Id reckon people who cant play music or either

Poor sods


or



business school students




:)

hmm.

hello.

I was wondering what to blog about.

Philemon got 23, not bad.
Eugene got 14, not bad.

hmm.

I bought drumsticks, not bad.

I wanna get Lawrence and Rory to jam soon.

My best friend's sister *wink* looked surprisingly good.



I love "battlefield 2"
for now.

Next sat go play LAN.
How intelligent


hmm.


Manutd won.

I like talking to Grace
I like stating facts
I'm fond of Philip
I dislike two
I have a lot of projects


i got drumsticks
Cloverfield is a tantalising ripoff
I wanted to meet yvonne.
I miss my 2.1 group
I dislike my current grp
well not so much
but just a singular member that needs to be taken down a peg


Japheth ask me to express more
I like quiet
I'm not really quiet
I should let loose
A barrage?
or a mind warp?


Philemon rocks
I love philemon
taohuay is a funny name

I miss germaine
I miss hongwei



hmm.



wow
i think good

Frequently an anomaly.

Open house Chatroom with Esther Doreen and a few other people.

I like my hair and tie.

ok bye

im am im mm down

down

sad

synonyms include unhappy, down, sorrowful, down, despairing, down.

I think that people in general should be treated as they are intelligent, or smart.

Thus, I frequently don't justify myself, my actions.
AS I find normal reactions a bore.


I dont know if im making a mistake
My only reason why I dont justify myself so people would have a crafted perception of me.

But if they dont even know what perception is.
Whats the point yes?




People roll their eyes at my posts.

Clement.

The enigma of my life.

I miss him bad.

We Dislike her for breaking up with him.

oh man.


I look like a commonerish fool.

So be thou Art.
ha!

Not so commonerish now.

Hath hath breathren. (yes its wrong)

I know what I want.
Call it selfish or wadeva.

I want to be praised for my music.
I want someone who hasnt heard my brother play before and praise me, better still those who have heard my bro before and praise me genuinely.

I want people to sit up and take notice of my music.

I want attention.
Simple.

My closest friends are either not impressed, or they havent heard me play.

I need positive reinforcement, give me a treat like the dolphins and doggies get.

I am getting slightly depressed musically.

I miss Bro.

Musicians should play and play and play and play.
Vocalists should sing and subsequents.

I want to play.

They won't let me play.
How would I improve then?

I think we should practice more.
They don't want to practice more.
Then went pnw screws up everybody's unhappy especially me.

Yes it's all fundamentally true.


So let me practice.
Let the guitarist practice.
Let prying and judgamental eyes be kept away.
Let wholesome practicing and playing take place.

I wanna play drums not with someone staring at me.
I wanna play keyboards with someone asking me to shut up when im having fun.
I know when to tone down.

I dont want people to shut off my instruments cuz i wanna play.
Yes i do!
It's simple.

I get a bit aggreived that I set up everything and people insist i pack up my own stuff.
And i Still compact everything in the end.

I get a bit frustrated when i want to play and no musicians have reached even though its 30 mins past stipulated arrival time.

I feel a little fooled when I'm asked to set up everything asap and as fast as possible and yet my fellow musician's are doing other redundant stuff.

I feel grateful to Grace for arriving on time, but not so at the rest for making us wait.

I feel worried when the wires don't work cause i want to play.

I feel worried when we don't get to practice all the songs and nobody seems to care.

I feel scared when my fellow chief musician (not in terms of ability) looks so bored with our music.

I feel many adjectives when something goes wrong.

I feel lower than a dog's belly when music goes wrong.

I feel bad when my fellow musicians feel bad.

I felt sad when they left without me.

I want our music to be the best.

I want my keyboard to be the best.

I want my drums to be the best.

I just need practice.

I dont have that natural talent like certain my fellow musicians have.

But at least I can gain that extra bit by practicing.

I miss Clem.
Bad.
I've said it now.

Interweaver for all I care.
I could have used bigge words but i didnt for 2 reasons.


Cuz i just
I want to play.

Wow!

I am ...
well im not really feeling anything now.

I just met phil and he's so darn great.
and we had an adjectivearial dinner.

ho hah.

and i really wanna play bossa nova and perfect my stinking left handy jazz .


Wait..

Intellectual.
Before people forget I am capable of reasonable thought

I do not say it in jest, or just.

hello!

my
brain
processes
fine.

and i do not wish to justify myself which is the FAD now which occasionally bores me.
ha-ha


I like grapes
I'll go hav some .

and i miss germaine.


See?
Im thinking already!

hello.

I am Reuben

Every once in a while i write something with big fanciful words to reveal hidden meanings to people i want hidden from my meanings yeah.
and it makes me feel good
and it makes me happy
and it kills time.
and periods are periods.
and i mean period - .



there

thats intellectual enough

Enough about playing JUST for God.

Or thats what i initally thought.

But He chose me, not me cho0se him.

Thats why i want show off (to put it bluntly) my musical reportoire.

Yes, showoff.

Im a showoffy guy didnt you know?


I show off on how i show off and show off me.

Sigh.

JAZZ
CRAP
MOCKING, INSIDISING DRUMS.

many enigmas i know.
people crafting their brillancy onto something like a dissemnation of controlled information.

Potent and crafty for some.
Pure Gullibalism for that, or me.

Why stick at that plain ol level when mere higher reaches can be accessed like that.

I can think of 20 people who wants to hear "you're mysterious"

"why?" replies educational television.

Of course I occasionally slip.
The say desperate men silp to cliches.

Well.

You are that moron of the level. or you think not. you think you think manymany and you think u want others to know you think manymany.
So you judge, place people in gullible and not-so-gulliable.

you think you are in control, manipulating, you think you know what you're doing.,

Rattle on anecdoetes and quotations or something from a magazine
Staring fromt hes sidelines it makes me laugh.


Ho hum.

Ok cheers

'

my parents are flying off to toronto.

I am screwed in my test today.

It was surprinsgly nice to meet Jenny

Its difficult to get rumours out of my head ( it isnt wise to elaborate)

ok bye

Ho Wei - 14/04/89
PKC, TP, BUS
Reuben's Blog

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