Soooooooo fast!
X'mas is approaching!
So busy recently. rushin projects....... helping in the moving in the law firm........ doin kuku long winded workshop proposal for my CAA...... buying x'mas present... n waiting for my x'mas gifts!
Hahahah..
So far, I've received two x'mas presents le. One from my CCA liason officer and the other, from Uncle Lim.
My liason officer gave me a Precious Moment magnet....
Oh man, uncle lim so sweet la! Gave me a COACH wallet!
ok... here' my wishing list for X'mas:
I swear i wasn't being too greedy........
1) Asus Eee PC
2) Fujtsu UMPC
3) A new handphone
4) Hardrock cafe bear from all over the world (so far i've gotten Bangkok's, HongKong's, Munich's, KL's)
5) things tt can mke me slim down
6) things tt can make my acne problem go away
7) air ticket to everywhere i wish
8) a kind assistant who can help me finish up all the undone proposals and projects!
9) a kind soul who can support me go oversea study!
okok... i m greedy and non realistic. but c'mon, at least item 1 to 4 can be done ma... isnt it? hehehe *keeping fingers crossed!
Saturday, December 22, 2007
Sunday, December 09, 2007
My future....
Went back to OTN on saturday to help my boss with some packing up. We r movin upstairs due to the stupid increment of rental.
Basket, rather than doin all the manual work, i ended up typin letters of reply! my boss is simply too lazy to do all the packin.... lolx...
I was very very happy that day!
After gettn him to sign all the letters, he told me these
: "There's something i want u to think about... u dun haf to reply now.. take ur time to tink abut it. I wish to officially hire you to be my full- time staff here after ur poly. During these months, I think u haf the potential to shine, I have work out a plan in my mind for u abt your future... Wish to tk care of u n perhaps even be ur godfather... If u haf other btr job opprtunity, u can feel free to accept it or if u wish to further ur studies, its ok, juz bear in mind tt, theres always a place here in OTN for u..."
Oh man....... these words r so flattery isn't it??!! He is so fatherly. I feel so blissed.
N now, i m puzzled. Such a gd opportunity, shld i juz stay in OTN n hold back my further study for a few yrs?...
Basket, rather than doin all the manual work, i ended up typin letters of reply! my boss is simply too lazy to do all the packin.... lolx...
I was very very happy that day!
After gettn him to sign all the letters, he told me these
: "There's something i want u to think about... u dun haf to reply now.. take ur time to tink abut it. I wish to officially hire you to be my full- time staff here after ur poly. During these months, I think u haf the potential to shine, I have work out a plan in my mind for u abt your future... Wish to tk care of u n perhaps even be ur godfather... If u haf other btr job opprtunity, u can feel free to accept it or if u wish to further ur studies, its ok, juz bear in mind tt, theres always a place here in OTN for u..."
Oh man....... these words r so flattery isn't it??!! He is so fatherly. I feel so blissed.
N now, i m puzzled. Such a gd opportunity, shld i juz stay in OTN n hold back my further study for a few yrs?...
Thursday, December 06, 2007
Monday, December 03, 2007
The end of SIP, the beginning of workin life.
My SIP has ended officially last Friday with my boss givin me n my colleagues a trip at Jumbo Seafood!
It was an enjoyable dinner! We ordered crab, scallop, prawns, fish, etc.... n we drank red wine!
My boss is so nice isnt it?:D
During this 3 mths in OTN, i realli enjoyed myself. No politics, no unhappiness, no disagreement. Everyone there are nice and harmonious.
The secretaries are juz like my mummy, the paralegal is juz like a sister to me!
Enjoyed every Court visits as my boss always introduce me to many lawyers, judges and registrars . They broaden my mind alot abt this legal industries.
Yep, I am goin back there to work:)
We didnt realli discuss abt how much he's goin to pay me. Cos to me, though i needed these savings for my overseas' expenditure in future, it is the priceless experience and inter-personal skills that counts....
It was an enjoyable dinner! We ordered crab, scallop, prawns, fish, etc.... n we drank red wine!
My boss is so nice isnt it?:D
During this 3 mths in OTN, i realli enjoyed myself. No politics, no unhappiness, no disagreement. Everyone there are nice and harmonious.
The secretaries are juz like my mummy, the paralegal is juz like a sister to me!
Enjoyed every Court visits as my boss always introduce me to many lawyers, judges and registrars . They broaden my mind alot abt this legal industries.
Yep, I am goin back there to work:)
We didnt realli discuss abt how much he's goin to pay me. Cos to me, though i needed these savings for my overseas' expenditure in future, it is the priceless experience and inter-personal skills that counts....
My plan.
Its been such a long time since i last pop by.... almost forgotten my user-id n password! lol.
Anyway,tml sch is reopening for me. Tt marks another new beginning, a new challenge. I'll be very bzy.
It has finally reach a time where I am tellin myself repeatedly, "time is running out. u've gotta do more within the 24hrs u haf everyday"
Indeed. I have another 3months before i graduate. After tt, uni life has gotta begin somehow, by hook or by crook.
Thus, I have decided... here's how i m gonna spend my time:
MOnday, Wednesday, Friday= go sch, after tt, carry on workin part-time in my law firm.
Tuesday, Sat, Sunday= sch, give tuitns, revision/project/cca.
Thur= Swimming/ gym
Reason why i set a day to do some work out is tt... kuku... my napfa test is coming!!! i dun wanna fail my 2.4 sia!!
Dearest frenz.... plz haf some faith in me. I realli hope tt my timetable is gonna work out well. I seeit as a form of training for myself. If i can juggle these, at the end of the day, e confidence level of leavin s'pore to study overseas alone will pump up higher!
My silly student who is desperately hopin to go into a relationship ask me : "cher, how cum u didnt set aside sometime to find a bf?"...
young gal.... u tink so ezy ah?.... argh... y more n more pple start askin me this qn!
LET NATURE TAKE ITS PLACE~
Anyway,tml sch is reopening for me. Tt marks another new beginning, a new challenge. I'll be very bzy.
It has finally reach a time where I am tellin myself repeatedly, "time is running out. u've gotta do more within the 24hrs u haf everyday"
Indeed. I have another 3months before i graduate. After tt, uni life has gotta begin somehow, by hook or by crook.
Thus, I have decided... here's how i m gonna spend my time:
MOnday, Wednesday, Friday= go sch, after tt, carry on workin part-time in my law firm.
Tuesday, Sat, Sunday= sch, give tuitns, revision/project/cca.
Thur= Swimming/ gym
Reason why i set a day to do some work out is tt... kuku... my napfa test is coming!!! i dun wanna fail my 2.4 sia!!
Dearest frenz.... plz haf some faith in me. I realli hope tt my timetable is gonna work out well. I seeit as a form of training for myself. If i can juggle these, at the end of the day, e confidence level of leavin s'pore to study overseas alone will pump up higher!
My silly student who is desperately hopin to go into a relationship ask me : "cher, how cum u didnt set aside sometime to find a bf?"...
young gal.... u tink so ezy ah?.... argh... y more n more pple start askin me this qn!
LET NATURE TAKE ITS PLACE~
Saturday, September 29, 2007
SIP life (part 3)
hahah... 3rd posting. shall post wat i wanna say all at oe shot 2nite.. cos next wk onwards will be damn bzy as my firm got a few big case.. n my students are having their final yr exams.
1st, lets talk abt my law firm... A smallsize law firm but my lawyer, Mr Nair is damn good!
A very wise man, humourous at times too.. He is very nice, juz like wat Mr Chng said, he is indeed a good mentor who taught me so many things n expose me to so many new things!
he brought me to court of appeal last week to help a client (a stupid one... issue kinda sensitive... tell u guys in person next time) to mitigate... though our case is dismissed, i learnt loads. oh yah, one funny thing tt happen tt day! While in the court room, a lawyer came to me n said "excuse me, r u from AGC who is in-charge of my case?".......... HAHAHA... tt lawyer actually thot i was a Deputy Public Prosecutor sia........ HAHAHAHA
oh n today... HAHAHA...he asked me to interview a client with him, he introduce me as a "trainee LAWYER" HAHAHAHA....
all the people in my firm r damn nice. ANother lawyer, Mr Naidu, super friendly, chatty n chichai guy who love to minge on tidbits. ALmost every tea break session he will offer us kuehs n curry puffs! n for very client interivew session, he will chat non stop with client... easily bullied by client as they always bargain the price with him!
today his secretary was on MC n i became his secretary for the day. For every work i did for him, even very simple work like passing him a rceived fax, he will say "thank you". n everday i see him, he will say "how r u girl? ok? good?"
though the workload is high at this firm, though its a small firm, I LOVE IT! simply enjoys every moment working here!
Really like doing these. Guess i can be pretty certain with my decision to becum a lawyer now.... JIA YOU! :D
1st, lets talk abt my law firm... A smallsize law firm but my lawyer, Mr Nair is damn good!
A very wise man, humourous at times too.. He is very nice, juz like wat Mr Chng said, he is indeed a good mentor who taught me so many things n expose me to so many new things!
he brought me to court of appeal last week to help a client (a stupid one... issue kinda sensitive... tell u guys in person next time) to mitigate... though our case is dismissed, i learnt loads. oh yah, one funny thing tt happen tt day! While in the court room, a lawyer came to me n said "excuse me, r u from AGC who is in-charge of my case?".......... HAHAHA... tt lawyer actually thot i was a Deputy Public Prosecutor sia........ HAHAHAHA
oh n today... HAHAHA...he asked me to interview a client with him, he introduce me as a "trainee LAWYER" HAHAHAHA....
all the people in my firm r damn nice. ANother lawyer, Mr Naidu, super friendly, chatty n chichai guy who love to minge on tidbits. ALmost every tea break session he will offer us kuehs n curry puffs! n for very client interivew session, he will chat non stop with client... easily bullied by client as they always bargain the price with him!
today his secretary was on MC n i became his secretary for the day. For every work i did for him, even very simple work like passing him a rceived fax, he will say "thank you". n everday i see him, he will say "how r u girl? ok? good?"
though the workload is high at this firm, though its a small firm, I LOVE IT! simply enjoys every moment working here!
