Chowxuan: June 2008

Self-denial is stupid.

Que Sara Sara, whatever will be, will be.

Hello little Earthlings, finally I'm getting slightly weely bit used to Mac, except I just don't understand how come it can disconnect every 15 mins. Chicken Macspicy.

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Ok, I'm going to squeeze and drain myself dry these few days for MST. I promise.

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I've bought "The Secrets" from MPH which costs around $30, and realised that I've bought myself a Bible.

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I guess, I think, I would close down my blog or rather move away from here pretty soon. I enjoy privacy and loathe advertising.

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"Don't care, don't bother"

It's a statement that I've been trying so hard to hallucinate myself into, for every despondent situations that I've met with. How long? Just how long could I escape? Or rather how far? With just a snap of the fingers, I'm awaken again.

To you: I don't hate you, but I'm starting to dislike you.

To you: I think you got to practice fairness, equality and justice. You shan't be a big bully just because you've the authority. I'm a total believer in Karma in case you don't know.

To you and more: We're all grown-ups for God's sake. Stop being childish and so despicable because I despise people with no guts.

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To Daddy: I forgot to wish you Happy Father's Day on Sunday and forgot to tell you that I love you. I'm happy that I've opened myself up again, to wanting to hug you and stick onto you each time I see you, to keep irritating you by asking, "You love me or not?". You're like my Baby No. 2 la! Hahaha. I love you Daddy! So let's just forget all about the present ok? Haha.

Thank you Daddy, for spoiling me so badly like I'm the only princess on Earth. Ok, since now we have Chloe, I've became the second. Damn.

To my one and only: I love you for real and more than the number of molecules on Earth.

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This probably might be the last post of this blog.

Do you think that 14 piercings are scary?

Wrong.

8 mini and 1 volkswagen, 3 storey bungalow, half glass roof, half penthouse, swimming pool, black white silver cement interior colours, a retro play room, a vintage play room, walk-in wardrobe, a tiny garden for Austina, open concept toilet, glass walls, visualiser instead of tv in living room, central area in kitchen, strictly no clothes at home. LOL.

Hello world.

I'm back after the 4 draining days of IT show, IT'S A TOTAL MAD RUSH.
Wake at 9, meet jo at 10, reach at 11, start work at 12. I would always try my best to slack, go down for shopping and Starbucks. Ok I'm not entirely bad, I pulled through for throughout the whole Sunday.

I've bought (Daddy paid) a Macbook, which my sisinlaw said she'd pay for the acrylic cover and mouse, and I'd let her use at night, and she'll let me use her VAIO, and on top of that, she'd give me her Iphone after Iphone 3G is launched, which is I don't know when, and I wouldn't need to buy her a Mont Blanc pen for her birthday. HAHAHAHA. I'm so kiem peng.

Mac Air is so bloody light and slim that is so nice and lovely but I can't afford to thrash another com.

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Life is so miserable for you, when you have nothing and try to create something, out of that nothing. And it's a joke.

I can't stand people whom speak to slap their own mouths, whom have no standards nor substances, whom are shallow and hollow, whom fit the 5 lettered word.