Long week...had to work the whole weekend for the WR...whole group got a high ME! wooo...
They did most of the work yeah, I did the bibliography and evidence...

Our effort was paid off, but still more room for improvement too...excellent job PW partnerzx...

This week was really hectic...Teacher's Day Rehearsal was rather chaotic...the mic went peak and speakers were blasting such a screeching sound!...was even afraid what will happen next, fingers ready at the control knobs, turning down at any time....yeah...was really nervous at that time...
BYSD...alr thinking of what to dress up as...won't be doing ACES cause of duty oh yeah...heard it was a 3km walk along the canal

Today's Aadiperukku rehearsal was nothing much...went home early cause i was basically an extra even though my CCA teacher wanted me to help out...explained to him and got the clearance...maybe if this goes on for the next rehearsal, won't be down alr...

Lessons as usual...laughters here and there during Night Study...my voice really that deep meh?
seems that it has become really easy to mimic for everyone... :P
Poststik (dunno how to spell) pasted here and there (those who were at Night Study will understand what I'm talking about)

Tired every single night...didn't even eat dinner with family due to studies...hope this works well for promos...
Also want to see everyone in J2!

Got tons of hw to tackle this week...need a sleeping marathon...good thing the weekends and teacher's day are here!

hahazx...everyone's had it hard and tiring...now for a temporary long break...recuperate and work hard peeps! :)

Some pics taken from the Homecoming Alumni Dinner...Dang!...should've taken during the Mass Dance, got some hilarious moves by the ppl down there lol...

Now there's time to post...so i'll type while i can...

had the Homecoming event on Saturday, reported to school at 10:30am for rehearsal...

set up equipment at the concourse and ready the stuff at the hall for the Alumni and SCs to rehearse their own part...

Nothing much at the concourse...just adjust the suitable volume for the singer and his guitar....

the hall crew had a lot in their hands...but in the end, they too played out their role...good job! as Mr R said lol...

While at the concourse, the catering service had served light snacks on the tall table tops with punch and cocktail near the staircase at the P-Square...managed to take some and tasty they were lol...

Also saw An Na at the event too! Her CCA had booked a place and she had to come, was chatting a little with her when the majority went up to the hall for the event...she was waiting for her friend so she came down

My CCA-mate mistook her for my elder sis (which I don't even have one!), cause she was quite tall due to her high heels lol...

After that, b4 Mr R was about to be announced as one of the 10-year staff award recipient...we quickly rushed back up with the equipment at the concourse put back at LT2...lucky went back just in time with minutes to spare...so all of us cheered for him at the control room lol...

The rest of the time...was quite long but time still passed quickly...the Alumni even helped take food for us! thanks a lot...but I couldn't finish unfortunately...all the running about to get the equipment had diminished my appetite...esp the part when the video cam went out of memory...had to run all the way back to AV room to get a disc with space...the dilemma in the room was unbearable at that point of time..luckily found it in the nick of time and rushed back to the hall to swap discs..phew!

One thing I did most was shifting and bringing equipment...speakers...wires...magic box...trolley......the lot...running as well...tiring but exhilarating!...

This CCA can actually help train stamina lol...i even said that to Mr R and he laughed too...

The whole event ended at around 10 plus in the night...Dad picked me up and something happened...

One alumnus fainted along the roadside and he thought it was me cause i was wearing totally black as well, but my sms stopped his worries...that was close...I still wonder how that poor guy had fainted...oh well...smth out of the blue happens sometimes...

Didn't manage to touch my homework on Saturday...chiong all the way on the following day

Did chem, some bio, chinese and studied for SPA today...

Today was quite ok...the SPA was pretty ok too...no significant errors made...but at the first part, the many attempts to add cold water to the beaker and styrofoam cup had made me panic quite a bit...everyone else was writing or about to finish the first part and i'm still there...

Even ran out of cold water and had to ask the examiner for another small bottle...

Other than the short panic attack..the rest went all right...

That's 7.5% done for all of us...everyone did their best!

Nothing much for the rest of the day...accompanied Jasper to Lot 1 to buy stuff...and now here I am...Listening to some stuff now...doing homework l8r and have to sleep early due to PE...cyas...

Ok....got back from Homecoming Alumni Rehearsal an hour ago...damn long day today...sigh...AV is tiring but a good and fruitful experience!

