its been ages since i last posted some things here.
well, im going to write about something that happened quite recently. MENOPAUSE.
yes. a terrible thing to talk about after so long not writing but yeah. i'm gonna do it anyhow anyway.
menopause is what women in her late 40s or early 50s have to go through. its like something you cant escape. every women will go through it sooner or later. the thing about menopause is, women become more irritable. they get tired easily, their mood swings are crazy. one moment they can be as happy as winning a lottery, the next they could be so upset over small issues and the next, they could be as crossed as people rioting.
it really is crazy. and unfair for those around them. cos they'd be thinking, "what the hell did i do wrong?" and they have to be extra careful whenever they wanna say or do smth because women going through menopause are just extra extra sensitive.
so my point exactly is you cant control others' actions but you can control your own feelings. take charge of your own emotions and not let them control your mind and body till it affects your relationship with your spouse or children or family. because we are more than willing to help but if you cant learn to control yourself and always expect others to understand you then i'm sorry, it cant and wont work that way.
be the strong powerful woman that you are. not the irritable, sensitive, weak woman that you've become. embrace the freedom of not having to put on tampons or pads every 5-8days of the month. be happy, be free.. stop worrying and stop moodswing-ing so much. its not healthy ya'know? :)
cheers!
x.
Distance is cruel. It really puts you to test how sincere and willing you are to tahan and persevere for whatever you believe in. So at times like this, will you have faith in the "relationship" you believe in? OMG. I'm soooo tired, i dont even knw if whatever i typed is making any sense! HAHA! :D
Buddy and I have both been very busy. Him with work and me with school. Whats worse is that we have a total duration of 2hr difference. So its like when i just woke up, he left for work alr. When I finish school, he finish his dinner alr. When I finish showering, he preparing for sleep alr. Like whaaaaaat?! haha.. So havent been able to really really as in REALLY webcam with him cos of that. Both very busy ppl.. Sigh. Alright. I'm becoming more crappy. Shall sleep. NIGHT!
I'm sorry fr the crapiness of this post. Orang penat.
Another 94days and you'll be HOME ! :D
xoxo
You've been away for 2 weeks exactly and it already seemed forever. We still have to wait for another 96 days for your return. Oh well.. I guess I just have to keep reminding myself that its for your own good as this determines your future.. :)
However, despite being light-years apart in distance, its really wonderful to be able to webcam with you. :) And whats wonderful is when i get to sing you to sleep, watch you slowly fall asleep, watch you sleep and getting to watch you wake up again. I felt like I'm your wife. Like watching her husband abroad on this small computer screen but still getting to perform her duties as a wife. Like comforting, putting him to sleep, waking him up, cheering him up and all that. Hahs. Really love that feeling. Hahs. Okay huda, stop grinning.. :)
Ayte, pizza is waiting for me. Till next time. :)
xoxo.
What happens when a Muslim lady falls in love with a non-Muslim man? Will we still have to stick to the theory where sometimes falling in love with someone doesn't mean having to be with them?
I know how big the reward is when you sacrifice your love for a man for your love towards Allah and his rightful religion. I understand that we have no rights to go against Him just because of our selfish wants and needs. But love is a strong and powerful feeling. I love my religion and family, but at the same time I love this man whom I cant see my future without. I pray for a guidance. I pray for an open heart. I pray for patience. I pray for a better understanding. I pray to be a better Muslimah.
Ya Allah, if he really is the one for me, please give both of us the strength and patience to go through this ordeal. But if he is not, please give me the patience and strength to accept the ugly truth.
xoxo.
I'm nothing but a sad little birdie who likes to dye my feathers pink, or on some occasions, purple. Sometimes I feel like loving beige to the maximumest level but then my past would creep back on me and tell me, with extreme torture that my wings should be, well, pink.
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