Really like doing these. Guess i can be pretty certain with my decision to becum a lawyer now.... JIA YOU! :D
SIP life(part 2)
Lao de told me tt i always complain in my blog.. haha... ok, shall nt for this post! ;p
today, 1st time in my life i received my pay with pay slip!!! haha... though is very little amount, but i m very happy!
hahaha... n can u believe it, spent all in one nite!
i treated my family to Ding Tai Feng, my papa n my uncle ate so much la! kns... dunno how to save $ for me sia...
oh then, my mum n i realied Isetan having club21 sales n we began SHOPPING!!!
hahaha... mummy bought an emporio armani jeas for juz $100 (originally $400plus) damn cheap right???!!!
To "congratulate" me, she bought me a DKNY top... n to "give a pad on my own shoulder", i bought myself a CK top! HAHAHAHA..
yes, yep. My pay is gone, in contributing to the club 21 foundation (if there's one). :X
today, 1st time in my life i received my pay with pay slip!!! haha... though is very little amount, but i m very happy!
hahaha... n can u believe it, spent all in one nite!
i treated my family to Ding Tai Feng, my papa n my uncle ate so much la! kns... dunno how to save $ for me sia...
oh then, my mum n i realied Isetan having club21 sales n we began SHOPPING!!!
hahaha... mummy bought an emporio armani jeas for juz $100 (originally $400plus) damn cheap right???!!!
To "congratulate" me, she bought me a DKNY top... n to "give a pad on my own shoulder", i bought myself a CK top! HAHAHAHA..
yes, yep. My pay is gone, in contributing to the club 21 foundation (if there's one). :X
SIP life(part 1)
Halo pple!!! Its been so long since i last blog!!!
Was so bzy since my SIP attachment begins. Really tiring as my work starts at 8.30 n ends at 7.30pm (which was supposed to be 5.30!)... AFter tt, for every tue, thur, sat n sun, i gotta gif tuitn!! these spoilt brat makes me puke so much of blood! At the end of the day, i m totally exhausted.
Saw Uncle Lim's blog juz nw, damn funny la... oh man, i miss him! For me currently, i often feel rather sorry n helpless as there r so many things to be done. An analogy will be tt i have only 2 caps (which means my precious 24 hrs) to cover 3-5 pots(work, tuitn, cca, family n health).
Due to this, i m rather sorry.. coz promised uncle lim b4 he left vietnam to take care of sweetie n the cca... but i m so preoccupied! cant even handle my department properly. BF kept calling during office hr, halooooo... wat do u expect me to do for u at tt point of time?!
Was so bzy since my SIP attachment begins. Really tiring as my work starts at 8.30 n ends at 7.30pm (which was supposed to be 5.30!)... AFter tt, for every tue, thur, sat n sun, i gotta gif tuitn!! these spoilt brat makes me puke so much of blood! At the end of the day, i m totally exhausted.
Saw Uncle Lim's blog juz nw, damn funny la... oh man, i miss him! For me currently, i often feel rather sorry n helpless as there r so many things to be done. An analogy will be tt i have only 2 caps (which means my precious 24 hrs) to cover 3-5 pots(work, tuitn, cca, family n health).
Due to this, i m rather sorry.. coz promised uncle lim b4 he left vietnam to take care of sweetie n the cca... but i m so preoccupied! cant even handle my department properly. BF kept calling during office hr, halooooo... wat do u expect me to do for u at tt point of time?!
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
word to myself.
"study ok? plz study. dun let idiotic n scheming pple affect u anymore! She has affected u n ur grades once, juz once is enough! How dumb was i back then to accpt doing project with her n get myself into such shit! damn! how many times have i reminded u?! OPEN EYES BIG BIG! Stupid woman! nobody will pity u if at the end of the day u screw up. "
i realli need to aim high now. shit. i m scared. Argh! i hate myself!
i realli need to aim high now. shit. i m scared. Argh! i hate myself!
Sunday, August 05, 2007
$$$$$$
Hate pple saying i m rich.
Dislike pple taking advantage of me coz of my background.
Dun pple knw tt everything on top of the surface r superficial?!
So many things haf to be done inorder to acheive...
My student is stupid. To her, sh dun feel the love frm her parents. To her, the love of her parents r showered onli to her youngest bro. So dumb. If u wanna receive the luv frm ur parents, u haf to grab the opportunity urself! Ask u to study, u dun 1... Wats the point of yearning for a rich man to rescue u out of the enclosed castle? Use the resources tt u haf to get u out!
Dun pple knw tt i haf to play mind games everytime/everyday with my beloved so as to makesure tt i wun end up like my stupid sis?
Many pple dunno. They dun understand. Even my mother, she doesnt. Haiz..
So... stop pressing the "button". I m vexed enough.
Hate pple saying i m rich.
Dislike pple taking advantage of me coz of my background.
Dun pple knw tt everything on top of the surface r superficial?!
So many things haf to be done inorder to acheive...
My student is stupid. To her, sh dun feel the love frm her parents. To her, the love of her parents r showered onli to her youngest bro. So dumb. If u wanna receive the luv frm ur parents, u haf to grab the opportunity urself! Ask u to study, u dun 1... Wats the point of yearning for a rich man to rescue u out of the enclosed castle? Use the resources tt u haf to get u out!
Dun pple knw tt i haf to play mind games everytime/everyday with my beloved so as to makesure tt i wun end up like my stupid sis?
Many pple dunno. They dun understand. Even my mother, she doesnt. Haiz..
So... stop pressing the "button". I m vexed enough.
Professionalism
The president of my cca will be replaced. I m very satisfied with the changes. But... It has not been offical yet.
I dun get it, everyone is thinking of hw she gonna feel? shld we postpone the date to telling her? Will she be able to cope it?...
Y r they putting themselve onli in the shoes of hers n not the 8 of us?! Realli no more time to be wasted! I realli 1 2 get over with these. Its so frustrating. Dun they know tt in the working society, there's no such things as "feelings".
Take for e.g the job for a deputy public prosecutor, there are times, deep inside their heart they know tt some drug traffickers r forced by curcumstances in doing so, however, inorder to uphold the law, these pple still have to be charged. Professionalism is the keyword.
Am i being selfish n mean? My mother thinks i am. But my Dad wld tink tt I m making the right decision- the right choice to survive.
All i know is tt i did spare a thought for the others but someone juz gotta be the one to speak up.
I dun get it, everyone is thinking of hw she gonna feel? shld we postpone the date to telling her? Will she be able to cope it?...
Y r they putting themselve onli in the shoes of hers n not the 8 of us?! Realli no more time to be wasted! I realli 1 2 get over with these. Its so frustrating. Dun they know tt in the working society, there's no such things as "feelings".
Take for e.g the job for a deputy public prosecutor, there are times, deep inside their heart they know tt some drug traffickers r forced by curcumstances in doing so, however, inorder to uphold the law, these pple still have to be charged. Professionalism is the keyword.
Am i being selfish n mean? My mother thinks i am. But my Dad wld tink tt I m making the right decision- the right choice to survive.
All i know is tt i did spare a thought for the others but someone juz gotta be the one to speak up.
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
A way to put on 5kg in 1 day!
haha..
i strongly believe tt i have officially gained back all the 5kgs which i've lost earlier on during the liquid diet period!
Here's the method: having ur dinner at 8pm with the following dishes laid arnd the table
- 10chicken wings
- 25 satays
- 10 otahs
- bowls of very famous bak chor mee
- 2 plates of stingray
- oyster omelette
- yummy yummy chocolate cake n.
.. erm.. did i miss out anything? hahaha
but anyway, despite the gaining of weight and the issue of my CCA presi... I m happy today! :D
Happy B;day KJ!!!
oh toking abt my cca presi again... yes yes.. she did it again.. she pressed all of the committee "buttons" again! shall not spoil my mood by explaining wat happen :)
i strongly believe tt i have officially gained back all the 5kgs which i've lost earlier on during the liquid diet period!
Here's the method: having ur dinner at 8pm with the following dishes laid arnd the table
- 10chicken wings
- 25 satays
- 10 otahs
- bowls of very famous bak chor mee
- 2 plates of stingray
- oyster omelette
- yummy yummy chocolate cake n.
.. erm.. did i miss out anything? hahaha
but anyway, despite the gaining of weight and the issue of my CCA presi... I m happy today! :D
Happy B;day KJ!!!
oh toking abt my cca presi again... yes yes.. she did it again.. she pressed all of the committee "buttons" again! shall not spoil my mood by explaining wat happen :)
Saturday, July 21, 2007
Mummy went m'sia today...
Papa n i went to eat prata late at nite... saw some ex 5N1 classmates there! haha.. its Alx b'day today...
Papa so funny la.. He overheard they say "tis one is H's brother or father?"... haha... he was soooo elated!
Tml's gonna be a looong day. Gotta if a workshop tml after tt go teach tuitn to a monkey for 3 damn long hrs... I m gonna puke blood!
Papa n i went to eat prata late at nite... saw some ex 5N1 classmates there! haha.. its Alx b'day today...
Papa so funny la.. He overheard they say "tis one is H's brother or father?"... haha... he was soooo elated!
Tml's gonna be a looong day. Gotta if a workshop tml after tt go teach tuitn to a monkey for 3 damn long hrs... I m gonna puke blood!
