A way to end 2012 and start 2013

Met an accident on the last Friday of 2012, these are what I've got and been going through after the accident. :(

All the external injuries - bruises, cuts, scratches and sprained ankle..

First time in my life doing acupuncture. 4 needles for the blood clot on the right ankle and broken veins in my right leg.

The nightmare starts when the doc removed the needles and start using force on the sprained ankle..

Been a week since I got hit by a taxi. Non of these days I've sleep well and yet I've started started work without taking anymore MC. Too much walking and sitting on the chair for too long caused the right foot to be even more swollen. 

Jan is such a busy month for me and I've been doing OT till at least 9pm every day since I started work. How can I recover fast with the walking of stairs up and down the office and with all the long hours of sitting down? I realised my foot gets really swollen whenever I sit too long and my right leg starts to feel numb and aching. This is really bad..there's only 2 more weeks to the wedding and I've yet to prepare anything! I need to get well soon!! :(((

Accident prone. Literally ACCIDENT.

Sometimes, no matter how careful you are, how cautious you are, things still happened. Just like Friday night, or rather, Sat morning (around 3am), I was hit by a careless taxi driver while I'm crossing the road towards home. I know that at this late hour, drivers always have the tendency to ignore the red traffic light meant for them to stop. So I made sure all the cars on that road stopped before crossing. I know the road I'm crossing is a dangerous road where accidents happened before. While crossing, I even take note of the taxi that was going to turn right towards the road I'm crossing. I kept staring at the taxi while walking. I saw it not moving yet, at the T-junction, although its green light for him, and also "green man" for me. I saw it moving towards my direction slowly while I'm still walking. I continued to walk while looking at the taxi, thinking that he's waiting for me to cross the road like what a normal driver should and will do. However, as it moves slowly and reaching me, instead of stopping, he actually accelerated. I don't even have the time to dodge! While I heard the acceleration sound, I was puzzled and shock, thinking why he accelerates when he's so near me, probably about 2-3m distance? And the next thing I know, I was hit at my right side and landed on the floor. I was probably lifted up by the knock because I was half lying down, with my left elbow supporting myself. Wanted to get up quickly and move to the roadside, worried that other cars will be coming my way. Ended up I can't stand up myself because of the hurt elbow and the impact of the knock. The taxi uncle came down asking if I'm ok and telling me he will help me to the roadside. I was hit by a taxi even when I'm so careful about the surrounding cars! This is crazy..

Don't even know if I'm suffering any internal injuries or if my organs are affected. But external injuries definitely can't be avoided. Can't even sleep well when I'm so tired. :( 3 days mc but I've so much work to do. Tomorrow is a half day and thought that I probably can go back work. The second doc told me not to walk much, so I guess I'll jus stay home. Also, tomorrow is the food tasting for sis' wedding dinner! Shall look forward to nice food then, although I've to eat with people I don't know and with a bandage on my ankle. What a way to end 2012, isn't it!

《一个人不可能》丁当

一个人我在沮丧 一个人走在路上
泪流下那么荒唐 分手当初是我在逞强
一个人对谁嚣张 一个人为谁而忙
我懂了你没反抗 是因为我不够坚强
只是我一个人 一个人不可能 不可能有多快乐我承认
从前是两个人 两个人多认真 一年后却像两个陌生人
只是我一个人 一个人不可能 不可能有多快乐我承认
想回到两个人 认真的两个人

一个人没有方向 一个人闷得发慌
谁懂得我的疯狂 谁会一直在我的身旁
一个人该怎么样 一个人一个人唱
天冷了你还好吗 明天是不是会晴朗
只是我一个人 一个人不可能 不可能有多快乐我承认
从前是两个人 两个人多认真 一年后却像两个陌生人
只是我一个人 一个人不可能 不可能有多快乐我承认
想回到两个人 认真的两个人

一个人 一个人不可能 不可能有多快乐多温热
再习惯 一个人再认真 认真也不能让幸福成真
一个人一个人不可能 不可能有两个人的灵魂
等待另一个人 爱的另一个人

Things happened for a reason.

People always say "things happened for a reason". 

Yup I guess I'm just not good enough. 

Good night world~

Korean songs

Kind of feel like changing new genre of songs after listening to English clubbing songs for near 2 years..and so, I started listening to Korean clubbing songs online a few days ago. I thought these songs will make me happy, just like those Eng clubbing songs. Never would I thought that there's actually Korean songs that will remind me of him, more of the friendship we had before the relationship. Days we had in Poly, taking elective course together, talking about "Full House". Ok enough of whining since he doesn't treat me as friend also. Yawns~ Time for a drink! :)

Somebody that I used to know. :)

Kinda like this song and the lyrics.

Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
I told myself that you were right for me But felt so lonely in your company 
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make it like it never happened and that we were nothing 
I don't even need your love, but you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough


Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believin it was always something that I'd done


Now you're just somebody that I used to know.

谢了~

我由衷地感谢他，因为他让我在这一年半学会了很多，有好有坏：什么是懦弱、什么是逃避，什么是做贼心虚、什么是脆弱、什么是软弱、什么是肝肠寸断、什么是坚强、什么是勇气、什么是真心、什么是友谊、什么是看开。 虽然这一路走来不算容易，但痛苦换来的这堂课也算获益良多。真的。:))