i seriously don't want to procrastinate anymore .

our grp was assigned to do one single simple stats ques last week, to present today .

knowing that today it would be either me or siewhwa to present,

i didn't do it, none of the pple in our group done, germ didn't know how to do ...

i was called up to present .

i've got nth to present .

ken kwan was like scolding us in a very soft yet threatening tune ...

" do you think i should make everyone of you to hand in your hmwrk every wk ? "

i don't blame him for reprimanding us .

i blamed myself .

i felt really really bad .
i didn't understand anything, and i didn't even wanted to make an effort to try to understand anything !!!


i don't wish to procrastinate .

ytd i met lingli for dinner and reached home at around nine .

wanted to take a rest while watching tv,

instead i fell aslp .

till ten i woke up ...

didn't even bother to catch my fav channel u series and i went to my room to slp .

I HAVEN'T EVEN BATHE YET, MIND YOU .

i told myself i'm gonna slp till 12 then i wake up to bathe ...



i slpt straight to 6.30am in the morning ...

THAT'S HOW TIRED I AM .
i bathed then rushed to school ...
forgot to bring my phone somemore ...

i just couldn't bring myself to do anything ...

to revise, to read up, to go online to do e-learning, to practice my cello and piano ...

i don't like the status i'm in now ...

somethings are not are perfect as it seems on the appearance .

inside, it's all bruised .

listen : I'M NOT GOING TO PROCRASTINATE AGAIN .

so chalet on sat and sun was not bad ...
met up with bro's family on sat ...
started off with escape theme park .
guess what,
it really lives up to its name .
it makes people wanna 'ESCAPE' .
cos it's really bad, and i mean extremely really ...
me and bro tried the go-kart ...
guess that was the one and only good thing there
though the go-kart looks really cannot-make-it ...

at one point of time me and bro went off to play viking ...
and chloe started off wailing and crying out loud ...
she kept telling her mummy that daddy and xiaogu (THAT'S ME) are gone and she's very very very sad ...
she's such a melancholy kid ...
and she's only 3 y/o !!!!!!

we covered the whole of the theme park within an hour, when back chalet to rest and then headed off to amk hub to shop for groceries for tmrw's party .
so at amk hub,
sisinlaw and i went walking around first while bro brought chloe for dinner ...
we went into CHECK .
sisinlaw had a very big reaction when she knew i bought my havainas slippers last week ...
cos she thought that it was rather ex for a pair of slippers to cost $33 ...
and she kept ranting on how comfortable her pair of ripples is, and it only costed her $10 !
she said that with $33 she could buy 3 pairs of ripples of diff colours and designs ...
so i was rather pissed off since i didn't even used her money to buy ...
in the end,
she went into check and still bought a pair of cartunist slippers for herself .
and she almost wanted to buy one for chloe !
luckily i stopped her .

i asked, " thought you said it was damn bloody ex blablabla? why buy? "
she replied, " at least i earned the money by myself . "
my mood: extremely pissed off .

so in order to get back at her,
i told my brother when she not around, " hey i tell you a secret about your wife, you don't tell her ah ... "
he said, " what ? "
me, " later you look at her feet carefully ... "

the whole process is extremely funny ...
first he found her to check out her feet ...
then after somtime,
he said, " ehhhh ! careful the trolley beside you ! "
then he went, " ehh ? why your slippers changed colour huh ?????? "
such a good actor lah !

so sisinlaw thought she could still fake her way through and cont'd to act blur ...
LOL CAN .
wah i at one side laugh until cannot and sisinlaw came to tell me, " wah so throw face ... didn't know that my husband was so observant ... did not even past 24 hours and got caught by him leh !!! "
HAHAHAHAHAHA ...


