him again... he looks better wif his hair shaved... +gRiNz+ =)

oh suxz~!! arsenal won the FA Cup... damn it... juz by a goal... why did they win!! argh... i hate arsenal!!

today work damn sian sia... doing filing whole day... haikz... have to do it until that few stacks of it finishes... *pengz*... if it goes on like this... mah jiam like cancelling "1800" in MOM... worse still... how to write itp report when what i did is only filing n filing n more filing??!! sadz... hope it can get better next week... though i still need to work TML!!... hmm~ today i had lunch wif germaine n ming er in the pantry... Burger King... got the others who went out to tiong bahru plaza to da pao... hohoho~ the best part of the day's work sia~ we sat down n talked abt germaine's dog, ming er's guinea pigs, her boyfriend, our schools... hahaha~ *me was actually listening for the most of the time... cos i got no bf n pets...* =p ... but i kinda forgot wat breed of dog tat germaine has... lolx... rover?? hahaha` dunno lah~ =X

then watched Matrix - Reloaded @ tiong bahru plaza after work~ hmm... i preferred this first one though... this one kinda crappy... but the craps r quite funny... then the actions... erm... sometimes a bit kua zhang... but i hate the ending!! argh! suddenly juz end... worse than Lord of the Rings - The Fellowship of the Ring ending... watever... still watchable for the action packs... =) oh yah... there'll be a trailer after the credits... remember to catch tat! cos i missed tat... -_-

oh shit!! juz remembered something... i havent write the letter thingy as yan yan's present!! jia lat... dunno wat to write` *duhz*

hmm... now 10.53pm... sianz... news not finish yet... i waiting to watch Wedding Planner last episode!!! faster~~

ok... back to the future... today is Vesak Day... obviously din go out... was sitting in front here, typing my diary... heez... nothing interesting today... saw the article in Lian He Wan Bao... it's been 4 days... well... life goes on... couldnt always look @ the past... time heals... gambette everyone!! jia you!! =)

wat's on tv?? hmm... nothing special actually... especially now... tat dong fang bi li on channel 8... doing exercise programme... sianz... no wonder my mum watch vcd...

14 May 2003

lalalala~ today go tiong bahru for work~ =) @ least got ming er there... + a few frm np~ well... start with those sorting again... met Ghouse, Gina's collegue... she called him good house... hahaha~ Julia, the lady who waited for me n Gina yesterday night, very funny... Gina joked tat i'm her daughter... and she believed!! then this morning she asked me whether i came to work / out of house together wif my mum~! (refering to Gina as my mum)... hahaha... i blur blur... lolx... then i told her tat Gina was kidding... very funny... then had lunch together wif ming er + 2 np gals, Germaine n Eunice... both of them r kinda nice... germaine is english spoken though... she dun understand chinese... heez... quite common nowadays... =p ... then after lunch i managed to sort out all (some Ghouse brought with him to his workplace @ Queenstown)... then time to file... sehz... so tedious... then Robin treated us with tapioca cake~ mmmm~ yummy!! very sweet~ =)~ haha~ continue doing for the rest of the day till 6pm... lolx... ming er's guinea pig give birth~!! lolx... so she rushed home immediately after work... lolz...

then me? me went orchard... alone... couldnt find anyone to accompany me to buy bdae present for my bro`... took bus 85 frm tiong bahru... then walked my way to wisma... planning to buy a tie from the shop opposite pizza hut... then i passed by charles n keith... bought a pair of slippers~ heez... not for my bro though... it's for myself! hahaha... realised tat tat tie shop closed down liao... then bo bian... have to go Tangs buy... wah seh... so ex... those i like all $60+ $70+... *pengz* ... so finally found one $39.90 frm pierre cardin... still not so bad... then went to buy food n makan... n took 143 home... woo... 1 hr journey... read comic bk... man yue mei mei... =) got home almost 9pm liao...

my mama saw kwan soon's report on channel U's 6.30pm news... she managed to record it for me~ love ya mum!! well it reported tat he committed suicide becos he got into debt of more than $10,000 thru betting on soccer matches... haikz... lian he wan bao also reported... he even had intentions to enter university in australia... why did he do this... manz... i still cant believe it... he's still so young... argh... next sem no more guy in my class liao... no more thorns among the roses... =...(

