been wanting to blog.

but...

1.) i'm somehow locked out of my room after 10pm every night. (becos my *grandma came over from hk & she'll be sleeping in my room for the next 1 month. at least.)

actually i kinda, VERY miss, my BEDDDD. *sigh*

2.) & due to the fact that my labtop is my room, privacy has pretty much, *vanished* & stubborn me had been wanting to blog in cantonese, inwhich the file for all the canto words is in my desktop.

so, forget it. haha.

anyways, i'm actually now blogging on *joyce labtop, becos i got so sick of researching for my oral presentation next week. *rar*

this sem is totally DISASTROUS. there's so much to do!!! AHHHHH!!! *screams* i'm so thankful that i didn't get my 6th module. omg! time managment will be very important for this sem i guess.

& i'm missing my deary dear* who's working his ass off right this instant.

& oh. due the fact that his* colleagues & bosses are all from hk/canto-speaking, i have been his* rightful tutor for the past week. haha! somehow i'm falling in love with the language once again. even more in the written form. =))

okk. time for dinner! will be back soon!

this blog entry is dedicated to my *cher love. =))

我都想日日开开心心咁过。咁你咪有好多甜到漏嘅blog entry读咯。哈哈。

几时轮到我读你依种entry哩？thinking back都有嘅。。。你刚刚同*andrew系埋一起个阵咯！=pPpppPp

傻佬*做嘢好忙啊，都冇咩时间陪我lu。。。好挂住佢*，佢*都应该有挂住我卦。哈哈！唔想卑任何压力佢*，就成日默默咁守护住电话咯。唉。好似讲到好悲！冇计啦, 点都要习惯吓。唔系成个人好似系到发颠，好恐怖！

不过anyway, 都好似惯昨。

好挂住你！好想同你又系到無所事事闲聊，讲心。

我谂你个好朋友又闯祸啦。哈哈！=X


love love. =))

幸福唔系必然，易唔系偶然的。
*2108 后，又一个新开始。

要加油喔！=))

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擒日上昨两个钟头嘅tutorial, 跟住陪昨个傻佬*去买返工裤。佢*话卑我养肥昨，返工裤好窄。哈哈哈! (不过我都卑佢养肥昨，真冇兴! zzz! =((~)

吃lunch个阵，又卑傻佬*呃昨。

终于买到我最仲意嘅花卑我。=))

*wakaru pasta 嘅 *tiramisu parffin。

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突然之间好挂住傻佬*。
希望新工事事如意，顺利。
(但千其唔可以唔记得傻婆*!)


我爱你*。
=))

art of the magnificent planner. lol.

great gathering. great pple. great time spent together. =))

it was a *04s06 gathering b4 *terence leave for studies in *new jersey & a belated celebration for *moomoo's birthday. pretty pleased by the fact that i could actually gather everyone for this event. (with 2 extra "*xian-zha-ren-deng" lol)

hard work indeed. but all was worth it.



not to forget the *man behind the scenes. =))

how could i do it w/o you*. & the rebuttal to my dearest *ms tan. hehehe. a pity that my "revenge" wasn't successful. but it was still as sweet. (>.<)

AND YES! *MS BIMBO JASMINE LOH JIA MIN! YOU HAD ACTUALLY SPOILT MY INTENDED REVENGE! GO ASK YOUR BEST FRIEND! lol!

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1st week of school passed by in a breeze. didn't get my 6th module.. balloting was just a follow up of *joyce's ranking.. lol.

anyways school turned out to be better than expected. minus the fact that i'm alr stressed up by the amount of workload for this semester. will do my best to bring up my horrendous *CAP. as a promise to someone*. =))

friday night was spent indulging @ *sakura nearby school. afterwhich was followed up by a *bridge session @ the *DE club room.

& yes. i *yumcha-ed wif my dearest*. for the 1st time in my entire life, i actually *yumcha-ed with someone not from my family. hohoho. i'm the kind who wouldn't even *ding tai feng wif *bestie lehh. hahaha! in time to come i guess. (>.<) please don't get jealous girl. =pPPp

i was accused of showing off my boyfriend* in school! i did NOT! he* just accompanied me for 2 lectures that's all! & for lunch! (>.<)

oh. speaking of which. *the deck canteen is so much nicer now. but it's still very very crowded during lunch hours. & the *burger king ain't any cheaper compared to the outlets outside.