on sun ...
we went to had breakfast in the morning ...
where this funny story begun ...
cos sisinlaw made chloe angry ...
so chloe was like, " i don't want to friend you ! i friend daddy only ! he's my good friend ! "
then sisinlaw wanted to spite chloe ...
she kissed bro's hand and said to him, " you're my goodfriend hor ... "
then chloe also kissed his hand ...
then sisinlaw kissed his head ...
then chloe also kissed his head ...
then sisinlaw held his hand ...
then chloe cannot take it and cried and said, " daddy is my friend ! you cannot friend him !!! "
THEN, she used her hand as a gun and " piang piang " at sisinlaw k !!!!!!!!
F-ING CLASSIC CAN !!!!!
i was eating halfway through she did that and the noodles are hanging in my mouth but i can't help it but kept laughing ...
ROFL ROFL !

and my bro was at there grinning from ear to ear,
cos it's the first time in his whole lifetime 2 females are fighting over him -.-
easily satisfied ass .

so after the whole drama,
we went back to chalet to deco and prepare ...
then kids came flooding in ...
wah ... chaotic man ...
luckily i went back on sun night then i do not have to clear the mess -.-

TODAY IS THE START OF THE GREAT SINGAPORE SALES !!!

how great is that ?
just the 1st day i've gotten myself a burberry polo t and 2 united colours of benetton basic ts ...
total cost about $100+ .
what am i going to do for the rest of the weeks of gss ?!!!
die .

sat and sun i'll be away for chloe's and bro's b'dae chalet ...
mon gotta return back to school ...
depressing, depreSSING, DEPRESSING !!!
i don't like mob, econs, stats, poa, itab, effective com ...
oh my,
i hate everything .

environment toughens a person,
changes a person,
evolves the thought .

just hope that my wish at prague's charles bridge would come true .
that's it,
the most i could ask for .



some pple just like to brag .
so much that i couldn't stand .
she likes pple to know how rich she is by spreading news around,
when she doesn't even know how appreciates it .
it's purely showoff-ing .
just tell me why can't i forget about that smug on her attitude .



probably selfless pple are whom i need .
not that i don't need selfless love,
but if i couldn't even find selfless pple,
where would selfless love come from ?




oh yes,
i'm going to change .
give me time .
it's gonna be a makeover inside out .
change for the better,
change for myself,
not for anyone esle .

HAVAINAS $32.90

ZARA $11.90

ZTAMP $39

M)PHOSIS $40.95

TOPSHOP $86

TOPSHOP $36

COTTON CANDY $32.90

COTTON CANDY $30

OFFICIALLY BANKRUPT .

this week is e-learning week,
no school,
yet still tons of work lying down there for me to do .
so not to going school is tantamount to the school is my home .
geddit ?
tsk crap .

ohwell .
SUNDAY WAS SINGAPORE RIVER RAFT RACE (SRRR) AT CLARK QUAY!
me, dong and siew volunteered to help out for both sat and sun,
but luckily we only went for sun ...
or esle we'll really bore ourselves to tears !!!

this senior asked us to go station at the water booth,
then we went away to walk around ...
lol ...

when eventually we decided to head back to do something,
the booth was overflowed with pple helping out ...

so we went back to our senior and she asked us to go to the loading area to load the rafts ...
in the end, we sat down there to LOOK at pple loading the rafts ....
hahaha !
so mean ...

we sat along the side of the river and suddenly,
"ah ! Ahh !! AHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!"
siewhwa screamed as though her house burnt down ...

her slipper came off and started rolling down ...
and she was so afraid that her slipper would fall into the river so she kept screaming ...
and you know what ?
there're like so many pple helping out on the river,
so if her slipper really went in,
sure got pple come and help one lah !!!!!!
she's so funny !!!

ultimately,
the slipper stopped at halfway through the steps
and dong was so rational enough to help her pick p her slipper .
i was already rofl-ing ...
goodness .

due to the boredom,
we went to BK to eat breakfast .
then went back,
then went to central to walk ...
see how boring it is ?!

after all the competitions,
finally we're useful .
started to clear the place, pack things up to lorry ...

then we started to play with japanese and caucasian kids ...
and they're like really SOOOOOOO CUTE CAN !!!!!!!
i'll post some pics in my next entry ...
look at how cute the boy could be .
good gracious .

coming up ...
SRRR event today .

daddy's leaving for Hamburgh tonight, FOR DAMN 7 LONG DAYS !!!
:(

abhor the sensation of losing my way in unknowns .
thoughts which cant be heaved aside,
they screwed me up completely,
inside out .

f it serious .
i dont want to comment on how life is unfair .
thou' tt's what bothers me .

don't want to be consumed by life .