Monday, July 16, 2007
Company Law
Did my test today together with red. man.. i feel bad.
She came to my hse today n we started preparing for the quiz. she did 1st n she failed. after tt is my turn, i passed by border line...
i feel damn bad la, she came to my 1st, she did the test 1st n she failed. so sorry....
stupid company law. I m beginning to hate it. Till now, i realli still dunno wats goin on lor. Even for the quiz... y make things so diff when it is an online- subject??!!!
another thing is to slap myself! y other pple like WL, S n R understands n i simply cant?! Wats wrong with me? y cant i be like them? m i being too lazy or wat? or m i simply too dumb?!
wth... WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME???!!!
She came to my hse today n we started preparing for the quiz. she did 1st n she failed. after tt is my turn, i passed by border line...
i feel damn bad la, she came to my 1st, she did the test 1st n she failed. so sorry....
stupid company law. I m beginning to hate it. Till now, i realli still dunno wats goin on lor. Even for the quiz... y make things so diff when it is an online- subject??!!!
another thing is to slap myself! y other pple like WL, S n R understands n i simply cant?! Wats wrong with me? y cant i be like them? m i being too lazy or wat? or m i simply too dumb?!
wth... WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME???!!!
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Y r there so many things tt i've gotta do wheh i dun wish to do them at ALL?
The circumstantial force is so great tt i feel manipulated. I m always force to do things i dun like. I do not haf a choice.
I m realli growing up.... learning to gif in to superior power= $... learning to be a money slave.
I hate that. Y so low down?. BUt well, tt's life isnt it?
Gif me another 10years, i'll prove o u what i m realli UP to. By then i'll laugh at u for not treasuring wat u used to haf.
A comfort life with no worries of $ and power manipulation i yearn for.
The circumstantial force is so great tt i feel manipulated. I m always force to do things i dun like. I do not haf a choice.
I m realli growing up.... learning to gif in to superior power= $... learning to be a money slave.
I hate that. Y so low down?. BUt well, tt's life isnt it?
Gif me another 10years, i'll prove o u what i m realli UP to. By then i'll laugh at u for not treasuring wat u used to haf.
A comfort life with no worries of $ and power manipulation i yearn for.
if nt for the money tt i need to survive... trust me, i wldnt 1 to teah tuitn!!!
esp to tt spoilt brad! i realli puke blood today la! damn bastard.
tis is not the 1st time i waited fr more than 45minutes for them to come home from shopping! homework not done nvm, jumping n bahaving like monkeys made me wanna slap him real hard!!!
realli dun get it. y pple who comes from freaking rich family has to behave like tt??!!
dun wanna study, everyday do nth but spend spend spend... show no kin in learninng.
so damn dumb.
I m jealous.
If my papa is so damn rich like them... how i wish... then i can haf no worries abt my uni life liao... n definitely, I WILL QUIT TEACHING!
come to think of it hor.. i will realli b an abusive mother if i haf a son. I SWEAR if he behaves like tt spoilt brad... i will, i SWEAR!
esp to tt spoilt brad! i realli puke blood today la! damn bastard.
tis is not the 1st time i waited fr more than 45minutes for them to come home from shopping! homework not done nvm, jumping n bahaving like monkeys made me wanna slap him real hard!!!
realli dun get it. y pple who comes from freaking rich family has to behave like tt??!!
dun wanna study, everyday do nth but spend spend spend... show no kin in learninng.
so damn dumb.
I m jealous.
If my papa is so damn rich like them... how i wish... then i can haf no worries abt my uni life liao... n definitely, I WILL QUIT TEACHING!
come to think of it hor.. i will realli b an abusive mother if i haf a son. I SWEAR if he behaves like tt spoilt brad... i will, i SWEAR!
Saturday, July 14, 2007
my current life=mess!
My curent life is in a mess... my projects... my room....
Every nite b4 i slp, i tink of all the "debts" that i owe! argh!!!.. tt stupid "sch flower" la... everyday hounding me to finish my report. On top of tt, I've gotta tink of how to cope with my company law.
It realli sux! I m realli worried abt company law. Havin a hard time in understanding. Oh, i tink i haf readin difficulties. Maybe tts the reason y it always tk s long for me to understand wat walter woon says in his bk lor! argh!!!
went for a uk educational talk. not realli useful. but at least i know right nw... my current grades may somehow allow me to ge into Bristol Uni... according to them, nt a bad sch as plenty job opp awaits for u after graduatn frm there...
my hope is actuali to get into Manchester.. but nah... with m GPA, it is realli ot of the picture... so... right now, if i can buck up n with the blessig of my beloved... i may pull up my GPA to at least a 2.8... than, Leeds Uni will be another of my choice:D
Jo tol me Leicester Uni is nt bad too as it's vibrant n fun... but well... tt being not on the top 15 of the law sch ranking.. we'll see how la huh...
Haiz.. now tink so much also no use.
1) My current academic is still of a big problem. shld be doin my cpa project now to stop her from hounding me... but damn it la.
2) $$$$$$$$$$$$.... expenses of at least 3000pounds/month.... kns... ask me to go there everyday eat kaya roti nia to cut down the expenses meh...
Every nite b4 i slp, i tink of all the "debts" that i owe! argh!!!.. tt stupid "sch flower" la... everyday hounding me to finish my report. On top of tt, I've gotta tink of how to cope with my company law.
It realli sux! I m realli worried abt company law. Havin a hard time in understanding. Oh, i tink i haf readin difficulties. Maybe tts the reason y it always tk s long for me to understand wat walter woon says in his bk lor! argh!!!
went for a uk educational talk. not realli useful. but at least i know right nw... my current grades may somehow allow me to ge into Bristol Uni... according to them, nt a bad sch as plenty job opp awaits for u after graduatn frm there...
my hope is actuali to get into Manchester.. but nah... with m GPA, it is realli ot of the picture... so... right now, if i can buck up n with the blessig of my beloved... i may pull up my GPA to at least a 2.8... than, Leeds Uni will be another of my choice:D
Jo tol me Leicester Uni is nt bad too as it's vibrant n fun... but well... tt being not on the top 15 of the law sch ranking.. we'll see how la huh...
Haiz.. now tink so much also no use.
1) My current academic is still of a big problem. shld be doin my cpa project now to stop her from hounding me... but damn it la.
2) $$$$$$$$$$$$.... expenses of at least 3000pounds/month.... kns... ask me to go there everyday eat kaya roti nia to cut down the expenses meh...
Thursday, July 05, 2007
Here is your horoscope for Wednesday, July 4:
"If a certain situation is over, then let it be over. Stop hitting replay in your memory. It's time to eject that disk and move onto something new. If nothing else, at least notice how many times you think about it today."
A tight slap on my face isnt it?.
Let it be.... let it be... let it be.... let it be.
"If a certain situation is over, then let it be over. Stop hitting replay in your memory. It's time to eject that disk and move onto something new. If nothing else, at least notice how many times you think about it today."
A tight slap on my face isnt it?.
Let it be.... let it be... let it be.... let it be.
Monday, July 02, 2007
kuku "geraldine"... kept complaining n pestering sayin tt y no updates on my posting... uncle... u tink i so free ah.... i haf barely enugh of slp la! ;P
well, since my lessn ends early today n there's another 3hrs b4 i go teach tuitn... i shall write something. :D
hmm... lets tok abt wat happen last week end. My CCA Annual General Meeting.
I had fun! It's juz like a gathering sessions! Many frenz who had graduated n who r on attachments came back, we laugh, we took pictures n we gossip! hahah...
thee was one point where i was rather "paiseh".. haha.. coz everyone in the lecture theathre was "wooing" wh the powerpoint displayed the pic i took with him last x'mas. He's not there a the theathre.
Everyone juz kept disturbing the both of us. but wat's the point? so embarassed. somehow i feel, his heart is nvr with me la... perhaps with someone else.. who knows?
duing the AGM, there was a moment i feel uneasy. I feel realli sour n sore when the name tag of the presidency is passed to her. Haiz... didnt i mentioned so many times to myself to stop tinking abt tis matter?....I know life is unfair... but i believe, one day i will shine somewhere else, with my capabilities, it wil sure be brighter!
well, since my lessn ends early today n there's another 3hrs b4 i go teach tuitn... i shall write something. :D
hmm... lets tok abt wat happen last week end. My CCA Annual General Meeting.
I had fun! It's juz like a gathering sessions! Many frenz who had graduated n who r on attachments came back, we laugh, we took pictures n we gossip! hahah...
thee was one point where i was rather "paiseh".. haha.. coz everyone in the lecture theathre was "wooing" wh the powerpoint displayed the pic i took with him last x'mas. He's not there a the theathre.
Everyone juz kept disturbing the both of us. but wat's the point? so embarassed. somehow i feel, his heart is nvr with me la... perhaps with someone else.. who knows?
duing the AGM, there was a moment i feel uneasy. I feel realli sour n sore when the name tag of the presidency is passed to her. Haiz... didnt i mentioned so many times to myself to stop tinking abt tis matter?....I know life is unfair... but i believe, one day i will shine somewhere else, with my capabilities, it wil sure be brighter!
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
so frustrating.
Stupid weather. Damn bloody humid despite a heavy downpour an hr ago!
Argh.... lack of slp...plus stuffy rm.... plus irritating aircon kept dripping water... plus handling my letter of further & btr particulars tml!!! argh!! I m a volcano boiling!
Really have no patient for anything. My mother being the alone one at hm with me nw becomes the victim. Kept asking me the same qns over n over again made me blew up. sorry... i cant help it.
Damn, n tml will be another long day. Bloody cca meeting starts at 7.30pm! Halo... my lessn starts at 9am n ends at 12noon leh! Defnitely goin to be another disappointing session.... Hope i can control...
