xiii: you said move on (where do i go)

title: 1st day of work!
date: Monday, January 31, 2011
time:12:37 AM

Work was tiring, but it was far better than being at home. Much much better. The people there are really nice and friendly, but I really hate the fact that its raining, cos people never buy cold drinks and its so boring! Hahaha. But when the rain stops, it was crazy! Imagine everybody eating ice cream in front of you! I was craving for ice cream sooooooooooo badly!

Vivo after work for some cny shopping and bakerzin with char. Awesome! :) But heading home was never nice. When everyone's tired after work and is thinking about rest, hell no. Thats not home.

They say nobody will help you when you're in need. True, fucking true. But what about when its not about you? Same! Because everyone's just as selfish and its a fact that nobody will spare a thought for you. Reality check much. If you expect me to say I understand and whatever shit, no fucking way. I dont understand and I never will.

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title: Sleeppp
date: Thursday, January 27, 2011
time:11:02 PM

All that I need now, is a really good sleep. These days are killing me, like seriously. I can't really explain how it feels. Its like being in a prison, or being in a rented apartment. Whatever. This kind of feeling is really horrible, and a week more is enough to kill me.

I.need.a.break.

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title: Helpless
date: Wednesday, January 26, 2011
time:1:10 AM

that's what I'm feeling right now..I can't deny the fact that half of my heart actually feels good, but that kind of fear overrides it. Maybe I should just trust once more that everything would turn out fine, but this time I wish chinese new year would fly past right now.

Took our staff pass with char today. USS isn't that far after all. At least I dont have to pay 2bucks for the bus ride anymore. Dinner at the market opposite, and barley was awesome! Think I'm gonna have it again if I end work early in future. Now I wish I agreed to work tomorrow..

Anw, met up with rach and sy after that. Coffee bean, pool and photo hunt! First time I feel like statistics or rather maths is boring. Damn it. Alright, time for some break! Hopefully I'll wake up in time for mac breakfast tmr :)

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title: If only..
date: Tuesday, January 25, 2011
time:12:22 AM

If only if only really existed..
If only we could return to how everything was 2years ago..
If only you could think for us just a little bit before you decide to do anything..
If only you could call to ask about how we are once in a while..
If only I was kept in the dark for the rest of my life..
If only I can go on a holiday right now..
If only I'm already working right now..
If only I need not care about everything now

But fuck if only because it'll never exist. Karma? maybe. Yes, I may be more fortunate than a lot of people, and I really shouldn't rant or complain. But I'm really really a lot less fortunate as well.

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title: Yes we got hired the moment we filled the form..
date: Sunday, January 23, 2011
time:1:33 AM

Went for the USS workshop at 8am. The workshop was totally boring, and it lasted for 9hours. Slept for 3hours only to attend this bloody boring workshop with a speaker who keeps repeating and praising himself. Just imagine our boredom!

Okay, at least we managed to take photos with the mascots during lunch, and had awesome ramen for lunch. Luckily everything changed after lunch, cos the guys at our table started talking to us, and we became really noisy cos they were so funny. "If SRSLY is the short form for seriously, HY is the short form for happy" HAHHAHA. Wtf la. Oh the test is a total scam, cos most of the answers were given-.-And yes we got hired just like that. LOL

Anw, shopped at vivo for a little while before meeting my family for dinner. My family probably had the earliest reunion dinner ever, which was yesterday. Damn bloody early, but better than having no reunion dinner at all. So..dinner at soup restaurant, then dessert at swensens to make up for abandoning us. Hahaha. Okay actually not, we just needed to send mum off. Hope she enjoys her trip!

Tmr's gonna be a long, tough day, but I know I'll get through it. So life is basically still as bad as ever, but I feel so sick of ranting already..At least I feel fortunate enough for having my friends with me during this period! <3!

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title: 2011
date: Wednesday, January 19, 2011
time:12:48 AM

This is rather late, but I was thinking I should just blog before I forget my password once again. Hahaha. Though I doubt anybody actually reads anymore since my blog has been so dead.

So..2010 was probably the worst year I've ever had, and I'm really really happy it ended. In 2010, I've had more than enough problems, sucky internship, and a really bad mp. And that kind of sums up my whole year.

They say life is full of ups and downs, and I really hope 2011 would be a much better year although it started off quite badly. Besides ending the disastrous mp, nothing went right. Lost a friend, let go of a business deal, and quarrels. But I think its really okay, because I'll just treat everything as a lesson learnt. I got to know alot about people, and how self-centered people actually are, and thats enough.

Hopefully things turn out well this year! Probably gonna take the lcci examination, which I hope wouldnt be too difficult for me.

Anyway, Resolutions for the year! Although I don't think I'll even accomplish any..

1. Save > $5,000! I'm gonna be really really thrifty this year!

2. Sleep and wake up early! Which has already been my resolution for damn alot of years alr!

3. Get my accounting degree by year end! Work hard work hard!

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