Chowxuan: June 2007

WHAT'S WRONG WITH DAMN BLOODY FRIENDSTER ?!!!!!!!!!!!

look,
firstly, i had view others profile anonymous ON-ed .
so happily i went to view a lot of people profiles ...
then before i logged out, i changed to OFF so i'd know who has viewed me .
just i signed in, i saw PEOPLE I VIEWED, VIEWED ME BACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH MY GOD . i was damn super paiseh .
i was feeling like 'oh shit' .

see, i viewed this primary school friend of mine cos her shoutout was like, " fyi, i've threw the ring into the bin ."
so i thought what had happened to both her and her bf .
AND GODDAMN, WE'RE NOT EVEN CLOSE PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIENDS .
so apparently she and her bf had a big tiff and broke up .
so i went to her bf's friendster to see what he'd wrote .

his shoutout was like, " i was soooo glad that I DUMPED YOU! who says i'm a jerk?! ME! :)"
(this really made me feel that he's such a bigtime jerk .)
and guess what ?! HE VIEWED ME BACK . THAT WAS LIKE SO PAISEH !
oh well although i had private profile on, it's still the same .

so paiseh so paiseh .
so i decided not to have that scary thing on-ed ever again .

this week is tests week .
after which, is self-declared holidays .
i'm going to tan myself .
cos i think i'm turning yellowish brown ever since i shedded my skin .
i want indoor tanning !
sexy bronze tone *slurps*

and then dye my hair ashy pink .
as in only 2 STRIPS . HAHAHAHA .

and i want to cut my hair,
cos I KNOW it looks like a hay of grass now .
but, i just so hate to cut hair .
cos' it's hair-dear-hair .
once it's gone, it's gone .
yes i know it can grow back .
but growing back takes a donkey years .
wah and if it became like even worst than before, it's OH MY GOD .
THAT'S THE END .

so now i am just waiting for my hair to grow very much longer, then cut .
cos' this would minimize the visibility of wrongness .
but the thing is whether i can withstand the grassyness of my hair for so long or not .

oh wells ...

if the next holiday, me and the 3 other flowers can't go taiwan together, i'd go japan with my sis-in-law .
IMAGINE JAPAN ........
with samsung alkaline tv, it's not that hard to imagine .
oh is it alkaline ?!!!!!!
HAHAA . JUST MADE IT UP MY OWN .

going japan is so right .
cos they're going to have spring and autumn clearance sales .
SALES !
LOOK SALES .
and they have blue label burberry .
BURBERRY !!!
LOOK BURBERRY .
and i can get a new nice sweet bag .

gucci has now been so common-and-all-over-the-streets .
everyone's carrying it .
oh of cos i won't mind a gucci black tote bag :)

oh ya, JAPAN .
they have the coolest, newest, innovatiest and creativiest stuffs thereeeee .
and DISNEYLAND OF COURSE !
imagine queueing up for 1+ hour just to play a simple ride ...
gosh .
but the shopping there is sooooo great .

oh just imagine luh .
imagine i'd run into jolin tsai while shopping there .
LOL think too much .

gotta burst all my dreaming bubbles now and start talking to books ...
AWWW .

cx: it's not like you're imperfect! i hate to admit it but u're v adorable when u act cute and do disgusting stuffs tt pises us off. shit, shudnt have told u.

SEE I HAVE A FRIEND NOW ! :S

please have some virtue no matter how uneducated you are.
when pple don't say anything, doesn't mean that he/she is afraid of you or have no guts to say anything,
they just don't wanna create more troubles.
look how much vengeances u'd in you rather than saying other pple.
don't try to draw the line so clearly because if u want, other pple can likewise do the same and even to a more extreme extent.
if u hate me, then so be it, stop trying to be a hypocrite.
get away then.
bye.

i'm going to buy acevue define lenses when i've e time . maybe after my exams? wahahah ...

to make my eyes bigbigbig ...

err so scary hahaha ...

see i've been staying at my bro's house since my mom and dad has left for france .

his house is so damn dusty since they don't really have time to clean the house and there's kino (golden retriever) around.

goddamn i was sick just at the first day i stayed at their house.

see how dirty it is ?!!!!!
goodnesssssss ...

see chloe's showing off her voluminous stomach !!! (and she's really proud of it !)

oh my kino ... he's so good-looking in my headband ya ????? HAHAHA .

holidays ...
GOT TO START STUDYING AHHHHHHH !

recently i was watching through mary-kate's and ashley's videos on youtube ...
and, i loved them .
they fact that they stared to get involved in sitcoms at the age of 9 MONTHS OLD was indeed a wow .
and they're like turning 21 y/o today (coincidence huh), and they were said to be America's youngest billionaires .
and at the age of 16, they actually had their own fashion brand .
it was like, WHAT AM I DOING HERE ????????!

i loved their dressing sense and mary-kate actually had eating disorder before .
that was like so sick,
cos you could actually see the shape of her ribcage whenever she wears a low v-necked dress or a bareback dress .
she's just like a skinned-skeleton .
and they're whom i call pretty, georgeous, beautiful, i'm not a les obvious, cos i loved takuya kimura (mu chun tuo zai), and i hoped to rape him :) HAHAHA .

i think that life is a funny thing .
why can't everyone be androgynous?
then we'd all be more simple and life would be better for everyone .

so i just read siewhwa's blog about frienddssss stuffs ...
for these 16 years of living on earth,
i'd nvr believed in 'friends forever, best friends for life, whatever cliche stuffs' ...
oh well, maybe i wrote them before in letters during primary school but i've nvr experienced those, now that the fact that i've not been talking to them ever since after primary school .
and i know i've very little friends, or maybe bestfriends .
i'm never good at friends stuffs ...
i'm outgoing, loud, cheerful doesn't mean i've lots of friends, doesn't mean i'm good to bully, doesn't mean you can climb over my head and take good advantages of me .
i know i'm bad at renyuan (no idea on the english term of it).

i've my clique in my sec school, 7 girls in it .
now i'm most of the time talking to only 1 or 2 of them .
i really don't know why but i'm seriously not good at maintaining any type of relationships .

so pple just come and go around me, and i'm afraid that i'm getting used to this type of lifestyle ...
haha ...
maybe that's why i would loved to travel around the world,
get to know new friends,
and bye !

oh well,
who can be sure about what's gonna happen in the future ?
just do and excel in whatever you're supposed to do,
dream and carry on with life .