HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNA NG DONG ER,
I'M SORRY KUA SIEW HWA,
AND LEE CHOW XUAN IS SUCH A CRYBABY.


Today is Joanna's birthday!

We appeared at her house this morning and played "treasure hunt" with her, keeping all the 17 presents all over her house and let her find. And the lamest thing is that me represents present no.13 and ksh represents present no.14. And the lamest present is the 1kg of rice that I've chosen for her hahahahha.

And I finally get to see Mocha (New " member" in the Ng's family)! It's sososososo adorable can! I'd never played with a puppy before cos last time when Kino was small I didn't interact with him much cos I was also small. Also, a puppy golden retriver can never get any smaller than a puppy terrier. It's so puny and had so much vibe in it, jumping around like scoring straight "A"s during "O" levels. AHAHAHA. It will lick your hands even though there are no more food already, and its saliva is warm! Awww... But it started to become unfriendly when it tried to bite people with its blunt teeth and barked with her so gay-ish pitch hahaha. And my leggings have so many holes now due to its sharp nails, zzz.

Okay after all the fun we walked a longlonglonglonglonglonglong way to eat prata. The bomb and the cheese prata. Yummyyyy. On the way back, we went to this super duper cheap minimart to buy michelle's and fion's tidbits, and I bought my newspaper. Was reading about the final farewell of the 5 rowers while walking and I cried. I cried because the spirit that Jeremy Goh's brother was possssed with, his strong willpower of accepting his brother's demise. So I decided not to read, go back to her house to settle down with a tissue then cry.

So as we were walking, Ksh suddenly triggered Michelle's(Jo's sis) tears by saying "You like handsome guys right..." Michelle cried just like that. Haiyo, that unpredictable kid. And she's sooo cute when she asked donger if she could buy her super rings as her birthday present. HAHA. And Fion is really a veryveryveryveryveryvery good girl. Really can.

Good gracious we've skipped stats once again. This is going to be the last time ever. I swear. Left her house and headed to Bugis. Donger had her haircut and she looks so cute!

Then, we headed down to Vienna at United square and waited for Petrina and Jane to arrive before gorging up all the delicacies.

Photos will be up when I get hold of them. Some food are awesome, some are fine, some are boo. Basically I think I don't really like to eat, therefore I don't know why I would result in this fat and short state.

Towards the end, I'd some small little tiny green bean conflict with Ksh. And I'm sorry because I had played a part in it and now I know how scary it is to enraged a woman, be it whether she's hungry or not. But really, I swear I'm not the one who started the fire but I'm not pushing the blames. And I think if I were you I would also be angry, so never mind, don't need to apologise to me.

Ya once again without any doubts, I cried when she said she hated me like how she hate ***. Not that I cry at anything, but it's really that seriousness in her eyes that scared me. Hate is not a mean word. It's a spikey and fatal term. It's the feeling that you can't do anything to please a person and seeing him/her walking away that urge me to cry. Please, never ever tell me that you hate me unless I hate you, I don't like to lose any close friends.

Anyway, things are fine now. Shook hands already.

Some points about myself:
1) I'm getting more and more emotional now, can cry over the tiniest thing ever.
2) I bite my nails when I'm emotional/nothing to do/pissed with my nails, that's why it never grow.
3) Purple leggings are unacceptable by elderly, they make big "hu-ha"s over it.

Last but not least, I would like to wrap up my speech with my stand,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNA NG DONG ER,
I'M SORRY KUA SIEW HWA,
AND LEE CHOW XUAN IS SUCH A CRYBABY.

Profanity.
Its times like these one would love to lash out and blurt out the sinner's vocabulary. How apt it would seem, since life has been creamed you deem. Oh well, restrain requisite while we put our hands together, belting out a requiem for the less fortunate. Those who would put us to shame for our grievance. A moment of silence for the dear rowers. What are our tiny problems compared to life gone, devoid of any chance to grab it by its horns. All pales in comparison it seems. Sigh. So yes, we must find, within ourselves, that unmistakable purpose of life. To better lead our wandering minds, to anchor the restless nomad and to finally house it with due rest. Comfort shall envelope the found perspective and god shall bless it abundantly.