Sounded like a frog today due to the phlegm in my throat that was collected for the past few days due to flu and sore throat...was even wearing a mask to prevent anyone else from getting affected..
thanks everyone for being concerned and asking me if I was all right! :)

Almost fell asleep during CSE...lucky my position was in such a way that the teacher didn't see me dozing off (was looking at the paper)

Chem...got an incident that occured...Christine fell down from her chair while attempting to do the qn that Ms Aw was urging ppl to do...really ouch! cause it was quite a thump felt and heard from the whiteboard...yep...hope she's all right now......lol...

Maths...gonna have integration for the next chapter! oh nooo...
Also had the Dept Test today....damn it!...lost some marks due to careless mistakes again....can actually, for the first time, do everything tsk...oh well...it's over already...but feel more confident than the first two Dept Tests that were done badly...

Almost dozed off during Chinese again...either my mind turns off or the teacher's words can put me to sleep...no offence lol...interesting yet long chapter though...

Got the Homecoming rehearsal...got the easier duty of manning the equipment at the concourse...set up with Stacy with some of Jie Ying's help, thx for helping too!

The other 6 members involved..were really busy man...the hall is so busy that even their dinner we bought for them were untouched!...feel bad...should do the hall sometime soon...want to make myself busy..
They also faced a hard time of coordinating too...seriously...it's hard to have so many ppl in the small control room with someone popping out of nowhere from the last 2 rehearsals, coming in and dunno doing what...I wasn't inside so I'm not sure what totally happened...really pissed off Mr Riduwan...

Oh!...and one thing that brought back memories...the Fun Dance music!...uh oh...I admit some moves I did were like goofed up lol...someone can rmb that hahas...if u noe who I'm talking about :D
Really fun...I really was quite 激动 hahas....so she beared with me...

Rehearsal ended around 10 plus...debriefing...and now, I need to report to school in < 12 hours...homecoming mah...lol... ok...gonna sleep soon for tmr will be taking up the whole day!...we made a joke of having 12 hours of CIP in school...and since that it doubles on weekends..makes it 24 hours...so we're literally having CIP the whole day! lol...good one...

:)...

Back home...waiting to see doctor already....

Dumb flu and sore throat, hope nothing gets worse man...

Wrong time to fall sick!...hate to get MC now...missing lessons are not an option now....but at the expense of health...can be considered...just need more sleep for me...

It's really terrible....one late night at 1am equals to morning sinus and much later, flu!

Damn PW's always making me sleep late, much to the dislike of my parents and me, but more on the former...always making noise whilst doing PW...

can't be helped really...their concern is always there everytime...

Ok, before going...now's the time to talk about last Saturday's Chinese opera performance!

Went to watch with Cindy and Qian Mei, my PW-mates!...wooo...

the play was good, although the first part was rather draggy...the last part's where all the laughter arrives...tou you!....

got one guy at the back making annoying comments...stupid...just keep them to yourself for the benefit of others, this is not your home for crying out loud

ok...brb...gotta go...will continue later!

Loonngg week...

Wah...this is a very long week indeed...

AV Rehearsals for today's National Day Celebration...since last week Wednesday, till this week's Monday and Wednesday...
Hectic yeah...but gain lots of experience....and more sweat lol...

Also stay back after school to do work and consult...until 9pm...rarr...hope this works out to improve my results...well, at least I can concentrate a bit...slowly...

lessons are okay...always seem to fall asleep during Chinese lesson...eyes stinging...then the nodding of the head...mind half-awake...good thing my teacher doesn't mind that much that she will scold me, only reminding or commenting that I'm tired

sleeping for 5 hours or less for the past three days due to homework...goodness...health at stake for many of us...

Today woke up so early and reported to school at 6am!...damn early, but it's nice to see how dark the place is lol...dunno why...
Duty at the Parade Square was ok...no mistakes fortunately...if not will kanna screwed up :P...
Went to class after the whole thing and the break...dunno why suddenly sing ??happy birthday?? when I came in??
Played charades with Ms Yeoh, also asked about her personal info hahas...I'm not very good at charades apparently :(...

