Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Lessons Learned...

the past year has been an eye opening, lesson learning one. it allowed me to finally see "things" as they really are. to be honest with myself, learning how to know what i truly need and want in my life. never settling for less than what i deserve. have i been hurt by those who i had never expected would? yes. sadly those are the ones who have the control to hurt you the most. the negativity and deceit that some bring into your life are poison and nothing more. but to truly grow, forgiveness, forgetting, and apologizing for your own mistakes must be part of the equation. i can say that i am so thankful for the bumps that brought me to this place. xxx

Wednesday, March 14, 2012



dear c & k

does this give some kind of explanation?

love us

Monday, March 12, 2012

It is a serious thing to live in a society of possible gods and goddesses, to remember that the dullest and most uninteresting person you talk to may one day be a creature which...you would be strongly tempted to worship, or else a horror and a corruption such as you now meet, if at all, only in a nightmare. All day long we are, in some degree, helping each other to one or other of these destinations. It is in the light of these overwhelming possibilities, it is with the awe and the circumspection proper to them, that we should conduct all our dealings with one another, all friendships, all loves, all play, all politics. There are no ordinary people. You have never talked to a mere mortal. Nations, cultures, arts, civilizations--these are mortal, and their life is to ours as the life of a gnat. But it is immortals whom we joke with, work with, marry, snub, and exploit--immortal horrors or everlasting splendors.

~~~C.S. Lewis
"This is what mortals misunderstand. They say of some temporal suffering, 'No future bliss can make up for it,' not knowing that Heaven, once attained, will work backwards and turn even the agony into a glory."

~~~C.S. Lewis, The Great Divorce

Saturday, March 3, 2012

Inner Beauty Far Outways Outer Beauty...

something that i've come to understand first hand and whole heartily believe 100%. have i been confused about what it meant to truly be beautiful? yes. but after one too many "come to jesus" experiences and painful realizations, i honestly now understand. and for those i am thankful because that's the only way to learn and to become truly humbled.

xxx
another LOVE that i don't want to forget...