Tuesday, September 25, 2012

come and gone

bro just left for Germany last night....saw him off....
by the time he comes back, ORD loooo.......

1 year has passed so quickly, I still rmb being in Nee Soon as a SCT.
time has passed rather quickly...Uni will then start for me, and it's back to studying once again.

everyone's gotta grow old :S

can't wait to go to Germany in March next year after ORD! at least a week after the 5th please, I hope my parents set the date after that.
finally going to a non-Asian country for the 2nd time, Europe or America would be fine.


after thinking about what happened to me for the past few months, I guess I have a pretty interesting NS life so far.
getting a slipped disc, getting shot in the balls twice and getting hospitalised after that...(thankfully there's no permanent damage)
no more injuries please...one is already bad enough. and one service injury report is already difficult enough X(

I'm pretty sure I scare a lot of ppl around me...family and friends alike.
first time I rage at someone....whoosh, didn't really feel like I was myself when I exploded...no bottled-up anger released....

more to type but I gotta go back to camp already....Same Shit, Different Day




sigh sigh.....guessing and assuming kill...



Sunday, September 9, 2012

oh wow

I don't fully understand how people can compare people so thoroughly and explicitly till the point of criticism...goodness...

tough times show the true of colours of people..and so far, it's not pleasing at all.
bitching and comparing are what I've seen from the beginning of the year.
I'm truly flabbergasted, shocked, stunned, disgusted, whatever.

Stage 1 and I already see so much negativity...just what has this world become to?

who says girls bitch and gossip more? it's the environment that also plays a major factor too. guys can sure about do the same.
honestly speechless....no wonder ppl want to ORD earlier, to escape from this bull friggin horseshit.

what a pleasant introduction to 20 years of age...seriously.

not every day is Sunday, a little hardship and shit are also needed to go through.


I think I'm too f-ing nice. unleashing rage is just so hard, cause I think my rage may really kill that first person. from the past till now, all that bottled up and dormant anger. BOOM.

that's enough said..too much negative energy about this. get a grip and carry on.