People that try to get us.



Dismissive, they wave it off with a shrug, or a platinive phrase.
Mocking, they join forces with the similarly dumb and laugh. (nice, distraction)
Pondering, they go home feeling how inadequate they are.

I've yet to see another reaction.

Except maybe 5.

How pathetic.
Most of which hail from education's hallowed halo, but can be so directly blind.

I like Philip, I don't like how PKC mocks him.


So what now?
Do we look at it from another angle?
ok

labels, get labelled, never a good thing.
Cause well, everyone of which as mentioned above are metaphorically mentioned apes who can't tell scrit from scrat.

Safety and security in numbers, reminds me of hordes of zerglings, little tiny useless people who cannot acheive anything alone.

Unfortunately, humans have a greater purpose. They just can't get it.

Joggin'

I don't go out to town very often.
It's tiresome.

boy do people dress weird these days.
Dont know what I saw.

Ho Hum.

I like Mr Burns.

n Patrina's great fun.

ha

Drums. Keyboard.

simple thoughts yeah

I have my Philippines training programme!

It's awesome, I'm so psyched up for this.
But I'll miss here.

Hope everything goes smoothly for my attachment.

Bye jap

if Clem wasn't there all the time I could raise my game.

I wish he wouldn't go the retreat.

hmm.

Ruthless .. drool

I get money every week.
sometimes $80, sometimes $110, sometimes $150.

Its a lot of money.

Its meaningless.
Teaching is meaningless.
The parents drain me.

I only like one student.
The rest are boring.

I want to use my brain.
For harder stuff.
Sentimentalism clouds my mind.

Stupid kids.
Stupid cliched singaporean typical overbearing kids.

Stupid money.
Moneys beens driving me.

And its a load of drivel.

Im going back to the Word.

Money is meaningless.

A few years ago I was shouted at by a guy in office attire in a builiding (Or HIS builiding he says).
Apparantly I was vandalising his letter boxes and disrupting peace.

Half of it is true.
I got really mad and just a little bit defiant, it wasnt really noticable.
I reasoned very well I reckoned at that time.
Now, not so much.

Therefore I got really jealous when Philemon got scolded.

I want to get accused.
Can I think and respond under pressure, under conformties, unwritten rules?

Elitism is a worry.

"Do you ever feel like you are taken for granted in the Body of Jesus?

When you are ill or discouraged or maybe absent from Cell group or Service and no one calls or attempts to minister to you, do you feel forgotten?

The devil smiles and gladly steps in to minister to you – in harmful ways.
He plants a multitude of questions in your mind that only grow darker.
You begin to question whether you are truly loved in the body, whether anyone evern notices or appreciates you.
Paul doesn’t want us to take each other for granted.
We all need to hear words of encouragement, words that affirm the Father’s love for us, words that strengthen our faith.
All of us have that unspoken expectation of God and our church family, and when that expectation is unmet our struggle to feel confident of our place in the body can begin to erode.

Respect those who work hard among you.
Do you think Paul is addressing how we ‘feel’ about our leaders or are there some things we might ‘do’ to hold them in ‘highest regard in love’?

God, I thank You for Jean.

Live in peace with each other.
When we have that peace Jesus left in the world, the peace that affirms our place in the Father’s favor, we have the confidence to allow it to cushion our relationships with each other.

Warn those who are idle.
Idle means lazy.
If a person is lazy in one area of life, they are usually lazy in every area of life.
Some may think the word ‘warn’ a bit extreme.
Warn them about what?
Is that an ‘or else’ kind of warning or is it a more friendly suggestion?
‘Warn’ really stands out if you read it in the context of the urgency Paul was suggesting.
Maybe Paul is telling us to not ignore them and write them off as a lost cause.
They need to hear God’s warning about their lifestyle or their lack of spiritual sincerity.
We share a God mandated responsibility to minister to them in a loving, firm way."









I found this on Grace's blog.
is it intriguing?
No not really,
its just interesting sentences from facts and verses.

Do I agree with it?

Im not so nice really.
I do hold grudges.
Its scary that i sometimes dont know it.
But since I said it.
I must know about it.

Happy birthday to me.

It is incredibly interesting to see responses, "hey it s my bday" " im 19"
when i tell that to people

What a great thing to say isnt it?

I am quite perceptive.

what a great thing to say isnt it?

wonder how school would be like next sem/week

today damn fun
lol
i play like mad

drums then keyboard then guitar then drums then more drums then keyboard then guitar then drums and more drums then keyboard drums and finally drums.

it hurts.

but its damn cool
pity most of my close friends havent seen my passion

yes passion

John Tetsola preaches unbelievably

dum dum dum dum dum dum dum dum dum dum dum dum dum dum dum dum dum dum
dum dum

dum

like a drum yeah?

It seems that time does do something to you.

yes it does.
heh he heh.


I wonder what I'll be when I grow up.

What does Anti -Sematic mean?

Perhaps I should do more about my life.

I most definately have looked back at myself.
Plank in my eye?

Most surely.
But my english good wad.

a song about her

you're a complete idiot
a waste of my time
so full of yourself
a pantomime.

I looked at you the first time and twice
then i saw the geese in your eyes and the swine.

i stood for ages and you rattled on
i stood for hours and i saw the pond
not just geese anymore
its hot and burning
painful and searing

Are a fool.