Aunt juz called saying tt m'sia grandma hasnt eaten for days... seems like got omen liao. haiz.. dun even wanna tink abt it.
Argh.... lack of slp...plus stuffy rm.... plus irritating aircon kept dripping water... plus handling my letter of further & btr particulars tml!!! argh!! I m a volcano boiling!
Really have no patient for anything. My mother being the alone one at hm with me nw becomes the victim. Kept asking me the same qns over n over again made me blew up. sorry... i cant help it.
Damn, n tml will be another long day. Bloody cca meeting starts at 7.30pm! Halo... my lessn starts at 9am n ends at 12noon leh! Defnitely goin to be another disappointing session.... Hope i can control...
Aunt juz called saying tt m'sia grandma hasnt eaten for days... seems like got omen liao. haiz.. dun even wanna tink abt it.
Monday, June 25, 2007
My 20th B'day
My b'day has juz passed 35mins ago...
On my 20th B'day.. i felt pampered by frenz n family.
Frenz spent money, sincerety & loads of time for me.. haha... so sweet. Darlin, i realli love ur engravings!!!
On the eve of my b'day, went out in th aftnn with my classmates n teacher, had a gd meal. In the nite, went out with a bunch of frenz too to makan n sing song! Abit unhappy in b/w is tt my b'day dinner like turned out to be an ex-classmates reunion sia.. coz my frenz came to makan nt for me but coz 1 of them came back frm US. nvm...
Every 24th is for my family. Papa brought me to go makan thai fd... mama gave me a big ang bow!!! haha... n i estorted a $159 swatch frm my cousin!! muahaha...
This yr, realli received quite a few meangful presents, many wishes & companionship. But as the clock strikes 12 mid nite... i feel kinda sad n disappointed...
He nvr called...nt even a sms to wish me Happy B'day when everyone else did. Though i knw he chipped in $ for one of my b'day present... haiz...
forget it.
Tml sch reopen liao.. sianz... later still gotta fetch papa to the airport at 4am!!! n cpa tutorial strts at 9am! arghh!
On my 20th B'day.. i felt pampered by frenz n family.
Frenz spent money, sincerety & loads of time for me.. haha... so sweet. Darlin, i realli love ur engravings!!!
On the eve of my b'day, went out in th aftnn with my classmates n teacher, had a gd meal. In the nite, went out with a bunch of frenz too to makan n sing song! Abit unhappy in b/w is tt my b'day dinner like turned out to be an ex-classmates reunion sia.. coz my frenz came to makan nt for me but coz 1 of them came back frm US. nvm...
Every 24th is for my family. Papa brought me to go makan thai fd... mama gave me a big ang bow!!! haha... n i estorted a $159 swatch frm my cousin!! muahaha...
This yr, realli received quite a few meangful presents, many wishes & companionship. But as the clock strikes 12 mid nite... i feel kinda sad n disappointed...
He nvr called...nt even a sms to wish me Happy B'day when everyone else did. Though i knw he chipped in $ for one of my b'day present... haiz...
forget it.
Tml sch reopen liao.. sianz... later still gotta fetch papa to the airport at 4am!!! n cpa tutorial strts at 9am! arghh!
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Owing loads of bad debts!
U know sometimes in life... there r loads of things u wanna do... but somehw... or perhaps... u r too lazy to do it.. or u juz dunno where to begin doin it.
For instance, I know there are loads of company law tutorial questions which i've yet done. I prepared loads of notes... n i juz dunno how to go about doin it. damn. there goes my online participation marks. sobz...
Next, civil pro... b4 the sch reopens, i gotta finish my defence n a letter for further n btr particulars... argh!!! once again... i dunno how to start!
haiyah... fine la fine la... carry on lazing arnd, rotting la... such a failure. wasted so much of time doin nth but gluing on the sofa, watchin tv!!!
kns. I hate myself! WHY AM I WASTING MY LIFE OFF!
If at the end of the day, i scored less than a B for my company law.... I DESERVE IT.
For instance, I know there are loads of company law tutorial questions which i've yet done. I prepared loads of notes... n i juz dunno how to go about doin it. damn. there goes my online participation marks. sobz...
Next, civil pro... b4 the sch reopens, i gotta finish my defence n a letter for further n btr particulars... argh!!! once again... i dunno how to start!
haiyah... fine la fine la... carry on lazing arnd, rotting la... such a failure. wasted so much of time doin nth but gluing on the sofa, watchin tv!!!
kns. I hate myself! WHY AM I WASTING MY LIFE OFF!
If at the end of the day, i scored less than a B for my company law.... I DESERVE IT.
Saturday, June 16, 2007
damn pissed with my life.
Sometimes in life hor... haiz... alot of things is nt juz u wanna quit, u can quit.. haiz..
Juz like my cca for instance... realli damn tired n sad abt the whole situation liao.. but at the end.. haiz... i haf no choice but to hang on... all for the sake of my testimonial....
i hate it. pple holdin the power r juz sayin crap.. making me feeling totally humiliated since the beginning... haiz.... life sux!
Frm today on.. i m gonna be a nasty person. i shall shut up.. n let u die!
i wanna study liao... who the hell cares abt committment now. wtf. dumb me... y till nw then realise tt???!!!
ok... frm nw on.. juz act blur all the way. its time to be crude n dumb!
Juz like my cca for instance... realli damn tired n sad abt the whole situation liao.. but at the end.. haiz... i haf no choice but to hang on... all for the sake of my testimonial....
i hate it. pple holdin the power r juz sayin crap.. making me feeling totally humiliated since the beginning... haiz.... life sux!
Frm today on.. i m gonna be a nasty person. i shall shut up.. n let u die!
i wanna study liao... who the hell cares abt committment now. wtf. dumb me... y till nw then realise tt???!!!
ok... frm nw on.. juz act blur all the way. its time to be crude n dumb!
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Have been feelin troubled over my cca main comm thingy...
I was sad n veri disappointed... some seniors r realli bastard. sheena, u r right, SP is indeed an ass hole!
I m damn gek sim... i put in my heart n soul, my most effort for tis cca... helped the current pres... all i've gotten back is disappointments n distrust...
Realli dun get it, y things turn out to be so unfair n unhappy.
But i m glad with certain things..
Many begun to see true colours of one n another.. the current main comm members like me n the rest, finally realised who r the mean ones... they know tt the current pres is soooo fake n nt up to our expectations.. well well...
Another tt i m glad abt is with these incidents... i realised i m protected.
2yrs plus in tis cca, i gained loads of friendships. Many comforted me n showed me support. Amongs all... he knows me best. Given me ample support n protection...
I told him yesterday abt how sad i m with regards to the behaviour of the presi... he told me tt he can help to call her up n try to talk to her... if tt doesnt help, then go for the harsh way then... boycotting...
nt couple.. nt together... nt spendin enough time with each other... is ok... coz i know... when i m down, when i m feelin very sad n wants to give up... he is always there to help.
I was sad n veri disappointed... some seniors r realli bastard. sheena, u r right, SP is indeed an ass hole!
I m damn gek sim... i put in my heart n soul, my most effort for tis cca... helped the current pres... all i've gotten back is disappointments n distrust...
Realli dun get it, y things turn out to be so unfair n unhappy.
But i m glad with certain things..
Many begun to see true colours of one n another.. the current main comm members like me n the rest, finally realised who r the mean ones... they know tt the current pres is soooo fake n nt up to our expectations.. well well...
Another tt i m glad abt is with these incidents... i realised i m protected.
2yrs plus in tis cca, i gained loads of friendships. Many comforted me n showed me support. Amongs all... he knows me best. Given me ample support n protection...
I told him yesterday abt how sad i m with regards to the behaviour of the presi... he told me tt he can help to call her up n try to talk to her... if tt doesnt help, then go for the harsh way then... boycotting...
nt couple.. nt together... nt spendin enough time with each other... is ok... coz i know... when i m down, when i m feelin very sad n wants to give up... he is always there to help.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Family Law
Sometime real sad happen to my family recently. I was astonished... at the same time, tt has realli made me made up my mind to becum a family law lawyer.
Lets juz keep it short...
My uncle (dad's younger bro) is cheated by his wife. damn.
The wife had an affair wif a MONK. wtf.
The wife wants a divorce.
Onli want the shares of the mat home, givin up custody of their 2 kids.
It is realli wtf wtf wtf lor... in tis world, still got tis kind of mother 1 ah???. 1 freedom whor... no feelings for her children whor...
My uncle is realli a very very nice guy. He was so filial to the extent tt he left navy, so as to spend more time to tk care of my granny back then. Loving husband n family man who nvr flare up on anyone... He works, cooks n did almost evrthing la... everything also baokaliao... haiz... realli dunno wat the woman is tinkin, tis kind of gd huband dun1... go for an old man 13years older with practically nth! 1 go for affair, pick some 1 even btr la... like millionaire or wat la! kns..
All i can say nw is...
My uncle is sooooo poor thing.
I m gonna help him as much as i can. Nt gonna let her in any advantage... Bully my uncle?.. No no bitch!
I m realli glad i haf a mother who is at least selfless... n blessed tt i haf a perfect environment to grow up in with papa n mama watchin n seeing me as their 1st priority in life.
Oh man, i realli pity my 2 cousins... 1 p6, 1 p4... tt p4 1 is still like in her lala land... everyday like happy go lucky... feel so sorry tt their life gonna be tough.
I prayed to my beloved granny juz nw... i m sure, she's gonna watch over us.. n hopefully, in future, my uncle can find someone who realli know how to treasure his love n provide ample of motherly love to his 2 daughters :)
My uncle told me juz nw... Tt everything seems like it is fated. Perhaps, it was arranged tt i studied law is to help him in tis... oh man.... i hear liao, feel so sorry for him... He dotes on me alot one leh... since young... haiz... y like tt...
