supposed to have a meeting wif the boss & my mentor yest with regards to the cost rates.

however, it was somewhat called off becos we were all v busy at the timing when the meeting is scheduled for.

so i'm supposed to plan for the next meeting. however, the secretary's not in today, so i couldn't make any appointment.

oh wells. didn't want the meeting to be today either.... becos i know it'll drag on forever & ever & ever. i just know it. (plus i'm totally having the fri mood alr. haas!)

but apparently, i think my mentor doesn't give a f*ck abt my work! she was slacking the whole morning & yet she didn't ask me anything abt it. ohs wells.

maybe it wasn't her fault exactly becos i didn't make much initiative as well. but i know, deep down, she totally hate this rates thingy becos she doesn't buy this method of working! but if she doesn't accept this way of working, she'll soon be fired! yes fired! or so i was told. lol~

oh wells. as much as i dislike her, i don't think i can tahan until they fire her, seriously. here i am slacking away doing nth again, trying my every best to 'act busy'. i'm really of data entries & never ending data entry-ing!!! *rar*!!!

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anyways, i might get an offer into the business/finance industry. ohs wells. i guess it's better not be pin any high hopes yet. just hope that i'll be called for interview at the very least!

hmms... i was asked the question as to whether or not i'll still want to stay in the QS profession. honestly, i do not know for sure either. & i guess i have to blame it on 'luck' to have such a wonderful mentor. & the workload is too extreme in this office. we're always rushing for nth, in my point of view. but that's how the industry functions... with Clients giving extreme deadlines & Designers' ever changing designs. ahhhh~~~ being at the bottom of the chain sucks.

but honestly, idk what industry i wanna work in either. i think my 1st choice is still for money to drop from the sky. haha~ i'll wanna travel ard the world, to see the world & to exp things that i've never ever get to. ohs wells. i think i'm just working for the money. to fulfill my dream of marriage: fancy wedding/honeymoon/house/car & in the near future babies. oh man! all this can't happen w/o money!

*sigh* the above paragraph sounded so bimbotic. haha~ but that's how i really feel. i think money is really impt. but i'm not actively saving... YET! =X

okays. signing off. 2 more hrs to go!!!

too bored at work. the workload is insanely on the extreme ends: freaking slack & freaking busy.

hais! -dislike-

oh wells. there's pretty nth much i can do also.

-bah-

i'd been wif the company for 4mths? still a probation staff becos i'm always late & inefficient! whee! really wonder whether i shld stay or move on. hmms... but there's never an answer to this qn.

does time really tell? will i really feel better/progress further in life if i stayed on? i really wonder the probability of benefits if i chose to be a stayer/quitter.

*sigh*

who can give me answer? i need signs. directions.

lucky i still have fridays to look forward to... party times wif my dearest friends! woots!

ahhhhh~~~ still waiting for 6pm.

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some updates?

rarely updating abt my life. heeh~ i'm always amazed by the fact that i can update abt my life EVERY SINGLE DAY when i'm in my teens. when blogs are 'sort of' just borned/getting popular. i feel like an idiot everytime i backread my past entries. haas! =S but that was still ME isn't it?

oh wells.

i think i really did grown up on that basis. ^^

last sun, went *ifly wif my dumby*!!! it was an indoor skydive experience located in sg. honestly, i did not think that it was THAT FUN, but it was a gd exp no doubt. i will wanna try the REAL parachuting/skydiving!!! i think i'll prefer to feel the free fall exp b4 floating in the air~ keke! it wasn't easy okays!!! so hard to maneuver in the air!!!

but i really appreciate my dumby* for planning this event & bringing me there. =))) it wasn't a easy exp becos he* has dislocated his* shoulder b4 (so he* was advised not to go for this sport). & we had a big hu-ha b4 the event becos we didn't know abt that. so... he* had to get a doctor's letter, stating that his* shoulder's fully healed blah blah~

so anyways, yeps we went for it, we were bought inside 2 rooms: the 1st to see their introductory video, & the 2nd to be trained by our instructor, 1 by 1. next we were brought out to change into our gears & jumpers. haas!

& we were the last 2 'divers'. my 1st attempt wasn't that gd becos i couldn't feel my legs! (you're supposed to straighten them to a certain extent). dumby*'s 1st wasn't that gd either becos his* googles flew out right after he* went into the chamber.

my 2nd attempt was much better, & so was his*. (in fact, he*was even better than me) BUT! in a blink of my eyes, idk wth happened & just becos his* googles was misplaced again, he* fell sideways & dislocated his* shoulder. again. YES. he did. -____-"

sometimes, i really wonder if everything's fated. oh wells~

so anyways, we bought our expensive photos after changing out, & headed to the 铁打 immediately. didn't feel that gd after seeing my dumby* injured. =(((~ even though it wasn't an activity that i insisted on doing, i just didn't feel gd seeing him hurt.

in conclusion: NO MORE EXTREME SPORTS FOR HIM*!!!

gg for roller coaster rides are so much safer! at least they don't discourage pple wif history of dislocated shoulders to take the rides! & (CHOY!) if sth happens, i'll injure/die wif him*!!! =S

hahas! it's been really long since i last typed an entry like this. quite mind boggling actually. haas! old alr~~~ =(((~ or simply too lazy.

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okays. i shall try & act busy again.

waiting for 6pm!! hoho! drinking night wif my girls!!! havoic!! kekeke!

<3

signing off.