Event at the hall...good performances must say...way better than Secondary School!...the last part: People doing tao pok...throwing ppl and catching, fighting!? (really, but it seems like it's for fun -_-), line-ups and running around...wah...sure wish I can join my class...hope next year can...
Got one problem when the laptop battery went out and the guys breakdancing were rather pissed...hmph...well, something happened during rehearsals and things were apparently different than what was practised...that was what I heard of from the crew in charge of the hall...(5 ppl become 4, then 3...now it's 5 again with the teacher inside?!...impromptu sia...) There was also an inside joke regarding the disc with that music burned in it...haha...damn funny :D...

Met Ee Hong at canteen at 2 plus, ate and went b-balled with him as well as Jasper and Gabe until 4:30pm...tiring sia but super fun!...I'll buck up on my basics, thanks a million guys!

Accompanied Jasper to eat...rushed home, bathed, went to eat and then went to Bukit Gombak for CIP...the kid Jasper and I tended to was cute and shy....super short attention span too!...He always focused on Ling Rong until she left to another table hahas...that's when he started paying attention to us telling the story...let him colour too...we talked about a story on My Chair...and changed to robots...robot chair lol...
Also, kinda heard some kid saying the F word!...wooah...that's a problem alr...
Overall, it was really fun! Just that kids can be rather irritating...being patient with them is challenging...oh well, we were probably like that last time hahas...

Well, today was a really hot day...sweated since I arrived in school till the CIP gah...rather unbearable the heat...

okay...just gonna hang out online listening to Mr Brown's podcasts...sleeping soon...got a Chinese opera performance to watch...

cyas!...

I don't know what to say...you catch my attention everytime without fail...

PTM + Lesson

Parent Teacher Meeting was ok...just that I have learned my lesson the hard way...poor results...

Seems that I have to change my study methods...Mrs Lee even advised me to go for the Night Study Programme..all right, will be seriously considered!...

For GP, will always kanna reminded sternly (scoldings more like, by my mum due to his tone) by my bro for writing poorly almost everytime..sighs...well, I am your first ever student if you become a teacher with that scholarship...gonna be hard and you have to be patient man...

I need to remove the mindset of doing homework for the sake of it...it's true...once done, considered lost...there would be no passion in my studying if I do work for the sake of them and not acquire such useful knowledge for better use...what will become of my future?...gotta change that...need help....

Zzz..recently woke up from a good nap...had a slight flu today...ate medicine and dozed off...

Today was a tiring day...slept at 1am plus due to WR...many thanks to my group for staying up late too!...
Was struggling to keep awake during lesson time...eyelids too heavy to lift up lol...even when after school...consulted Chinese tutor on 作文 and almost fell asleep right next to her...almost dozed off...she even tapped me and said: "你太累了吧..." gasp...

Had AV and China Desk phototaking today...brought the Orientation Shirt, China Desk Shirt along...three sets of clothes worn..
had to miss a bit of maths and the whole Chinese lesson...oh well...i'll be missing out some stuff, have to catch up...esp maths...need to understand Summation of Series better!...

Stayed back for Homecoming Alumni Event but they said the concourse will not be allocated to until the last rehearsal which is the day before it...lol...
thought I had to stay so late until 10:30pm or so...but reached home at around 6pm..dozing off in the bus again...knees always instantly relaxing and making me squat down..luckily, got back up as soon as the knees start relaxing...

Goodness...I hope the e-mail sent to the Tian Yun Beijing Opera Society will go through...spent some days doing it up...
Ok...gotta sleep in a few minutes...Parent-Teacher meeting...and loads of homework this weekend...

Sometimes the things that I think of most...never happen...at first, I looked forward to looking after the house while my parents go to Malaysia for family matters...even thought of vacuuming the floor, using the washing machine, preparing own meals...man...was so enthusiastic about it...even hoped my brother would substitute my parents for the PTM...in the end...parents were not going...argh...
There are similar cases to this, so I guess expect the unexpected...or expect the opposite for me :|...

It's high time I start focusing and temporarily keep my mind off my feelings and thoughts, for the upcoming tests and exams...can't help it, but it really distract me...lack of sleep too...if someone can do that..then so can I in focusing...(All talk, no action for me -- gonna prove that wrong)...one step at a time...too slow/fast can kill that momentum.

Struggles...stress...focus...
I need music to de-stress...games are becoming rather distracting although I hate to admit that...maybe I can get a hobby of playing a musical instrument...let out stress for me...close your eyes and play on...that's what I dream and think of a lot these days... :)


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