In a space of a few days I received ,
A

Very NICE post dedicated to me.
n
A not-so-nice post about me, albeit somewhat a joke.

One of the best feelings one/me can have is seeing something about myself.
Such a spark of jubilation, esp if you're sitting alone at this darn square metal computer.

Just makes you wanna kill.. I mean hug somebody.

Ahh. Speaking of Kill.

I just watched Transformers.
And thus of such I am dead as a tired dog in a bog which wears on its bones.
You get the idea.

WheW.

I watched it at AMK or Angmokio for not-so-short.

And the trip is boring and brutal and backbreaking.
Yes, some people travel everyday. I DONT.

So I cant relate, N i hate travelling.

As I was mentioning about my current dog tired bones bogging me state, I will end as such and hope

Well, I'd hope I'd get a good night's sleep.
( IM gonna read this soon n mutter n expletive to myself)

But till swear time,

Bed time

Cheerizzzz

I havent wrote a decent post in a decade!

IN blog time.

And for that I apologise.
I don't know about you oh kind reader but I hate seeing pictures when a blog turns up.
Well, not hate, just kinda puts me off.

But hey, its not my blog.
so. I'm obliged to say nothing

On to business, for which I dont know what is.

Hmm..

School has just began, so a whoop-te-doo.
I can speak to practically everybody in my class quite normally so a hip-hurray.

Whats all this spirit?
hell..
ahahha

my goodness time has flown.
My dad told somebody dat Im in year 2 and i wanted to correct him.

Hoo hah.

I have nothing interesting except for the many interesting things.
Yes hoo hah this weird above statement.


oh yes, i rmb.

i MISS the hengs so the freakin terribly much i cant stand it.
Eug Nix and Ger. Oh man..
People I care about the utter most.

So yeah.

Phil too but I see him every week.

Yeah.

And that-who-cannot-be . .

yeahhhh

I hav french on wednesday.
I hav french on mercredi.

Yipyip doo doo

My chocolaty ass.

Man..I really should write something intellectual.

Like

To be or not to be!
For being is such that bees are not us beings!
Thus us are to be that we have be-come.
Time is being us there to be what we have thou art to be!


Wow!

Anyway,, i like my special occasion speech.
I live miss Linda for her comments.

I Am Happy ( IAH)


YES IAH.

My life is good, my frens are good, my lifestyle is good, my eternity guareented.

How much more can I ask for.

Oh right.

Never enuf..
For such is the woe of man.

Ah well,
Big c
Cs
Hs
Es
Es
Rs
Ss.

I'm finally 18!!

Eh?

well, no it isn't me.

I was 18 so long ago I think I'm 19.

Firstly, happy bday to Calvin, Gerald and Geraldine.
15 , 13, 11 June so the very respectively. :)

Nownow,

I used to tell my brother when he was 18 when he asked me something impt.
" You're 18 man, do what you deem fit"

Now that I'm 18, what I deem fit can still be so incredibly stupid.
No, i didn't do anything stupid in the near past.

But, now that I'm LEGAL, which everybody wants to be.
It ain't a big deal.

Yes, I'm LEGAL.
to drink and club and whatever.

And go to jail.

so yeah.. two sides to a coin.

But have I matured sufficiently to think on my own?
I seriously doubt so.

Singapore is a sheltered environment, people in Singapore cannot survive as well in the wild as people of NeverNever Land. ( or a country I cannot name with more termite hills then HDBs)

But that one is an arguement not withstanding currently.

So I'm 18 now.
Hmm.
18.

I am officially an adult.
Unless you count the damn theme parks who I became an official " adult" at 12, so I pay the adult price.


Weird times.

Yes, as I was saying.

I'm 18, by now even a fogey knows that.
18.


Physically- wise or unwise. I think I've grown quite a bit since I was 12.
So yeah. I am adult size.

Mentally - wise or unwise?
Hmm.
So I can ponder and write and all these nonsense while attempting to scrutinise everything from every known angle. But for what cause?
So what if I speak good English, or Chinese?
So what if I can provide good advice?

In stress-eey times, most 18's will crumble.
Myself included.


so, do As I deem fit?

Why?

My parents are still here.
I think of the excuses I gave when I was young, or below 12. It's so incredibly stupid now.
My parents were older then me when I was below 12. So it must have been a monstrosity of a lousy jackass excuse!

I can't wait to learn, to reach 21.
To get experiences.
To be a wise old mystic staying on top of mists of BT hill.

The old should be revered.
They seen LIFE. LIFE itself.
I've barely scratched the surface!

Maybe thats why Im so bored.
I wanna learn and know more, I can't wait to grow up!

Or maybe I shouldn't. But piss off mate! These kind of I if's and that so's and kind of's are cliched and stupid and borin..


Yeahh.


so ends this post.

Or rant ( but its so damn cliched too)

Or this.

Smile!

Woo hoo.I watched Shrek today.
With ol' Vanessa.

To start off, was feeling seriously weird today. I accomplished a lot of stuff, but nobody needs to know that.

A couple of hours before the movie, I felt something was seriously wrong.
And my feelings are usually true. ( this is kinda religious and stuff) :)

I felt terribly uneasy that I wondered I should go.
But she already bought the tickets ( turns out they were free)

It was one of the most uneasy feelings I ever had.
So I basically played the organ over and over, making songs while praying like mad.

Eventually, the feeling cleared quite abruptly, and I got the feeling the problem lies with the bear (AGAIN)

So I prayed like mad. AGAIN.

I think I got convicted with a verse that came to me.

Romans 5:1
Therefore, having been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ.

Weird font.

Anyway, yeah.

