Monday, December 31, 2007

2007, has been such a rush.

Okay, to wrap this year up nicely, I'll write about 17 new stuffs that had happened to me this year.

1) Saw my eldest sis and her Isreal boyfriend, Tamir, at Shanghai in January.
2) Stepped onto the land of Genting in February, with my whole family, excluding my eldest sis. First time in my entire life going overseas with full family strength.
3) Stepped onto the land of Europe in March, which I instantly fell in love with.
4) I'm officially a SP student in April.
5) I've met 2 new close friends - Kua Siew Hwa and Joanna Ng Dong Er.
6) My second sister got married to an authentic French, Erwann, in June.
7) Finally talked to my second sister after years of cold war. Ehh you all don't know leh...
8) Stepped onto the land of Japan in September, which was a pact made between me and my sisinlaw, since 2 years back.
9) I'd wore my first pair of contact lens in October.
10) Had my 17th birthday on 1st November.
11) December, got rid of something which had stayed with me for 17 years.
12) I'm thinner than the last year me. This definitely had to be counted cause it's something to rejoice for.
13) Had none new piercings this year, cause it was a routine for me to pierce my ears every year in secondary school days. Instead, I've closed some.
14) I've sang Kbox for the most number of times this year. Haha.
15) I've done the most number of projects this year.
16) My closet items had increased.
17) I'm going to sleep for a year tonight.

2007 feels like a comet.
2008, a brand new start of a new phase of my life.
New year's resolutionsssssssssssssssssss, too much to count.

Happy New Year people :)

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

24/12

Mustafa and orchard with xll.


Look at my photographing skills, aiyo so much better than hers :)
Village at Heeren for lunch

Coffee bean



Met up with Chloe and family and bought her this uber big piglet balloon. And she's so happy!
Coca steamboat at Taka for dinner.
25/12

Went to Jona's house, ate kfc and snacks, and then exchange presents!
I think I gave the most practical presents :)
Raffles hotal Deli for dinner with family.


Look at her! She insisted on wearing the Snow White costume since it's Christmas! HAHAHA. And look at her irritated face when my brother tried to eat her cake.

She asked my bro to take away the cream on the top for her, at the mean time, she used her both hands to cover both sides of the cake, leaving the top for my bro to take the cream away. Super funny lor!

Merry Christmas!
It's very quiet this year.
Christmas, is a season for getting fat.
Keep eating and eating and eating.
However, Christmas is a season for Joanna to hibernate,
and a season for ksh and me to play UNO.
-.-

I'd received the lamest X'mas presents this year.
Thanks pple, I'd the best time ever.
Next year's Xmas would be better, let's hope so.

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Call me the superwoman,
for I had climbed over my gate cos I had no keys and I had to call my maid to wake up and open the door for me.
Climbed with my heels, fyi.


Longing for you, like how I'd longed for christmas.
Blogs

Reading blogs of others feels like reading all sorts of story book. And I realised, I got affected by the stories of others, even more prominently when I'm reading people whom I know.

How this couple broke up, and how this girl went through eating disorder after the break up. I just feel like telling her that this guy don't worth any of her love, but I can't. I know nothing about what had happened, know nothing about what this guy had done to her to hurt her so deeply.

It makes me feel how stupid she is, to literally beg a guy go back to her side, when the guy had no more feelings for her. Talk about how independent should us, women be. Standing on the other side, if I were her, I know that I would be doing the same thing as what she is doing.

Sometimes I wonder. Wonder why can't all of us be the same.
Have the same type of parents, same type of friends, same type of looks, same type of personality, same level of intelligence, same quality of living, everything, everything to be the same.

Then we won't suffer any agony, or just suffer the similar agony.
Boring yes, but if you're born like this, you won't feel that it's boring cause it had become a routine.

Like how ironic people are.
The rich had to keep themselves low-profile in order to avoid troubles and the poor are always low-profiled.
The pretty want themselves to prettier and the ugly want themselves prettier.

It's so unfair.
Some people slogged their whole life to earn peanuts, some people just snap their fingers and big bucks come rolling in.
Some people have a happy family, while some don't even have a family.
Some have all the selfless love they need, while they themselves are being selfish.

Can the "Enchanted" life really come true?
Where by you meet your true love for the first day, and get married for the second day, happily ever after. No need to slog, no need to pay taxes, no need to buy pent house, no need to buy mini cooper, no need to travel all around the world, no need to live along the pacific ocean, no need to hear rumours, no need to study, no need to work, no need to give a damn about people whom you loathe, no need to care about illnesses, no need to care about the depleting resources, no need to care about the poor, no need to fear for money, friends and family.

Just sing your lungs out everyday, and a simple little kiss on the lips is enough to make your day.

Stupid fairytales, they make you sink into them, and "click", it pushes you out of your beauty dream.

Random,
I hate the way you swank.