Scattered spirits of butterfly flashes.

Maimed monstrosity burned to ashes.

Glassed boxed in, empty echoed company.

Dancing lights, Pharoah's faded symphony.

Gone is the shell left to dust.

Come with new trinity take off the mask.

In here all things are near, my dear have no fear.

No more should you tear, the road will be clear.

In me anew, break free and heal.

Let shattered glass melt this deal.

Free your mind, show the sign.

The sinners throne will soon be blown.

Come out to play, let the word be known.

No longer solo, the crippled creature.

Radiant glow I, god' s reflected feature.

Heyho.
Msn gave up on me so I came to blog.

Since I've quite lost touch with blogging, I shall update how I'm keeping myself alive.
Basically, I got so hooked on aimming and poking people's belly buttons, so much that I think donger is on the verge of breaking friendship with me :(
Not to mention my continuous imitation of Marie's "Meow-ing" that has been driving her up to the walls. AND SHE PUNCHED ME REALLLLLLLL HARD IN MY ARMS OKAY. ZZZZZZZZZZZ. So much for the entertainment done :(

Projects came piling up like there's a SP's 50th anniversary sales can. I so hate school.

On the contrary, I love school because of foodcourt3 & 4.

Good recommendations in FC3:
1) Strawberry milkshake- it makes you roll on the floor and exclaim on how purrrrfect it is.
2) Watermelon juice- Any fresher you got to peel it yourself!
3) Cheese onion rotiprata- Maybe it's been too long ever since I've eaten rotiprata that's why it tastes like heaven to me lah.
4) Tom Yum fried rice- tomyum + friedrice hah.

Good recommendations in FC4:
1) Thai food- Cheap and super large portions. And I don't know how I am going to get sick of it.
(Hhahaha, can't recommend much since it's only the second time I've been to FC4. Also, a compliment of it would be- It's air-conditioned.)

I don't like people who're rude. They are like buffoons and nincompoops, not knowing how to react properly at the right time. Kill'em all.

Anyway, I've caught "Hero" with xll last thurs.
Though it was a lil' complicated but Takuya had made up for it totally. Good gracioussssssssss.

Not forgetting to mention how I walked back home from TPY since there was no more buses and I was caught in a position whereby there are no taxis and I can walk back a long way home. So think positively, I'm training myself for the battle that's to begin in Bangkok, therefore, I walked for 30-45mins.

Today, I've caught "Beowulf" with dong and ksh. Dong was finally persuaded to watch under the constant influence from peers ;)

I cried at the last part when Beowulf was dead, and they're like wondering what's there to cry for! Okay, so I cried because in order to save the lives of both his wife and his mistress, Beowulf sacrificed his left arm in order to grasp the dragon's heart. After so many years of going through battles and wars, he was never defeated. Yet he was so willing to give his life up for the 2 women that he'd loved all along. Worth crying lah, well for me at least. Zzzzzzzzz.

Okay nothing more interesting, except for having the thought having my tongue pierce. But that would need to wait till new year arrives. So it's gonna be like zillion years later. Zzzzzzzzzzz.

So fbored.

The one who looks vulnerable on the outside requires more care and concern.
The one who looks more tough on the outside requires hack care.
This is how the society treats people.

Where is the fairness and equality in this society?
Why are people always judged this way?
Let me tell you, little do you know that the one who looks more vulnerable on the outside, is actually the one who is most scheming at heart.

This world is n-e-v-e-r fair.
You'll understand.

1001 things to be done.
1001 bucks needed.

Having a feeling like there's something pressing against your heart. A kind of feeling which can't be described. Slightly depressed I guess. But I don't know why.

OHMYGOD.
While reminiscing the past, I suddenly thought of Bobby - the guy whom gave a great impact on my life.

So I was telling XLL let's search on friendster together for Bobby. And freaking hell, there are 361 Bobbies. All right, move on to Yahoo. I seriously salute and give Yahoo my utmost respect. I was trying to look for "Sarimbun Camp" website see if I could search for their instructors' names, but to no avail. Then I typed "Sarimbun Camp Bobby". Tada. A friendster link came up.