I m praying hard nw tt she dun back her words n go for custody of the 2 kids juz to get more $... than...dump the kids at their grandmother's hse... too much of cases like these...
Lets juz keep it short...
My uncle (dad's younger bro) is cheated by his wife. damn.
The wife had an affair wif a MONK. wtf.
The wife wants a divorce.
Onli want the shares of the mat home, givin up custody of their 2 kids.
It is realli wtf wtf wtf lor... in tis world, still got tis kind of mother 1 ah???. 1 freedom whor... no feelings for her children whor...
My uncle is realli a very very nice guy. He was so filial to the extent tt he left navy, so as to spend more time to tk care of my granny back then. Loving husband n family man who nvr flare up on anyone... He works, cooks n did almost evrthing la... everything also baokaliao... haiz... realli dunno wat the woman is tinkin, tis kind of gd huband dun1... go for an old man 13years older with practically nth! 1 go for affair, pick some 1 even btr la... like millionaire or wat la! kns..
All i can say nw is...
My uncle is sooooo poor thing.
I m gonna help him as much as i can. Nt gonna let her in any advantage... Bully my uncle?.. No no bitch!
I m realli glad i haf a mother who is at least selfless... n blessed tt i haf a perfect environment to grow up in with papa n mama watchin n seeing me as their 1st priority in life.
Oh man, i realli pity my 2 cousins... 1 p6, 1 p4... tt p4 1 is still like in her lala land... everyday like happy go lucky... feel so sorry tt their life gonna be tough.
I prayed to my beloved granny juz nw... i m sure, she's gonna watch over us.. n hopefully, in future, my uncle can find someone who realli know how to treasure his love n provide ample of motherly love to his 2 daughters :)
My uncle told me juz nw... Tt everything seems like it is fated. Perhaps, it was arranged tt i studied law is to help him in tis... oh man.... i hear liao, feel so sorry for him... He dotes on me alot one leh... since young... haiz... y like tt...
I m praying hard nw tt she dun back her words n go for custody of the 2 kids juz to get more $... than...dump the kids at their grandmother's hse... too much of cases like these...
Friday, June 08, 2007
No no.. no more shopping!
Went to watch shrek n did some shopping with my frenz yesterday.. oh man.. i was so excited!!
after so many days of mugging, term test finally over! finally had some personal time:D
Went to DFS, haiz.. me huh.. realli cant control... saw so many things i wanted to buy!!! GSS now leh... discounts after discounts...
I wanted to haf:
- Origins' minty salt scrub-- $58
- Origins' whitening mask-- $76
- Dior Sunglass- $325
- etc etc...
initally.. decided to work for my parents, earn tt money n use it for these as a birthday present for myself... then... i tot thru it...
save money btr la... for my future use.
becos of tis, i quarelled with my mum on the way home.
Sometimes, u juz dun understand wat they r tinkin, kept whining business is poor, no money,etc... but no actions were done... haloo...
stop behavin like a tai tai!! sleepin at 3-4am.. wakin up at 3-4pm n the next thing is nothin but to ask pple buy fd for her... then at the nite time, do nth but to ask pple fetch her to n fro frm table-tennis games.
wth is tis man... i m realli pissed. n infact, nt juz pissed, i m very worried.
my dad alone has been workin real hard. the dengue incident and several of my frenz' fathers' case...had made me ponder.. wat happen if he is gone suddenly?
given my mother's "pattern" now... n my sis bo chap manner... i'll die man!
i juz dun get it... y oth of them waste off their live like tt?...
i mean i m nt demanding for anything.. but juz tt.. stay on a healthy lifestyle at least! do something meaningful everyday at least! stop rottin at home everyday!
the surgery tt i had, had brought my dad back to me... juz like the past now. overseas trip r nw nt more than 5days. the gd, old luvin papa who cares load for family, children n wife is back.
but i realli tink... if my mum continues to be like tis.. she is juz gonna ruin another relationship. me alone cant do much anymore.
after so many days of mugging, term test finally over! finally had some personal time:D
Went to DFS, haiz.. me huh.. realli cant control... saw so many things i wanted to buy!!! GSS now leh... discounts after discounts...
I wanted to haf:
- Origins' minty salt scrub-- $58
- Origins' whitening mask-- $76
- Dior Sunglass- $325
- etc etc...
initally.. decided to work for my parents, earn tt money n use it for these as a birthday present for myself... then... i tot thru it...
save money btr la... for my future use.
becos of tis, i quarelled with my mum on the way home.
Sometimes, u juz dun understand wat they r tinkin, kept whining business is poor, no money,etc... but no actions were done... haloo...
stop behavin like a tai tai!! sleepin at 3-4am.. wakin up at 3-4pm n the next thing is nothin but to ask pple buy fd for her... then at the nite time, do nth but to ask pple fetch her to n fro frm table-tennis games.
wth is tis man... i m realli pissed. n infact, nt juz pissed, i m very worried.
my dad alone has been workin real hard. the dengue incident and several of my frenz' fathers' case...had made me ponder.. wat happen if he is gone suddenly?
given my mother's "pattern" now... n my sis bo chap manner... i'll die man!
i juz dun get it... y oth of them waste off their live like tt?...
i mean i m nt demanding for anything.. but juz tt.. stay on a healthy lifestyle at least! do something meaningful everyday at least! stop rottin at home everyday!
the surgery tt i had, had brought my dad back to me... juz like the past now. overseas trip r nw nt more than 5days. the gd, old luvin papa who cares load for family, children n wife is back.
but i realli tink... if my mum continues to be like tis.. she is juz gonna ruin another relationship. me alone cant do much anymore.
Saturday, June 02, 2007
Its been a while since i last blog...
realli realli bzy... plus wasnt in the mood to do anything except study n cca... these 2 have been straining me.
first, my cca. tt realli suck man. was lead by a president who juz follow MY instructions... the whole main com's morale so damn low... argh!! wth... n now, they r tellin me tt a high chance for me to tk over her? wtf. No thank u man, once bitten twice shy. wat for make another person upset when the agm date is drawing so near?!
next, my academic. being in final yr, everything seems to be happening at a speed of a bullet train. Being a slow runner, i cant catch up.
went to our senior's grad ceremony few weeks ago, was down for duty. the whole ceremony was very aspiring. I realli wanna get out of tis sch at the end of the day with merit!
went to chat with a few lecturers, they said i still stand a chance. but.... i realli haf doubt.
juz had a test last wk, tink i suck. a dhl step down from the committee bcoz of tt test. oh man.. if he cant handle, hw m i suppose to do it?
next mon is the term test... here i m, feelin totally drained.... argh!! realli cant be bothered liao... no support, no luv, no gd grades... wat's left to boost my confidence?....
where the hell have all my confidence n optimism gone????
i realli mizz my sec sch days.
realli realli bzy... plus wasnt in the mood to do anything except study n cca... these 2 have been straining me.
first, my cca. tt realli suck man. was lead by a president who juz follow MY instructions... the whole main com's morale so damn low... argh!! wth... n now, they r tellin me tt a high chance for me to tk over her? wtf. No thank u man, once bitten twice shy. wat for make another person upset when the agm date is drawing so near?!
next, my academic. being in final yr, everything seems to be happening at a speed of a bullet train. Being a slow runner, i cant catch up.
went to our senior's grad ceremony few weeks ago, was down for duty. the whole ceremony was very aspiring. I realli wanna get out of tis sch at the end of the day with merit!
went to chat with a few lecturers, they said i still stand a chance. but.... i realli haf doubt.
juz had a test last wk, tink i suck. a dhl step down from the committee bcoz of tt test. oh man.. if he cant handle, hw m i suppose to do it?
next mon is the term test... here i m, feelin totally drained.... argh!! realli cant be bothered liao... no support, no luv, no gd grades... wat's left to boost my confidence?....
where the hell have all my confidence n optimism gone????
i realli mizz my sec sch days.
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Putting on a mask? Nt my style.
Today, i finally realised tt i m too innocent. n i m beginning to worry.. soon i wld be easily con by any ba! ha
my dad used to tell me, i tink things too naively, i m too kind to be out in this society.
Back then, i beg to differ.. tinkin tt my dad is shrewd.
But now, perhap, i wld say he is wise.
haha tt most pple r putting a fake face out there to climb up to status; friendship are juz steppin stones?
pardon me... i still prefer to be real! but i wld learn frm mistakes... Open my eyes bigger next time to see who r exactly my true friends n dig my ears more often, so as to makesure the things i've heard are not lies!
realli hate those fake laughter. naive of me to believe tt u r nt using me.
dun assure nor affirm someone unless u realli provide her with the offer. naive me to believe those r true.
Enough of all these craps. Promised many tt these shall be my last complaint. I promised tt thou i m nt up there, i wld do my best to assist. A promise to me, will be a pomise. I've done tt in sec sch, n will definitely do it this time round too!
Nvm......
ANyway... Cainer cheered me up a little... Making me to tink tt "hao ren hui you hao bao de", i guess... haha.. hopefully he is referring to my studies... nothing ele is more impt than my studies n my mama to me now!
Your April Forecast:
You are in good shape. You are making fine progress. That's why you feel so exhausted. It is appropriate. You have been running yourself ragged. How can you expect to be full of energy after all the effort you have lately been expending? Soon, though, there will be a reward for your struggle, vindication of your faith and a satisfying result for the sacrifice that you have made. This will imbue you with renewed enthusiasm. It will help you to regain your strength and composure. Tense, emotional pressures may be upsetting you temporarily - but, despite a current difficulty, the future is now looking splendid.
my dad used to tell me, i tink things too naively, i m too kind to be out in this society.
