Sydney Hobart Yacht Race!!! (26 dec 08)

Sydney Hobart Yacht Race!!! (26 Dec 08)

today me and my sister went to see

the 64th Rolex Sydney Hobart Yacht Race.
to see the whole view we gotta go to "The Gap"

It's basically a spot in Vaucluse that is right on the tip of a peninsula
that became "the gate" of exit from the Sydney harbour
towards the big ocean on the east of Australia Plate
The race started very close to Vaucluse's peninsula
and from The Gap you can see the point where
the sailing boats open their big sail.
That was interesting!
i might say that it's looking cute from further..
well, make it easier for you guys to see..
here are the pictures..

The Gap

the crowd @ The Gap

the view towards City from The Gap

those small dots in the sky are choopers.. there were 10 of em around..
this next picture is a closer look of the boats

the boats there are lining up,
they were getting ready to get started
but not all of em in the harbour are racing..
some are just ferries, some are small boats
that just want to mix with the crowd of boats
and feel the excitements n festive feelings of the event.

don't want to miss the chance,
BOSE put advertisement in the sky in this festive day.

(crowd around me n my sis)

as what i've said, not only boats that join in the race,
there are other boats that you wouldn't know where are they come from..
in the pic below, it's me and the big dark thing on the water is
the pirate's ship..
yup those old ship like what you've saw in the pirates of carribean

pardon me i can't smile beautifully, coz it was so hot n so bright..
even tho i wore my Oakley dart it's still quite bright..

closer look of the sailing boat and pirate ship.

Talking about hot, at the end i put off my hat (coz it was very windy)
and took out my umbrella n i hold i low
lucky i use my umbrella, coz if i didn't i guess my hat will burnt... XD
even my umbrella was burning hot!!
my skin turned red after that..

That was a very crowded day..

----all pic taken by my 8MP mobilecam C905----
i wanted to blog it, but not yet
prolly after awhile i'll discuss my C905
ciaoz..

browsing blogs..

while i was browsing blogs from li ying's page, i found 2 things..

1. Quote of the day that i agree more than anything in the world

"I'll trade wisdom for youth any day. …
It's a tragedy in the sense that any love involves loss,
and that's the risk you take.
And the greater the love, the greater the loss.
I certainly feel that now with the woman I'm with,
and the children that I have. But whatever the course may be,
this time together is extraordinary."

- Brad Pitt tells the L.A. Times

i loss a lot and a lot and a lot for love,
but i'm a person that will regret and feel bad bout it very badly
if i hold back my feelings towards the person
that i love the most in this world.

so yea.. i guess if it is about love, whoever they are,
wherever they came from, i bet the feeling will bw the same.

2. i just found her and then i lose her..

The legendary Eartha Kitt has passed away.

The singer/actress - known for that legendary purr,
her role as Catwoman in the Batman TV show,
and her song Santa, Baby - was performing up until this summer

i love the "santa baby" song so badly.. go check it out guys..
it's a very sexy song.. it's naughty!!
and it always made me smile naughtily ^^

xmas dinner!!! (20th)

today my house is decorated, loud, merry..

and...
we had lots n lots of foods!!!
garlic bread, beef ribs, drinks n dessert
Most of all.. PRESENTS!!!


our xmas tree

garlic breads
one of the xmas deco dat i bought in canberra

even my giant teddy wear santa hat n found new friend ^^

i don't have all of the pictures in here yet,
but these are some that i had..
i still hv some stupid pictures of myself =P
pictures of table settings, etc etc ^^
i'll update the pictures later..
stay tuned!!

mess for xmas dinner!

