
People, I did not went
missing-in-action over the past 2 months. I must admit nothing has been smooth, but let's just say APB is still fighting well with all the dramas and misfortunes over the past months. Now that I am back to the limelight in blogosphere, I am ready to announce that I've grew up and changed, and is now a totally new and different person.
LET THE BYGONES BE BYGONES
My family and my work needed me badly, and therefore in the process, I've lost in touch with many friends, have friends who walked out of my life and I've also been telling my friends to leave me alone until I am ready. Ironically, I've made new friends and became closer than ever with some other friends which I've known for years. For one thing- I never like to purposely get closer to anyone, it all happened naturally and I am thankful for that.
THROUGH THIN AND THICK
With a few more laps in my service to the nation, I will be a free person. I can't wait to see the world out there and regained all that deserving lifestyles that I should had gotten. Looking back, I know that I will miss the good two years that I had. I've been through thick and thin, grew up and became what I am today- stronger than ever. Although I wouldn't have done it even though I will be given a choice two years back, I must be thankful for what I've gained throughout the entire journey. My greatest disappointment in life, is that I do not have the chance to let my beloved cousin see the process of this quarter-life transformation of mine.
THE PRESENT
I think I do not want people to remember the way they know me in the past, looking back at how I was, I am disgusted and I felt childish. After so much that has happened, I must have flourished into a ripe and sweet mango. I do not enjoy acting crazy or comedic anymore. I just want to be a normal person with a fair share of his own privacy. I hope people will have no high expectations of me either.