Alcohol night@ 3rd September.


Anyone up for it?

I'll still remember how I fell in love with you at first sight
I'll still remember how we came close
I'll still remember how we got together
I'll still remember all the things you did for me
I'll still remember all your warm hugs and kisses
I'll still remember the way you hold my hand
I'll still remember the way you wrap your arms around me
I'll still remember those bone-breaking hugs
I'll still remember how you always say "I love you" to me, everyday without fail
I'll still remember your shocked face when you saw me sitting on your bed in the morning
I'll still remember how did I felt/was thinking when I decided to turn around and ran back to your house that night
I'll still remember how hard it was for us to say goodbye at Toa Payoh interchange
I'll still remember our first movie together
I'll still remember the day when your mum, dad, you and me ate at Xin Wang... I felt like I was part of the family
I'll still remember our first picture together
I'll still remember how I will get jealous when you're with the girls
I'll still remember your smiles
I'll still remember the day I got the keys
I'll still remember the days when I went your house to stay over, and walked to Sembawang in the middle of the night to eat touhuay
I'll still remember how you pat me to sleep that day
I'll still remember your first message to me... and I still have all 2k of them.
I'll still remember the first time you kissed me on my cheek
I'll still remember the first time I kissed you on your lips
I'll still remember when I said "I don't know why am I so concerned for you" to you, and your reaction to it
I'll still remember our Zoo and Night Safari trip together
I'll still remember our trip to the Singapore Flyer
I'll still remember the lyrics of the song you composed halfway for me
I'll still remember the first month anniversary gift you gave me... 4000 pieces of cranes, straw hearts and stars and the meaning they hold
I'll still remember the days when you scold me "dumbfuck!"

I'll still remember that you were once mine



While waiting, I'll be re-reading all the messages you sent me to keep my memory fresh. I'll wait, even if it takes a year, 2 or even 3. Just remember that I'll always be here when you need me, although at times I can't be the first one to come to you when you need help, but I'll do whatever it takes to be there for you first.


I'll pray hard that time will fly even faster now
I'll pray hard that you won't fall in love with someone else
I'll pray hard that you'll stop bottling up things and tell me all your problems one day
I'll pray hard that we can get back together in the future
I'll pray hard that you'll still have feelings for me
I'll pray hard that you'll break-free from those work/school stress or whatever that is stressing you now
I'll pray hard that I will be the first one to come to you when you need someone to talk to/vent your angers on




I... love you.

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Thick Lipstick
립스틱 짙게 바르고
Lipstick Jitge Bareugo
Putting On Lipstick


네가 그랬잖아
Ne-ga Geuraetjana
You said that

헤어지지 말자고
Heeojiji Maljago
We shouldn't break apart,

두번다시 울리지 않겠다고
Dubeonda-si Ulliji Anketdago
That you won't make me cry again

지금껏 널 위해 살아왔던 나였었는데
Jigeumkkeot Neol Wihae Sarawatdeon Nayeoseonneunde
I lived this long for you,

이제와서 네가 나를 버린다는 말이되
Ijewaseo Ne-ga Nareul Beorindaneun Maridoe
Does it make sense to throw me away?



난나나 나나나 난 변할꺼야
Nannana Nanana Nan Byeonhalkkeoya
I------- I'm going to change,

촌스럽던 옷도 버리고
Chonseureopdeon Ot-do Beorigo
Throwing away outdated clothes

난나나 나나나 화장을 하고
Nannana Nanana Hwajangeul Hago
I------- I'm going to put on makeup

아무도 날 못알아보게
Amu-do Nal Mosaraboge
So that no one can recognize me



사랑같은거 하지 않을래
Saranggachingeo Haji Aneullae
Never again will I fall in love

다시는 바보같은짓 절대 안할꺼야
Dasineun Babogachinjit Jeoldae Anhalkkeoya
Never again will I be so foolish

립스틱 짙게 바르고
Lipseutigeul Jitge Bareugo
I put on lipstick,

긴머리를 자르고
Ginmeorireul Jareugo
Cut off my long hair,

네가 준 상처를 지우고
Ne-ga Jun Sangcheoreul Jiugo
And erase all the pain you gave me



날 울린 만큼 아프게 한만큼
Nal Ullin Mankeum Apeuge Hanmankeum
You'll know all my tears, all my pain

너도 너 같은 사람 사랑해보면 알아
Neo-do Neo Gachin Saram Saranghaebo-myeon Ara
if you just love a person like yourself.

나는 변했어 널 다 잊었어
Naneun Byeonhaeseo Neol Da Ijeoseo
I changed, I'm forgetting you

다시는 사랑 안할래
Dasineun Sarang Anhallae
I'm not going to love anymore



눈빛만 보아도 좋았었는데
Nunbinman Boa-do Joaseonneunde
I used to love your eyes

얼마나 널 사랑했는데
Eolmana Neol Saranghaenneunde
I used to love you so much

난나나 나나나 내가 가여워
Nannana Nanana Nae-ga Gayeowo
I-------- I'm so pitiful

결국 사랑때문에 울어
Gyeolguk Sarangttaemune Ureo
In the end, because of love, I cry



사랑같은거 하지 않을래
Saranggachingeo Haji Aneullae
Never again will I fall in love

다시는 바보같은짓 절대 안할꺼야
Dasineun Babogachinjit Jeoldae Anhalkkeoya
Never again will I be so foolish