Mess For Xmas Dinner!!!

i suppose to make 1 of my mighty dessert
for early xmas dinner (20th dec)
same as the one that i gave to Mr. Chin on his b'day last time.
but then..
since the one dat i made for Mr. Chin was my 1st attempt
so now the second attempt the result is better..
it's puffier!!

but then..

after a while it became like the first that i made.
it implode!!!! hix..
and even worse, something's wrong with the taste..
it taste like uncooked T_T
so there you go..
i was super tired lately (procrastinate but tired =P)
and i've spend the whole day to bake
so i can't afford any more effort to make another one..
so there are no sponge cake for the xmas dinner!!

but on the side.. i made chocolates..
it meant to be the practice for the sponge cake's decoration
it succeed!!! not all, but some
(i've rotated the pic but dunno y it's like this again in here
suppose to be tilted to the left from this look)

but then!!!!!
after i touch it out of the fridge it melt T_T
i think coz i made it out of the cooking choco
which is easier to melt then comercial choco dat we consume..
but i was super happy dat i kinda made the choco..
planning to practice more and buy cool stuff to make the spiral choco!!
hahahhahaa.. but still a long long way to go..
won't be soon..
there are some super specific utensils for choco making for pro
and i can't afford it..

so yea, dats all for now.

Karma

now i feel wat my ex felt last time towards me..

today the whole day so emo.. T_T
even tho the night is very pretty
where it suppose to give a total relieve to the heat on the day time..
i'm going even emo-er

when i see the brilliant blinding moon
on the perfect blue sky that decorated by the amazing stars
where the perfect wind blows the clouds
and the point that this lovely wind blows my hair..

usually i sigh n feel warm inside when i see those..
when i feel those..
yet now i'm full of worries..
full of thoughts..

but i'm trying to hold on tho..
getting myself stronger..
forcing myself off the karma..

hmm.. i know it's lame but that's all
now i gotta go n enjoy the nite again =P

me now afraid!

can you believe that?
me.. a person that won't be afraid to die by the huge wave
won't be afraid of steep cliff
and won't be afraid to fight,

now i'm afraid, not of those things (yet) maybe
but i'm afraid of other things.. bigtime!
i'm trying to run away most of the times now,
i did run away twice
and yet i'm still scared even tho i've ran away!

if u ask about wat, then it's hard to tell
but basically about future.

for example, i was short minded sometimes
especially bout things that i like or i love.
but now i'm started to think twice about my future..
i'm still staying with my concept "get the one i like asap!"
but yet when it's getting tougher i'm getting more scared
but people say u'll lose something when u're scared that u can't get it

it's true and i'm trying to bare with the reality
and hopefully i can handle the frigthened me
and get the thing that i want!

btw 1 of the thing that i'm scared of now is economy n financial
gosh, russia officially under recession u know..
i heard indo is kinda oing down too..
my sis's friend in sg got fired coz of economy situation too
i heard even UAE slowing down too
US keeping emself up from recession.
oz slowing down too T_T

but as a gloria jean's employee i felt that
people still can use money like a piece of shit here..
like only 1 out of 100 dat care bout their money..
and people r getting married here in oz too..
wondering if recession by the time they get babies then how??

but my solution for that is..
since in oz they live in suburb houses with bit of land at the back
if the girl doesn't work or part time only
i would plant some food supplies in the garden..
dun go anywhere much!
hahhahahahahha.. well in some cases
going traditional fix modernity's problems

since i'm working now, i felt my parents' fear when
their job isn't going well..
i got little shift lately, and when u know that it doesn't support u enough
then u'll feel helpless.. if i'm by myself then not much burden
if u hv kids then u'll think of how to feed the kids
then super stress weih!!!!
even if i feel that i dun hv enuf money during uni i'll feel super stress
lucky now i'm in holz..

prolly my mom is right, "dun shop! keep the money!" hahaha..

alrighty..
wanna sleep again now =P
ciao!!

