huimints! ♥

Tuesday, July 28, 2009, 11:31 AM

and he cant see the smile I'm faking
and my heart's not breaking cos im not feeling anything at all

i having flu now.. irritating nose..
i am trying out all the mouse at home and see which one can work with my labtop.. all 5 mouse have something wrong de..the one i am using now cant use the scroll thingy.. and i have one mouse that doesnt even work on the mouse pad.. like super dots and the arrow goes in the opposite direction when u use it on the table..

ytd nite, i talked to someone like finally..
and i used up my whole month free talk-time ytd -_-"
and we realise we kinda grown apart..
and u didnt let me in on ur problems was becos u didnt want to burden me with it.. but i still think it's very silly..and i think u regret now..HAHA..
but to see that i still mean the same thing to u now..it's really really nice =D

a few things i wish i can just walk away..but that's just like avoiding..arghhhh...
and anyway, i wonder who called me at 5.33 am in the morning?! me no caller ID can get really frustrating...grrr

Sunday, July 26, 2009, 10:20 PM

The beauty of brokenness

saturday was nice, in a way i'm reminded that there is so much more beyond all the pain and brokennes.. and amelia gave me a small squeeze on the shoulder which was a great encouragement =D today, went back graceheaven to help out with the little kids.. and we clebrate their birthdays and their smiles and laughter was heart-warming..

okay... my weekend didnt have time to rush my project.. doing now.. i shall edit this post again soon..

No weeping no hurt or pain
No suffering
You hold me now
You hold me now
No darkness no sick or lame
No hiding
You hold me now

Happy birthday to my dearest Fon and Sammy =D love u!

Friday, July 24, 2009, 4:08 PM

When i cant find the words, you teach my heart to speak

today had my marketing project presentation..aww.. so fun sia..
we did it in a family theme.. so funny..and we took a family photo after that =D
craziness =D and everyone today look really nice.. imagine next week when EVERYONE has to wear formal =D
me with janah in library having 'study session' now..
*wonders if i can rush back home and make it to corps on time*
hmm..we'll see

ah.. and i just have to say thanks aderson! that was really sweet of u =D

Monday, July 20, 2009, 12:00 AM

have i mentioned that i just love balloons? hahas
i wanna that just as free at that..in the pic..
okay..i am just waiting for the drowsy-ness effect from my medicine so that i can go sleep =D
today after church, me and mummy went to G2000 and try on clothes..office clothes..
hahas..i looked totally different..like woah..
hmm..three more project presentation..blehs..

"Home"
I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

me loves this song very much.. stuck in my head.. hahas..i want daughtry's new album! =D
okay.. exam tmr.. need to get some shut-eye..

Monday, July 13, 2009, 7:15 PM

i just have to say that i love mondays..cos sch starts at 12pm =DD
apart from that, i cant stand the 2 and a half hour lunch break..
today was exceptionally nice cos i got to spend the whole morning with my dad =D
had beef noodles(soup) for lunch..but it made me really full till i fell asleep in the car when my dad drove me to sch..it has been ages since he drove me..
i think my heart sank when i alighted from the car.. HAHA
i used to get sad when my dad dropped me off for sch during primary school days when we got our own car!!
but he made it up during lunch time when he will park at the carpark behind my primary sch and i will have lunch with him in the car before i return to class when recess time is over! HAHA..not bad eh.. can have Mac during recess time =DD
ahh..but i think huimin is very emotionally attached to people.. hahas

next week is nuts.. 2 projects with presentation due plus one exam.. grrr
but then again August will be even more crazier with all my exam (60% lehs) all piled into a week...and today.. i spent econs lecture trying to catch wat the lecturer is saying.. and when a lecturer pronounces September 11 as 7-elven, it is actually quite worrying..

anyway, ytd someone told me a secret..hahas.. im so happy for both of them =D
hmm..ai yo.. anyway.. i was staring at my phone calender and with all the dates i marked out..kinda scary to see i dun have time to just 'breathe' ...
oh well.. but anyway.. i think.. huimints is still sad about something..
but there is a fine line between how one is feeling and wat one needs to do..

okay.. back to work

Saturday, July 11, 2009, 11:24 AM

finally it's saturdayyy!
finally i reached the end of the week..
im stonning now.. -_-"

this week was tough in a way that despite the events that left left me feeling.. jus sad and disappointed...it's not really that bad lahs..i think it was really tough to find words for others..words to comfort and make ppl feel better..cos u cant just do nth abt the ppl around..and i didnt want to get too caught up in my own world and just shut off everyone's else problems..it's hard to ignore how im feeling myself and i cant say words without meaning it(huimin thinks too much hor..haha) it took a while but in the end, it was really really worth it to see ppl's hearts melt..haha...like awwww...but in the end huimin got her own surprise when she received an email called "an email filled with love" aww...heart melted =DD

it has been 4 times already since i have been held up because of the rain..and ytd, i was actually in the rain and im thankful i was actually wearing my sister's slippers ytd cos got friction so i didnt do any 'free style' dance in the rain XD but i had to take a long detour home..zzz.. thankful for my ipod which was low in batt but lasted all the way home or else i have to find ways to entertain myself..like count how many lamp-post on the way home!?!?! nooo..but next time when u see one, dun think that huimin is somewhere out there, counting them -_-"
at home, huimin was super tired.. and i slept soundly..without any dreams =D
but when i woke up, my whole family was sleeping..so i was alone from 8plus to 1.30am =(

okay..need to go rush schwork

Wednesday, July 8, 2009, 2:57 PM

it's only wednesday..
and the last two days has just been crazy..like some rollar-coaster ride..which jus leaves me very sad..

i finished sch at 12.30 today so i managed to dedicated this whole afternoon to play guitar..
i jus finished running thru all the songs for Gracehaven.. but i dunoe wat is the chord Ebm?!

Friday, July 3, 2009, 3:39 PM

huimints is lost in her own bubble world today..
and i predict this weekend is gonna be a really busy one
argh..sad when things clashes also..grr..how sia..
hmm..and i have 9 days before playing at Gracehaven..
hmm.. and huimints have been spending more time with her phone then msn..hahas..
but just so u know, i dun have caller ID!! leave a sms so that i can get back to ya..
okay, i need to rush off to go meet jerrold for dinner =D

Thursday, July 2, 2009, 11:51 AM

ytd was a crazy day rushing all my homework =D
but now huimin can finally....... breathe..haha
last two days.. my sis was sick then she had a really bad tummy ache two nites ago..
i really cant bear to see a loved one in pain..
and i felt so useless.. i could only stay up with her the whole nite and pat her to sleep..
one of the worst feelin i felt this week.. =(
but she's okie now.. and i took her out for lunch ytd =DDD

huimints is thankful for this week..
not really about rest cos i've been surviving on 2 to 4 hrs of sleep for the past few nites(but not tonite..hahas) but i am thankful for the people in my life that makes me feel very blessed and loved.. because we dun get to choose the people who will love and care for us in return but im thankful for being surrounded by awesome peeps...

and huimints read this in someone's blog 'Apparently, at the end of the day, only you, yourself know. How much it affect or hurt you, deep inside.' yes, sometimes it's really.....

If it's gonna be a rainy day
There's nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that won't stop the rain....

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