OHILOVEJESUS.
IT WAS REALLY HIM. Except for his longer hair, nothing seemed to change. The vibe on his face, the killer smile, the muscular build, the oh-so-cool-him.

Okay, story starting from my Sec2 days.

It was a 3D2N Sarimbun Camp, compulsory for all Sec2s. All of us were really psyched about it, since it was our first outdoor camp ever, requiring us to play in dirts, sleeping in army tents, cook with mass tins, do everything that was unfamiliar for a Sec2. And I thought I would die there cause we need to wash our own utensils and get dirty all over. Never had such a life before.

When we first touched down at our campsite, with all of our LUGGAGES, Bobby asked us if we needed help or not. At that time, we still had no idea that he was going to be our instructor. Then as we settled down, sitting in classes, hearing to briefings, we found our that he was our instructor. And he got us all so high, and we're like the first class whom started screaming like maddies.

He was always there to liven up our morals, giving us all the helping hands whenever needed, cracking up hilarious jokes which can make you roll on the ground and laugh your lungs out. So second night was the campfire night, each class were to come up with a performance cheer. We were all like begging him to join us in our cheer but he said he won't be able to join us, cause he had smth on. That was like really saddening.

It all became an indoor campfire since it had just rained on the field, which was better. It was so cosy and comfy. When BEP's "Hey Mama" started to play, all was in silence. They actually had smth up for us. Bloody hell, saw 4 instructors coming in, dancing breakdance. Guess what? One of them was BOBBY. He lied to us can! Saying that he can't join us for campfire. He was sooooooo cool and I think our class girls almost went kukus cheering at him. I think I almost fainted from his mega-watt charisma. And there was a period when all of us bought bandanas (but was never worn) because he wears it! Hhahaha. And I started liking BEP because of him too :)

Hhahahaa. After the campfire, before sleeping, we had some hot milo and biscuits with him. I was asking for his msn/email/hp no. but he didn't give any, due to privacy. So, I forced him to hook pinkies with him, telling him that he can never ever forget us, or at least me. Hahahaha. I'm so pervertic since Sec2 lah. And after hooking, he gave a very disgusted look and tried using the fork to poke his pinky off... LMAOOOOOOOOO...

The last day of camppppppppp :((((((((((((((
Me and yihua cried until really can. Of course most girls cried, but we're like really sooo distressed. And as our bus moved away, he was the ONE AND ONLY instructor whom followed the bus until he totally can't see us, waving goodbye to us. Others had happily left and there was this unbearable look on his face :(

I totally hate being separated from the people you loved/liked. It doesn't feel good at all.

He is really the type of man which everyone wants to marry to. In another word, he's that type of man undergoing extinction.

And I once printed his picture and slotted it in my wallet!!! HAHAHAHHA. So everytime I open my wallet, I would see him! AHAHHA. I'm so pervertic.

Sometimes I get freaking upset with internet, I'd just sweep my hands across on the keyboard. Suddenly, everything on the webpage just rearranged themselves into a freaking disgusting format. Then I'll get a miserable time of using the same method, to get back my original format. Sickening.

I'M SO FUCKING EXHAUSTED, MORE AND MORE EACH DAY. Pardon me for the uncouth and unrefine word, in order not to tarnish my Georgie's name, but seriously can't help but complain.

So much work to do, so little time. E-learning homeworks which had been dragging for 3 weeks, projects, presentations, SUPERLY DISGUSTING HOUSEWORK. All these are fatal. And I saw a cockroach happily sharing Kino's food yesterday. A veryveryveryveryvery bad omen please. Today went to travelling agency to check out details. Now my butts and feets are chewing on me, stop it can!

Tommorrow's wake up time: 6am.
Reaching school by: 7.30am.
Ending school by: 5pm.

I HATE SCHOOL LAH SHUT UP.

01/11/2007 photos. Sorry for the delay, blame it on darn MST.


Caught in action doing monkey business, with monkey boxers.


My Mac breaskfast and muffin cake!


I hate camera flash.

Yay. PPG.