Disappointed by Bali

today i just read a news about issues in Bali.
since they found 3 people dead by dog bite,
the government simply say it's rabies.

while out of 3 dog samples only 1 dog found to has rabies
(not the dog that bit)
yet DON'T THEY LEARN STATS???!?!!?!!?!?!
AT LEAST 15 SAMPLES YOU M****!!!
but the victims are still under process to find out!!
yet the governor did said that
they DON'T have the rabies symptoms
however the process haven't totally done,
the Bali's Governor Made Mangku Pastika has ordered the public
to help goverment to kill dogs on the street
means no matter the dogs have owner or not
but if they are on the street they still can get killed.

the government didn't even properly educate public
what would be said as a rabies dogs!!!
means public can biasly decide that the dogs must be killed
until now there are 3 dogs killed in a very tragic way.

another funny thing that i found is that the governor ordered this
in purpose of avoiding trouble for tourism in bali
but the fact is that because of this news,
australian states have given warning for bali travellers.
and if the news spread even bigger means it actually
HAVE been giving trouble towards bali's tourism.
and it's all thanks to this short minded governor.
please if you want to avoid problems then don't say it to public
just do it yourself under the dark night!!!!
DON'T SIMPLY SAY EVERYTHING THAT IS
UNCONFIRMED YET TO MASS MEDIA!!!!

please and please i beg if anyone read this please help me to stop them..


btw about this Made Prastika..
he was a police chief in bali wasn't he??
how the hell can he become a governor now??
even since long2 time ago i don't like him ady..
so fake!!
omg, i dunno wat to say, but i hate this guy so much now..

selamatkanlah baliku tercinta!!
let it be untouched by bad spirits..

lame pickup line

you know why i love qwerty keyboards??
coz there U & I always together forever.

my face:

T_T; ...

my opinion:

tell u wat, thank god soon new keyboard system will be developed..

today

today i saw a lady (around 30s) that i saw twice before
i saw her from my gloria jean's shop, she's a customer.
i admire her hair that has blue tint looking like sprayed so well..
the blue colour blend with her black coloured hair so nicely..
i've been wanting to get a blue tint spray-like colour on my hair
since i was 14 XD
i love it!! and this lady really makes me crazy over her hair..
i've been wanting to ask where did she did her hair..
coz i really wanna do it!!!!!
but oh well.. i don't hv the guts
btw her name is Yayoi, i think she's a jap

talking bout customer,
there r 2 jap ladies that become our frequent customer
1 of em is Mika, she's funny
the last time she came she smiled at me happily
i think she notices me ^^ i love our frequent customer..
my other fave customer is Rachel, she's pretty n nice..
1 got 1 guy customer that i juz remember his name today
but i always remember who he is by his order XD
he always ask for a glass of iced water with his strong cap

ow btw about things that i found from work..
today i found the funniest thing ever..
a baby in a cradle sleeping with his legs straight up!!! >.<
not 90 degrees up tho but it's like 45 degrees towards his body XD
and the legs are super straight!!

i love those kinda babies.. they brighten up ur life..
prolly i need to breed 1 like that =P
ow, and bout babies..
honestly, i've been wanting babies since 2 years ago XD
i know this sound crazy, but i love babies..
1 of my hobby in my gloria jean's is
picking, waving or playing with babies and kids around..
coz our shop is on the kids's shop section in the mall
so most of the customers are mommies ^^

n i love the babies..
1 of the fun thing to see from them is when
those kids had their Babycino.. hahahhaa..
their face are super happy..
or when they see gingerbread man or cookies
it's a precious expressions!!
i wanted to hv a good cam n took those moments well

back to the funny things that i found in my work place..
another thing to inform is right next door is a pet shop
i love puppies!! =P
and the craziest thing that i can't even believe to see today is..
A PIG!!!! MINI PIG!!!
omg.. can u imagine pig between dogs???
and it's in fact is more expensive than a dalmation!!
more expensive than a chihuahua!! >.<
sad la.. pig also super expensive in oz..

that's all my post for today ..
nice to share my interesting side of life with u guys ^^

reservation

just if there is a possibilities to reserve thee
wait till the seasons passed and enhanced thee
i will come and taste again

i want this year left, i want a better wine from you
but for the sake of your better wine
i have to risk you to be taken by other person
hope and hope not.