Your words were ear dirraehea.
Sorry i had to use that word, sounds like a smear.
A smear it may seem, how crudely defined.
yet it all adds up to your pantomime.

I stood for ages and you rattled on
Your laugh a sound that my head would scratch.
So i go with the flow, such of the game.

scratch and the game.

I dont like you.

if I can maintain this thinking, and be nice as well.
What does that add up?

A peacemaker I hope.

was Prophesised over once.

one
A waste of time, a complate lack of understanding of anything.
Such a complete idiot only deserving of a scream at the face.

How to be peacemaker like that?
when there are fools , power-hungry, face-saving, intelligent speaking, idiocrys around on this planet.

They should be gone.
Like really really gone.

Take them, and teach em, teach em good.
I can be the next Hitler man.

man, i feel like slapping such a useless waste of space.
I reiterate slapping cause she deserves it.
slap slap slap


WHAT AN FOOL, yes, an fool, a fool.
At least other people are willing to learn.
forgive me.


sigh, and I can't do a thing about it.
NOTHING, nix, nada, nay, no, nis, non.
Thats probably why I scold people a lot here.

considering I havent shouted in anger for a few years.

how stupid of me.

I'm stupid.
Yes, I'm worried about the cliches that undermine the significance of some words I use.

Thats why i accent the wrong words some time. like that how ar?

thats why there are people like hongwei sherman and eugene around.

mechanical.

some people are so boringly predictable.
that to my limitation is being nice.

"ns-5 report for maintainence"
yeah u should

i should be a rebel or that other thing, ritualist.

too bad im occasionally lazy.

if im always dissatisfied with people, i really should find God.

the problem is that im not dissatisfied with people.
i really want a eugene again.

you're boring.

keep remaining on metaphorical hiatus is boring.

i wanna meet eugene.

or hongwei.

how do I feel when my once close cousin
is attached to a skateboardist/electric guitarist/tattooed person.

and singing in a rock band.

i'm aiming to get to a higher level of musing .


a tangible level.



the arena judges pisses me off.

i got this cool thing on mahjong
online

i realise typing my password is typing on instinct.
i dont really know what it is.
I just know which buttons to punch first.

ok bye

My goodness I love Homer.

i used to talk to valencia a lot.

hmm

hmm

Good evening,

Your coat?

Yes I'm aware it's expensive.

No sir, you do that in the bathroom.

Yes sir, in that round "tosser"

No not beside it sir.

Inside it.

Yes sir, the bathroom.

i love lisa.
simpson.

Manutd won roma
i think liverpool kinda suck without gerrard and torres.

manutd rocks cuz our keeper is the best among the big four (arse, pool and chel) on current form.
Cech is injured and hes the only one worth comparing. Reina isnt very good, almunia is same as cudicini which i meant to mean, non grate worth a mention.

Our right back is very good as well,
now its brown, if its neville, it will beat the chelski whatever right back, arse sagna and whoever is pool's right back NOW.

our central defence owns everybody

our left back i admit cole is sometimes very good but evra is a monster and dont get me started on aurelio and clichy.

our central midfield is an embarrasment of riches.
It owns everybody.
Scholesy who everybody i oblivious to except the very smartest and best of players who loves him ( cantona, charlton, henry, zidane, davids, fergie, beckham, figo, carlos) is the freakin best player in the whole wide world on his day (which is very often these 10 years),
The term passer ( Alonso, cesc, gerrard) is very liberal and used too often.

Take note of how our scholes plays, he passes weaker passes to weaker players and always passes exactly where your legs want the ball.
Gerrard is impact man, whack ball at you its your fault whether u can control a not.
Alonso and cesc will always get the ball to the man but never at the correct place.

THe thing about scholes is that he is nobody's predecessor!
ronaldo is the new best
rooney the new gazza
Gerrard the new robson

blah blah

Scholes is the new nobody and will never be

Our right mid is Ronaldo and im sick of mentioning his awesome talent cuz people will diss me and thats plain dumb.

Who says ronaldo isnt good is either helen keller or a liar

Our left mid is not bad, nani giggs sure win the pool one, chelski is a bit difficult to gauge, hleb is doing good. Probably only position worth competing.

Of all the strikers in Manutd i hate Tevez,
give me torres or drogba.
There is an antithesis however

There's rooney.
He passes like a God.


Thats why manutd is the best of all.

wait wheres simpsons?

see title

the previous meant nothing at all

now that u've seen it

it's funny in a way.

u see
cuz the "see title " means nothing cuz i said it in the second line yeah?
so yeah?


meh

Familiarity
The musty, flickered appearance of the lift.
16 steps, each marked with time. Marks instantly recognisable.
The dusty, freshly painted light, emitting twenty watts.
Faded yellowed key and rusted lock cold, like all things current, it met and seamed.
A crow, life not so recent landed on the crusted perch. It stared with eyes glittering of nothing significant. It meant nothing to me. It flew away, Metaphorical maybe on other days, not today.
Emamated resonantly, sounds, the sound of a twitch and thunder.
The air unmoving and equally forgiving.
Three more steps, each a recognisable flicker everytime, now no different, always brief, the slightest register.
The hollowed mat, the inscrutable lines on concrete, or wood feel cold. Cold is good, it means I'm home.

Then
I stub my toe.

Screw Familirity.

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