Thursday, January 07, 2016

😂

It took a few whatsapp messages to solve the problem of me being lonely 😂
frozen at 5:02 PM



The start of a new year.

As much as I would like there start of my new year to be smooth sailing, its not HAHAHAHAS

Already fallen sick in the first week of the new year and realised that I have became overweight OMG

And I have no idea why, but I am feeling exceptionally lonely? Maybe because I keep rejecting the going out invitations because I have to write my final report (but to say the truth, I don't get many invitations too) and I feel upset when I see my friends having fun with their other friends.

HAHAHAS Why don't I have many friends too?

It true that quality is always better than quantity but sometimes that sian feeling you get when you ask someone out but they are always already booked/ don't wanna go out.

HAHAHAS its really a little sad to the point that sometimes I feel like I don't matter as much as their other friends.

They say people that try to keep others happy are usually the loneliest. And I kind of agree. Its not like I'm really great or something but I do try to satisfy others (I rarely reject a request, tbh I find it quite difficult to say no) although most of the time I want to have fun too and I'm really quite easy-going (I would like to think so) as in sui bian so I really don't mind doing anything or trying anything that my friends suggest HAHAS

but then I guess its growing up and  growing apart. In the past when we were in the same school or class etc, we would meet everyday and the things that we liked or did were similar. Now, growing up and apart, our likes and tastes started to differ and change so much that we donn't crave each other's company as much anymore? For example, when we go to ktv nowadays, our genres are all different as compared to in the past.

I'm rambling today OMG LOL
Its not that I'm upset or anything but I'm super duper bored.

Boredom and free time leads to overthinking and this is something that I Have been feeling for awhile already.

My personality feels lonely today LOL
OH I think I'm PMS-ing LOL 3 days to Niagara Bloody Falls  or something


frozen at 3:02 PM

Thursday, December 31, 2015

Year End Review

Next year, I aspire to be a more positive and sociable person!
I think I can do it hahahahahas

That's the end of my new year resolution!
More positive energy in this place too!

Maybe I should do a recap of my year here or something ^^

The major things that happened this year was basically exchange and FYP. One left awesomely good memories, while the other... let's just say that research is not my calling HAHAHAS

Today supposedly is the last day for FYP experiments but I'm giving up on this last day.
Turns out it was a right decision to make! Because the school seems to be on holiday today? Nothings open except for the real stores like Mcdonald and Starbucks!

SO exchange...

Started off super singaporean

someone even said that I looked poor in my dad's coat

Endless shopping at express bus terminal

Freezing our butts of at hangang in winter. Whoever thought that was a good idea!

Singing "at gwanghwamun" at gwanghuamun

endless 2000W churros

thinking that busan was less cold than seoul because it was further down south

finding out we were wrong when we trekked 4,8km in city clothes up and down the mountainous trekking route

becoming alcoholic

doing jumpshot everywhere

sitting on laps HAHAHAS

discovering our inner 花痴

endless trip to our favourite cafer for various reasons

fav cafe

doing weird stuff

oh the roll katsu that would haunt the 3 of us for the rest of our lives

waxing my legs for the first time so that i could wear nude coloured stockings

cafe hopping at unique cafes! This was on a hill

lots of selfies

climbing on fortress walls for aesthetic purposes

buying useless jackets

celebrity sightings

learning that 10cm is my icecream limit

huachi all day every day

going pretty places to take photos

so prettz

nuff said

seeing cherry blossoms for the first time

chose the photos from a small thumbnail... HAD NO IDEA THIS WAS A BAD PHOTO HAHAS

act一个so many times that its normal

another pretty unique cafe

but i ruined it by being a kopitiam uncle

discovering cherry blossoms in our backyard

in KU

Act 一个 again but i just LOVE this photo

climbing trees for aesthetic purposes plus thunder thighs

more cafes! this had rooms!

eating big bones

cherry blossoms left the backyard and became this

honorable mention to butterfinger pancakes

MEAT MEAT MEAT

realising that i look ok with my fringe up

when you see bubble tea, buy it

cycling at hangang when its no longer freezing

picnic

one of my favourite days

<3

THEME PARKS THEME PARKS THEME PARKS

becoming bimbos

roping my friends in on taking pictures of eyecndies and profs

MOMO STEAK! I miss this so much

NORYANGJIN

no trip is complete without noryangjin

endless stylenanda photos when we didnt even purchase any shit

MEAT

loved this photo too! it was tough getting on the chair

returning a bow

strutting around in hanboks

yay

see see see act one again

realising that mask packs should not cover your brows

like i said, endless style nanda photos

her take on old poses

HUACHI

discovered my love for bagels and cream cheese

i love trees

trees love me

theme parks are for cotton candy

LEE DONG HAE too cute

discovering school spirit in KU

First sunrise plus overnight train trip!

又act一个

I just had to do this!

acting again

No need go hawaii already! The beach so pretty!

Imitating the super junior hawaii photoshoot

this was fun fun fun

beach became ugly but we are still imitating that photoshoot

jump shots

hahahahas

being cray cray

even more cray cray

first time seeing how a dick looks like

jjimjibang

we all so cute

first watersports experience

MERS >< and discovering that masks smelt like clean sanitary pads

We make any place look more dangerous by 100%

endless overnight k and endless service!

First bungee experience

Act act act

discovered that i liked （to try on) floppy hats

pretty bridge

Korea was pretty AWESOME. I experienced so many first in my life, it was as though i stepped out of my comfort zone.

Behind of those day trips, there were so many impromtu decisions and so much stress and anxiety when the transport simply did not appear. There weren't even taxis at some of the places! But was really a memory to behold. I'm glad I tried these unconventional day trips instead of the conventional ones. I felt that I should have been more sociable and made more friends though. I think being sociable is one of my greatest flaw, because I'm simply too socially awkward TTTT

FYP is  just tedious and time consuming. Sometimes, I just feel like giving up! I don't even know how researchers do it? TO face problems after problems one after the other and to keep facing failure! I would be really depressed hahahahas but the eureka moment when you find out something or get the right results gives a certain level of self satisfaction too. But I faced more depressing moments sooooooo

Look! I even broke my needle ):

HAHAHA I'm really a lab hazard! Shocked myself twice one 8.8kV and 10.8kV voltage on two occassions and broke my needle. It gonna go down the memory lane.

My after bungee pictures cause I screamed embarrasingly HAHHAHA

Labels: End of the year Review, Exchange 2015, Korea, Plan: make my life interesting

frozen at 11:58 AM