not even a few hours i can let you out of my sight.
i hope faith is still faith end of this year,
and still is next year,

help me, don't go to others
trust me that i don't buy you now
and keep you in the darkest basement chamber that i have
only for the sake of you better wine

not because of your cheap looking label
nor your colour, i can drink you now
but yet i want you to stay with me in the glory even more
and i want you in my every dinner of glory

i know you think that i did these all coz of your dirty bottle
but honestly, trust me i didn't see the way u see
actually i really do wants you to be there for my graduation ceremony
be there on my wedding to show my parents how precious your taste

if i could i beg you to save a drip in your bottle
just to keep me blushing on the day i die.
i hope i can bring you with me in happiness or sadness
all life long.


Precious, stay there for me please
i'm scared that you'll be taken away
while i'm waiting for the very time.

our changes

i was suppose to put pictures showing how different josh n me been changing
but oh well, i juz found out that after my sis check my photos
i deleted all photos that hv josh in it.
and all of the photos are in josh's lappy that the hard disc got problem T_T
hopefully the hard disc can be retrieved.

however, not much photos here but i think this is enough.

started from:

he's still plain n fake, n i'm praising him
(he hold my waist but no hug from him)

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i gave him an expensive present + love candy
+ love letter, all in a romantic way for 1 month

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still i'm the one that is excited
and he still annoyed by me sometimes
around the point that i knew his bad history,
yet i'm still praising him

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care bout me even more n wanna makes me happy,
see the hug?? tighter than ever!!
yet still feel kinda forced to do so
he had hobby since around this time to capture my emotions
daily using his camera phone.

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he wanted to hv pictures with me,
if u notice, big smiles come in this photo (compared to ones on top)
other collections that we have big smiles
only found in "acting stupid" photos in lappy cam

in the other hand i'm not as smiley as before,
because lies started to come,
confusions came, it was hard time.

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after that, there r some bits n pieces of his changes
and i'm super happy bout it all

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and the last few months he started to think about us,
bout wat he wanna do with me,
bout future plan, and questions of "what if?" in his head
the last week in syd before he left to msia,
he wanna go here n there with me,


see the hugs?? so different..as if he dun wanna let me go.
yet in the other way around i'm the one whom
looking more independent n as if dun care bout him

he was tired on that ice skating day,
yet he still wanna makes me happy and not like the one b4
this one his face looking happy too
dat day wasn't a perfect day, but there u can see his changes,
he was a person that once the day bad his mood
gonna b bad the whole day
but since he saw me crying for 2 days coz of his treatment
he try to make me happy again.

and he gave me a present that day (our 8months celebration)

it was a frame that i showed him n say it's cool..
complete with our perfect picture in it.
it was soooo touching for me.

the picture in the frame
can u see that this is the real couple picture?
a happy couple it is..

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but now, he failed me again, i don't know what to say
but i've been always and will always happy to know that
this guy loves me at the end, however not that much yet
but at least he did n i did change someone.

love you always,
and i did dedicate all my dances to you.

running back

if you guys listen to the second song in my music player
that's the song that i'll talk about this time..
the lyrics is totally super duper me >.<

so here's the lyrics, check it out..

These days you barely even say my name
Like you don't really feel the same
I'm wondering whats to blame

These nights i fall asleep wondering where you are
It feels like we're falling apart
And its only breaking my heart
Cause if being with you means being alone
And never knowing when you're coming home
Then i guess im better off on my own

But i cant move on
Cause that means forgetting, forgetting everything we had
Instead i keep coming, keep coming, i keep running back
Cause i keep forgetting, forgetting you treat me so bad
So i keep on coming, keep coming, i keep running back

My friends say that i should leave you behind
And stop wasting all my time
They tell me that i am out of my mind

But i know that what we both share is real
And i've been willing to deal
With the way that you're making me feel