Monday, December 17, 2007

I have a very lame brother.






One day, I received a phone call from my bro's house. So I thought was my sisinlaw, then I picked up and said, "Moshimoshi!"
Suddenly, the person on the other line said, "Mo li eh kah tsng la"
("Mo your ass la" in hokkien, pardon for the misspelling.)
Yes, that person is my brother.


So one day, I was telling him to teach kino the "piang" and then die on the floor stunt.
So, he "piang" at kino, and guess what my bro did after that?
He pressed kino down onto the ground.
-.-
His favourite, mine too!

Sunday, December 16, 2007

Holidays are when I have the time to recollect my thoughts.
Bangkok is postponed to Feb/Mar, meaning I'm going to devote my holiday time to books.
GPA of 4 would be mine.



Today, to Vivo with JoNa (a short form for Joanna).
It's been quite awhile ever since I splurged my money anyhohow.
Like only 2/10 of the stuffs that I've bought are on my to-buy-list.

JoNa is a very bad girl.
Just before I went to met her at Vivo, I went to Amk to buy her her 2nd Xmas present and my Marie lunchbox.
And I told her that and never did I know that she'll ransack my bag in public. I had no hands to fight back and the only thing that I could do was to say, "I lick you hor!", which she successfully dodged off.
She pushed me on to the ground and everyone just walked passed us thinking we're crazy!

In the end, she managed to find her Xmas present.
Noooo Joanna,
you know it isn't a 2X2 Rubick's cube.
(psychoing begins)

Delicious Marche!
So hungry...



Last day of school,
bought Othello at the retail place.
John thought he was winning initially,
but Sun Zi says, "Never look down on your enemies."
(I anyhow say one la)

He's white, I'm black.
9 whites, 64-9 blacks.




Thursday:
Ikea with Jona.
Ksh with bf.

Present for Chloe.
Super cheapo wrapping I know.


My very lame friend there!



Random pics:


Look out for my Alfa Romeo.




No one can resist Frog porridge.
Really.......




Superb apple pie.




Hahaha... This picture was taken like months ago.
Kenny Roger with ting and xll.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Georgie.

(SOMEONE DELETED HIS VIDEO ON YOUTUBE)

His "Ai~" sounds soooooo "AIIIII".

How bloody sad can. Ytd was the last day I'm seeing Georgie in 2007, holidays will start next week and I can only see him in 2008, for only 1 month :((((((((

And he's like really funny cannnnnnnnnnn.
After teaching everything, his last slide came to the lyrics for "Yue liang dai biao wo de xin" (the moon represents my heart).
And he was like asking, "You all want me to sing you all want me to sing?"
Obviously everyone would say yes right!
-.-

So he sang and it didn't sound marvellously well, but was good enough la.
It's so good having him to be our lecturer, like how he always engage his students in listening to him, how enrapturing his lectures had always been. How I wish he can teach us for tutorial too :( Esp ITAB.

He is the only lecturer that every one loves can, and of course ken kwan is second.
Haiya hate to think about next year without him teaching.
Life would go back to how David CKK used to teach us MOB.
Baw-ring.

Love's in the air,
where?

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Oh Dong Oh Dong Oh Dong,
for every door that God had shut, he leaves a window open.

You might not have the best,
but you know you do not have the worst.

Everyone has a misery story of family to tell,
it's just a matter of seriousness.


God is fair to all,
it's just a matter of when he'll show his justice.

Not to worry,
you have all the love from all of us.

Here's a song for you.

Soar

When they push when they pull,
tell me can you hold on?
When they say you should change
can you lift your head high and stay strong?
Will you give up, give in,
when your heart's crying out "that it's wrong"?
Will you love you for you at the end of it all
Now, in life,
there's gonna be times when you're feeling low
And in your mind insecurity seems to take control
We start to look outside ourselves for acceptance and approval
We keep forgettin' that the one thing we should know is
Don't be scared to fly alone, find a path that is your own
Love will open every door
it's in your hands, the world is yours
Don't hold back and always know,
all the answers will unfold
What are you waiting for,
spread your wings and soar

The boy who wonders is he good enough for them
He's tryin' to please 'em all
but he just never seems to fit in
Then there's the girl
who thinks she'll never ever be good enough for him
She's tryin' to change and that's a game she'll never win
In life there's gonna be times when you're feeling low
And in your mind insecurity seems to take control
We start to look outside ourselves for acceptance and approval
We keep forgettin' that the one thing we should know is
Don't be scared to fly alone, find a path that is your own
Love will open every door it's in your hands, the world is yours
Don't hold back and always know, all the answers will unfold
What are you waiting for, spread your wings and soar

In the mirror is where she comes face to face with her fears
Her own reflection, now foreign to her after all these years
All of her life she has tried to be something besides herself
Now time has passed and she's ended up someone else with regret


What is it in us that makes us feel the need to keep pretending
Gotta let ourselves be
Don't be scared to fly alone, find a path that is your own
Love will open every door
it's in your hands, the world is yours
Don't hold back and always know, all the answers will unfold
What are you waiting for, spread your wings and soar
Don't be scared to fly alone, find a path that is your own
Love will open every door it's in your hands, the world is yours
Don't hold back and always know, all the answers will unfold
What are you waiting for, spread your wings and soar
Don't wait, no moreSpread your wings and soar
Don't wait, no more
You can soar
So What you waiting for?
Don't wait.