립스틱 짙게 바르고
Lipseutigeul Jitge Bareugo
I put on lipstick,

긴머리를 자르고
Ginmeorireul Jareugo
Ccut off my long hair,

네가 준 상처를 지우고
Ne-ga Jun Sangcheoreul Jiugo
And erase all the pain you gave me



날 울린 만큼 아프게 한만큼
Nal Ullin Mankeum Apeuge Hanmankeum
You'll know all my tears, all my pain

너도 너 같은 사람 사랑해보면 알아
Neo-do Neo Gachin Saram Saranghaebo-myeon Ara
If you love a person like yourself

나는 변했어 널 다 잊었어
Naneun Byeonhaeseo Neol Da Ijeoseo
I changed, I'm forgetting you

다시는 사랑 안할래
Dasineun Sarang Anhallae
I'm not going to love anymore



차가워질게 더 강해질게
Chagawojilge Deo Ganghaejilge
I'll become colder, stronger

사랑따위에 울지 않게
Sarangttawie Ulji Anke
I won't cry because of love

사랑때문에 미련때문에
Sarangttaemune Miryeonttaemune
I'm not going to cry all night

밤새도록 너 때문에 우는일 없을꺼야
Bamsaedorok Neo Ttaemune Uneunil Eopseulkkeoya
because of love, because of regret

널 다 버리고 널 다 지우고
Neol Da Beorigo Neol Da Jiugo
I'll throw you away, I'll erase all trace of you

너 없이도 행복할꺼야
Neo Eopsi-do Haengbokhalkkeoya
I'm going to be happy without you



나를 잊어줘 너를 지워줘
Nareul Ijeojwo Neoreul Jiwojwo
Forget about me, erase everything about me

언젠가 우연이라도 널 만나게 되면
Eonjen-ga Uyeonira-do Neol Mannage Doe-myeon
If we ever meet by chance,

모른척 해도 날 스쳐가도
Moreuncheok Haejwo Nal Seuchyeoga-do
Just ignore me and pass me by

나는 널 모를테니까
Naneun Neol Moreultenikka
For I no longer know you by then..



My current number one song! *winks*






This is my beloved brother, Soh Wynn. I have not seen him for centuries too! Miss him a lot. Just when will I get to see him again?! ):

Didi, if you're reading this, don't have to stress yourself for 'O' level too much okay! No worries, no worries! :D


Meet up soon ya! Find one day go out together with your Daddy! I miss us crapping on AuditionSEA ):


and if only there's more than 24 hours a day...

Hello people.


Say hi to Tiffany, and good bye to Hui Ling.


The Hui Ling you used to know is gone, forever. She will no longer be coming back now. She's DEAD. I'm changing, dramatically.

I don't even recognize myself anymore. Although I may not have changed physically(okay maybe grew fatter a little bit), but up there is chaotic. Is it a right decision to change into something that's SO NOT ME but it benefits the people around me and myself as well? But I guess I have no choice but to do it. I'm going to do it. No, I am doing it! Since I've already started it, I can't stop, can I?



I want a "Good bye, Hui Ling" party too, like how Kim Hyun Joong organize one for his fans after finish filming the drama BOF, with my dear friends. Can I? Do I have time? Do they have time?



Someone... tell me what to do? Please?

http://www.asiaone.com/News/Education/Story/A1Story20090703-152508.html


He appeared on the news! :D





Had my first NE show today! The kids were cool! Forgot what primary school were they from though. A lot of things happened today. Darling's asthma suddenly came back to him. I wasn't able to do anything man, not even asking if he's okay but to stand there and watch him getting surrounded by his teammates. I'm feeling so terrible deep down me for not being abitle to do a sh but uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, he healthy can liao. I cannot be selfish and it's not time to think about it or getting jealous over it man. I'll look fucking stupid. Hahaha, get a grip tiffany (:


It was drizzling on and off in the evening, then it all suddenly came down right before the fireworks at the end! Our goody bags doesn't have a poncho, so too bad!!! We motivators were all drenched :D


Disgusting feeling, but very fun. Enjoy the pictures!

note: Pictures are in random order. And I do not own some of the pictures, just took them down from fellow motivators' facebook and post it here. Hope they don't mind!








Awesome view in real life :D










Photo with Aisyah! Like, finally, since she was missing during the group photos.


Eileen! She went gaga over the sight of... guys in uniform! LOL.




Darling and Alex... don't know what they doing!







And I remember I was telling Hadi this... "Unfair! I got my first camera when I was 17! Look at them!!!"





The girl (w/o specs) in the middle is cute! I still remember her name... Jodi! :D


and she resembles someone I know... but I don't know who lah, just find her face very familiar


They were wearing their ponchos in the evening. But then later, THEY THREW IT AWAY! HAHAHA, see lah! Throw poncho away lah, then have to get drenched with the motivators :P




SEE WHAT I MEAN?!

My teammates!






I'm getting sick and tired of my smile, time to change one! AHA.


omglol, Chavonne kena carried around D:



TEAM 1!!!!!! :D but Aisyah not in the picture. AND BING REN!#$!#%$!




Char bos


a picture of my lost pompoms. Anyone saw it?





My kawaii carebear! ♥






Erm... sunshine and me.



RP's char bo motivators!!! (:


Everyone looks cui and tired here! But nevermind, HAHAHA ;D


Last picture! Taken at popeye with the Team 3 peeps! Yes, including darling so I am the only extra one GEDDIT?!


Hope this coming Saturday = cloudy day! CLOUDY ONLY AH, NO RAIN AND SUN!!!



p/s: I did my first ever mani/pedicure today! It was aweeeeeeesome and I luuuuuuuuvvvvv it!!!