Back then, i beg to differ.. tinkin tt my dad is shrewd.
But now, perhap, i wld say he is wise.
haha tt most pple r putting a fake face out there to climb up to status; friendship are juz steppin stones?
pardon me... i still prefer to be real! but i wld learn frm mistakes... Open my eyes bigger next time to see who r exactly my true friends n dig my ears more often, so as to makesure the things i've heard are not lies!
realli hate those fake laughter. naive of me to believe tt u r nt using me.
dun assure nor affirm someone unless u realli provide her with the offer. naive me to believe those r true.
Enough of all these craps. Promised many tt these shall be my last complaint. I promised tt thou i m nt up there, i wld do my best to assist. A promise to me, will be a pomise. I've done tt in sec sch, n will definitely do it this time round too!
Nvm......
ANyway... Cainer cheered me up a little... Making me to tink tt "hao ren hui you hao bao de", i guess... haha.. hopefully he is referring to my studies... nothing ele is more impt than my studies n my mama to me now!
Your April Forecast:
You are in good shape. You are making fine progress. That's why you feel so exhausted. It is appropriate. You have been running yourself ragged. How can you expect to be full of energy after all the effort you have lately been expending? Soon, though, there will be a reward for your struggle, vindication of your faith and a satisfying result for the sacrifice that you have made. This will imbue you with renewed enthusiasm. It will help you to regain your strength and composure. Tense, emotional pressures may be upsetting you temporarily - but, despite a current difficulty, the future is now looking splendid.
Friday, April 20, 2007
Sch reopening
Logged on this morning to checked on the realeased timetable. Not to bad, in terms of the lessons time allocation. Most of my lessons end b4 2pm. Hmm, these seems to be a huge relieve for me.
Thinking of copin with my studies, my part-time jobs n my cca committment, n occasionally... my family problems.. worries me. But well, wat can i do?... walk one step, see one step lor.
In life, we planned so much, infact i've planned alot, way since when i was in sec 1. but will wat we planned always turns out the way we want them to be? the answer always comes out as a big NO whenever i received my results,ever since i come to tertiary education.
Haiz...
Juz realised also. This wld be my final yr. It is realli a either i hit it, if nt i wld lose it battle. A final fight to fulfilling my dreamz.
Realli need to find some wayz to boost up my confidence for tis battle.
Thinking of copin with my studies, my part-time jobs n my cca committment, n occasionally... my family problems.. worries me. But well, wat can i do?... walk one step, see one step lor.
In life, we planned so much, infact i've planned alot, way since when i was in sec 1. but will wat we planned always turns out the way we want them to be? the answer always comes out as a big NO whenever i received my results,ever since i come to tertiary education.
Haiz...
Juz realised also. This wld be my final yr. It is realli a either i hit it, if nt i wld lose it battle. A final fight to fulfilling my dreamz.
Realli need to find some wayz to boost up my confidence for tis battle.
Sunday, April 08, 2007
typical cancerian
A typical cancerian cares alot for their family. Family bonding to them is the importance of life.
oh man... i miss my mummy :'(...
mummy went taiwan 2 days ago... to play ping pong... wat e. haiz...
if nt for my surgery n the 3-6 weeks of liquid diet, i shld be in Taipei happily shopping now :(
mummy's overseas made me realised something. I really miss her presence. Miss her nagging n repeating the same things at me ; miss her watching tv drama with me till 3-4am...
perhaps i m too used to my dad flying here n there. Whenever he goes overseas, i feel nothing. Everything seems to be the same for me.
but really nt for mummy's case. weird huh. must be the maternal bonding ;p
when couples were married for a long period of time, when they've reached a certain age, spouse's activities does nt remain as their primary concern. They cares more for their kids. I can feel it, strongly.
during this recovery period, my dad wld help me cover blanket, bring me to far far places juz to fill up my appetite. I feel like a pregnant woman actualli!hahah. suddenly i haf crave for these n tt, my dad wld drive there to buy, if nt mummy wld cook it for me ;p
haiz, 8 more days b4 mummy comes back. I m so bored... though my dad wld play mahjong with me... hahah.. but i still feel lonely, especially late at night cos my dad is an early sleeper. haiz...
oh man... i miss my mummy :'(...
mummy went taiwan 2 days ago... to play ping pong... wat e. haiz...
if nt for my surgery n the 3-6 weeks of liquid diet, i shld be in Taipei happily shopping now :(
mummy's overseas made me realised something. I really miss her presence. Miss her nagging n repeating the same things at me ; miss her watching tv drama with me till 3-4am...
perhaps i m too used to my dad flying here n there. Whenever he goes overseas, i feel nothing. Everything seems to be the same for me.
but really nt for mummy's case. weird huh. must be the maternal bonding ;p
when couples were married for a long period of time, when they've reached a certain age, spouse's activities does nt remain as their primary concern. They cares more for their kids. I can feel it, strongly.
during this recovery period, my dad wld help me cover blanket, bring me to far far places juz to fill up my appetite. I feel like a pregnant woman actualli!hahah. suddenly i haf crave for these n tt, my dad wld drive there to buy, if nt mummy wld cook it for me ;p
haiz, 8 more days b4 mummy comes back. I m so bored... though my dad wld play mahjong with me... hahah.. but i still feel lonely, especially late at night cos my dad is an early sleeper. haiz...
Saturday, March 24, 2007
I haf so many things to say!!!!
haha.. as all of u know.. i've juz came back frm my jaw op... oh man, i sure had learnt many experiences!
i af so many things to share!!! hmmm..ok.. one thing at a time...
1) Surgery / Hospital stay
Cant rmb wat happened.. hahah.. cos was put to slp... but... haha.. as wat ive told winnie... my surgeon veri veri yandao!!so caring some more...
During my stay in the hospital, saw so many doc n nurses... wah.. time haf changed. They are so young, capable n confident. I always have the mentaliy tt the nurses there all old spinser who r rude n uncaring...oops.. guess i was realli wrong!
Realli muz salute the nurses there sia... during my stay, i didnt slp well lor... nt becos hosp facilities is veri lousy.. but juz tt everytime when i wanna doze off, my "neighbour" will ask for nurse assistance. To tink tt i was taunted? haha.. i tink the nurses had been tormented.. but professionally gd!
Due to these, every nite seem to be hard for me... feeling lonely n practically cant tok.. i missed home! tell u a secret... the last nite in the hosp, after mummy left... i wept! haha... dunno y... juz cant help it. realli regret doin tt la...kuku.. caused myself to haf blocked nose! lol
2) Post surgery
oh yah.. toking abt cant tok... my onli form of communication is by texting...
haha.. in the past, i realli dislike sms... i wld rather call up the person instead. hahah.. guess this experience had mad me learnt to tk things slowly
many a times, i questioned myself, y so dumb to go in hosp n torture urself. hmm.. if i was given a choice again.. i realli dunno wld i still tk up this op or nt.
but one thing i know. i must realli tk gd care of my heath, n my beloved's health. Cos going to hospital, will sure suffer pain, e.g. needle- pain as the basic ones. so many of my wardens at nite kept tellin the nurses "sakit sakit"- aka pain...
i reflected n think.. this experience is indeed scary man. but i tink i m lucky, cos as compared to them, te only inconvenience i had after the surgery is unable to speak n gotta to be down for liquid diet for weeks. All the tv dramas who showed the character woke up after a big op, after tt next scene, they recovered liao.. r liars!!!
hahaha...
3) Thank u...
Lastly, beside feeling lucky... i feel thankful.
Cos i haf so many frenz n family members giving me their support. Someone each n everyone of u assist me in some way or another... realli xie xie ;)
oh yah.. especially my beloved Mummy!!!
maternal bonding is realli an amazing thing in which got has created.. haha.. rmb wat uncle young said?.. hahah
realli.. i always know deep inside my heart. no matter wat happen.. there will definitely some one there to shower me with care n concern... my Mummy!!!
i af so many things to share!!! hmmm..ok.. one thing at a time...
1) Surgery / Hospital stay
Cant rmb wat happened.. hahah.. cos was put to slp... but... haha.. as wat ive told winnie... my surgeon veri veri yandao!!so caring some more...
During my stay in the hospital, saw so many doc n nurses... wah.. time haf changed. They are so young, capable n confident. I always have the mentaliy tt the nurses there all old spinser who r rude n uncaring...oops.. guess i was realli wrong!
Realli muz salute the nurses there sia... during my stay, i didnt slp well lor... nt becos hosp facilities is veri lousy.. but juz tt everytime when i wanna doze off, my "neighbour" will ask for nurse assistance. To tink tt i was taunted? haha.. i tink the nurses had been tormented.. but professionally gd!
Due to these, every nite seem to be hard for me... feeling lonely n practically cant tok.. i missed home! tell u a secret... the last nite in the hosp, after mummy left... i wept! haha... dunno y... juz cant help it. realli regret doin tt la...kuku.. caused myself to haf blocked nose! lol
2) Post surgery
oh yah.. toking abt cant tok... my onli form of communication is by texting...
haha.. in the past, i realli dislike sms... i wld rather call up the person instead. hahah.. guess this experience had mad me learnt to tk things slowly
many a times, i questioned myself, y so dumb to go in hosp n torture urself. hmm.. if i was given a choice again.. i realli dunno wld i still tk up this op or nt.
but one thing i know. i must realli tk gd care of my heath, n my beloved's health. Cos going to hospital, will sure suffer pain, e.g. needle- pain as the basic ones. so many of my wardens at nite kept tellin the nurses "sakit sakit"- aka pain...
i reflected n think.. this experience is indeed scary man. but i tink i m lucky, cos as compared to them, te only inconvenience i had after the surgery is unable to speak n gotta to be down for liquid diet for weeks. All the tv dramas who showed the character woke up after a big op, after tt next scene, they recovered liao.. r liars!!!
hahaha...