AHAHAHA. The only soul on Earth who says, "If you treat a dog like a dog, then it'll be a dog. Treat it like a human and it'll be one." And then she starts to teach Kino how to operate her camera!!! So funny can!


See me laze.

Finally.

Finally MST is officially over. It's been such a draggy week, like really draggyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Anyway, I think I'm going to fail for all papers, luckily I withdrew from my bet with Wei Jie. We bet on who is performing better in each papers, and each bet tantamount to 5 bucks. Hahaha.

Today, the worst thing that happened early in the morning at 7am was, my contact lens tore. Damn it. I was so independent on it that I felt so hard having eye contacts with anyone. Congratulations! I'm officially the victim-of-the-big-eyed-contact-lenses. Boooooo.

Anyway, by right I was supposed to go home straight after school, due to the lack of self-esteem and confidence. Then, by left I was easily persuaded by Ksh, Dong and Cheryl. So, we headed to ******a for all the cheap steals. Hahaha. Not going to advertise for it since the more commercialised it is, the higher the prices would eventually be. Just come to me if you wanna know more, and I really don't mind going there again again and again!

Okay, next. My maid's dad had just passed away, so she had to baleh kampong and I had to take over her minor chores for these few weeks. Then, I'd came to a conclusion. In the future if my husband could not accept his wife for not being able to do housework, especially washing dishes, I'd definitely divorce with him. Ya, I'm this serious.

Yay! I'm going Bangkok with Dongie and Siewie, in Dec.

Time to get some life,
ain't young anymore.
Kick ass and start engine.

Treat the world the way you want to be treated, and you'll be treated the same. Does it always work this way? No.

天时， 地理， 人和。The time, the place and the people.
I've tried so hard, I fall so hard. I gave my best, I got the worst. A green apple surrounded by all the red apples. No matter how hard the green apple try to camouflage itself to become red, a tiny bite could betray it.

Fire could never go with water,
water could only let itself evaporate into thin air.
It comes back in a cycle,
and in a forever.

She's really my love, my greatest love.


Alright, 1st nov.

Stop laughing at my monkey boxers.


Presents from Dongie and Huayie.

Embarrassing super uber huge ribbon panty (below), the top one is our common panty!!! HAHA, not that we use the same panty but we 3 have the same one lala.

Aww... cutie reindeer which suddenly flew up when I turned my head around to look at it.

Party hat balloon.

My party hat/card.

Messages inside the hat.

Sunglasses. Why??? Why do I have a face which fits all sort of sunglasses? LOL. YA YOU CAN PUKE NOW.

Lollipop, finished within 3 bites. HAH.




Monday, celebrated with family.
Prego's strawberry cheesecake.



Tiffany & Co.! From Sisinlaw, bro and Chloe. HAH.






With my name engraved. And if you know about Tiff & Co., you'd know it costs a bomb.







1st nov, with my bestfriend for life, XLL.

Mysterious parcel.

Mysterious box.


Oh my lord. Truck loads of stuffs.


1)Pictures of the past.

This is really funny. If you want to know how I look like during my secondary school days, just view this pic. Please have control over your laughter and don't derieve your happiness from my pains.

All the Marie stuffs she bought for me, can go Disneyland to compete with them already haha.

This is from the mysterious parcel. 500 pieces jigsaw puzzle done within 2 days, but she cheated because there're numbers at the back. HAHA.

Thanks lah xulingli. You know how much I meant to you, vice versa.



Ok, thank you everyone.
Had an enjoyable birthday.
Remember to watch The Game Plan, it's really really really sooooo good that I can watch it uncountable times.

AHAHAAA I HAVE COOL FRIENDS.

Freaking Dong called me at 10am telling me that C*e*y* called her at 4am to tell her that she likes her, and I totally believed herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. That woke me up. I lazed at bed, imagining how Dong would overcome her phobia of holding hands with her, kiss her and doing all the couple stuffs tgt! Then I fell back into coma...

After a while, I heard the doorbell rang, I looked down at my window, saw 2 unknown figures, can't see their head. Suddenly my maid came to tell me that my friends are here.

In the state of half-awake, I went down and saw siewhuay and dongeh coming into my house, with all the party hats and balloons. Me, I was dressed in my ragged home clothes and MONKEY BOXERS -.-!!!