----------------------------------------------------

sooooo deprived of shopping .
good gracious .

gonna yank on how much i hate mr. dckk - a unbelievably irritating mob+ ideas lecturer + tutor .
he does this 'AH-ah' as though it's some kinda punctuation of every sentence
and he's incorrigibly bad at teaching .
always insisting on how he's right on everything .
and said, " do you agree with me? if you don't then i can't teach you anymore ! "
mr. dckk, DO YOU HAVE SOME PURE COMMON SENSE ?
HOW DO YOU EXPECT STUDENTS TO SAY 'NO I DON'T AGREE?!'
what a stubborn old man .
and bloody zbrush got me 75 pts, while a plain double-flavoured donut can get 83 pts !
p.s. i don't mean that it doesn't worth 83 pts, just that mine should worth more than it is, say 80 ? ...
no offence ah, ms kua .
and it's so obvious that he allocate marks by how much he likes it or how much it dislikes it .
and not how creative or useful it is, which is what the marking scheme says !!!!!!!!!
yes, and he hates it when student rebutt or go against him .
what a loser !

WHAT AN IDIOT !!!!!!
IT'S A WONDER HOW HE TEACHES FOR 30 OVER YEARS ?
MAYBE HE TEACHES BY CRAPPING HIS WAY THRU ...
WHAT THE FUCK .
FIRE HIM SP !

GOT TO GET MY ROOM CLEANED SOOOOOOON .
i've thrown out a ton of stuff yet the mess remains .
spiderwebs nested at every visble corners in my room ...
think spiderman came from there .

i want a nintendo !
cos dong is playing it and it's like : SO FUN CAN !
missed mario-my childhood playmate .

time to get a new bag .
A N I C E O N E .

oh mymymy ...
yesterday, my face was really BAD .
almost DECOMPOSED AND ROTTED .

on the way to school on mum's car,
i started looking into the mirror to peel my tanned dead skin on my face ...
got so hooked on it, so just peeled happily .

went reached school, went to toilet, skin half-peeled .

looked into the mirror,
OH MY GOD !
part of the nose turned red, part still remained tanned .
so trying to make things better,
contd to peel .
aftermath: WHOLE NOSE TURNED RED .
so it's like: rudolph the rednose reindeer ...

so tried to cover the rednose with foundation which dsnt cling on the skin .
so instead, covered the nose for whole day .
=(

at least today is better ...
MAKE-UP SAVE THE DAY !


ya i'm sorry i've missed out another funny part during the camp ...
after kayaking i went to toilet to wash off seawater with my clothes on, with the cubicle door opened .
DONG was there .
so when she looked at what i was doing,
i began to act as if i'm shooting advertisement while the water slowly shower on my body ...
so, SHE FREAKED OUT AND RAN AWAY .
dong's so cute .

WOW CAMP WAS sort of FUN !
basically the camp was not well-organised but the pple there are fun lah ...
very lil' girls there, which made bathing time fast ...

so first day was at sentosa doing treasure hunt lah ...
go around sentosa looking for clues ...
damn lame ...

then went to west coast around evening .
pitched tents, did camp songs .
and this place is owned by sp and some said that it was linked to foodcourt 5 lah ...
and a darn slow guy really believed and said wna go there buy food ...
IT'S JUST LIKE SAYING SINGAPORE AND AUSTRALIA IS LINKED LAH ...