*rush hour 3 is soooo not nice. please don't waste your money to watch it.

*bestie! let's go out soon okk!

*cher! i miss you too. definitely. =))

life is on it's way up-course. & i'm loving it.

just for info.

i'm on *NUS homepage for 0.8 secs.

lol.

havn't exactly been blogging on a whole day event. heeh.

but oh well... let's do it.

hmm.. this afternoon i had lunch wif my *folks, except my *sis becos poor her had to work on this fateful *national day. (but she's going to *maldives next week! how cool is that!) then we headed to *IMM to shop for a new bed for my *younger brother. yeah apparently my parents think that he had out-grown his bed so he'll get a NEW bed. havn't been to *IMM for a very long time... i can say for many many yrs alr. but oh well. they're half way thru mega renovations.

but we ended off buying his bed somewhere else. haha. i chose the bed frame for him!!

evening was out wif darling*. =))

dinner @ *kenny rogers/fireworks/shopping/mario-ed/*hostel 2.

squeezed wif the crowd jus to see *national's day fireworks. but it was too smoky to see all those nice effects.. wasn't much wind then. but nonetheless, i still love to see fireworks! hehehe. much nearer than the previous time we see it over @ *clarke quay.

&&&&& i still wann the blinking *star star!!! hope *bear can get it for me. lol. if not i'll be v sad!! (>.<)

*hostel 2 wasn't that gore lah. haha. at least i watched like 90% of the show (without covering my eyes) and i didn't scream! =pPpppPp but the last part was EEEWWWW. =X oh it's R21 btw. heeh. my 2nd R21 movie.

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just wanna say...

me love you*.

*muacks!

=))

it is getting on my nerves!

though it really shouldn't.

sigh.

why can't pple have their own style?!

& yes. a spike will always be if you let it stay within.

random.



my sick ration. =)) [70% in my stomach alr]



*mambo wif *bestie, *ziyan, *grace & her friends. finally saw my dearest *B after 3 mths! (for 5/10mins the most)



combined *love* creation at *sizzler.



me & *val wif short hair!

&... happy birthday singapore?! lol.

有时觉得自己好傻。
点解重会在乎D無为嘢。

伤口。。。始终会复原吧。
唔谂咁多，个人真系会开心D。

人生有好多唔同嘅阶段。
适应。
只能适应。

在努力中。。。

就算过往有几咁刻骨铭心，
人往往只能向前行。

酸甜苦辣，
任由自己定。

好来冇blog嘅感觉。

一来冇mood blog,二来依排又有D忙。

忙住拍拖。。。忙学校orientation D嘢。。。又去补习，好似都冇咩时间卑自己filter下自己嘅情绪。

今日都几开心。。。虽然有点疲倦，但见到好来冇见嘅好朋友。个种感觉，好好。好好。就算卑人挖番成年旧事拿来讲，个种感觉就系好窝心。=))

相方（终于）都搵到自己嘅另一半，感觉上好似又老昨一轮。但点都会为对方开心嘅。。。

但开心嘅同时，又有点遗憾。。。因为人生非十全十美。

当人生某部分得到解脱，人生另一部分又慢慢开始变化。一向讨厌变化嘅我， 又点会唔为觉得唔应该变化但始终都系变昨嘅嘢伤感哩？

唉。

又发觉自己好惊。。。好惊历史重演。好惊自己又唔知几时又会讲错嘢。系自己对待人嘅方式有问题？定系我始终太任性？可能表达方式我唔在行，但我好想实行我地所向往的。

倦了。

lesson learnt:

never to be so dependent on others.

maybe it's really time to grow up.
nonetheless, it's still quite hard not to feel upset abt it.

school's starting & i'm definitely dreading it. =((

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on a side note...

an unexpected phonecall can really brighten up my day. =))