They were kind to give me 5 mins to make myself up. At the mean time, I could literally hear them WHISPERING downstairs about how to present the "party" to me.

And ytd night Dong was already lying to me lah! She said she was teaching ksh poa over the phone, but the fact is ksh is at her house all the time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And ksh also! Messaged me to tell me that celebration would be postpone to after MST week! And at first I wanted to ask them go out tgt, but seeing that they really need to study, I thought that I could spend my day studying too. NO ONE LIKES TO SPEND THEIR BIRTHDAY ALONE STUDYING FOR TESTS OKAY. Damn suay, last year birthday fell on 'O' levels art.

So my cake was a little muffin and a cute little candle standing on it HAH! All the pictures would be up soon when I get them.

Okay you 2 little kikis, here's a msg to you both:
Thank you for being my great friends ever since school started. Singing kbox during the 3rd day after we knew each other, getting into SPA and fell out tgt haha, not doing homework and skipped through the tutorials and lectures tgt, finding a good spot in canteen looking at all our eye candies, seeing me cry and trying to stop my unstoppable tears................................................. so much more memories that could never end. All the fun and laughter, our day cooking together, sleeping over, seeing me act stupid and you guys just sit there and laugh at me, and the 每次，点燃火柴， 微微光芒。。。。。。all the tremendously hilarious stuffs that we've been through...... Thank god I found you guys, like really!!! Imagine without you guys, I need to befriend with Krystle and Nikki... I was always traumatised by the thoughts of having no friends in class next year and I hate to think about it :'( Ok, I'd talk to my Dad like asap about our plan, I also wish that I can go!!!

Ok, I hope that this friendship could last forever, till we're old, till I get married and you guys be my bridesmaids (seriously I can't imagine DONGER wearing a white gown, having all the make ups on, settling her hair nicely.... OMG!!! Donger I'd definitely be your friend till you're old cos I wanna see what you transform into. An old bung or a sexy lady? HAHAHHAHA... THIS IS SO FUNNY!) And siewhuay, we need to fulfil our pact on having our "Hip hop ah gong ah ma" shop, to cater the most fashionable and trendy apparels to the elderly!!! HAHAHA...

There were no major disagreements, no quarrelling, no disputes, everyday is a happy to us over the past 7 months, and this will go on and on and on. I'm going to be the godmother of all of ur kids, you guys too, be the godmother of my kids. I don't care if you guys agree or not, but I insist! Hahaha so demanding.

Ok last but not least I love you guys and you guys love me, I don't care!
And ya, I AM GOING TO CHANGE MY SP PASSWORD LAHHHHHHHHHHHHH. And I realised that my IC was inside my bag after you guys enlightened me, cause I used it to apply for my posb card last week hah!

You guys are rare gems okay.


Alright, time to go off to meet my lover.
I'm a happy 17 y/o kid.

1ST NOVEMBER NOW.

I'm 17 now and I'm feeling like a kid. I wished I were 18 and time would stop there, after 18, I would tell everyone that I'm 18 no matter what my age is.

JOEL CALLED ME AT 12AM TO WISH ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAN!
Although I was saying that I wouldn't be liking him anymore, but he's such a sweetie can. He was asking me for my number on MSN like 15 mins before 12AM, and I didn't asked why la.
AND THEN HE CALLED HE CALLED, YOU UNDERSTAND ME??? HE BLOODILY CALLED!!!
HHAHAHAHAHA. He was telling me that he had eye infection in the morning and went to Tan Tock Seng A&E for check up and his eyes are tearing :( And that's why he was replying so slow on MSN and he was supposed to sleep early but instead, he waited till 12AM to wish me! Ok. time to kick his gf off. HAHAHA won't lah I'm not a baddie. Take things as it come. Yay I shooed him off to bed.

Alright, true friends should start sending me smses, testimonials and letters(?)! Hahaha! It's the thoughts that count can!!!

Ok, my new year's resolution, I'm keeping them with me, hope that they do come true. Hope that people around me, could all live happily and healthily ever after, no more unhappiness please, that's all I'm asking for.