Hey!
Hey.
Guess what?!
What?
Ahahahaa

Anyway, yesterday met up with Ksh and some guys from class, i.e. Weijie, Weixian, Weiyu and John.
Went to play pool which wasn't like as fun as previous's time.
Cause i still owe them 101 chalks, 1 table, 1 white ball, TO GORGE DOWN MY poor STOMACH!
Hahahaa.
It's because I've made a pact with weixian and weiyu,
when I lose I need to eat something and vice versa.
And obviously i'll lose right?

After which, John left us.
We went to watch movie.
Weixian refuses to watch 'hairspray' cos the female lead name's called 'Nikki' ...
That's so ohmyjesuscrazy.
And he refuses to go to the ticket counter cause Nikki's working at there!
Oh yeah, in the end we caught 'Ratatouille'.
Fine movie, to me it only worth 3.5/5 .

After movie, Weiyu left us.
So the 4 of us went to HongKong Cafe to chill.
And i meant CHILL.
I was trembling throughout the whole supper cause i was having the Mango snow ice ...
It's good you know!

And I was extremely annoyed by Weijie asking me if I'm a BrokeBack.
It's not that i don't like BrokeBacks, I have lots of friends who are BrokeBacks, but saying I'm a BrokeBack, to me I think it's an insult.
No boyfriend doesn't imply that I'm a BrokeBack can!
I'm very very extremely absolutely certainly surely STRAIGHT!
My hobby is to rape guys!
See, my ambition is to rape Takuya Kimura.
But first, I'd have to kidnap him first.

In addition, I love mature guys meaning I don't mind if they're like 10 years older than me, and of course, must be charming :D

Anyway other than that, they're saying I look old.
It's like why on Earth am I looking old?!!!
Never mind, bear with it okayyy .
I'll go for a haircut and hairdye either the week before I leave for Japan, or when I'm in Japan, or before school starts.
Then I'm going to change my whole wardrobe to bright colours clothing. Cause I realised that my colour tones are all very Black, Dark Blue, Blue, Grey kind ...
I'm going to wear rainbow colours everyday!
SO STAY TUNED FOR THE NEW YOUNG ME.
Hur whatever.

So Weijie likes to use very rarely used words.
I.e. So this is your take.
He meant this is your choice.
Normal people just won't use take.

Afterall, our class guys are nice people.

Some things, some people are like, the more you force them, the more they retaliates and goes out of your way.
Teach me what to do, My Lord.

Ate at Bosses (Black society in Mandarin) in Vivo.
Halfway through saw some actors for Kinship(Channel 8 drama series) coming in to shoot stuffs.

Alvin Ng(left) was surprisingly more charming in person!

Too bad i'm not his fans ...

Anyway, Bosses's food's really gooooddddd ...

Hungry again.

2kgs down :(
Wayyyyy to goooo.

宝宝, 娘子 and 相公
MY GOD MY NOSTRILS ARE SOOO PROMINENT.
相公，宝宝 and 娘子
相公 and 娘子
before he took this pic, he said, "YANG CHEN LING!" then showed the twists!!! so cute can!!! haha ... he's JEFFREY!

he's weiyu aka daxiong ... self-requested to take pic ... hahahaaa ...
WEIYU AND JOHN ... WHY JOHN NOT LOOKING AT THE CAMERA HUH ?? :@
SOOO NOT CAMERA SHY WEIJIE ...

super camera shy weixian ... he looks cuter when he's camera shy rather than giving that "I'M A MAGIC CARP" face during usual times. HAHAHA ....

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BEST FLOWERS!!!

yesterday was the end of fucking econs exam (oops).
went kbox with our class guys and siew and dong.
and it's the guys whom asked us to go ... what a wonder haha ...
went for 5 hours, sing until can.

after which, went for kpool.
oh my god, i love pool!!!!!!
for the first 2 games i paired up with jeffery against siew and weijie.
weijie is said to be the best in pool ...
but we won twice !!! whahaha ...
and jeff very useless one lah ...
amost all is i score one ...
just joking, both of us almost same standard.

after which, ate kfc with weijie, dong and siew.
weijie is talkative until can ...
he imitated germaine cos he said he's here to sub germ.
then he said, " oh chowxuan~ "
hahaha super amusing ...

hmm ... then went home with him and siew lor ...
post photos next time .

things has been crashing onto me lately.
good gracious feel like plucking off my head away,
strangle everyone who comes in my way.
just for laughs.