Cause if being with you means being alone
And never knowing when you're coming home
Then i guess im better off on my own

But i cant move on
Cause that means me forgetting, forgetting everything we've had
Instead i keep coming, keep coming, i keep running back
Cause i keep forgetting, forgetting you treat me so bad
So i keep running, keep running, i keep running back

Ma ma ma mama caught up
We not all heard the same story
Just different authors this book crazy
Always a lady looking for love where there's a maybe
we might could be together
They fight to be together
Aight to be together
Shorty yeah he cheated
You say you don't need it
Turn around and leave it
Oh he back next week
Fuss...Fight
And then the whole thing repeat like nothing ever happened
Dat was just rapping
No publishing
Shorty you knew that he ain't got the same government
Lil mama can't move on
But it's her fault she struggling
She can't...move...on

But i cant move on
Cause that means forgetting, forgetting everything we've had
I keep running, keep running, keep running back
I keep running back to you

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so yea that's my case,
i nvr tot that 1 day gonna hv 1 song that the lyrics is
SUPERBly about my life

i cut some repeating parts in it but yea i juz wanna take the main points
but the funniest thing there it says that "it's her fault coz she can't move on"
i wanted to move on this time and i think i might get moved on easier than before
but i really afraid that i'll regret it, regret to lose something that i like so much
juz for the sake that i do things well for the sake of myself.

sorry yeah i put a sad song here XD ruinning mood ,rite?
but it was all juz to simply makes u guys
know my feelings lately while reading my blog

good 8th celebration = no updates

the 21st of nov was crazy, was touching,
was nice, was bad, was outstanding
but sorry guys i can't blog bout it XD

too long..

and the blog bout canberra n stuffs r killing me already >.<
took me few days to make it well..
there r few things that i kinda forgot too =P
but oh well..
however i'll prolly tell bout this some other time
keep on updated with my blogs!!!

heavy steps

these last few days so many things happening
not nice ones..
they bother me till i can't sleep
till i can't breathe well..
it took my appetite away..

my foot feel heavier and heavier to walk
my brain feels slower and smaller to work

i wrote in the park-----------

heavy foot comes, the leaves drift away
drove my eyes down & hypnotized
echo the pitter-patter of hurt in my head
wavy earth shakes my sinful body, there i sway
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why is it so hard to live my faith
i can't run from my faith

to love till i hurt myself
to trust till i be the dummy
to wait till that little hope really comes

i don't want these but wherever i go i still hv to get it.

hopefully this is the last one that i can stay on to
to face my faith and live with it.

dear, i do love you so much no matter how sinful i swayed

the dance was dedicated to you

regards,
miss young

early christmas in hydepark

on the day after josh went back malaysia
i hang out with adrian for dinner in city..
while waiting for him to get down town
i went to see the happening croud in hydepark

it was so festive and romantic and full of love ^^
every kids wearing christmas costumes and glowy reindeer headpiece
holding candle-like lights so happily,
and glowing red nose reindeer on the tiny noses they have,
it was super festive and lovely..
those costumes seems like was given for free on the event.
i want one too so i walk to the centre of the croud..
and actually i juz missed the event!!
hix..

it was like an early xmas concert for kids and families..
when i get there i took some pictures of those kids in costumes..
and i saw couples of daddies and their daughter slow dancing to the silent night song
reminds me to the touching song "dance with my father" by luther vandross
i wanted to took the pictures but oh well my camera out of battery..

again next to the christmas tree there i wish that 1 day i hv a good camera
therefore i can take a superb touching photos..
one day oh one day..

all of the toughts about love, family, christmas, photographies
all poppin and spinning arund my head
i love the romantic scene in hydepark
i would love to see a chilly christmas in hydepark full of nice lights
hmm.. maybe one day i'll be the event organizer =P

i wanted to attend any event like that in sydney again
but unluckily all the rest of the events will be
in the places that are hard for me to reach..
so yea, juz see wat can i find around soon..