3) Thank u...
Lastly, beside feeling lucky... i feel thankful.
Cos i haf so many frenz n family members giving me their support. Someone each n everyone of u assist me in some way or another... realli xie xie ;)
oh yah.. especially my beloved Mummy!!!
maternal bonding is realli an amazing thing in which got has created.. haha.. rmb wat uncle young said?.. hahah
realli.. i always know deep inside my heart. no matter wat happen.. there will definitely some one there to shower me with care n concern... my Mummy!!!
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
How wonderful r we women
Juz read an e-mail which i found it pretty true.
God's creation of women:
" When i created women, she needed to be special.
I created her shoulders strong enough to bear the wieght of the world;
and soft enough to be comfortable.
I gave her the strength to give life;
the kind that accepts rejection that often comes from her children.
I gave her the strength to allow her to go on when everyone else gave up;
the kind that cares for the family, despite illness fatigue.
I gave her the sensitivity to love her children unconditionally;
even when they have hurt her deeply.
I gave her the strength to endure her husband in his faults;
and to stay by his side w/o weakening.
And finally, i gave her tears to shed whenever she needs them to be shed..."
The beauty of a woman is not about its appearance. The beauty of a woman resides in her eyes n her heart. It is in the heart, where love resides.
Unfortunately, in this over- practical world, no one seems to know and understand abt these.
Pple tk one another for granted. Especially men, the jerks.
Unlike any other women, i shall nt endure! As i know, endurance will only brings in pain, nt to both parties, but to the one who quietly accepts every misgivings! I shant be tt kind!
I rmb when i was in pri sch, my fav eng teacher reminded me to use the word "hate" carefully as this word contains loads of hatreds and unforgivings; especially to ur luv ones.
These days, circumstances haf pushed me to haf hatreds in my life.
It is u. All of ur actions n lies haf forced me to hate u. I shall be ruthless. But all these signs of unhappiness, i shall nt show it infront of u. You r the one who taught me how to act isnt it?!
We shall wait n see. I muz thank u. W/o ur stupidity,i wldnt be motivated to study, to study hard for my family law especially!
I believe in retribution. Tt one day will come. I promise. tt one day, i will be richer, much richer n powerful than u n tt bitch!
I promise, w/o u, i m able to gif my beloved happiness. I promise, u shall be no one else, except a tool to my success from tt moment of ur betrayal!
Men, do u still tink u r the most powerful n smartest species in this world?...
God's creation of women:
" When i created women, she needed to be special.
I created her shoulders strong enough to bear the wieght of the world;
and soft enough to be comfortable.
I gave her the strength to give life;
the kind that accepts rejection that often comes from her children.
I gave her the strength to allow her to go on when everyone else gave up;
the kind that cares for the family, despite illness fatigue.
I gave her the sensitivity to love her children unconditionally;
even when they have hurt her deeply.
I gave her the strength to endure her husband in his faults;
and to stay by his side w/o weakening.
And finally, i gave her tears to shed whenever she needs them to be shed..."
The beauty of a woman is not about its appearance. The beauty of a woman resides in her eyes n her heart. It is in the heart, where love resides.
Unfortunately, in this over- practical world, no one seems to know and understand abt these.
Pple tk one another for granted. Especially men, the jerks.
Unlike any other women, i shall nt endure! As i know, endurance will only brings in pain, nt to both parties, but to the one who quietly accepts every misgivings! I shant be tt kind!
I rmb when i was in pri sch, my fav eng teacher reminded me to use the word "hate" carefully as this word contains loads of hatreds and unforgivings; especially to ur luv ones.
These days, circumstances haf pushed me to haf hatreds in my life.
It is u. All of ur actions n lies haf forced me to hate u. I shall be ruthless. But all these signs of unhappiness, i shall nt show it infront of u. You r the one who taught me how to act isnt it?!
We shall wait n see. I muz thank u. W/o ur stupidity,i wldnt be motivated to study, to study hard for my family law especially!
I believe in retribution. Tt one day will come. I promise. tt one day, i will be richer, much richer n powerful than u n tt bitch!
I promise, w/o u, i m able to gif my beloved happiness. I promise, u shall be no one else, except a tool to my success from tt moment of ur betrayal!
Men, do u still tink u r the most powerful n smartest species in this world?...
Thursday, March 01, 2007
Exams over!!
Finally... one semester has ended.
To me, this semester is tough, hectic, yet enriching. Experienced way too many things:
A very good example...
- typing conveyancing law letters almost drove me to the wall! lol
Today, I did my last paper... I was relieved...
This sem, tried hard to keep up with pace. Tried to keep up to my target goal.. especially upon attending Mr Pok's talk. To me, it was motivating and it really made me force myself to kick butt out of sofa to study till late...
Well, exam results wldnt be out so soon... but guess... i wldnt haf any regrets.. as afterall, i had done my best.
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Told Papa tt day, i realli wanna study.. wanna pursue a law degree in UK n promised to do my best. I asked, whether he gonna support me.. He nodded. But he said, within tis 2 yrs, he wld haf to work hard n find more ways/ alternatives to keep business thriving.
I love my parents. No matter wat, i know, they wld always try to gif me wat i want.
Unlike my sister, i fight for wat i want, especially towards my father.
I know, i know... you may tink i m spoilt.
But to me, all i can say is, "jia jia you ben nan nian de jing", I feel insecured. The promises laid may turned out to be an empty one. Therefore, u gotta find ways to makesure everything turn out the way u want it to be. I m stubborn, but i realli have my reasons.
This few years' of changes happening arnd me had made me realised that wat u see is nt wat it meant.
The surface of "reality" is filled with love... but beneath... it may be filled up with loads of undiscovered/ untold lies and enemies.
Naive no more.
To me, this semester is tough, hectic, yet enriching. Experienced way too many things:
A very good example...
- typing conveyancing law letters almost drove me to the wall! lol
Today, I did my last paper... I was relieved...
This sem, tried hard to keep up with pace. Tried to keep up to my target goal.. especially upon attending Mr Pok's talk. To me, it was motivating and it really made me force myself to kick butt out of sofa to study till late...
Well, exam results wldnt be out so soon... but guess... i wldnt haf any regrets.. as afterall, i had done my best.
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Told Papa tt day, i realli wanna study.. wanna pursue a law degree in UK n promised to do my best. I asked, whether he gonna support me.. He nodded. But he said, within tis 2 yrs, he wld haf to work hard n find more ways/ alternatives to keep business thriving.
I love my parents. No matter wat, i know, they wld always try to gif me wat i want.
Unlike my sister, i fight for wat i want, especially towards my father.
I know, i know... you may tink i m spoilt.
But to me, all i can say is, "jia jia you ben nan nian de jing", I feel insecured. The promises laid may turned out to be an empty one. Therefore, u gotta find ways to makesure everything turn out the way u want it to be. I m stubborn, but i realli have my reasons.
This few years' of changes happening arnd me had made me realised that wat u see is nt wat it meant.
The surface of "reality" is filled with love... but beneath... it may be filled up with loads of undiscovered/ untold lies and enemies.
Naive no more.
Sunday, February 04, 2007
where the hell did all his blood goes?
its 3am in the morning, the tired me juz cldnt get to slp...
i shld be slpin, afterall tml/ 2day is gonna be a long day...
gotta study for mon's covenyancin test, this time ought to score a btr grade...
gotta teach 2 brad kids for 3 1/2hrs... wondering how much blood i will puke at the end of the tuition... tuition= tough money? easy money?
juz cldnt slp... though i m mentally and emotionally drained...
went with my dad to gleneagles tis morning... recently, he has been eating good, eating healthily, we were expecting a btr meical result.
tts y i oways say, when u haf higher hope, u fall deeper (Xi Wang Yue Da, Shi Wang Yue Da)...
The doc told my dad, his condition worsened n ought to admit to the hospital... his red. white blood cells and vit B all dropped... his blood pressure is so damn low..
haiz.. i dunno y...
Chinese New Yr is around the corner... actually by now, my dad shld b in China collecting all the debts, prepariing for the new yr ahead...
haiz.. but now.. his flight gotta be postponed n i m very worried...
the moment i close my eyes, i tink... tinkin of how fragile a life can be... n how unexpected things can juz happen... tinking of my family situation if my dad werent around... disastrous...
i kept asking questions deep inside my heart..
it brings me back to the theory of the luck cycle... when u r in the lucky period, u should treasure it n make full use of it... dun wait till when ur luck has ended, u start regretting...
n when ur luck seems to be fadings, watever things tt happens around u, even thou may be ur mere perception, can all be a sign of misfortune...
the onli thing now for me is to wait n wonder i guess...
wonder when the lucky charm, the lucky cycle will be back n everything will be fortunate and happy as it is in the past...
yes i know...i seems paranoid, inconfident n cynical now... but i cant do much abt it realli... i tried...
i shld be slpin, afterall tml/ 2day is gonna be a long day...
gotta study for mon's covenyancin test, this time ought to score a btr grade...
gotta teach 2 brad kids for 3 1/2hrs... wondering how much blood i will puke at the end of the tuition... tuition= tough money? easy money?
juz cldnt slp... though i m mentally and emotionally drained...
went with my dad to gleneagles tis morning... recently, he has been eating good, eating healthily, we were expecting a btr meical result.
tts y i oways say, when u haf higher hope, u fall deeper (Xi Wang Yue Da, Shi Wang Yue Da)...
The doc told my dad, his condition worsened n ought to admit to the hospital... his red. white blood cells and vit B all dropped... his blood pressure is so damn low..
haiz.. i dunno y...