Anyway, i'd caught Secrets with kuakua and ngng (lol) !
Everybody around me commented on how bravo was this movie ... so elatedly, we went to purchase our tickets. and dong was actually quite reluctant to watch it at first cause she said she didn't like Jay Chou. but i just keep telling her that don't treat that guy in the movie as Jay Chou, very nice very nice one ... and i'm very sorry towards her :'( !!!

This movie is worth 3/5.
I loved the part where Jay's showing off his piano talent. That was like soooo awesome, a great motivation to lousy pianist (like me myself and I).

I love ANTHONY WONG !!!! Jay's daddy in the movie. HILARIOUS LIKE WHAT LIKE THAT CAN !!!!!!!!!!! esp the part where he was trying to console jay when he was down with the guitar ... and when he danced with Jay...

Anthony strumming on the guitar, going crazy, singing: 儿子啊， 你不要这样啊 。。。
he's sooo charming can!!!

i think the start of the movie was great ... which made me had greater expectations for the ending ... however, when it came to the twist part whereby the girl leaped 2 decades to meet Jay, made everything sooooo bloody fiction. (PERSONAL OPINION !!! NO OFFENCE, JAY'S FANS !!!)

and there's a part which i can't comprehend .
say small rain (the female lead) can only see Jay right?
remember the part of the piano battle between Jay and another guy?
before it started, small rain was asking the girl-who-likes-Jay what they're doing!!!!!!
WHYWHYWHY?????
if Jay was the only one whom small rain can see, why she can communicate with the girl???
big loop !

I DIDN'T DROP A TEAR ! NEITHER DID DONG NOR HWA ! (p/s: each of us was holding on to a piece of tissue before the movie started cause we thought we would all flood the cinema ... and siew was saying, " see whose tissue is the wettest ..." lol ! in the end all dry like hay like that ...)

some people says something which they say they do not mean to say.
that's when such words stings.

i need to be loved.

neoprint!

HONGKONG CAFE

my scandal, not.

dozing off while i'm supposed to be yelling, "STAND UP FOR SINGAPORE!" during celebration.

oh so bitch so bitch,

lady, this is for you.

*roll my eyes so hard that they popped out of my head*

trust me,

love is always ALWAYS blind at the start.

wish my friend would wake up from her fairytale land back to reality.

this morning i went to office with my daddy, we'd passed by the new LASALLE-SIA building which was located at the back of Sim Lim. this new building is really so fascinating. the exterior it is totally black, adding the modern, bold, fresh and electrocuting elements right onto this artistically-inclined building.

today was it's "open house" day so saw lots of LASALLE students there.

6 months back, when i first got back my 'o' level results, the first school and course that popped up into my mind was LASALLE-SIA, fashion studies.

why?

why? i don't really know it myself.

right after i got back my results, i called up my formal art teacher and asked her what should i do if i wanted to enter into LASALLE ...

maybe it's because of the influences from my eldest sister.

right after her secondary school education, she went straight to NAFA for fashion studies. i asked her why and how did she made that suggestion, she told me, "Cos that was what i knew i wanted to do."

maybe it's because of her that spurred me.

after her 3 years NAFA, she went to a design university in London to get her degrees, and now she's in Shanghai working.

ok so my art teacher told me to do this do that and suggested that we meet up one day and she'll help me with it my prep work to enter LASALLE.

all of my friends around me said they'll be choosing business/ accounting courses, well, i was unmoved.

of course, business was the 2nd choice of mine.

at the day of registration, i place TP's fashion marketing and merchandising as my first choice.

business admin 2nd,

business a/c 3rd,

navigating 4th,

bla ...

so between the day of placing my choice down to the announcing results day,

my teacher met up with me.

