xiii: you said move on (where do i go)

title: weekends
date: Sunday, August 29, 2010
time:3:37 AM

are so damn tiring! Like so many times more tiring than weekdays though weekdays are damn boring. I think I shall stay home tmr to rest!

Anw, just came back from rebel. Mad tired.

I think its senseless to compare how poor one would be. I mean, I dont wanna mention how poor I am with so many money issues and the many birthday celebrations + presents. Omg. Won't someone tell me how the hell can I get more money?

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title: Hello kitty mj!
date: Friday, August 27, 2010
time:12:28 AM

Skipped work and woke up rather late. First time I ever felt so moodless for work. Anw, so I went to collect passport (like finally) and met sy, rach and chia for mj!

You know the worse way to play is when you don't know whether you wanna win or not. You just play for the sick of playing that sort of thing. But its the first time I felt so happy even though I lost like 14bucks.

I'm so sorry but maybe its your luck too. But it made me feel less guilty losing. Even though I thought it would be better to go up, I dont really have the guts.

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title: back to square one
date: Wednesday, August 25, 2010
time:10:36 PM

after so much so much, its like a nightmare that would never end. People can be sway, like seriously fucking sway, and I'm really sorry to those people.

I wouldn't give you any face if it affects us and we have to go through everything once more.

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title: sway-est day ever
date: Sunday, August 22, 2010
time:4:18 AM

Like seriously, I've never been this sway before. From morning, all the way till night time. Plus I've been having this bloody bad headache ever since I woke up. Every step I take feels like the world is moving but I just wanna get out of the house. Bad day, yes.

But pool with sy was alright. I got used to it after awhile. Intensed game, and some stupid ah neh had to distract me. LOL. Town, starbucks then drank with the class at clinic after that. Wheelchairs are cool!

Pictures another time! :D

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title: Work is getting boring
date: Thursday, August 19, 2010
time:4:11 PM

and internship is becoming dumb. There's like so little to do, and we're not supposed to be seen doing nothing. Isn't that dumb? I think one freaking intern is enough, but then it'll be even more boring if there's only one intern.

Okay, actually I just have nothing to do cos my supervisor isn't here. And she ain't gonna come tomorrow as well. Dont feel like coming, I wanna finish intern and go to major project like, now!

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title: Fake or real?
date: Monday, August 16, 2010
time:1:14 AM

Weekends seem damn short maybe because we had long weekend last week. LOL. Missed batam with asb thanks to my passport, but at least things got better at home.

Everyone else left due to our persistence but when all is well, everyone came back. How nice, and thats reality.

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title: Fucked up night
date: Thursday, August 12, 2010
time:11:30 PM

besides the dinner that my family had, that is. And I dont want to emphasize on how sucky it is because anyone and everyone else can read your blog cos its so damn open.

I think SIP is seriously dumb, and the person who thought of it helped many businessman but it definitely doesn't help students at all. Or maybe its just my company. They say we go there to learn, but I feel like its totally cheap labour. Nobody works for such a price, and I think everybody deserves a second chance to work somewhere related to their course no matter how lousy their results are. But apparently, this is reality, and we don't get to choose.

People tell us its for our own good, to experience work life. Come on, you call that experience? Seriously, tell me who waits for job to be assigned at work? At least give us a freaking specific job scope and a desk and let us know what we're supposed to do everyday instead of going to your supervisor every hour asking for other jobs. As if that's what we're gonna experience in future, how dumb. And it feels so shitty waiting for your supervisor to think of a job for you, it feels as though you're not needed actually. That is the damn experience we got.

And when you finally reach home after a long day, the night sucks as well. I saw the photo and think back of how bad things were, and how bad they are now. And something had to happen. You never seem keep your promises.

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title: Long weekendddd!
date: Tuesday, August 10, 2010
time:12:23 AM

The long weekend was really nice. Felt damn good. Its like a break from work :D

Mahjong, birthday celebration, outings, baking. Life feels so good when there's so much time for everything!

Impromptu meet up session with classmates after receiving a call from andy yesterday to meet for supper at like midnight. GG came to pick us, and we headed to chomp chomp cos stupid damsey was closed-.- Totally spoilt our excited mood la. Then off to ecp, before driving us back. Its like so shuang to have your own car whereby you can go anywhere, at anytime! Hopefully damsey next week!

So lunch with family before meeting siying to buy ingredients for our baking session. Made potato salad and brownies. I think its more or less a success, though it doesnt look as nice.

Alright, time for bed or I'll be late for work again!

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title: Cathay is awesome!
date: Saturday, August 07, 2010
time:3:21 AM

because they let you change movies and movie timings. So nice! Hahaha. And thanks to them, I finally played mahjong! :D

This is like the first time I've ever won so much money, but apparently, I dont really feel anything. I mean, I'm supposed to be happy and perhaps alittle guilty but noooo. Nothing, no feelings at all, which makes me feel quite sucky in fact.

Anw, the stupid taxi driver totally spoilt my mood halfway through by acting like its all our fault and not his. Miscommunication, perhaps alittle. But it isn't our fault, and if I know exactly where it is, I wouldn't need to take a bloody cab right? Wtf. And we're paying for it, so what's your problem? Its like he acts as though he can't hear what we're talking about-.-

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title: When money actually defines your relationship
date: Monday, August 02, 2010
time:2:26 AM

I'm so gonna die tmr. Its like 2.26am alr and I'm still awake. Let me count, I have 3 and a half hours more to waking up. Dieeeee!

Busy day today! Old town coffee/shopping/dinner/mj! Okay, I better go sleep or I'll definitely be late tmr!

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title: sleeppppppppppppppppp
date: Sunday, August 01, 2010
time:12:53 AM

So tired I just wanna sleep the whole of tmr away!(hopefully I can). Slept for 13hours straight and it didn't seem enough at all! Still freaking tired and I have no idea why!

Anw, caught Inception today! I think its quite cool leh. Imagine you get to do so many things while dreaming! Hahaha. Okay, so we had dinner at Billy Bombers first. Their cheese fries suck, but they had nice milkshakes :D And we had it free!

Shopped at cine first before heading to 313 to shop for awhile more before watching inception. Back to 313 (again) to shop before heading home. Apparently late night shopping still ends early-.- Damn stupid.

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