AND I TELL YOU RAPHEAL IS THE FIRST INDIAN GUY WHOM I KNOW THAT IS SO FUNNY, DARN COMICAL AND EXTREMELY HUMOROUS LAH!
he's totally like the indian version of mr. bean lah ...
so conversing with him really can make you laugh till stomach cramp and jaw cramp .

xueping asked raph : so what's your name ? mohammad ?
raph (with eyes enlarged to the largest) : MOHAMMAD ? DAMNNNNNN . YUCKS !
xueping and me bursted into laughters ...

as he's the first indian i've known in my whole 16 years on earth, i was very curious .
me: so what's the diff between indians and banglas ?
raph (as usual with his eyes opened to the largest extent) : SO YOU MEAN INDIANS WHO COME FROM INDIA AND BANGLAS WHO COME FROM BANGLADESH ARE THE SAME IS IT ?
-burst into laughters-

me: so do you speak india?
siewhwa: is tamil not india lah ...
raph: SO YOU MEAN INDIANS SPEAK INDIA, CHINESE SPEAK CHINA, MALAYS SPEAK MALAYSIA LAH ?!
-roflmao-

HELLY FUNNY LAH HIM .
so he asked what was our name, then me and siewhwa said we're called dior and chanel (serious we called ourselves that during the camp) . then i said that he's called MUSTAFA .
HAHA .

raph: i'm not a superficial person . i appreciate girls who wear t and jeans to school .
jo: then the face leh ?
raph: the face must be nice lah ...
-WTH !-

so i taught him how to play hai dai ...
and he kept losing lah ...
asked him to do all sort of forfeits ...

and he gave himself a christian name : JOHNNY .
HAHAHA .

another funny guy, joel .
he was telling us about how he teaches china pple to kayak ...
and he started to imitate them lah ...
funny can .......

AND MS DONGDONG ATE 6 SERVINGS FOR DINNER !
GOODNESS .
and lunch was bad ... looks like dog food .

slept at 4am .
woke at 8am .

started asking raph about lame ques ...
and it's a wonder why would any human not heard of them at all .

me: do you manage to find the right colour of foundation for urself ?
raph: yes .
me: like what? BLACK PAINT?
-rofl-
joyce: mascara (at the same time doing the action of brushing her face with the tiny mascara)
-roflmao-
me: AND EYELINER HAAHAHA !
ok it's very bad but raph is really good guy lah ...

KAYAKING TIME -
paired up with the 7k jaw guy and i insisted to sit at the back cos i can't navigate .
so within 5 mins of kayaking, a pair of guys capsized .
they hit the rocks and wanted to back raft .
but in the end capsized, then everybody laughed at them lah ...

so next, our turn to capsize .
but seriously it's because we got a kayak which has a very high cg ... damn unstable ...
and we got no atmosphere at all lah ...

ya and i tell you stupid joel pinched my face instead of saving me up -.-
and he finds it fun lah .
anw i kept laughing when capsized cos my life vest was not tight enough then i kept floating 180 deg ...
so i capsized twice !
and 7k jaw was so addicted to capsizing and he wanted to go down to the water and come up again
-.-
and he wanted me to do that also !
so i told him: 'over my dead body' .

dong wanted sour plum which was with joel .
he used so much force to open the packet until u see his face turn red with his tongue sticked out lah !
so much for a 19 y/o guy whom looks like 25 y/o -.-
and the hole was damn small ...
so instead of making the hole bigger, he tried SQUEEZING THE SOUR PLUM OUT ! -.-
in the end he still made a bigger hole lah ...

and the part where he played with dong's knuckles is the funniest part lah ! like a retarded old man ... good gracious ... he's really funny lah ...

ok the pple there are really fun ... except for some, like the girl with bangs, froggie, froggie's twin, some other miscellaneous pple ... looking forward to next camp !

oh my, simply despises nincompoop and mentally-unbalanced buffoon . LOSER !!!

WOOO ... CAMPING ON SAT WITH TAY, SIEW AND DONG ...

LOOKING SOOOOOOO FORWARD TO IT !

CLASSIC PHOTOS OF MS CHLOE LEE ... HAHAHA !

THE 2ND AND 3RD ONES ARE EXTREMELY FUNNY COS SHE'S PASTING STICKERS ALL OVER HER FACE AND DADDY'S CHAIR ... WHAT AN EXOTIC CHILD !

and the aftermath is, daddy had a hard time peeling off stickers on his chair -.-