she asked, "why do u want to take up fashion when business is a guarantee-earn-money-course? if u take up fashion, u might end up nowhere in the future. however, if u take up businees, u'll definitely have a job in the future."

after listening to her, my mindset was totally changed. my determination was weakened.

even i tried to psycho myself.

i told myself that being a artist/designer is not easy.

this industry is too wide a range cos' everyone has their own tastes/preferences, how are ur designs going to cater for everyone out there in this world? what if ur design is only being appreciated by a minority? there's no way u're going to survive. go to business! next time u'll definitely get a good office job, earn bucks and bucks everyday! easy money! sit on a chair, face the computer, do up accounts, bla ... *chingching* money into ur pocket!

so when i knew that i was posted to TP fashion, i was totally berserk. i prayed and cried everyday (no joke), i really didn't want to study fashion anymore, give me business, i don't want a future that's vague ... so i went for the 2nd application of choices.

now i got into business.
am i happy?
not really.
life's now revolving around a/c, econs, management, statistics.
the pple here (exclude the 4 flowers), are sooooo not what-i-want-the-people-around-me-to-be-like.
i like people to be outgoing, nice dressing sense, laugh and talk at something sensible, stop burying their heads in books for jesus's sake and can make me feel wanted !
today, i look at all the happy faces of LASALLE students, all pulped up with marvellous dressing sense, and i suddenly thought, "i wished i hadn't make the decision to come to business. maybe i'll just be like one of them ."

i questioned myself, "do u want a job that provides you satisfaction or money? you know you can't have both, so just choose 1."
and i chose satisfaction.
i was browsing through Vogue magazine, saw all LV, Gucci, Tod's, United Colours of Benetton, Moschino, Hermes Birkins, Theory, Chanel, Balenciaga, Dolce and Gabanna and etc. if there isn't a fashion merchandiser and fashion designer for these brands today, these models would be just in their birthday suits. these fashion designers/merchandisers earns OH-MY-JESUS-amount-of-money-each-year. well, that's only if u're being accepted by those fucking rich companies.

wellwellwell, i really wanna get out of business. but the matter is not i say i want to get out and i can get out. there's a lot of things that i got to consider ... damn, life's back to a square one.

KUA SIEW HWA, IF U MANAGED TO READ TILL THIS STAGE ... DON'T LET PARANOIA ENGULF YOU AND YOUR LIFE. WE'RE ALWAYS HERE TO PULL YOU BACK, STOP PONDERING OVER UNNECESSARY STUFFS. WE LOVE YOU !!! *KISSES KISSES HUGS HUGS*
*vomit over my mushy-ness*

long vacation

love kimura

what thispo is.

you think my goal is to be like them,

NO WAY.

i think that's pure suiciding and self-mutilating ...

i've seen quite a few blogs about dieting and thinspiration ...

and ya, I FEEL OBESE .

things to do during this holiday:

1) meet up with friends to get some life
2) exercise like nobody's business
3) study for exams
4) study for stats
5) go japan and spend all my assets
6) dye hair
7) get tanned
8) buy my acevue define
9) sleep my ass off ...

finally got to watch "alone" with siew and germ ytd ... dong rather go do smth esle than to go with us to movie ! very naughty !

anyway, after the movie we went back to school for national day's celeb, expecting the rest of our class to be there ...
who knows when we called the guys on the train, all of them are on their way home !!!!!!!
how naughty !!!
anw, we still headed to school to enjoy our tidbits :)


I'M GONNA BE A THINSPO !
BE A THINSPO, BE A THINSPO !
NAH, A HEALTHY PERSON WOULD DO.

hey earth,

guess what,
daddy got free tickets to RUSH HOUR 3 SNEAK PREVIEW TODAY!!!

guess what,

IT'S A SUPER SUPER SUPER DUPER DUPER DUPER EXHILARATING + THRILLING + HILARIOUS + FUNNNNNNNYYYYYYY + BEST-ON-EARTH MOVIE.

oh mymymymymymymy,

CHRIS TUCKER as James Carter is the funniest man one earth, even muchmuch better than Mr. Bean, what's more, he's a totally awesome and gorgeous man.

you people gotta watch RH3, skip simpsons, it ain't that great after all.