13 May 2003

well well... morning i have to report to Plaza by the Park @ 9am for orientation... luckily together wif kelly n evelyn... so not alone... heez... then got details frm Hui Ming regarding the claim forms... lalalalala~... thought it could have lasted till lunchtime... then can haf lunch wif them but it's not meant to be... so took bus 64 back to Anchorpoint... passed by redhill lane... felt the sadness again... haikz...

reach branch ard 11... asked me to go for lunch first but i wasn't feeling hungry... so Gina gave me some things to do... ah~ finally... stacks of papers to be sorted out thru the different accounts tat they have in stan chart... wah hin ah`... such a huge stack... abt one yr's collection... *pengz*... @_@ ... for the rest of the day... juz sort n sort n sort... then Gina brought me to tiong bahru after work... carrying all the stacks of papers... damn heavy sia... used 2 travelling bags n i dump all my things inside too... then took bus 33... haikz... pass by redhill lane again... *sob sob*... really feel like getting down the bus n take one last look @ kwan soon... but i cant... planning to go tml after work... reach my workplace @ tiong bahru Kim Tian Plaza @ 7pm... then Gina showed me ard... explaining my duties... where the filing n documents are... blah blah blah... wow~! 8pm... finally finish... *phew*

tiong bahru mrt station... called melissa... wanna ask her whether going to see kwan soon tml... no answer... then after a while she called back... told me tat tml morning/afternoon chu bin liao... jingpei n others all there now... !!! ... nobody informed me... hai... i was ard the area man... this is so sad... i tot i could make it there tml... cos celebrating my bro's bdae a day earlier... tot it would be better to go after this... but but... =...(

hmm.... let's date back to 12 May 2003

YooHoo!!! Manchester United being handed the English Premier League Champion Trophy @ Goodison Park (Everton's homeground) after winning the match 2-1. Scorers: Beckham (freekick) & van Nistelrooy (penalty). Ole Ole Ole Ole~!!! finally shuts Arsene Wenger's big mouth and dreams of repeating their double last season. 3 cheers and 3 cheers n 3 cheers for man utd! hip hip hooray! hip hip hooray!! hip hip hooray!!!

1st day @ work... being posted to Anchorpoint - Standard Chartered... damn boring... had nothing to do @ all... sat there looking @ them working for 8 hrs... from 8.30am... lucky my supervisor, Gina, allowed me to go off early @ 5pm... =) ... all the while i'm observing... everyone seems to be so busy... felt tat actually there's nothing there i can do to help... cos they are already used to their various duties... if i 'chap' in then will bring them more trouble only... but i learned how exactly how their operation works... the ATMs n CDMs, TTs, clearing of cheques, etc... practically only observing their operation for the first day and doing nothing... actually Gina was planning to bring me to tiong bahru n do my work there... but she was caught up wif work n have to postpone till tml... no diff to me anyway... heez... free labour for a day! $30 into pocket~ lolx...

took 51 all the way to JE... too lazy to change bus... hahaha... went to buy chestnuts ("9, 6" in hokkien)... then took 143 home... a bit bo liao... hahahaha` reach home... makan 9,6... melissa called n told me a shocking news... Kwan Soon, the only guy in my class, committed suicide this morning... i could say anything... my eyes n mouth wide open.. i was like "huh?! zhen de ma..? wat happened? how is he now?" cos i thought he ge mai zi sa... survived thru tat... but... ... ... he no longer wif us anymore... he jumped off a building... have no details abt it... !_! wat on earth happened to him???!!!! i really had no idea... then heard tat it's becos of his relationship wif his gf... but i dun think so lor... he's not tat kind of person... i couldnt even believed tat he had done this... to me... he really isnt the type who would kill himself... he even sent sms to jing pei before he jumped... why... jing pei was already in tears when she told me this... i didnt know how to comfort her... i was also feeling very down myself... =...|

To Kwan Soon, even though you are no longer with us, but you will always be in our hearts. You will always be remembered. Rest in peace... -_-

hello~!! newly created... dun really know how it works... heez... let me explore it~!! ??? Happy Vesak Day~!! =)

now... i decided to do this is becos i'm having ITP now and i lazy to record my daily experiences @ work through writing... well since i come online whenever i'm free... tat's probably every night... so i'm going to post the details here... lolx... hope u dun feel too bored while reading~ cos practically i'll be doing the same thing over and over again...