I dont know why but my family always sao mu in the afternoon instead of morning. Okay maybe its because we dont really wake up early all the time. In any case, this year's one was great! Although it was really hot and everything, we decided to have an outing after sao mu.

This year's one felt much better. Sembawang club for lunch/tea-time, then to party world before dinner! It'll be perfect if tmr was a Sunday instead of Monday..

Monday blues!):

ever since I last blogged. I doubt anyone will read this! Work and study must be the most tiring combination ever. Work has been sucky, far worse than my previous job. Even though I had to ot almost everyday without pay, I felt like I learnt more and I was so much closer to my colleagues. Work is just like a routine now, thinking about going home every single day.

I hope time flies straight to one year later, where I'll be a degree holder, with some experience, and live without the god damn useless diploma. Because that's when you're higher up, without having to see the faces of those older colleagues. I really can't wait! :)

Ohyes, and I'm sooooo happy because I finally bought my macbook! Its like the best thing that has happened so far!

Still dreading work tmr...

Work has been quite enjoyable so far. At least I learnt quite alot as compared to working elsewhere. First time I've ever woke up looking forward for work. And times passes uber quickly, but the bad thing is you see the clock strike 6pm which is time to go home technically but you know you're not supposed to.

I think this job really motivates me. I saw what I would want to become, and I think thats really important. I'm not being mean, but seeing someone 10years older than you working for the same job and going for the same kind of education really motivates me. This few years might be the worse for me, but if I presevere, I know I'll get somewhere at least. Imagine someone 10years old working for the same company with the same post, and getting the same education, I think I'll feel so inferior. So every time anyone feels like giving up, I think the best way to motivate yourself is, you either work hard now, or suffer later. Thats life :)

Hopefully I don't get bored of my job like 1 month from now. Thats when I know what I really want.

Had a hell week working for like 6 days straight standing for 10hours everyday. Its hell man. I don't know how the hell people can stand working full time. LOL. I did it just for the money, and I am really happy with my pay although its gonna go all to the taiwan trip. Can't wait for the trip!

So cny was usual. Lou hei, gamblings, steamboat, etc etc. Lesser gamblings this year but I'm losing this year! Omg there goes my luck for the year...Lesser angpows + lose money = no money for the year.

And no photos again cos I have no idea why people dont upload them. Everything's with my cousins and I only have photos of my nephew. Maybe I should bring the camera next time round. HAHAHA.

Work was tiring, but it was far better than being at home. Much much better. The people there are really nice and friendly, but I really hate the fact that its raining, cos people never buy cold drinks and its so boring! Hahaha. But when the rain stops, it was crazy! Imagine everybody eating ice cream in front of you! I was craving for ice cream sooooooooooo badly!

Vivo after work for some cny shopping and bakerzin with char. Awesome! :) But heading home was never nice. When everyone's tired after work and is thinking about rest, hell no. Thats not home.

They say nobody will help you when you're in need. True, fucking true. But what about when its not about you? Same! Because everyone's just as selfish and its a fact that nobody will spare a thought for you. Reality check much. If you expect me to say I understand and whatever shit, no fucking way. I dont understand and I never will.

All that I need now, is a really good sleep. These days are killing me, like seriously. I can't really explain how it feels. Its like being in a prison, or being in a rented apartment. Whatever. This kind of feeling is really horrible, and a week more is enough to kill me.

I.need.a.break.

that's what I'm feeling right now..I can't deny the fact that half of my heart actually feels good, but that kind of fear overrides it. Maybe I should just trust once more that everything would turn out fine, but this time I wish chinese new year would fly past right now.

Took our staff pass with char today. USS isn't that far after all. At least I dont have to pay 2bucks for the bus ride anymore. Dinner at the market opposite, and barley was awesome! Think I'm gonna have it again if I end work early in future. Now I wish I agreed to work tomorrow..

Anw, met up with rach and sy after that. Coffee bean, pool and photo hunt! First time I feel like statistics or rather maths is boring. Damn it. Alright, time for some break! Hopefully I'll wake up in time for mac breakfast tmr :)