after dat the other big news for the day is..
me n adrian ate sushi (quite a bit of em)
in 30 MINS!!! XD
i eat very slow, but not dat day XD
30mins was includes taking order n stuff
guess both of us were very hungry and misses sushi so much

so yea that's the news from 23rd nov ( i think) XD
i forgot the exact day

P.S.: no photos coz shamefully something wrong with my cam's SD
and i end up lose all of the photos and my photographies T_T

canberra radio channel

good afternoon everyone,

it's canberra radio here
today we'll bring you some news and songs to
accompany your trip to canberra
this channel is proudly supporting King Josh to drive to canberra.


the 1st news is about the day King Josh have a duty to Canberra.
renewing passport!!
(18th nov) in the morning King Josh got a surprise about his "coach"
because of hanging out till too late and
King Josh still wanna go to internet cafe,
it causes him become too tired to park the car far from his castle,
therefore he park it right infront of his gate.

the highlight is, by the time he awake and ready to go for the trip
he was panicing coz the car was gone!!
(King Josh woke up 2 hours later than the time that he planned to wake up
therefore he was actually super late for the appointment in canberra
and he panicing coz the car is most likely get towed away)
at the end King Josh found the car towed to some
deserted area behind his castle.

so there u go he whip the horse to run as fast as they could
to get him to Canberra in 2hours time.
the mighty royalty horses masculinely made it on time!!


(the appointment was between 9-12 and he get going by 9.50
trip to canberra is 3hours but with more speed can reach in 2hours)
(hopefully no speeding fine~~~)


next thing u know King Josh and the Joker (me,
coz i go along juz to keep josh away from boredom)
heading to...

Do you know where is that? yes, it's Parliament House~

Josh is a big fans of the daily meeting in parliament house
the person that he loves the most is the MISTER SPEAKER~~
by the time we get there the meeting juz ended
we suppose to be able to attend the meeting there live
but oh well, we're late..
but we still can see those people from the parliament all over there

then we go inside and we can see mr Kevin Rudd!! not close,
but still~~ can see him live!
Josh was quite happy coz even tho he can't see Mr. Speaker
he can see Mr Rudd, and he was randomly waving towards kids there
then we explore the whole building and walk around with the host guide


after that exploration and big photoshooting time
we went for food from Hungry Jacks
we had a rare item!! THE MIGHTY QUAD STACKS!!

(we can't find that in Sydney)

on the way to get the food I found some christmas decorations,
they are expensive but since they are too beautiful and magical
so i bought few of them.

and after that King Josh go for some "usual" business.
things goin good and it's time to take the new passport.
after that we suppose to rush rush go home for a BBQ dinner with
friends from my work place (gloria jean's bondi & the rock)
---including Miss Li Ying, Mr. Evan Ng, Mr Kenneth and Sir Listijono---
but yet King Josh still wanna explore
THE ONE AND ONLY yet SUPER HUGE shopping center in Canberra.

we suppose to get going home by 5
we end up going home around 7

out of 2 hours trip i slept for 1 hour hahaha..
so yea.. poor josh.. but he got his ipod tho..
the dinner suppose to be started by 7
yet started by 8 and
WE came at 9..
BL-ACK JACK!!!!!
(only some people can understand this black jack thing)

T_T

better than not coming tho..
so that's how we end the day

yummm~~~~



catch up my next updates!!
gonna b alot!!

first car (17th of nov)

this is the first day of Josh having a car in sydney

it was a rental car from "no birds"
with plate number --AR 60 ZI--


that day i was working since morning and finish at 1.30
it was very special..
since it was the very first time josh fetch me with car
it was as special as when josh walk me home in the middle of the night
or the first time he ride me home with his bike
or with the bear on our bike n those stuff..