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Profound
One similar sentence said to two different person made two different impacts -
One offended and one just laughed it off.

It's getting more and more intricate to talk and simultaneously trying to avoid all the negative reactions.

Why does it seems like the more effort I put for doing something, I get paid back lesser?

Friday, December 07, 2007

KEN KWAN IS THE CUTEST.


He's my statistic tutor and the cutest and funniest tutor ever.

Today after lesson while everyone was packing up to leave, we were as usual still surfing the net and stuffs. Then I don't know why I got up from my seat and he took over me. Then he kept playing with my com and wanting ksh to tell him my blog!

Ksh, I'd never forgive you of telling Ken Kwan that I like G.T.

And out of frantic, I kept hitting him telling him to stop and kept tugging my laptop away from him. He's so funny can!!! After I took away my laptop, he started to meddle with everything on my table. My phone and my Marie stationeries... And he say that I'm like 3 years old cos I like Marie can. Wth.

If only he didn't teach us stats and taught us ITAB, I would like him 100 times more.

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

TGIA

Thank God I'm alive.

I ate a 3/4 or less packet of fries on monday, and I'm sick on tuesday.
Despite the feeble feeling in me, I still boarded the bus and train and head towards school.

After 2 hours of lesson, I finally gave up and came home. Like how super dumb.
I was on the train and I was had this vomit sensation. So I hold it in there, hold, hold, hold...
Hold until after I alight the bus I straight away vomitted on the grass. And it's all the gastric juices I vomitted out cause I didn't had breakfast. And tell you what, gastric juices taste exactly like non-sweetened lemonade! Hahaha.

So I lie on bed trying to fall asleep. And I started to think about what if I'm dead right now. I would have only 1 regret if I'm dead and I must remember to burn all my diaries before I'm dead. Haha.

Mummy came home and found out that I was sick and brought me to the doc.
38.9 degree celcius omg.
I don't even think that my fever was that high.

Now, I'm abstaining myself from fries.

Monday, December 03, 2007

Last christmas.




Last Chirtmas I gave you my heart, but the very next day, you gave it away. This year, to save me from tears, I'm giving to someone special.

Overnight

In an overnight, the one who said to stand by you always might turn out to be your foe.
In an overnight, the one who said to be with you forever might just turn a blind eye.
In an overnight, the one whom you trusted most might just be the one whom you lose trust of.
In an overnight, you might find yourself waking up to see all the people around you fake.
In an overnight, you might just lose faith in all humans.

Reliance has never been my prerogative and would never be.

One govern her own life, trying to fend off the world and trying so hard to please everyone and make a good impression. So much that she is burnt out. That inner circle of friends and family, that circle of trust, integrity, love and peace, she still can't find.

"Those who matter don't care and those who care don't matter."

Let me know that you are not a sham.

For every door that God had shut, he leaves a window open.
Now let me know where's my window.

Sunday, December 02, 2007



Like aunt, like niece.
Presenting... Little Miss Chloe!

Saturday, December 01, 2007

ksh says: lee cao xian

ksh says: i not angry alr

ksh says: don need to say sorry

ksh says: i dono i angry for wat, i feel so silly

Sheep in God's cloak, bah. says: haha

Sheep in God's cloak, bah. says: nvm nvm

Sheep in God's cloak, bah. says: i'm sorry

Sheep in God's cloak, bah. says: i let you be angry until after today

ksh says: just now i cry when i come back. i scared u all don like me anymore.

Sheep in God's cloak, bah. says: huh why?

Sheep in God's cloak, bah. says: is it you too tired

Sheep in God's cloak, bah. says: then like baby like that will throw tantrums (i know how to spell one...)

Sheep in God's cloak, bah. says: whenever tired

Sheep in God's cloak, bah. says: i also cried when you left

Sheep in God's cloak, bah. says: cos you were very serious when you said you hate me like you hate *****

Sheep in God's cloak, bah. says: and the thought of it made me so scared

ksh says: ah no la. i didnt meant it

ksh says: i dono wat i talking one

Sheep in God's cloak, bah. says: ok

Sheep in God's cloak, bah. says: let bygones be bygones

ksh says: okay

ksh says: shake hands and be frens

Sheep in God's cloak, bah. says: ok

Sheep in God's cloak, bah. says: *shake hands*

ksh says: *shake hands*

Crying is healthy. It's not gay, at all.