I read it a dozen times from TM and later back.

So..

Just had a long discussion with my mum. Who's quite knowledgeable.

Cleared plenty of my doubts and stuff, But I hope I get this change in the wind thing.
Cuz I have this appetite for the Word now.

And I like it , Yes I do.

So yeahh..
Tis is all kinda religious and stuff.
but hey! I'm religious.
hehehe.

So..

yeah.
On a completely HUMAN side of the world, I realised going out with Vanessa was so much fun.
She made up w her boyfriend AGAIN which is like the umpteen time. Hahaha..

We watched Shrek, She had free tickets and had supper and reminisce on our days of the old.

Primary school ( 5/5, 6/6 ) to sec school (3E, 4E)

Woo.

So fun.

Manymany kudos to her.

I feel like reading the bible.
And the BEAR is beside me now.

:)

Cheers.

I've just looked through my lovely archives.

And it is tainted.

Why?

The very recent ones are BORING.
they're stuff I would like to delete
Not just the angsty ones, or emo ones if you'd prefer.

Boringboringboring.

I'm disappointed in myself.

What's so nice about a blog if its the same as any Sam, Tom and Mary's blog?

I used to love writing about wierdee stuff.
I think i still do.
But considerably lesser.

I need to do so again.
Write something so nice I would like to read it.

Heck i even want my bite back.

Even my titles are not well thought off.
How vastly disappointing.

Slap meself.

But then again.

What use is writing my favourite style of writing if nobody bothers to read it?
Glance, skim, cut my words?

How dare you?

I just read the most wonderfullest * Sod off * book ever. Notes from a small island.

Its hilarious. Comic genius.
Or maybe cuz its about Singapore.

I want to buy it, retail price is 34 bucks.

But im bored.
I wanna do something.
I wanna climb mount everest.

I wanna use Capital letters.
I wanna swim the Singapore Channel when there is one.
I wanna have a baby. ( temporary)
I wanna break a leg.


As You can see, i wanna-a-a-s a lot-s-s-s of thingi-e-s-e-s.

So ye-s-s-s-s.

I'm hhalf bonjours!

Or bonkers.

Cheeer-r-r-s!

MBS is over!

And that is cause for celebrations.

HRM and biz fin are much EASIER in comparision.

So yeah..

I did pretty ok too so I am relieved.

Yeah.

Study.


Anyway, I chose corporate communication and human resource as my elective.
Hope I get in.

NOw, lets see.
There's this guy on my online game thing thats keeps bugging me.

He's rather amusing though.
He sounds like Borat.

Here ye:

first one : i am no goalkeepers 2 matches and 2 loses... you r son of bitch
2nd comic relief: ..but you can't won! hahaha
3rd guffaw: you're funny
you know i am better than you
you are noob


hahaha.

WHat a guy.

Cheers.

Holy macaroni i camper!

What many events be has unfallen upon me this youthful period of many days.
hahahaa
First of all, I would like to say That my BEST FRIEND, Philemon Chor has surprised me beyond me wildest dreams on his level of intellect. While still not COMPLETELY up to par, his speech today and reasoning and the fact he knows how to confront somebody is extremely admirable.
I hope the people around him do NOT by any means take him for granted.

I somehow foresee good things about this boy.
Extremely good things.

His reasoning are so uptodate, and his progress so tremendously remarkable.
So remember this, I write this day that Philemon Chor is hereby no pushover and HE can by all means do something with his life and make it a joy to live in.


NOW, on the other side of life.
Cheer up Phoebs!
Oh yeah! you're "ok"
Never had to worry about you.


NOW NOW NOW and plenty of other NOWS.

I am a bit behind on my studying and for once its entirely MY fault.
I am slagging and slaffing and slacking and whatever one wants to call it and it stinks.

like my ulcer today when attacked by salt crystals who should never in any dish amount to so many,
Let me change the topic here.

Me and a few others.
NO SOMEBODY's or SOMEONE's here!
they were jenken-ny cal and xuewen.

We played that dumba ass game that everybody loves to hate.
I got hit 3 times on e row.

Man.. karma was doing his/her job today.

How delightful intriguing i find Kenny on a sidenote.
Hoo hah.
OR do I?

Ohhhhh.
And I LOVED my roleplay.

It was incredibly funny.
And the fact i had to change outfits twice in 3 mins.
Woooo.
Practice indeed makes perfect.

The downside was that when putting/wearing ( Who cares about english?) on my formal clothes again, a whole class passed by me.
Plenty of girls have me rude stares like " why de heck u dirty flasher (#(@#@)*#@))!*@#((#@&^T%#(@@#(........ "

Yes its crude but i could feel the daggers poking my solar plexus and my underbelly.

Ahh.

How immensely satisfying to be able to rattle off with no cause and being.
Melancholy?

Oh well.
And a mention too for the people going to Genting.

Have a great trip, dont get robbed and most importantly...
Dont Die.

Yeahhh. Dying aint fun.

Speaking of death.
On a morbid note, I am sorry for Sherman,

Whose special friend and grandpa just died and had coincidentally their funerals NEXT to each other.
My goodness, if he does'nt go emo or emu or whatever I'll think he's half mad.

But its good.

Its all going to be good in the end.

On a further note that never seem to end.
Kudos to Valencia for keeping me company on the phone and Rachel who was the fastest friend I ever EVER made.

Yes, I'm in a generous mood.

So leave me a tag and Get a mention!
Before all that generous bull leaves ( See? some's gone already)

And also to Geraldine, WenJing and Pauline who makes MSN so incredibly funnnn.

Oh yyeah.

What a post.

Cheers.

Ho Wei - 14/04/89
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