but this one is even more exciting..
coz being in a car with my bf is a very memorable thing for me
probably because of my previous relationship
but i've been always loving to cruise with car..
especially with the person i love.
i love to cruise with my brother too, so i can sleep in the car =P

but the most turn down was the fact that he was late T_T
and it was very windy and cold..
i know, u must be thinking "isn't it summer over there by then?"
yes, it was n it is now but till now (1dec08)
also still chilly.. climate change must be..
so after he got me in the car we straightly go here
n there we went for lunch in our fave mongolian restaurant down town
had our fave dishes and then we go again.

after cruising around, we went for double bay expedition =P
this expedition is to find whether King Josh is a true sweet tooth
-he said that he don't like chocolates-
also to find whether what i say romantic is romantic for him too

so i brought him look around the area
and brought him to the point that we can see the night city view
he didn't find that place as interesting as i found
moreover he don't find it romantic to juz chillax a bit to see the view T_T

about the sweet tooth
king Josh heard about a mighty chocolate kingdom there,
so then King Josh drop by at the castle to have a look.
and it is then said that King Josh fell in love with the servings that they gave.
Finally King Josh learnt that he actually could love chocolates.
it was the Duke of Max Brenner that serves him well that night.

so that's how we sweetened the day

Josh's b'day part 2

so if u've been wondering where is the big celebration??here's the story..

horlix n me planned a surprise party..
i ask li ying and horlix to invite his friends..
but he still can smell it T_T
oh well, tho he dunno wat it will be like neeway..

so that night (sat, 18th oct) i blind folded him
it started from kryspi kreme wynyard

and then we walk down towards apple store

and then to town hall

interference: "even tho i wasn't blind folded but i try to sense what he could sense. i still remember that point in town hall, the first step makes me amazed how you'll realize small details that matters when u are blind. i can feel the pebbly floor of town hall that i don't think everyone in sydney would notice even tho they pass by there everyday for ages.."

so back to the main story..

the celebration was in Ice Cube Restaurant in Darling harbour.. XD so far.. we walked for 20-30 minutes.. and i wore high heels XD that hurts.. and for the sake he dunno or able to guess the place i gotta bring him through the smaller roads and quite area.. lucky he's not smart enuf to tell where is he going towards. coz i was afraid that he can tell it from where the car is and stuff. so yea, we reached Ice Cube and everyone there ready with cake all stand up and sang him happy b'day right after i open his fold.


not that successful tho coz i invited 18 peeps and only like 7 coming.

but however, we had fun, it was nice, good drinks and yet not that expensive =D the food were seafood,
and these are the photos

tuna steak
barramundi fillet
whole barramundi

after that josh wanna go to SC so there we go..


n that's how we celebrate his b'day..

he's quite happy about it i think, coz after that he keep on kissing me
kyaaaaa!!!!!~~~~ XD happy~~~~
lolz


some more photos..


adrian and josh

and the grand finalle is~~
photo of me and my super handsome Josh Lee
(only super handsome in this photo =P)



credit: photos by Miss Yeo Li Ying
thank her for all of the amazing photos on memorable moments

dedicated for Mr. Adrian Chin

there is this 1 of my fave song that in some ways
telling how you are right now,
but i don't suggest you to listen to the song..
coz it's so blue..


"You see this guy, this guy's in love with you
Yes I'm in love who looks at you the way I do
When you smile I can tell we know each other very well

How can I show you I'm glad I got to know you 'cause
I've heard some talk they say you think I'm fine
This guy's in love and what I'd do to make you mine
Tell me now is it so don't let me be the last to know

My hands are shakin' don't let my heart keep breaking 'cause
I need your love, I want your love
Say you're in love and you'll be my guy, if not I'll just die

Tell me now is it so don't let me be the last to know
My hands are shakin' don't let my heart keep breaking 'cause
I need your love, I want your love
Say you're in love and you'll be my girl, if not I'll just die"


so that was the lyrics
but come on adrian..
i know you're not that desperate for a girl's love yet
there must be another girl that will make u
desperate for her love even more.
and the more important thing is that you need
to find a girl that can accept your love.
so hold on, move on, and live your brighter side of life
be bright and don't be blue again ^^
i've felt it, Mr. D felt it, and we moved on
you gotta be like us too
don't let her makes u blinded by your love
you can do it! ^^

