Work,
Team.
be dumb.
Clogged in perception
people duck
they read you
people ponder
they read things
Ironically, which all fails to even cross the horizens of their own nose.
they engage in conversations of their perceived higher level
"wah, you so smart one ar"
they beam
they get stuck on the metaphorical phase of an empty vessel.
they justify, boring boring justificaitons.
"i'm just straightforward, dont mind me hehehehe"
No you're not.
You're stupid.
Your stupid shallow cesspool of thoughts incoherant to yourself screams naivety
You are the people that force my business-induced smile.
People justify and they justify, it allows them put on a smart front. They craft and interweaver, they make magic and magik, painfully obvious to yours truly.
I smile.
"not bad ya?"
People like justifications, it makes them feel needed, and important.
it keeps them happy
good.
shockingly severe the outcomes of which will prevail.
but no.
there will be none.
There wil be no liberalism.
There will be no deviation.
They hide, hide behind not just facades oh no, that is too common, everybody has faces- yer dumb ass ape. They hide, they feel safe.
How can they be safe when they're in danger of themselves.
But no.
no.
they craft brillant words, make it popular.
Everybody's following the series of something or the idol of this and that.
Am I a deviation?
havent come to terms with my reality.
Im young after all.
The throngs of other polite, intelligent boys whose eyes they want to stare.
irritate me
"sorry?"
"ya?"
"sorry?"
they say happy is enough.
Of course they do.
happy happy for them is happy happy for apes where they make friends and pluck irritants from each other
go on.
Stay at that level, I cant do anything after all.
you're thinking its you isnt it?
you might even dislike me now for speaking.
Yesterday I played the keyboard for 3 services.
With Philemon at the drums.
I had plenty of solos.
And it was good.
lol walao if i type the way i talk i will liable to drift f ito mumbling wds tht leve many thghts of imcomprhnsion
yes?
I love drums.
Its incredibly infantile to insult insidisers.
It is yes.
Thus I will not . for now i will not.
and i want to go to Cebu for attachment
Its dark and cold.
now
right now
I led aerobics yesterday.
cool
my team members were decent only but slightly overawed and refused to count.
I think Im not praying enough.
My spiritual life has been tossed aside during projects.
A mistake on my part.
sigh.
Thats bad.
I realised I can get a bit possessive of the things I dont even have.
thats bad.
I realised I've stopped reading the Good book
Thats bad.
hmm