RH3 is sooooo goood that everybody didn't want to leave after the show, cos' even the bloopers were great !!!

some of the bloopers are ...

IN THE MOVIE:

jackie said, "STAY FREEZED!"

IN THE BLOOPERS:

jackie said, "SAY CHESSE!"

lmaolmaolmao, everybody was laughing at him and he still didn't noticed that he'd made this mistake!!!

next,

IN THE MOVE,

jackie said, "we aren't brothers anymore."

chris said, "fine" and left ...

IN THE BLOOPERS,

jackie said, "we aren't brothers anymore."

chris said, "alright, u mean we aren't brothers anymore? even after rush hour 1, rush hour 2???"

got everybody laughed their asses off .

"EVERYBODY WATCH KUNG FU FIGHTING ! DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA ~"

GO WATCH IT AND YOU'LL THANK ME !!!

WELCOME :D

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, she felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,ohShe wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

hi,
ever wonder why fat has never been a fad?
well, i'd been always pondering on this topic ...
after which, i still had no answer to it.

therefore, since i can't change what everyone's thinking, "wow this girl's figure is really good ... woah damn thin lah, i like!" and stuffs, i'll change myself.

in this pragmatic society,
when somebody says, "I think simplicity and being natural is beauty."
next second, everyone turns around to look at the person.
next second, somebody would say, "Oh my Jesus, are you nuts or are you blind or is your brain simply hollow huh? idiot?"
next second, this person who appreciates simplicity is being isolated.

even siew had consumed s-factor before,
how could i just sit back and binge on food?

so after saying so much,
i'd challenge myself to shed 4kgs by the end of August.
and since i've posted this,
it meant that i'm really going to do that.

oh and i myself think that being perfectly proportioned does make a person look really good.
not that i'm trying follow the trend blindly ok.

well,
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hi world,
finally today my MOB test is done.
hopehopehopehopehopehopehopehopehopereallyhope i can get an A for it,
afterall, the little amount of sleep that i've paid for should worth an A.

today was my another-half-of-the-class's turn to present.
and i could only say that guys look really veryveryveryvery much better in formal clothing.
mummy's boy jeffrey looked as though he's son of a millionaire lah ! oh so handsome rainie yang :) !
even malaysia-ahbeng-alike weijie look so much better than usual self.
should've taken a pic of them today ...
and daxiong is veryveryvery sick today.
he can't even walk properly so he was being sent home, and he did not even present :(

last week, we were the only group that has brought advertisements, model and products to show. and for today's presentation, all the groups from our class and the other class had all brought stuffs to show. what's more is that one of a group still made out a really-can't-make-it-model can. oh the saddest part is i couldn't say that they copy our concept even though that's the truth.

it's not the matter whether their model is a threat to us or not. it's the fact that they'd copied our concept of producing a model. what's more is that they couldn't answer to my question. they'll go one super humongous round to answer, and ended up not answering at all. superb huh? yeah, superb bitches.

anw, after the test we went for celebration at changing appetites!
my reccomendation and they felt it was good.
frankenstein mudpie is really gooooooddddddd.
pictures will be up the next time, along with my group's formal photos.

anw, dckk is the best tutor and lecturer, and i'm very sorry for hating him before. cos today is our last lesson with him and he treated all of us to drinks can !!! he's the only teacher who had done that even though we did not really treated him very nicely ... or maybe he's just trying to leave a good impression in us??? hahaha ... just joking .

and i think today is our last day of the sem, cos we're having 3 weeks of self-study weeks, and afterwhich are holidays already. which is equivalent of 2 months of holidays? lol ... not very sure but most prob is like that.

anyway, although i know that it's in your character that u're so straightforward, and that i've been repeatingly reminding myself to pardon you pardon you, well, sometimes i'm just not that sane enough to think in that way. woah, sometimes i really felt like giving you a tight slap straight onto your face and tell you keep your fucking mouth shut. and the worst thing is, you're very blatant and nonchalent about your extreme negative attitude, and i feel sorry for you.

bye world.