Josh's B'day 14th oct!!

this is the story from my part..

for the full package ask him to update his blog!!!
so, actually since the day before (13th oct) even tho i finish my pink ribbon thingy
and still ask my friend to teach me how to do my assignment
till around 4 (i started since 9.30)
i managed to get a rest a bit n made a cheesecake for Josh..

cheesecake on the bake

it was a VERY tiring day..
oh yea, talking bout tiring, i cut my left pointer finger while
i cut the butter for josh's cake, it's all coz of too tired and clumsiness
well that time my body don't really wanna move at all neemore
but i still hv to do these all..
so yea i was juz moved by the pumpin music and suddenly..
no pic for the cut coz it's very severe and disgusting
and now i hv a mark on it and hv some senses problem
hopefully it will be better in the future..

so back to the josh's b'day
on the 13th midnight i still do my assignment instead of
staying with Josh or wishing him happy b'day..
seeing that a friend of his wish him happy birthday as the 1st person
was a heartaching point for me..
i have to finish the assignment that nite coz it's due on 14th
and i still have to celebrate Josh's b'day for the whole week..

so however the cheese cake wasn't ready for the 13th midnight
nor 14th dawn
instead of the cheesecake i gave him a pink cupcake
with 1 candle on top..

i felt super sad that i only can give him that cupcake on the 14th dawn.

so we go to sleep n the next morning i forgot what did josh do
go to uni if i'm not wrong..
while i went to cut my hair in the city..

so where is the celebration??
where is the cheesecake??
it was ready on the 14th afternoon ^^
now with 2 candles on top =P
(unluckily dun hv the photo)
i present it after i cut my hair and he was after bathing
i switched off the light in his room n only the cake with candle lit.

i think josh was quite happy..
finally i can make sumthin special for him that quite works..
coz the rest was kinda failed

so yea he liked the cake but
again.. BUT!
the end of the cheesecake story was he only ate the 1st cut
and the last cut T_T
and he dare to say that he love cheesecake..
even i at least ate half of my whole big piece of my b'day cake
most of the time..

so after cheesecake thingy we went dinner
(was planned by him that only 2 of us)
but + Aaron coz after that Josh wanna go SC T_T
so there we go.. hurricane for 3 of us..

i know i look disasterous..
coz i always think that my hair look weird after saloon
and i didn't hv time to fix it for the special day
i don't hv my nice coat ready
and here it is the look of busy life! >.<
i look like fat and pregnant T_T

while we were waiting for the table for 3
Josh was kinda itchy to get even more pumped up
and his mouth kinda asking for sumthin since he hvn't eat for the whole day
so this is wat he did..

flaming lamborgini slurped.. >.< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6q3dxsGZmy7eNlq_CppGbzkTgmGGi_n5WPyXxspOTRwzbIM8Juuixh1tm4U9qXTcK1kQdXXkNIGOtHWy1WR3kvu0OqtuOjFifP-5VIhNJ-cjaOGvC70J8VBMjiMyNMFmJR4glTxVSdPU/s1600-h/Sept+%2708030+edited.jpg">
don't u think he's so HOT??
even my phone camera can be a heat detector camera!!
*in a heavy british old butler's accent*
well it's quite red indeed.. i suppose it means the temperature is very, very high..
yes indeed.. it's VERY high..

he was out of the dinner's business for like 30-45mins to make himself better
somewhere out of the restaurant.
in conclusion..

PROOFED THAT 20 YEARS OLD BOY IS A LIL PUPPY

no wonder guys' b'day get celebrated on their 21st for
the adultery celebration
T_T

so he won quite a bit from sc that nite n the other nite
but he lost it all again.. T_T
don't ask me..