Chinese New Yr is around the corner... actually by now, my dad shld b in China collecting all the debts, prepariing for the new yr ahead...
haiz.. but now.. his flight gotta be postponed n i m very worried...
the moment i close my eyes, i tink... tinkin of how fragile a life can be... n how unexpected things can juz happen... tinking of my family situation if my dad werent around... disastrous...
i kept asking questions deep inside my heart..
it brings me back to the theory of the luck cycle... when u r in the lucky period, u should treasure it n make full use of it... dun wait till when ur luck has ended, u start regretting...
n when ur luck seems to be fadings, watever things tt happens around u, even thou may be ur mere perception, can all be a sign of misfortune...
the onli thing now for me is to wait n wonder i guess...
wonder when the lucky charm, the lucky cycle will be back n everything will be fortunate and happy as it is in the past...
yes i know...i seems paranoid, inconfident n cynical now... but i cant do much abt it realli... i tried...
Monday, January 08, 2007
A flirt i guess will always remain as a flirt..
Recently, this senior named Melvin added me on friendster (haha, xuan, u shld know who the hell he is ;p)...
The senior of mine, back in my sec sch days, damn flirt la... i see him as a jerk who toy with innocent gals' feelings. Hook her up liao, say bye bye kind...
Haha, n guess wat, he asked me out for lunch... argh... watever la... but well, haha, the boring me may play along n tk revenge for those "kelian de innocent gals" back then... muahaha
haha, these reminded me of my previous reading... A guy will cum n he will be unfaithful... haha, here it is...
The senior of mine, back in my sec sch days, damn flirt la... i see him as a jerk who toy with innocent gals' feelings. Hook her up liao, say bye bye kind...
Haha, n guess wat, he asked me out for lunch... argh... watever la... but well, haha, the boring me may play along n tk revenge for those "kelian de innocent gals" back then... muahaha
haha, these reminded me of my previous reading... A guy will cum n he will be unfaithful... haha, here it is...
Sunday, January 07, 2007
I dunno y, but i m fearing...
Recently, i've been fearing, think perhaps since the day b4 sch reopen... or even earlier, on the day after i've screwed up my conveyancing paper...
I dunno y, but i m juz afraid, fearing tt the road ahead is harder to pass thru. n am i be able to pass thru? Indeed, i haf gd frenz to be there to support me, but ultimately, to be able to pass thru tt hurdle, i needa find back all the strengths tt i used to haf.
winnie told me, 7 weeks b4 exams begin. I m realli fearful.
Everytime i question myself, i ponder. Haiz.
U guys r right, i m realli fearing, fearing tt something bad wld happen. but honestly, i dunno wat wld it be. regarding my family? my studies? my future, my failures.
Everyday i worry, but i like to run away frm reality. I chose to glue myself on the sofa n watch movies to cheer up, if nt slp till rot.
However, i m a practical person. Reality will always strike back. When all the shows r done n i had sleep more than enough, i m back fearing. These feeling juz nvr fade away. Especially when i m back on the study table, i begin to feel helpless, tinking i haf little time left but where shld i start? SO many things awaiting for me to do. N my mum is of no help but to ask me for more help. Ask me to go there do these, go these do tt... argh!!
I kinda hate the present me. Very moodswing, very hot temper, very frustrating, n very "hum zi"...
Whenever i m such situation, ibegin to push the blame on others. Y cant my dad be back soon, wat the hell is he doin in China for so long?! Y cant my sis juz continue working for the family?! These jobs tt i m doin right now shld be done by her! I dun wanna be a travel agent! My capability shld be more than tt!
Hoever, wld my capability allow me to reach my life time dream? I m having doubts at myself now. But i know, sheena reminded me too... If i fail to do it, I will die.
I dunno y, but i m juz afraid, fearing tt the road ahead is harder to pass thru. n am i be able to pass thru? Indeed, i haf gd frenz to be there to support me, but ultimately, to be able to pass thru tt hurdle, i needa find back all the strengths tt i used to haf.
winnie told me, 7 weeks b4 exams begin. I m realli fearful.
Everytime i question myself, i ponder. Haiz.
U guys r right, i m realli fearing, fearing tt something bad wld happen. but honestly, i dunno wat wld it be. regarding my family? my studies? my future, my failures.
Everyday i worry, but i like to run away frm reality. I chose to glue myself on the sofa n watch movies to cheer up, if nt slp till rot.
However, i m a practical person. Reality will always strike back. When all the shows r done n i had sleep more than enough, i m back fearing. These feeling juz nvr fade away. Especially when i m back on the study table, i begin to feel helpless, tinking i haf little time left but where shld i start? SO many things awaiting for me to do. N my mum is of no help but to ask me for more help. Ask me to go there do these, go these do tt... argh!!
I kinda hate the present me. Very moodswing, very hot temper, very frustrating, n very "hum zi"...
Whenever i m such situation, ibegin to push the blame on others. Y cant my dad be back soon, wat the hell is he doin in China for so long?! Y cant my sis juz continue working for the family?! These jobs tt i m doin right now shld be done by her! I dun wanna be a travel agent! My capability shld be more than tt!
Hoever, wld my capability allow me to reach my life time dream? I m having doubts at myself now. But i know, sheena reminded me too... If i fail to do it, I will die.
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
New Yr has arrived
A brand new year of 2007 has arrived... y aint i happy?
let me tell u how did i actually celebrated my new yr eve then..
went to my frenz hse to celebrate haji.. shit me... been to her hse for like THREE times liao, n i still got lost.... haiz... I've no choice but to call him, my "street directory" up...
as usual, he is always so helpful n caring, he even go online n help me check which is the best way to get to the destination... haiz, but i juz wasnt feeling blissed, i feel like a loser who is so dependent on others.
After the great briyani fest at my frenz hse, as usual, i've gotta pick up the empress dowager, she went to east coast to meet her frenz at their yacht for bbq... i reached there, so bloody dark tt ulu ulu place... i called her for 7-8 times la, non she picked up her phone! i was pissed, damn pissed when i've gotta leave the car n walk the ulu ulu dark road to the yacht to ask her to leave... the boiling point is rising...
the boiling point reached the top when i reached the yacht n aw her playing mahjong n nt picking up my calls!!!
n so... my count down session was done in the car, drving back home, quarelling with my mum. how unique yah.... but let me tell u, tt was nt the most "classic" one...
when we reached home, we started playing marathon mahjong with my frenz. when we finally ended the game at 5am of 1/1/2007, the policemen came! argh... my irritating neighbour downstairs again! they called up the police because they was awaken by a loud 'bang' noise, n they cldnt sleep again after tt...
kns... it was juz a mug which my fren accidentally dropped on the floor la...
my mum was pissed, damn pissed. the irritating neighbour came up, they started quarelling, treating the policemen like transparent la...
it was until the police men finally scolded them, ask them to shut up, i came in to the picture...
haha, the beginning, i was hiding in the room cos my fren told me non of the policemen were cute...lol
i came out, ask my mum go drink water n talked some sense to the policemen n ofcoz my pscho neighbour! the policemen eventually sided on us when my neighbour was unhappy n turned hysterical! hahah... she is so dumb la... high eq n high iq shld always be shown when toking to a police ;p
the police left eventually after greeting us happy new yr n tt was around 7plus liao la... kns... haha, but my mum was in damn gd mood liao (though we lost money tt nite), she dragged me go eat breakfast with my frenz la...
n here it is... my new yr celebration... getting lost at changi road when i m suppose to be at simei; quarelling with my mum; losing money in mahjong; flirting with policemen n outwitting my neighbour! muahaha
let me tell u how did i actually celebrated my new yr eve then..
went to my frenz hse to celebrate haji.. shit me... been to her hse for like THREE times liao, n i still got lost.... haiz... I've no choice but to call him, my "street directory" up...
as usual, he is always so helpful n caring, he even go online n help me check which is the best way to get to the destination... haiz, but i juz wasnt feeling blissed, i feel like a loser who is so dependent on others.
After the great briyani fest at my frenz hse, as usual, i've gotta pick up the empress dowager, she went to east coast to meet her frenz at their yacht for bbq... i reached there, so bloody dark tt ulu ulu place... i called her for 7-8 times la, non she picked up her phone! i was pissed, damn pissed when i've gotta leave the car n walk the ulu ulu dark road to the yacht to ask her to leave... the boiling point is rising...
the boiling point reached the top when i reached the yacht n aw her playing mahjong n nt picking up my calls!!!
n so... my count down session was done in the car, drving back home, quarelling with my mum. how unique yah.... but let me tell u, tt was nt the most "classic" one...
when we reached home, we started playing marathon mahjong with my frenz. when we finally ended the game at 5am of 1/1/2007, the policemen came! argh... my irritating neighbour downstairs again! they called up the police because they was awaken by a loud 'bang' noise, n they cldnt sleep again after tt...
kns... it was juz a mug which my fren accidentally dropped on the floor la...
my mum was pissed, damn pissed. the irritating neighbour came up, they started quarelling, treating the policemen like transparent la...
it was until the police men finally scolded them, ask them to shut up, i came in to the picture...
haha, the beginning, i was hiding in the room cos my fren told me non of the policemen were cute...lol
i came out, ask my mum go drink water n talked some sense to the policemen n ofcoz my pscho neighbour! the policemen eventually sided on us when my neighbour was unhappy n turned hysterical! hahah... she is so dumb la... high eq n high iq shld always be shown when toking to a police ;p
the police left eventually after greeting us happy new yr n tt was around 7plus liao la... kns... haha, but my mum was in damn gd mood liao (though we lost money tt nite), she dragged me go eat breakfast with my frenz la...
n here it is... my new yr celebration... getting lost at changi road when i m suppose to be at simei; quarelling with my mum; losing money in mahjong; flirting with policemen n outwitting my neighbour! muahaha
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